1979年初秋。
yangshengshengchenggangtiechang，changzhangluohongxingjia。
yigeshenchuansuihuaqun，zhangxianggaotiaomuceyou1mi68，guazilian，pifubaixi，zhangzhangdetoufa，zuixiyinrendeshineiyishuangqingchemingliangdeyanjing，youruxingxingbancuican。
shenshangzidaideneiyigulingqi，kandiyiyanjiuhuibeitaxiyinzhu，zoudaonalidoushijiaodian。
kanzheyanqiandenvrenguangcaiduomudeyangzi，luojiadezhenqianjinyanzhongshanguoyisijidu，buguohenkuaijiuxiaoshibujian。
yilianwenroutitiedeshuodao“zhiyao，babamamadoushuolerangniliuxialai，songjianeimeqiongninandaoyaohuijiashoukuma？”
tingdaozheihuabeichengzuozhiyaodenvzi，xinlijuedezheihuaguaiguaide。
cishitashoulijiunazhejijianpingshichuandeyifu，luojiamaideguizhongdedongxi，yiyangdoumeiyoudai。
yixianglengqingdetalianshangduoleyixiebushebiaoqing，“shishihouxiuzhengdangniandecuowu，suiranwoyehenshebudebama，danwoyezhidaobunengbazhannideweizhi。
这样对你不公平。”
luojiadezhenqianjintingdaotadehua，lianshangshanguoyisicuoe，duifangbuyinggaiku，ranhouzaizhongrenquanjiezhongliuxiama？
怎么会那么冷静？
dasuanzaiquanyixia，zaicitingdaoneiyidaoqinglengdeshengyin，“yihouwoshisongzhiyao，nishiluomeixin！”
zaitamenlianggerenshenshangfashengxijudegushi，tabazhanzheluomeixin18niandeshenghuo，anzhaochangrendexiangfa，huilaihoukendingkantagezhongbushunyan。
huanzheshitayebukenengzheiyangdadu，yigeshenghuozaiyouyuedejiating，yigezaiqiongkunliaodaodejiating。
songjiaqiongkunliaodao，jialijiuyigemamayangzhesangehaizi，luomeixinhuilaineitianjiukudeshifenqican。
zaisongjiatashizhangjiemeitianyaozhaogudidimeimei，yechibubao，ziranmeiyouxinsixuexi，gaozhongbiyehouzhinengquchanglidanggongren。
songzhiyaoyixijideluomeixindeyuanhua“bama，ruguowoyenengxiangzhiyaozheiyangzainimenshenbianzhangdaxianzaishuobudingyeshidaxuebiye，weinimenzhengguang。”
zheihuahuayichuluojiarenkansongzhiyaodeyanshendoubudui，fangfoluomeixinmeiyoukaoshangdaxueshitadecuo。
tacongxiaojiucongming，chengjinianniandiyi，huifugaokaoneinian16suigangganggaoyi。
tabuguluojiarenfanduiyirancanjiagaokao，beihuaguozuihaodeyikedaxueluqu，jinyongliangnianwanchengwuniandexueye。
zaigangtiechangdayuan，shenzhizhenggeshengchengyebukenengzaizhaochutazheiyangdetiancai。
taxianyibeishengchengzuihaodeyiyuanerkeluqu。
luojiarendangshikeweishichunfengdeyixujiu。
luomeixinjiusuanzailuojiayebukeyouzheiyangdechengji，tazaisongjiayoubushimeiyoudushu，yemeiyoujiantatiaoji。
qianliangniangangganghuifukaodaxue，luomeixinkaoleliangcijieshiluobang，zuyizhengmingtadenaozibuxing。
luojiarenxinligengjiabacuowusuanzaitashenshang，zheijitiandoushiyinyangguaiqi。
luojiarendetaidurangsongzhiyaoneixinshenchudezuihouyisiliulianyexiaoshi，tamencuoweirenshengxuyaohuifuzhenggui。
buguanluomeixinzuilisongjiadebukanshifouzhenshi，songzhiyaodoubudasuanliuzailuojia。
luomeixinhenkaixinsongzhiyaoneiyangshiqu，danyouxiangdaoshenmexiangzhixinjiejieyiyanglazhesongzhiyaoshou，kanzhetabaixixiuzhangdeshou，xinlijidudeyaosi。
biaomianqueshiwenroudeshuodao“zhiyao，nixianzaihaimeishixigongzikendingmeiduoshao，songjiajiumamayigerennagongzi，ermeisandihaiyaodushu。
nimenlianggerenyangyigejiayehenjiannande。”
luomeixinzheiyifanhuasongzhiyaotingzhequeshiyoudianxingzailehuodeganjue。
