第1章
songnverquxuexiaodelushang，womenchuleyanzhongdechehuo，nvershixuexiuke，beijinjisongjinqiangjiushi。
wojihukuyunzaiqiangjiushiwai，quewunengweili，zhinengxiangshangtianqiqiu，jiujiuwodeyouyou。
“yenvshi，ninnvershixueguoduo，bixumashangshuxue，danwomenyiyuanmeiyouzugouderhyinxingxue，qingwenninhuozheninairenshizheigexuexingma？”zhuzhiyishengjiaojipaochulaiwendao。
“孩子的爸爸是！”
gunanchenggenyouyouyiyang，doushirhyinxingxue。
wozhandouzhenachushouji，fengkuangjigunanchengdadianhua，ketaqueyigedoumeiyoujie！
shijianyidianyidianguoqu，wodexinchenrugudi，wojinjinwozhenverbingliangdexiaoshou，xiangyaoxiaozheanwei，yanleiquezhibuzhuwangxialiu。
“youyoubiepa，babamashangjiuhuilaijiunile......”
tazhengzheyanjingwangzhewo，yijiushineibanguaiqiaotinghuademoyang，weiweidongledongshouzhi，sishixiangbangwocaqulianshangdelei。
“mamabuku，youyoubutengle......”
tingdaozheihuawogengjiaqibuchengsheng，jinjinbaozheta，quezhinengyanzhengzhengkanzhetazaiwohuailitingzhilehuxi。
“yenvshi，qingninjieai，womenjinlile......”
yishenglianmindekanzhewo，zainverbinglengdeshentishanggaishanglebaibu。
“zhenkelian，haizihaineimexiao，yaoshijishishuxue，shinenghuoxialaide......”hushirenbuzhuaitan。
wodexinquebeiyibajiandaohenhenwanzhe，tongdejihuchuanbuguoqi。
youyougangcaiyidinghentengba？tamingmingshineimedepateng，pingshishuaipoledianpi，dounengdiaojindouzi，rujinque......
tamingmingkeyihuoxialaide！
yaoshigunanchengnengjiedianhua，nengjishiganguolaijiyouyoushuxue，tajiunenghuoxialaide。
kegudehenyishunjianxishangxintou，wohongzheyanzhediankaishouji，quedanchuyitiaoweixintixing，diankaiyikanjingranshigunanchenggangfadeshishidongtai。
shiyizhangsanrendehezhao，queshenshencitonglewodeyan。
zhaopianli，gunanchenggentadebaiyueguangdongqintiezaiyiqi，wodeerziguqizelouzheliangrendebozi，xiangjileyijiasankou。
dongqinshoulinazheyizuojincancandejiangbei，shiquanguoshejishidasaijinjiangdejiangbei。
zheiyike，wodexinzangbeizhongchuihenhenzazhong，sixinliefeidetongmanyansizhibaihai，liandaizheyayibuzhudenongnonghenyi，jihujiangwoyanmei。
zhenkexiao！wodenvershengmingchuiwei，xuyaotababajiumingdeshihou，taquezaipeizhelingyigenvren！
shenzhilianyigedianhuadoubuyuanyijie！
wocanxiaoyisheng，xinrusihui。
cishiwocaizhenzhenghuangran，dangchujiubuyinggaijiajigunancheng，gengbugaishengxiayouyou，rangtagenzhewoshoulezheimeduoniandeweiqu，zuihougudutongkudisizaishoushutaishang。
youyouduibuqi，shimamameinengbaohuhaoni......
