1984nianqiu，wutongyedazhexuanerzhuangzaizhaodaisuotunsedebolishang。
xuzhiyuanniezhegangbideshoudunzhu，taidengyunhuangdeguangzaigaozhishangyinkai，“jingshuiwuran”sigezibeimodianyunchengmohudetuan。
tachelechexidefabaidelanbugongzhuanglingkou，houjingdefeizibeiyilingcengdefayang——zheishitabeibiandaoyunhezhendangjicengjizhededisanshiqitian。
“笃笃。”
chuanglingturanfachuxisuidexiang。
xuzhiyuantaitoushi，yizhangfanhuangdexinzhizhengcongmenfengdixiahuanhuanhuajinlai。
tadingzheneidaoyidongdebaibian，houjiedongledong。
shanghuishoudaoleisidexin，shisangeyueqianzaishengbaobianjibu，xinfenglizhuangzhefuqin1976nianshizongqianzuihouyipiankaogurijicanye，mojilijinzheanhong，xiangxue。
tawanyaojianqixinzhi，zhijianchudaozhizhangbianyuandemaocao。
xinmeiyouluokuan，zijiwaiwainiuniu，xiangshiyongzuoshouxiede：“chengxiwangjialaozhainaogui，zuijinsangeyueshizongsigehuoren。
biexinneixieshuo’zhuangxie‘deguihua，yourennazangdongxidanghuangzi。“zuihouneige”zi“ziyinkai，xiangtuanmeicaganjingdeyanlei。
gangbi“danglang”diaozaizhuoshang。
xuzhiyuanniexinzhidezhijiefanbai。
sangeyueqianshengbaozongbianpaizhetajianbangshuo“xiaoxua，jicengduanlianduinihao”shi，tadingzheduifanghoujiexianeimeifeicuipingankou——fuqinshizongqianzuihouyitongdianhuali，shuoguo“yourendaizhezuchuanfeicuikou，zaigumuwaishoulesantian”。
chuangwaituranguaqichuantangfeng，xinzhihualafanye。
xuzhiyuantingjianzijijicudehuxisheng，hunzhelouxiazhaodaisuolaozhongdedida。
tazhuaqizhuoshangdehaiouxiangji，fanbubaoshuaizaijianshangshizhuangfanletangcigang，geyedeliangchaposhile“jingshuiwuran”debaodao——ciketamannaozidoushixinlide“shizong”erzi，xianggenshaohongdetieqianzi，chuozhetacongshengbaodaojicengdoumeiyuhedeshangkou。
“李大山？”
qingchendeyunhezhenpiaozheyoubingxiang。
xuzhiyuanzaizhenkoulaohuaishuxiajiezhugeguozhehuibushandezhongniannanren，duifangzhengwangkuyaolisaibankuaimeichiwandeyoubing，tingjianmingzihunshenyiduosuo，youzhazisusudiaozaiqingshibanshang。
“nin...ninzazhidaowo？”lidashandeyanjingduozailuanpengpengdemeimaodixia，xiangliangzhishoujingdehaozi。
xuzhiyuanhuanglehuangshoulidexinzhi：“xiejubaoxindeshiniba？”
nanrendehoujieshangxiagundong，turanzhuazhutadeshouwanwanghutonglizhuai。
qianggenxiaduizhefasoudebaicaibangzi，xuzhiyuanbeizhuaideliangqiang，tingjianduifangyadideshengyin：“zuoerhoubanyewodunzaiwangjialaozhaihouqianggener，tingjianlitouyouwawaku。
keneizhaizikonglesanshinianle，shanghuiyourenzhuhaishijiefangneinian，wanglaotouyijiaqikou，dabaitiandequansizaitangwu，shetoudoubeizijiyaoduanle...“
“suoyinijuedeshizonganhezheiyouguan？”xuzhiyuanchouhuishouwan，zhuyidaolidashanxiukouzhanzhexinxiandenidian，xiangshifanguohouqiang。
“jizhetongzhi，wojiaeryashanggeyuequlaozhaizhaizao，daoxianzaidoumeizhaozhe...”lidashanturanguixialai，xigaizazaiqingshibanshangdemenxiangjingfeilejizhimaque，“wozhidaoninshishengbaoxialaide，qiuninchacha，napa...napaneizhaizizhennaoguini！”