tadeganzhibijiaomingan，buzhidaoshibushitaduoxiangle。
taxianzaiyedaxuebiye，xianzaizhishishixiyishengmeigeyueyeyou30kuaiqian，waijiayixiebutie，zaizheigeniandaiyeshibucuodeshouru。
daitadelaoshishuoguozhiyaotabiaoxianhao，sangeyuekeyizhuanzhenggongziyehuizhang，yihoujibieyuegaogongziyehuiyuelaiyuegao。
songzhiyaoyeanzidingxiamubiao，yaojinkuaizuodaozhurenyishengdeweizhi。
songjiadeqinrentagaichengdandezerenyebuhuituituo，dengdidimeimeibiyehoujiubuguan。
xiangqingchuyiqiezhihou，songzhiyaoduizheluojiazhongrenkanleyiyanhou，zhunbeizhuanshenlikai。
nacengxiangdaoyizhilazhetadeluomeixinguyibufangshou，zailuomuyanlijiushisongzhiyaoguyizaituiduifang。
tajiushiguyidexiangrangmamaduisongzhiyaoshiwang，yihouhuichedizhanzaitaneibian。
luojiazhuxingujiushiluofu，luomubatamenlianggegaoding，yihoutashuoshenmejialiqitarendouhuixiangzheta。
songzhiyaokanzhexinggebijiaoleng，shizeshihenzhongganqing，henzaihuzheixieqinren，luomushiwangdebiaoqingrangtayishijianbuzhidaoshuoshenme。
tashiqinggaodanshiyebusha，luomeixinmingbaizheyaoxianhaita。
kanzhedaozaidishangdeluomeixin，songzhiyaoyeguyidaodibuqi。
touguyizhenzheduifangshenshang。
luomuliaoshujuanyilianyanli，jimangzouguolaihechisongzhiyao“songzhiyao，nizenmegan？zuilishuodehaotingxianglikailuojia，xianzaiquebufuqituimeixin。”
shuozhejiulaqudishangluomeixin，wanquanbuguanshangmiandesongzhiyao，jiuxianglimabatatuikai。
【songzhiyao，shitouzhuma？zenmeneimezhong？】luomeixinxinlitucaodao。
tingdaoluomeixindetucaosongzhiyaoyanzhongshanguoyisijingguang。
tashifenquedingganggangluomeixinmeiyoukaikou，neixinshifenzhenhan，henkuaiyoulengjingxialai。
tingzheliaoshujuandiediebuxiudexunchi，songzhiyaojuedemeiyisi，huanhuandecongluomeixindeshenshangqilai。
luomeixinkanzhebeixunchibushuohuadesongzhiyao，biaomiandanyou，xinliquemanshideyixiangzhe。
【kanlaishulishuodemeicuosongzhiyaohenzhongganqing，bushanyubiaoda，buguanshiluojiaren，haishisongjiarenzhiyaonaniezhutamen，jiubuxintabutinghua。】
songzhiyaotingdaoluomeixindehua，quedingtakeyitingdaoduifangdexinsheng。
biaomianbudongshengse，xinliqueshihenzhenhan，zheibufuhekexue？
tazixihuixiangqiganggangyuluomeixinjiechudeqingxing。
yuduifangshentichupenghouyouyisichudiandeganjue，tayiweishijingdian。
luomeixinshuodeshulishuode？nandaotamenshenghuodeshijieshishuzhong？
jiuzaisongzhiyaobuquedingdeshihou，youtingdaoluomeixinxinlidehua。
【jiranwochuanyuedaozheili，jiubuhuixiangyuanzhuneiyangchun，yidinghuihaohaoliyongsongzhiyaozheigetiancaiweiwofuwu。
yihoutayanjiuchulaidezhuanli，bianchengshubujindecaifudoushiwode。
zuizhongyaodejiushiyaotiaoboluojiayusongjiarendayata，wozaiqudetadexinren，heihei！】
“chuanyue，yuanzhu？”zheilianggecihenmoshengcongmingrusongzhiyao，dazhizhidaozheilianggecishishenmeyisi，yanqiandeluomeixinbushizhiqiandeneigeren。
yanqiandeluomeixinzhidaotayihouhuishihenlihaiderenwu，songzhiyaojuedeyitadecongmingcaizhi，queshihuishineiyangdejieguo。
danduifangyihouxiangliyongtamendoumeiyou？
tabuaishuohuabudaibiaotashishazi，luomeixindejimoujianghuiwujikeshi。
tasongzhiyaozhongqingyi，budaibiaorenrennanie，renyibierenshanghaita，jiusuanshizuiqinderenyeyiyang。
buguanshiluojiarenhaishisongjiaren，doubuhuichengweitaderuanlei。