第3章三
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tuikaimendechanei，fangjianliyiguchaoshiyinandechouweipumianerlai。
wokanzhezheibuzu3pingmidexiaofangjian。
zheibenshinalaizuochuzangshide，lianjiazhongdebaomudoubushui。
jimingjiaoquerangwozanzhucichu。
tabujinrenqingdao：“zhichenshuimianyizhibuhao，nishenshangtaichou，ruguogenwomenzhuzaitongyiceng，pabataxundewanshangshuibuzhe。”
tashuowan，haixianqisideniezhebizi，maiyuandao：“nizaiguanjiaosuodoubuxizaodema？zenmehuizheimechou？”
tanalizhidao，woshenshangdeyagenbushibuxizaodechouwei。
ershi，shengroufulandechouwei。
woneibianbuquanshendeshanghenlanleyouzeng，zenglejixulan，beiwuzaichaoshideyifuxia，zhongnianbujiantianri，youyicishenzhihaishenglequ，lingrenzuoou。
zheicitalaijiewo，haiyourentediyonglengshuiguanwangwoshenshangchongshualeyixia，mianqiangsuanshixilegezao。
不然，我会更臭的。
我垂着头，没说话。
songzhichenquewenrunkaikoudao：“mingjiao，womeiguanxide，qixianshengxigezaojiumeiwentile。”
“zhichen，nijiushitaishanliangle，zijidetuicaihui......”jimingjiaoqingtanyisheng，zhuantoulaituisangwoyiba，shifenbuman：“haichuzhezuoshenme？meitingdaoma？ganjinquxizao，weidaoexinsile。”
“duile，niyongyuanzilideshuilongtouxi，biebajialideyushizhengchoule。”
womamudikanzheta，talazheshuangtui，wangwaizouleliangbu。
xuanji，xiangshituranxiangqilaishenmeside，huiguotoukanxiangta。
yanzhongbaofachuhanjiandeguangmang，woshuo：“ji**，qishi、qishi，wokeyizaiwaimianxizaode。”
jimingjiaoyouweikezhi：“shia，wojiushirangniquwaimianxi。”
“bu，wobushizheigeyisi......”woyouxiejidongdikaikoudao，“ji**，wokeyibuzhuzaizheili，zaiwaimianzhu。”
wojipodilazhutadeyijiao，jinhukeqiudikaikoushuodao：“ninzhiqianbushishuo，yaohewolihunma？keyide，woxianzaikeyilimaqianzi，woyebuyaorenhedecaichan，zhiyao，zhiyaowokeyilikaizheili，woshenmedoukeyi......”
jimingjiaodelianweiweiyijiang，yanshenshudibianle。
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wobingweijuechadaojimingjiaozhouranbianhuandeqingxu，rengzaijixudao：“ji**，ninfangxin，lihunhou，wojuebuhuidaraoninhesongxianshengdeshenghuo，wo、wozaiyebuhuichuxianzainimendemianqian......”
“pa”diyishengjuxiang，jimingjiaoyigebazhangzhourandaduanlewojiexialaidehua。
jimingjiaodeliansechenruguodi：“qishuheng，niyoushenmezigetongwotilihun？”
“zenme，nixianzaishijiwolaiyuqinguzongzheiyitao，guyiqiwo，shima？”
taqiazhewodebozi，jiangwowanghoutuiqu。
neizhongjizhidezhixigan，shunjianrangwoshiqulesuoyoudelizhi。
wofachuyishengbusirenshengdedihousheng，mengdidunlexiaqu，yongshuangshoujinjindibaozhezijidetou：“buyao、buyaodawo......”
“qiunile，wocuole，buyaodawo！”
wopazaidishangsesefadou，toubutingdiwangdishangzhuangzhe。
neiyichanei，jimingjiaodeyanshenzhong，shanguoyimonanyizhixindezhenjing。
tadeyanshenyoupiankedehuanghu：“qishuheng，ni......zenme？”
kexiayimiao，songzhichenquelanzhujimingjiaodejianbang，jiangtahuzaizijideshenhou。
zhouzhemeitoudao：“qixiansheng，nifangxin，wohemingjiaozhendemeishenmede。”
“wozhishizanshiwuchukequ，mingjiaonianzhewangriqingyi，cairangwozanzhuyuci。nihebiyanzheiyangdexi，yongzheiyangdefazilaibita？nimingmingzhidaotayixiangxinruan......meiguanxi，wokeyibanchuqu。”
jimingjiaolianshangdezhenjing，zhujianzhuanweihuangran，xuanjinuhuozhongshao，kanxiangwodeyanshenzhongmanshifenran。
songzhichendelianshangqueluchunongzhongdeaishang：“mingjiao，woyihouzaiyebuhuilaidaraonimendeshenghuo......”
“zheigejia，woshuolesuan。”jimingjiaodaduantadehua，lengshengdao，“qishuheng，nibushixihuanzhuangma？neijiuzhuangdaodi！”
“nixiangzaiwaimianzhu，meiwenti！”
qingxujinzhangdewowenyan，xiangzhouranzhuazhulejiumingdaocaoyibanqingxingguolai。
guidishangqian，mengdizhuazhuletadekujiao，yanshenyehuifuqingming。
taluchu“guoranruci”debiaoqing，fachuyishenglengchi：“congjintiankaishi，nijiushuizaiyongchibian，zhidaonizhenzhengrenshidaozijidecuowu！”
“sheiyebuzhunjitarenhedebeiru！”
tayijiaotizaiwodexinkou，ehenhendao：“haiyou，ruguonizhenxianglihun，keyi！danshi——”
“子萱必须归我！”
wohunshenjuliedizhandouqilai。
ranhoufachuqiliangdexiaosheng：“zixuan，zixuan......zixuanguibulerenheren。”
“zixuanyijingsile，tahainengguisheini？”