“you,jiangqiaoxiaojieqinglailea。”
zheishi,yidaoqingtiaodenanshengxiangqi。
wowolewoquan,kanxiangshuohuadenanren。
shiyigezhangxiangkanqilaihenyinxiedenanren。
tajianwokanta,xiaodehenxiee。
“wojiaozhuoan,liunianqiannizhuangdeneigenvren,shiwomeimei。”
zhuoanzoujinwo,yanshenxilibuxiekanxiangwo。
zhuoandehua,rangwohunshenbengjin。
wokanzhenanrenlianshangxieqidebiaoqing,shentihenhenzhanlezhan。
“nizhidaoximunianweishenmehuigennijiehunma?zhenyiweizhishiweilebaofunizhuangshangzhuoyazheijianshi?”
tashuozheihua……shishenmeyisi?
nanbuchengximuniangenwojiehun,haiyouqitamudebucheng?
woqiazheshouxin,qiangrenzhebushufu,shentishuranbengjin。
zhuoanxiaodehenyinsen,jiangqingtiaodeliankaojinwodeerkuo。
“yinweigenlushaodaduni,yingle,ximunianjiunengdedaojiazhishiyidegongcheng,weilezheigegongcheng,tazainishenshanghuafeileyiniandeshijian,rangnichediaishang,zheishiyichanghaomenhaodudeyouxi,ernijiushiliewu。”
zhuoanxieedehua,rangwohunshenfadou。
wobuyouwanghoutuileyibu,jihuyaozhanbuzhi。
zheibiximunianshuoweilezhuoyabaofuwogengrangwonanshou。
woyiweidexingfu,zhishiyichangdubo。
“yaokuma?qiaoanwan。”
zhuoanwangzhewo,chaozhewoxiaodao。
wohongzheyan,kanzheqiaoanwan,chuizailiangcedeshuangshouwojinchengquan。
wobunengku,jiusuanku,yebuhuizaizhuoanmianqianku。
zheigenanren,jiushixiangyaokandaowoku。
zheixierendeelie,lingrenfazhi。
“zhuoan,sheirangniqingqiaoanwanguolaide。”
zaiwoqiangrenbeichuangdeshihou,ximunianlengliedeshengyin,zaizheishixiangqi。
wotaiqiwumengmengdemouzi,kandaolezhanzaiqiaoanshenhoudeximunian。
ximunianjiuchuanzheyishenheisedexizhuang,junmeidelianshangbudaisihaoganqing,kanxiangzhuoandeyanshenshanshuozhebinglengzhise。
zhuoanmozhexiaba,duiximuniandiaoxiao:“bijingshinideqianqini,jintiannishengri,buqingta,zheigeshengriyanzenmerenao。"
qiaoanbuqingbuzhongdeshengyin,zaizhenggeyanhuixiangqi,suoyourenkanxiangwodemuguangchongmanbuhuaihaoyi。
worumangzaibei,shentijiangyingdelihai,shenzhibuganluandongyixia。
”qiaoxiaojieshenshangdelifu,haishiwojitatiaoxuande,niqiao,genwojiahaniduobanpei。”
zhuoanpailepaishou,yigeyongrenlingzheyitouzangaoguolai。
judadezangaoshenshangchuanzhegenwoyiyangdeyifu,zhouweichaoxiaoshengbuduan。
neixieqingmie,huaixiao,haiyoujiqiaodemuguangluozaiwoshenshang,wohunshenfadou。
zhuoanshiguyiqingwoguolaide。
shenmeximunianqingwoguolaidehua,doushijiade。
shitajieyongximuniandemingyi,jiangwoqingdaozheili,weidejiushidangzhongxiuruwo。
woyaozhechun,duizhuoanshuodao;“niyebucha,nigennijiahanixiangdeyizhang,zhuoxianshengmeifajuema?”
wodefandui,rangzhenggedatingshunjiananjing。
tamenkendingmeixiangdao,wozheimeyigedicengdeqiongrenhaizi,jingranganzheimefankangtamen。
wodeshuangtuizaifadou,keshiwoquetingzhijibei,buyuanshiruo。
zheihuoxushiwozuihoudezunyan。
“zeze,bucuoni,henyougexing,nanguainenggourangximunianshuiyinian。”
zhuoanxieedehua,rangwodeshentibengjindegengjiayanzhong。
zheigenanren,shiyinweizhuoyacaichuchuweinanwodema?
womingxiankandaozhuoanzaishuozheixiehuadeshihou,yanshenshikanxiangximuniande。
tazaitiaoxinximunian?“zheizhongdijianderen,yepeilaizheizhongdifangma?”
ximunianyangqilian,liangbodechuntuchubinglengwuqingdehua,zhijiegongjiwodexinzang。
wodehuxibiandehenteng,xizhangdeshouzhijia,jiangwodezhangxinhuapo,woqueganjuebudaoyisiyihaodetengtong。
“jiuyedeshengri,bunengzheimepingfanwuqi,suoyiwojiangtadailaijijiuyenideshengrizengjiaquweixing,jiuyejuederuhe?”
“daoshibucuodezhuyi,suirandijian,nenggouquyuewomenyesuanshiyoujiazhi。”
zhuoandehua,rangximunianyangqixiaba,lengdanxiaoleqilai。
ximuniandewuqing,chaohuwodexiangxiang,wobengjinshenti,wangzheximunian。
weishenmeyaozheimeduiwo?ximunian。
wozhangzui,xiangyaowenximunian。
queyinweibeishanghenanguo,huadoumeibanfashuochukou。
“jiuranghanipeitahaohaowanwanyiwan。”
ximunianjugaolinxiakanxiangwo,rangzangaoguolaigongjiwo。
wokanzheximunianwuqingdelian,shentibuyouwanghoutui。
不要……
wozhangzui,xiangyaohanximunian,quezenmedoufabuchushengyin。
ximunianzhishiyongbinglengdemuguangkanzhewo,wanquanmeiyouganqing。
ximunianfahua,zhouweineixieguangxianlianglideren,fenfenpaishouchuikoushao。
wochengweiledoushouchangdeyiyuan。
suoyourenqingxugaozhang,kanzhezangaopuxiangwo,yaozhuwodeshoubei。
fenglideyachi,xiangqianzaiwodeshoubeishang,tengdewojihuyaozhixi。
woyaoyazhuaqiyipangdeshuiguodao,chaozhezangaociguoqu。
“zheinvren,danzitingda。”
“kanzherourouruoruo,meixiangdaohaitingnengde。”
“bijingshibeijiuyeshuiguodenvren,jiushibuyiyang。”
xieexialiudeyilunchongchizaierbian。
wobingweilihuineixieyilun,naozilizhiyouyigeniantou。
我要活下去。
kewobijingzhishiyigeren,haishiyigezhongshangweiquanyudenvren。
woshanglezangao,jifaletade**。
tasiyaozhewo,woganjuewuzangliufudouyaoyiwei。
没有人救我。
wozhinengbeizangaoyaozheshoubei,wofachuyishengwuyan,kanxiangximuniandeweizhi。
ximunianduanzheyibeihongjiu,yanshenmanbujingxin,quemeiwangwozheibiankan。
哪怕一眼都没有。
“sihubugou**ni,zhuoan,nishuoshibushiyaonongdezai**yidian。”
wobutingdiduobizangao,shanghenleilei,ximuniankanzhewoduobizangaodeyangzi,duizhuoanmanyouyoushuodao。
zhuoanmuguangyinyuwen:“jiuyehaiyoushenmehaodianzi。”