第2章 他们快乐甜蜜,我心如刀割

wodeshenti,bansuizhewozhoushendexueye,yishunjianninggu。

“昭昭!”

fangfoguoleyigeshijineibanmanzhangdeshijian,wocaiyazhesangzi,hanchulezhaozhaodemingzi。

kewodexiaotianshi、wodebaobei,tazaiyebuhuihuiyingwole。

woganjuebudaotadeqixi、ganjuebudaotadexintiao。

tameinengdengdaojiuhuche,yemeinengdengdaotadebaba,jiuyongyuandibishangleyanjing!

“zhaozhao,biediuxiamama,biediuxiamama……”

woyibianbianqingqiuzhaozhaoxinglai,wofengleyibanjiangtaguzaihuaizhong,dantayijiumeizaihanwoyishengmama。

我无法接受这一切。

kewoyebudebuchengren,zaiwozhangfuweitaxiaoqingmeideerzichangshengrigedeshihou,woyongyuandishiqulewodebaobei。

shenmingjingxingfukuailedeshengri,bianchenglewodezhaozhaodejiri!

jiuhuchehenkuaijiuguolaile。

yishengmenshuo,woshenshangduochucashang,yizhizailiuxue,rangwoxianfangkaizhaozhao,tamenhaojiwozhixue。

我不愿放开昭昭。

wofangfodiulehunyiban,jinjindibaozhewodebaobei,haoxiangzhiyaowobufangshou,wodebaobei,jiubuhuilikaiwo。

yishengmeizhe,tamenbeiminditanxileyisheng,zhinengrenwobazhaozhaobaozaihuaizhong,tamenduofeilexiexinsijiwozhixue。

daoleyiyuanhou,yishengquanwoqubingfanghaohaoxiuxi,tamenyaosongzhaozhaoqutaipingjian。

wobuyuanyidaizaibingfang,ershipeizhezhaozhaoquletaipingjian。

wobaozheta,butingdigaosuziji,wodezhaozhaozhishishuizhele。kezhaozhaodeshitibiandeyuelaiyueliang,wopianbulewoziji。

wobengkuidaku,xiesidili。

kewodexiaomianao,zaibuhuishenchuruanhuhudexiaoshou,caquwolianshangdeleishui,hongwoshuo,wodemamaneimepiaoliang,bunengdiaoyanleide。

我哭了笑,笑了哭。

woyibianbiangaosuzhaozhao,mamabudiaoyanleile,bielikaimamahaobuhao?

danwodezhaozhaoa,shuideneimeneimexiang,wohanletayizhengye,talianyijuhuadoumeiyouhuiyingwo……

tiandaliangdeshihou,woyijiumurandibaozhezhaozhaozuozaitaipingjiandedishang。

zhaozhaosihou,wodesanhunqipo,haosiyesuizhetazoule。

woshoujitishiyinxianglexia,woneipiaoyuandehunpo,caimanmanhuidaoleshentilimian。

womurandijishoujijiesuo,zheiyecaizhuyidao,jiwofaxinxide,jingranshishenyan。

“qianqian,zhenbuhaoyisi,zuowannizhaoayuyoushi,tahaifeiyaoliuxia,jixiaojingguoshengri。”

“zuoweipeizui,wojinifajizhangzhaopian,yehaorangnihezhaozhaoganshouyixiawomenkuailedefenwei。”

jinjiezhe,wojiushoudaoleshenyanfaguolaidehaoduozhangzhaopian。

zhaopianzhong,youzhouyu、shenyanyiqipaizheshoujishenmingjingchangshengrigede,yeyoutamenyiqichidangaode。

neixiezhaopianzhong,zhouyuzirandijiangshenmingjingbaozaihuaizhong,ershenyanwanzhetagebo,touqingqingzhenzaitajianbangshang,rensheikanle,douhuijuedemeihao,juedetamenshixingfudeyijiasankou。

kecishi,kanzhezheixiezhaopian,wozhijuedeshoujiaobingleng、xueyeniliu,henbunengbageyefandoujituchulai。

yuanlai,woganchangcunduandeshihou,wodezhangfu,jingzheimekuaile。

zhouyu,danyuannizaizhidaozhaozhaosixundeshihou,yijiunengzheimekuaile!