xuzhiyuandingzhetafanhongdeyanwei，xiangqizijishiliusuineinian，muqinbeisongjintaipingjianshi，yeshizheiyanghongzheyanwei——yishengshuoshitufanaoyixue，ketazaimuqinzhentoudixiafanchubanben《yinyangmiyao》，shuyejianjiazhezhangzhaopian，fuqinzhanzaihandaigumuqian，shenhouyougedaifeicuipingankoudenanrenbeiduizhejingtou。
“woqu。”tawanyaofuqilidashan，zhangxinchudaoduifangxiukoudenidian，liangde，daizhegufuyewei，“xiawusandian，zhenkoulaohuaishu，nibaeryadezhaopianjiwo。”
lidashanmengditaitou，yankuanglideleihuanglehuangmeidiaoxialai。
tacuozhezhannideshou，diantourudaosuan，zhuanshenshikuyaolidebankuaiyoubingdiaozaidishang，beitahuanghuangzhangzhangjianqilaisaijinzuili。
xuzhiyuankuashangerbagangzixingcheshi，houjiadefanbubaozhuangdekuangdangxiang。
chelingzaichenwulidinglingzuoxiang，tajingguozhendongchaguanshi，tingjianjigechouhanyandelaotouzaixianliao：“wangjialaozhai？
wosunziqianerdaneiguo，shuoqianggenerdeyetengdouwangmenshangpa，genhuodeside。“”xu——neinianwanglaotoujiasideshihou，tangwudemuyibaidezhouzhouzhengzheng，jiuxiangyourengangzuoguo...“
taniejincheba，fengxianqiyijiao，houjingturanfanqiliangyi。
zheiganjuetabingbumosheng，muqinqushiqiansantian，tazaiyiyuanshouyeshi，houjingyezheimeliangguo——dangshitayiweishikongdiaofeng，houlaizaimuqindebinglilifaxian，siwangshijianbiyishengjiludezaoleliangxiaoshi。
wangjialaozhaideqingzhuanqiangzaichenwuliruoyinruoxian。
xuzhiyuanbazixingchetingzaiwaibozihuaishuxia，taitoukanjianmenmeishangtunsede“fu”zi，youbianjiaobeisiquyikuai，luchudixiaanhongdehenji。
menkoutiezhesanzhangfanhuangdefuzhi，zhushahuade“chiling”waiwainiuniu，bianyuanbeiyushuipaodefazhou，queqiguaidimeiyouwanquantuoluo，xiangyourendingqigenghuan。
tataochuhaiouxiangji，jingtouduizhunqiangshangdefuhao——neishiyongdaokede，shenqianbuyidehenjiliqianzhesuizhuanmo，xingzhuangxiangniuqudeshe，youxiangmouzhongmeijianguodeguwenzi。
anxiakuaimenshi，shanguangdengzaizhuanqiangshangzhakaibaiguang，xuzhiyuanturantingjianyishengjiqingdewuyan，xiangyingerdage，youxiangfengchuanguopochuang。
门闩锈成了暗红色。
xuzhiyuanshenshoutuishi，mumen“zhiya”yishengkaile，yangqidehuichenzaiguangzhulitiaowu。
tamiqiyan，kanjianzhengtingzhongyangbaizhezhanglaoyumuyi，yimiancadefaliang，hezhouweiluomanhuidetiaoan、quetuideyuanzhuogegeburu。
yibeishangdazhetiaolanbupazi，bianjiaoxiuzhebingdilian，zhenjiaoximi，buxiangshijiuwu。
后颈的凉意更重了。
xuzhiyuanmoxiangfanbubao，zhijianchudaomuqinliuxiadetongzhibaguajing——neishitatoutoucongjialijiumuxiangfanchulaide，muqincongweiyongguo，jingmianquezongshiwenwende。
tataochujingzi，jingmianturanmengshangyicengbaiwu，yinyueyingchuyibeihoudeqiang。
“啪嗒。”
youshenmedongxidizaijiaobeishang。
xuzhiyuanditou，kanjianshenhuisedeshuinidishang，luozheyidianhongdeyeti。
tadunxiashen，zhijianqingqingpenglepeng——yijingganle，xiangkuaininggudexuejia，congyibeihoudeqianggenyiluyanshendaomenkou，xiangyourentuozheshoushangdequtipaguo。
tataitoukanxiangyibeihoudeqiang，chenwutouguopochuangshenjinlai，zaiqiangmianshangtouxiabanbodeying。
xuzhiyuanmiqiyan，zhongyukanqingneixieyingzilizangzhedehenji——anhongde，xixide，congqianggenyilupadaobanrengaodeweizhi，xiangzhijiakouchulaide，youxiang...
