我叫毛苔。
nianqingshiyinweiyijuhuahaisileqigejiuyou，liuxialeqigedoushiguanyunvrendeyiyuanrangwowancheng。
seguibaizhiguorangwobangtabaoyangquanshijiegongrenzuimeidesigeyangniu。
erguotoulizhengzerangwobangtadezhiqingxifusuqihuicheng。
qingshengchenfeirangwoweitadebaiyueguangbaisuzuo99jianshiqing。
lierenwangqiangrangwogongtadeshuangbaotaimeimeidushu。
wuchiluowenfengrangwobaquanguozuinengdadesangenvrenshouruhuixia。
fantonglizhengmaorangwozaitajiejiejiehunqianchaisantajiejiedelianqing。
fengzilintianyourangwoshixiantaxiaoyisangeyuanwang。
——
“chouliumang，woxianjihaiziweinai，yihuizaiweini！”
maotaimimihuhuzhongtingdaoerbianchuanlaiyigenvrendaiyouyuanqideshengyin。
zhengkaiyan，yingruyanliandeshiyigeshenchuanlansedika，shoulihaibaozheyingerdepiaoliangnvren。
nvrenyouyitiaozhangzhangdebianzi，neiyishuangheibaifenmingdedayanjing，zhikanyiyanjiurangrenxinerxiaoluluanzhuang，youzhongyaoqueyangdeganjue。
zheibushierguotoudezhiqingxifusuqima？
bierendelaopokanzhejiushidaijing！
等等！
suzhiqingtabushiyijingsilesishinianlema？
maotaiqingchudejide，zijiershiersuineinianyinweiyijuhuahaisileqigejiuyou，baokuosuqidenanrenerguotou，congneiyihouzijimeigeyuejiuhuitoutongqitian，binvrenlaidayimahaiyaozhunshi，erqiesuizheshijiandetuiyiyuelaiyueyanzhong。
xunbianmingyiwuguohou，zijizhuanyanyishusanshiduonianchengweileshijiemingyi，jiulianqigongfangmiantadouyoulehengaodezaoyi，kehaishimeinengzhihaozijidetoutongbing，zuihoubeihuohuotengsi。
haimeidengmaotaigaoqingchuzenmehuishi，suqijiubaozhehaizizoudaobuyuanchudebandengshangzuoxia，beiduizhetaxianqiyifujihaiziweinai。
yizhennaixiangweibansuizheyingerbajibajidehenaishengchuanlai，rangmaotaiganjueyouxiexukouke，renbuzhuyanlexiakoushui。
suiranshenmedoukanbudao，danshitahaishibennengdeduokanleliangyanneigebeiying，caiyiyibushedezhuantouchakanzijizhouweidehuanjing。
bukanbuzhidao，yikanbeiheyitiao。
maotaifaxianzijimuqiansuochudehuanjingyinggaishiyijianqibashiniandaidechufang，fangdingbeixundewuqimahei，jianloudetuzaotaishangyouliangkoudatieguo，waijiayikouzhufanyongdedingguo，yizhangyiduanliangbazhuzhihuojializaituzaobianshang。
tuzaoshangmianhaiguazheyixieganlajiaohesuantou。
ertazijicikezhengtangzaiyizhangmubanchuangshang，shenxiadianzhedeshihouhoudegandaocao，shangmiangaizheyizhangyouboyouzhongdepomianbei。
simiandoushimeiyouqiangpide**nituqiang，cigudehanfengcongtoufengdechuanghuheqiangfengchuijinlai，rangtaganjueyoulengyoue。
erqiezijiquanshenshangxiachuletouzhiwai，shabuweidoudongdanbule。
haiyouqiangbishangguazhedeneiyibenlaoshigualibeirensidaole1984niannonglieryuechuer，longtaitou，xingqier！
wobushiyinweitoutongbingtengsilema？
nandaozijitoutongtengsihouzhongshenghuidaole84niandechuntian？
neiyinianqianhoufashengdeshiqing，rangtayibeizinanwang。
quniantayuanbendasuanqiushouhougenyangleshijiniandetongyangxichengqinde，jieguotaneigezaidaduilidangzhibaozhurendefuqinyinweigongzuoshangdezuilebushaoren，zaiwanshangkanlutiandianyinghuilaidebanlushangbeirentaomadaijidasile。
tamenjiashiqulekaoshanhou，tongyangxixianggentajiechuhunyue，tabutongyi，yushiduifangdaogongshejubaotashualiumang。
neinianzhenghaoyanda，liumangzuiyezaiyandadefanweinei。
