第1章

第1章

女儿成人礼那天。

wotediganguoqu,quekandaotawanzheqizibaiyueguangdeshoushuo。

“mama,woyijingshibasuile,nihaibudasuanrangshushuchengweiwodexinbabama?”

“wokebuxiangrangneigeqiongguijixudangwobaba!”

kanzhetamensanrenxingfudebaoyiqi。

我突然觉得很累。

后来,我申请离婚。

shenqingweiqishiwuniandexiangcunzhijiao,jiangsuoyoucaichanfengxiandaoguojiajianshezhong。

jiranwufachengweijialideshouhusan。

burujiangzijihuazuotarenqianjindedaolu。

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nvershenjianingshibasuishengrineitian,zaijingshizuidadejiudianlijubanleyichangshengdadechengrenli。

zhidaozheijianshihou,wotedixiangshangtoulingdaoqingjia。

congbuduiganhuijiali,zhiweilecanjiashenjianingdechengrenli。

huiqudelushang,woxianglehenduo。

zheishibanian,woyinweibuduiyinweirenwu,hetamenmunvliangjushaoliduo。

weilebaohutamen,yeweileburangtamendanxin,woyizhibugangaosutamenwojutidegongzuoshishenme,zhinengdidiaoxingshi,anzibutiejiayong。

zicongshenjianingdongshihou,duiwoyizhihenlengdan,tayizhiyiweiwoshiyigehaochilanzuoderen,shiyigebufuzerendezhangfu,buhegedefuqin。

meidangkandaoshenjianingyanlideshiwang,woyizhigandaowubikuiqian。

kanzheshoulidejunduidiaogangtongzhishu,wolianshangbuyouluchuyimoweixiao。

shouweiguojiashibanian,yegaihuidaojiazhong,guoshangpingjingdeshenghuole。

woganglaidaojubanyanhuidejiudianmenkou,yiliangchebushoukongzhidexiangyigexiaonvhaihuaxing,xiaonvhaidemuqinyilianbengkuidechaotapaoguolaixiangyaojiangnvhailahuiqu。

wolianmangxiangxiaonvhaichongguoqu,zaizhongrendejianjiaoshengzhong,baozhexiaonvhaizaidishanggunlehaojiquan,jiangtalaolaohuzaihuaili。

jianzhuang,xiaonvhaidemuqintanruanzaidishang。

kanzhexiaonvhaiyibiankuzhechaomamapaoguoqu,woxinliyisongleyikouqi。

kanleyiyanshijian,wogubushangdengdianti,batuijiuwangshenjianingsuozaideloucengpao。

shenjianingjubanchengrenlidechangsuozaishibaceng,meiguoduojiuwobianpaoshangshibaceng,kandaowoyizhixiangniandeqier。

shenjianingheqizilishuluojiuzhanzairenqunzhongjian,hebinkejiaotan。

kanzheshenjianinghelishuluoruchuyizhederongmao,woyankuangmengranyisuan。

qiangrenzhuxinzhongdejidong,chaoshenjianinghanzhetademingzi。

zheishiwodenvera......shibanianqian,tacongyigexiaotuanzichengzhangyigetingtingyulideshaonv,wocuoguoletachengzhangdeyiqie,quexitameigezhongyaodeshike。

meiciduanzandexiangju,takanwodeyanshenzongshihenmosheng。

xianzaihaole,wozhongyukeyihejiarenzaiyiqishenghuole。

wodechuxianhenturan,yemeiyouchuandetidexifu,rangwozairenqunzhongxiandeyouxiegegeburu。

kandaowo,shenjianingweiweiyileng,lianshangdexiaorongyouxielengdan。

youdekerenkanzhewo,dishengwenshenjianing:“zheiweishi?”

lishuluolianseweichen,tagangxiangshuoshenme,quebeishenjianingqiangxianhuidale:“burenshi,kenengshijiudiandefuwuyuanba。”