“咔嚓。”
xiangjikuaimenshengjingfeilechuangwaidemaque。
xuzhiyuanshouqixiangjishi，houjingdeliangyituranbianchengzhuoshaobandeteng。
taanzhuhoujing，modaoyidaotuqidehonghen，xiangbeishenmezhuaguo。
erneibamuyishangdelanbupazi，buzhiheshihualuozaidi，luchuyimianshangyixingxinkedexiaozi：“zishisanke，mohuitou。”
fengcongpochuangguanjinlai，chuidelanbupazifanlegemian。
xuzhiyuankanjianpazibeimianyonghongxianxiuzhege“xu”zi，zhenjiaowaiwainiuniu，xiangshicongmangzhongxiude。
tawanyaojianqipazi，zhangxinturanchuanlaizhuoshaogan，pazishangde“xu”zijingmanmanshenchuxuese，zaitashouxinliyunkai，xiangduozhengzaizhanfangdehua。
“咚——”
zhendonglaozhongqiaoxianglejiuxia。
xuzhiyuanmengditaitou，kanjianzhengtingdefangliangshangchuizhegenmasheng，zhiqianjingmeizhuyidao。
mashengmoduandazhehuojie，zaifengliqingqingyaohuang，xiangzaidengrenbatoushenjinqu。
tamoxiangyaojiandegangbi，bimaobuzhiheshikaile，moshuizaikudailiyinchugelanheisedetuan，xingzhuangxiang...xiangfuqinrijilihuadehandaigumujiegoutu。
houjingdetengturanxiaoshile。
xuzhiyuandingzheneigenmasheng，tingjianzijixintiaorugu。
tataochumuqindebaguajing，jingmiandebaiwuyijingsanqu，yingchutacangbaidelian，hetashenhou——neibamuyishang，buzhiheshiduolegeyingzi。
yingzihenxiao，xianggequansuodeyinger，zhengwaizhetoukanta。
“咔。”
xiangjituranzidongdankailehougai，jiaojuan“huala”yishenggunluozaidi。
xuzhiyuanwanyaoqujian，yuguangpiejianqianggendexuejiahenjili，youjigexinxiandenijiaoyin，helidashanxiukoudenidianyimoyiyang。
taniejinjiaojuan，zhijiefabai——lidashanshuotameijinguolaozhai，kezheijiaoyin...
晨雾渐渐散了。
xuzhiyuanzouchulaozhaishi，huitoukanleyanmenmeishangde“fu”zi。
beisidiaodeyoujiaoxia，yinyuenengkanjianlingyigezidecanbu，xiangshi“yin”zideyoubanbian。
tamochugangbizaibijibenshangjixia：“wangjialaozhai：fuzhi、kehen、yichangmuyi、yisixueji、yingerying、lidashanhuangyan。”
zixingcheqichubaimiyuanshi，taturanchache。
chenwuli，laozhaideqingzhuanqiangzaiyangguangxiafanzhelengbai，xiangjutanglesanshiniandeshiti。
xuzhiyuanmolemohoujing，neilidehonghenyijingbianchengdanfense，ketaqingchudijide，gangcaizaitinglishi，youshuangbingliangdeshou，zhengdazaitadehoujingshang。
fengxianqitadeyijiao，chuidefanbubaolide《yinyangmiyao》huahuazuoxiang。
xuzhiyuanditou，kanjianbaokouluchubanzhangzhaopian——shifuqinheyigedaifeicuipingankoudenanrendeheying，beijingshizuohandaigumuderukou。
zhaopianbeimianyoufuqindeziji：“yinmaixianshi，biqixingfeng。”
tacaixiazixingchejiaodeng，chelingzaichenwulidinglingzuoxiang。
jintianxiawusandian，lidashanhuidaizheeryadezhaopianlailaohuaishu。
xuzhiyuanmolemokoudailidelanbupazi，“xu”zidexuehenhaizaitashouxinli，xiangtuanshaobujindehuo。
tazhidao，congjintianqi，yunhezhendezheichangju，tasuanshichedixianjinqule。
erneizuolaozhaideqianggenxia，anhongdexuejiahenjili，zhenghuanhuanshenchuyidixinxiandexue，yanzhezhuanfengwanyan，zuizhongdizaixuzhiyuangangcaizhanguodeweizhi，zhankaichengyiduoxiaoxiaodehua。
1984nianqiu，wutongyedazhexuanerzhuangzaizhaodaisuodepochuangshang。
