第1章:我只是一个妓.女

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tazaiwodeshenshanghuihanruyu,wenwoshisiyoushenqing,kezhengkaiyanjingkanwoshiqueneiyangqingxihanliang。

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tayiweiwoxiangduozhuantayigeyuedeqian?

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tameiyoushuocuo,wozhishiyigeji.nv。

“wozhidaowozhidao,nibuqianwode,shiwopeibushangni……”

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wochuxianlehuanjue,panwangzhetahainengchuxianzaiwodemianqian。

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kewodejiyiliyipiankongbai,shenmeyemeiyou。

wozongshixiang,cengjingwoshibushiyeaiguoyigeren?fenbugushen,futangdaohuo?

neigenanrenhuibuhuishihaizidefuqin?

孩子的父亲又是谁?