weilebubeizhuaquzuolao，shoudaoxiaoxihoudetalianyepaodaogebicun，duodaolejiuyouerguotoujialibifengtou。
jieguotagangdaoerguotoujia，erguotoujiayangdeyitiaogouchicuohaoziyaosile，yinweizijideyiju“maileguaikexi”dehua，yushierguotouzuoleyidaguoxiangpenpendeganguogourou。
haibatamenpingshijingchangyiqihejiudelingwailiugejiuroupengyoudouhanleguolaiyiqihejiuchirou。
结果悲剧了。
chuleerguotoudezhiqingxifusuqiyinweihaizaizuoyuezi，buchigouroudeyixingmianwai，erguotouhetadefumu，haiyoudidimeimeiyijiawukourenheneiliugejiuroupengyou，yigongshiyigerenquanbuzhongdushenwang。
ertayinweijirenlixiabuhaoyisifangkaiduzichi，jiashangqiangjiujishicongerjianhuileyitiaoming，danyequanshentanhuanlehaojinian。
erguotoudezhiqingxifusuqibanlesangshi，jieleliuqiankuaiqiandegaolidaipeijiqitasizhedejiashuhou，zhijiebatasonghuijia。
danshitadejigegegehesaozimenquebuyuanyiyangtazheiyangyigequanshentanhuandefeiwu，banyeyoujiangtadiuhuidaoerguotoujiali。
neixinshanliangdesuqijiantakelian，jiashangjuedemaotaishichiletananrenzhudedugourouxiaqucaitanhuande，yushishouliuleta，zhaogutachihelasa。
dongtiandeshihousuqibatadechuangbandaochufanglai，meicizhufandeshihounengnuanheyixie。
直到84年的春天。
ruguozijimeiyoujicuodehua，guojitiangaolidaidezhaizhujiuhuishangmenbisuqihaizhai。
yinweimeiqianhai，zhaizhuxiangrangtarouchang，suqiweilebubeirenxiuru，baozhehaiziyitouzhuangsizailetadechuangbian。
shangbeizidezijiyinweiquanshentanhuan，zhinengyanzhengzhengdekanzhezhaogulezijihaojigeyuedesuqicansizaizijidemianqianerwunengweili。
xianzaizijijiranzhongshenghuilaile，yidingyaoxiangbanfazuzhishangyibeizidebeijuzaicifasheng。
haozaizijishangyishizhuanyanyishujishinian，naohaizhongyouzhegezhongyaofang，erqiedaduoshijingguoaigailiangde。
zhiyaonengyourennengbangzijiquzhuayao，zijihenkuaijiunengzhongxinzhanqilai。
“suzhiqing，zheibeiziwomaotaibuhuizairangshangyibeizidebeijuzaifashengle！”
maotaiquedingzijizhendezhongshenghuidaolesishinianqianhou，yilianjiandingdekanzhesuqidebeiyingziyanziyudao。
zaijijingdefangjianli，tadeziyanziyushengjingdonglebuyuanchuzhengzaijihaiziweinaidesuqi，suqihaiyiweimaotaiele，cuicutakuaidianguoquweitani。
tabachibaodehaizifangzaiyaolanli，qishenzoudaotuzaopang，dakaineikouhouzhongdedingguo，congguolinachuleyigenhaimaozhereqideyumibangzilaidaomaotaidemianqian。
“chouliumang，nicuishenmecui，wojialiyijingmeiyoumile，womenjintiandewufanzhiyouyigenyumibangzi，nichibuchi？”
suqibayumibangzibaichengliangduan，didaomaotaidezuibianmeihaoqideduimaotaishuodao。
maotailailezhihoutamenjiajiufashenglebeiju，suqiyizhijuedeshimaotaijitamenjiadailaideeyun，tasuirankelianmaotai，shouliumaotai，danshiquecongmeiyoujiguotahaolianse。
“xiexie，nengyouyumibangzichiwoyijingfeichangganjile！”
maotaiyilianganjideduisuqishuodao，yijingedeqianxiongtiehoubeidetashuowanhenhendeyaoleyikouyumibangzi。
keyinweichidetaikuai，yixiaziyezhule，gaodetagangzhongshengjiuchadianzaisiyici。
“zenmele，chibuguanzheixiezaliang？”
“wogaosuni，youzaliangjinichijiusuanbucuole，nibuchidehuawonaquweigou！”
kandaomaotaiyiliannanshoudeyangzi，suqihaiyiweimaotaijiaoqingni，juedezheiyumibangzinanchini，tameihaoqideshuodao。
“bushi，wozhishixianglaidianhede，zuihaoshilaikounai！”
maotaizhongshengqianheguanleniunai，xiayishidehuidadao。