wolianxilebinyiguan，jiyouyouhuahaolezhuang，huanshangtazuixihuandegongzhuqunyuheipixie。
youyouxihuandewanju，haiyouxiaotuwanouwodoudaileguolai。
youtamenpeizheyouyou，tajiubuhuihaipale。
kanzhenverbeituijinhuohualu，wosisiyaozhechun，yanleidakedakeluoxia，quebuyuanzhayixiayan。
woxiangzaizuihoudeshihou，zaiduokantajiyan。
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youdaizhewenredebaiseguhuiguansongdaowoshouli，waimianxiaqilepiaopodayu，sihuzhenggeshijiedouzaiweiwodeyouyoukuqi。
wojinjinjiangguhuihebaozaihuaili，xiangshimeiyoulinghundexingshizourou，dingzhedayuzouhuilejia。
tuikaifangmendeneiyike，wokandaolegunanchengheguqizuozaicanzhuobianshangchidangao。
tachaqidangao，wenroudiweijinerzizuili，shiwocongweijianguodetitie。
dongqinzuozaifuziliangduimian，zhengnazhijincazheguqizuibiandenaiyou。
duomewenxinhexiedeyimu，rensheikandouhuiyiweitamencaishiyijiarenba。
jiyizhong，youyoucongweidedaoguogunanchengnapayidianfuai。
dongqinhuiguozhiqian，gunanchengjihuhenshaohuijia，gengbuhuiguanlianggehaizi，lianggehaizideyishizhuxingdoushiwoqinliqinwei。
houlaidongqinhuilaile，gunanchenglianshangyoulexiaorong，yehuishibushihuijia，dandoushidaizheguqichuquwan。
youyounianjixiao，conglaibuqinjindongqin，suoyigunanchengyicidoumeiyoudaiguotachuqu。
zaitayanli，woheyouyouyizhidoushizheigejialiwuguanjinyaodelianggerenba。
shafashangdesanrenyekandaolewo，gunanchenglianseyouxienankan，zhoumeiwendao，“niquzuoshenmele？zheimewancaihuilai，haigaochengzheigeguiyangzi！”
meidengwokaikou，guqijiuyilianxianqidao：“mamaxianggeluotangji，chousile！”
shuowanyilianrumudikanzhedongqin，“dongayizuipiaoliang，wozuixihuandongayi。”
dongqinxiaolexiao，wenroudemomotadenaodai，“ayiyexihuanqiqi。”
woshuangquanzuanjin，zhijiaqiajinrouli，yizhenshengteng。
ruoshicongqian，tingdaoerzizheiyangshuowo，wohuoxuhuinanguo，dancishi，woxinlizhiyouyouyou。
wozhizhidingzhegunancheng，yiziyidunjiannanwendao：“gunancheng，nishangwuweishenmebujiewodedianhua？”
gunanchengmeitouzhoudegengjin，yuqibunai，“nixianzaishizaizhiwenwo？”
womeiyousihaotuisuo，yijiudingzheta，“weishenmebujiedianhua！”
taliansechenlexialai，shengyinzhongjiazalenongnongnuyi。
“ninacidadianhuayouzhongyaodeshi？yizhidaizaijiali，wufeishidadianhuawenwochishenme！wohoulaijinihuiledianhua，nifandaoguanji！nidawanshangdenaoshenme？meikandaohaiyoukerenzai！”
dongqincishiyezhanleqilai，sishixianghuanheqifen，rouroudao：“xiaozhengnibiewuhui，shangwunanchengpeiwocanjiabisai，bisaichangdixinhaobutaihao，suoyitacaimeijiedaonidedianhua......”
wobaozheyouyoudeguhuihe，zhijuedehunshenbingleng。
yuanlaiwonverbinsijianaoshi，gunanchengzhengyouxiandikanzhedongqinbisaia。
我只觉得可笑。
congqianweilenver，wokeyijiazhuangkanbudaozheiliangrenzhijiandeaimei，jiazhuangrenqitunsheng。
keyinweitamenzhijiandewochuo，haisilewodenver！
wobuyuanzairenle，jixuxujiudenuqizhongyuxuanxiechulai，wodabushangqian，henhenyibazhangshuaizailedongqinlianshang。
“gun！buyaozairangwokandaoni！”
dongqinheleyitiao，wuzhelianbukezhixinkanzhewo，yanzhongshunjianxumanleishui。
“nipingshenmedadongayi！”
yipangdeguqixiangyitoubaonudexiaoshizi，yixiachongdaowomianqian，naodaihenhenzhuangzaiwoshenshang！
“nizheigehuainvren！nizenmebuqusi！wobuyaonidangwodemama，woyaodongayizuomama！”
wobeitayixiazhuangdaozaidishang，guhuiguanyecongshouzhongtuoluo，gundaolebuyuanchu。
youyoudeguhuicongguankousachulai，mandidoushi。
wodeshentiyinweifennurenbuzhuzhandou，shuangyanhongdefangfodixue。
lizhizaizheiyishunjianchedixiaomodaijin，wotaishouhenhenyibazhangshuaizaiguqilianshang——