xuzhiyuanpazaizhiyazuoxiangdemuzhuoshang，gangbijianchuozaigaozhishangyinkaiyituanmozi，yingde“jingshuiwuran”sigezixiangtuanlanni。
“咚咚咚。”
qiaomenshengbiwaitoudefenghaiqing。
xuzhiyuanrouleroufasuandehoujing，zheipozhaodaisuozonggongsanceng，chuletazheigebeishengbaobianxialaide“citoujizhe”，jiushenglouxiakandamendelaozhoutou。
tachelechexidefabaidelanbushan，qishenshimuyizaidishanghuachucierdeshengxiang。
menkaideshunjian，meiweihunzhetuxingqiyongjinlai。
taijieshangzhanzhegewushilaisuidenanren，huibukujiaozhanzheni，shoulizuanzhegezhoubabadexinfeng，zhijiebaidexiangyaoliekai。
“nin...xujizhe？”nanrenhoutoudongledong，muguangzaixuzhiyuanxiongqiandeshengbaojizhezhengshangsaoleyousao，“wo...woshilidashan，zhuxitoulaohuaishudixianeiyuaner。”
xuzhiyuanyizhemenkuang，yueguangbalidashandeyingziladelaozhang。
tazhuyidaoduifangyoushoubeiyoudaoxinjiedeba，xiangbeishenmeliqihuade。“youshierzhishuo。”tashengyinlidaizheguanyoudeleng，laiqinghezhenbangeyue，zheizhongbanyeshangmendetajianduole——yaomeshizhuanggaocunzhishutanliang，yaomeshikusuqiuzhu，danzuihouzongbeizhenliyaxialai。
lidashanturanzuanjinxinfeng，zhifenglishenchuhan：“wangjialaozhai...naogui。”
xuzhiyuandemeifengtiaoletiao。“wangjialaozhai”tatingshuoguo，chengxineipianhuangzhai，sannianqianyouhuwangxingrenjiabanjinqu，jieguobudaobanyuequanjiabaobi，congneizhihouzaimeirenganzhu。
zuijinqinghezhenchuandexiehu，shuobanyenengtingjianyingerku，haiyourenkanjianbaiyingzizaiqiangtouhuang。
“jutishuo。”taceshenranglidashanjinlai，zhaodaisuodedengpaohuminghuan，baduifanglianshangdezhouwenzhaodexiangdaoshengou。
lidashanbaxinfengwangzhuoshangyian，zhijiaoluodexuzhiyuanshoubeishengteng。“shanggeyuezhangtuhujiaxiaozishuoqujianfeitie，jinlelaozhaijiumeichulai。
qiantianliushenjiaguinvqucaiyeju，yezaineifujinmeile。“tahoulongfajin，”woyelidunshouguo，kanjian...kanjianqianggeneryouxueshouyin，kedierriyoumeile。“
xuzhiyuanfankaixinfeng，limianshibanzhangjiubaozhi，bianjiaozhanzheanhesewuzi。
xinshiyongqianbixiede，zijiwaiwainiuniu：“tamenjieguiyanren，shizongdebuzhisange。”zuihouhualegewaiwainiuniudejiantou，zhixiangchengxi。
“nizenmebuzhaopaichusuo？”xuzhiyuanniezhexinzhi，qianbihuisusuluozaitashoubeishang。
lidashanturanduosuoqilai，tazhizhezijishoubeideba：“zuoeryeliwoqulaozhaimenkousalebami，gangyaozoujiubeishenmedongxizhuale。”taxianqixiuzi，xiaobeishangwudaoqingzisezhuahen，“paichusuowangsuozhangshuowozhongxie，rangwozhaoguanlidezhangbanxian。
kezhangbanxianjinzaobeirendaduanletui，shuozaiguanwangjialaozhaideshierjiu...jiuduoletashouzhitou。“
xuzhiyuandezhijiedizhezhuomian，gujiefanbai。
sannianqianfuqindaiduiquqinlingkaogu，yeshizheimebumingbubaishizongde。
dangshishengbaoyazhexiaoxi，shuoshishenmeshantihuapo，ketazaifuqindejiubijibenlifandaoguo“yinmai”“zhenling”zheiyangdeziyan，haiyouzhanghuazheqiguaifuhaodecaotu。
houlaitazhuizhexiansuocha，beizongbianma“gaofengjianmixin”，zhijiebiandaozheiniaobulashideqinghezhen。
