第一章
女儿的病床前，
woturanshoudaoyizhanglaogonghetadaideshixishengzitaiqinnidezhaopian。
我打过电话去，
taquehaobuzaiyinverde**。
“nizhiguanzhaoguhaonverjiuxing。”
houlainverbingwei，tazhifalaiyitiaoxinxi。
“wodedaishixishengzuoxiangmu，meikongqukanta。”
“bijingtagangbiyejiugenzaiwoshouxia，wobixuduitafuzeren，fanzhengwoyebushiyisheng，qukanlenvertayebuhuihao。”
wojinjinwozhunverdeshou，yidileiluodaotadelianjia，
“guyanchen，womenlihun，nverguiwo。”
可他却冷笑一声，
“nverhaishengzhebingni，biezaizheishuaxiaoxingzi。”
wozhijieguaduandianhua，zouxiangzoulangjintouyizhidengdaidenanren。
“nishuohuidengwoyibeizi，haisuanbusuanshu？”
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nanrennazhenverdejianchadan，
cuoedelianshangturanchuxianyimokuangxi，
keyoujuedeyouxiebutuo，bianshunjianshoulianleshense，zhengzhongdedianlediantou。
“当然！”
yushiwoyouchiyidekanxianglebingchuangshangtangzhedenver，
wenjinxianshengpawofanhuiside，
jiangnverdejianchadandizaixiongkouxiangwobaozheng。
“nifangxin，wohuiyizhibaxiaobeidangchengwodeqinshengnver，womashangjiuqubawomingxiasuoyoucaichanquanbuzhuanyidaoxiaobeimingxia。”
wolanzhutachongchuqudejiaobu，
xiaobeidecaichan，daoshijianwozihuiquqinzijitanahuilai。
kexianzaitaxingmingchuiweizhengshixuyaowomenpeibandeshihou。
zheiduanshijianwocunbubulideriyeshouzaixiaobeishenbian，
wenjinxianyeweiletadebingqinzifeidaoquanguogedixunzhaomingyi。
yucitongshi，zheixietiangongsidequnliquehaoburenao。
meicizhiyaowodiankaiqunliao，
jiunengfaxianduinverbuwenbuwendeguyanchenzailimiandasikuajiangneigexinlaideshixishengjiangruna，
eryuangongmenyejiugenzhezongcaijijinfengcheng。
xiaobeidebingqingshizhongbujianhaozhuan，wenjinxianshuotadasuanlianyequguowaijiezhuanjialaihuizhen。
xiayimiao，wojiujiedaoleguyanchendedianhua。
zhengdangwoyiweitazhongyuxiangqinverlaishi，
neibianqueyayizheyinyindexingfen，
“nigankuaidingyishuhualaigongsi，nanalaigongsihoudiyiciwanchengleyigedaxiangmu，wodayingyaojitahaohaoqingzhuyifan！”
wochixiaoyisheng，chaoxiaowodezizuoduoqing。
“yigeshixishengyezhidenizheimefeixin？nihaijideniyougeshengbingdenverma？”
neibiantingdunleyishun，younachuneijuhualaitangsaiwo。
“woyoubushiyisheng，jiusuanwoguoqukantayebuhuihaozhuan，haiburuzaigongsiduozuojigexiangmu。”
听到意料之中的话，
woshishendewangzhexiaobeicangbaidelianpang，
taxiangshichajuedaoshenmeyibanhuanhuankanxianglewo。
“mama......shibabama？tayaolaikanwolema？”
wowuzhuzui，buxiangrangtakanjianwodeyanlei，jitanianlenianbeizijiuzouchumenwai。
“guyanchen，lihunba。worenzhende。”
“niyouzainaoshenme？！jiuyinweiwomeilaikannverjiuyaohewolihun？”
guyanchendeshengyindourantigao，
“bieshuaxiaopiqile！wozhendehenmang，dengwomangwanjiulaikannimenxingleba！”
shuowan，tajiubunaifandegualedianhua。
eryucitongshi，taquezaiqunlilianfahaojigedaehongbao，gezhepingmudounengganshoudaotadexinxi。
“jintiannanawanchengleyigedaxiangmu，wodasuanjitajubanyigeqinggongyan，dajiadoulaicanjiaweitaqingzhuyixiaba！”
fuzongjinglixiaoluochanmeidefuhezhe，
“zanmennanajiushilihai，caiganglaiyigeyue，jiunengnaxiazheimedadexiangmu，wozheigeweizhia，kanlaichizaoyaorangjitage！”
haiyouyuangonggengshiweiletaotamenhuanxin，zhijiezaiqunliqihong，
“nanazheimeyouxiu，youzheimepiaoliang，gaibuhuiyihouzhijiechengweiwomendezongcaifurenba！”
“wa，neiwomenjiudengzhechixitangla！”