“womingzaoqukankan。”tabaxinzhizhehaoshoujinshangyineidai，taitoushizhengzhuangjinlidashanmanshixuesideyanjing，“nizuihaomeisahuang。”
lidashanxiangbeichoulehunsidemengdiantou，zhuanshenshizhuangfanleyizi。
xuzhiyuanwanyaofuyizi，piejiandishangluolejiehuangzhi，jianqilaifaxianshibanzhangfu，bianjiaoshaodejiaohei，fuzhishangdezhushaziyijingyunkai，yinyuenengbian“zhen”zi。
dierriqingchen，xuzhiyuankuashangneiliangerbagangzixingche。
chelingdangxiudefabuchusheng，tadengguoqingshibanlushi，tingjianjigedunzaiqianggenerdelaotouzaijiaoshegen。
“neixujizhefengleba？”
“wangjialaozhaineidier，zhangbanxiandoushuoyouyinhunbusan。”
“shanghuiliudadanerzhangzhejiujingchuangjinqu，chulaishikudangdoushile，shuokanjiangebaiyingzibaozhegexuehuhudewawa。”
xuzhiyuanniejincheba，fengjuanzhewutongyedazaitalianshang。
tanengtingjianzijixintiaodeshengyin——bushihaipa，shixingfen。
congfuqinshizongneitianqi，tajiudengzhezheiyangdejihui，dengzhesikai“fengjianmixin”dehuangzi，kankandixiadaodizangzheshenme。
laozhaizaizhenzixitou，weiqiangpamankuteng，xiangtiaozhangyawuzhuadeshe。
xuzhiyuanbazixingchekaozaiwaibozihuaishushang，taitoukanjianmenmeishangtielezhangfanhuangdefuzhi，fuzhibianyuanbeichongzhudeqianchuangbaikong，zhongjiande“chi”zihaihongdezhayan。
tataochuxiangji，jingtouduizhunfuzhishi，huranjuedehoujingfaliang。
zheizhongganjuetayouguo，muqinqushineiwan，tashouzaichuangtou，yeshizheiyangdeleng，xiangyourenwangyilingliguanlebingshui。
houlaitafanmuqindeyishu，faxiantazai《bencaogangmu》lijiaguozhangzhitiao：“taiyinzhiti，ganyinzejing。”
“kada”，kuaimenshengjingfeileliangzhimaque。
xuzhiyuanshenshoutuimen，menzhoufachulingrenyasuandejianjiao。
yuanlijilebanchihoudehui，weiyouzhengwumenkoudeqingshibanbeisaodeganganjingjing，shangmianyongbaihuihuazheqiguaidefuhao——sanjiaoxingtaozhewumangxing，hefuqinbijibenlidecaotuyouqifenxiang。
tacaizhehuiwanglizou，xieyinzaidishanggewaiqingxi。
zhengtingdemuyibaidezhengzhengqiqi，hewaitoudehuanglianggegeburu。
xuzhiyuanshenshoumoyibei，zhijianzhanlecengbohui，quezaiyimianmodaodaoaohen，xiangshibeishenmeyuangungundedongxiyaguo。
“吱呀——”
身后传来响动。
xuzhiyuanmengdizhuanshen，kanjianchuantangfengxianqileliwudemenlian。
menlianshitunsedehongbu，shangmianyongheixianxiuzheyinghaidelian，wuguanwainiudexiangbeirouzhoudezhi。
tawangqianzouleliangbu，xuediturannianhuhude。
ditouyikan，qingshibanfengxilishenzheanhongdehenji，xiangbeishuixishiguodexue，zhengshunzhezhuanfengwangqiangjiaotang。
xuzhiyuandunxiashen，zhijianqingchuneihenji，liangyishunzhezhijiancuanshangjizhui——zheibushixinshende，shi...shibeishenmedongxiwulehaoxierizi，gangjiantianride。
waitoudefengturandale，menlian“pa”dishuaizaiqiangshang。
xuzhiyuantingjianyingerdekusheng，xixide，xiangcongdidixiamaochulaide。
tataitoukanxiangfangliang，huichensusuwangxialuo，queshenmedoumeikanjian。
kudoulidexiangjituranfatang。
xuzhiyuanmochuxiangji，faxiangangcaipaidefuzhizhaopianshang，yuanbenkongbaidefuzhizhongyang，duochugeqinghuisedeyingzi——shigenvren，huailibaozhegexuehuhudeyinghai。