第1章

C市,最大的酒吧。

yishenzhiyexizhuangdenvrenchuansuozaihunandeshixianxia,diyicilaijiuba,mianduidenghuangjiulvdehuanjingyouxiejucubuan,“rangyirang,xiexie。”

tanazheshouji,bianzoubiandao:“wojinlaile,zuozhuanma?hao。”

huayingangluo,tazhuanshenjiuzhuangshangyidurouqiangshang,nongnongdexiangyanweirangtaxiayishizhoumei,zuiliqueqianyidao:“duibuqi。”

yandiheisedepixiejiangzailekongzhong,huanmanyoufangxia,sihumeiyoujieshoudaoqiandeyisi。

“对不起。”

songnuanyitaitou,yizhangguofenshuaiqidelianluorutongkongzhizhong,heiandeshixianxiananrendelunkuogewaifenming,biliangliti,jiemaodeheiyingtouzaixiaduan。

heimoushanshuozhezhire,rangrenbennengdexiangtao。

谢淮……

ligaozhongguoquyijingshinianle,raoshizheiyang,songnuancongxindidekonghuanghaishishengqilai,xiehuaizheigerenjiushitazhenggegaozhongdeemeng。

jiuzaitazhuanshenxiangpaodeshihou,nanrenxiangshimeirenchulaitayiyang,turanceguoshenti,beijiurunguodesangziyouxiediya,“guoba。”

songnuanbuganduoxiang,dizhetoujiuwangqianmianpao,paoleyiduanjuli,tacaihuanmantingxialai,buganhuitouqukan,yebuganququerendaodishibushixiehuai。

zheishi,tadedianhua**xiangleqilai,lianmangjietong,meidengneibianshuohua,tadao:“lulu,duibuqi,wojialiyoujishi,wobayaochijiaojiqiantaile。”

meidengneiduanderenshuoshenme,tawangdamenkoukuaibuchuqu。

shanglechuzuche,xinlidekonghuangcaijianjianpingjingxialai。

yijingshinianle,jiusuanshixiehuaiyekendingburenshitale。

jiusuanhairenshita,yebuhuihaixianggaozhongyiyang。

tamenshichengnianrenle,zuobuchuneixieyouzhideshi。

jiubalitazudexiaoquyoubangexiaoshidelucheng,yuanbenxiaoquligongsihenjin,zhishitongshideyaochiluozaigongsi,tajiubangmangdaiguolai。

banlushang,sijituranpaileyixiafangxiangpan,mamalieliedao:“ganminga,kaizheimekuai!”

songnuankanguoquzhijianyiliangheisedejiaochezaicheliuzhonglaihuichuancha,genbuyaomingyiyang。

bangexiaoshihou,chuzuchetingzaixiaoqumenkou,songnuanfuleqianjiuxiache,dagaishiyujianxiehuaihou,tashenjingjiukaishimingan,zhouweikanleyiquancaiwangjializou。

gangjindianti,tongshijiujitadadianhua,“nuannuan,yaochiwonadaole,nijialichushenmeshile?meishiba?”

“meishi,buhaoyisimeibangshangmang。”

songnuananlebaloudedianti,diantizheihuimeiren,banfenzhongbudaodiantimenjiudakai。

taxiguanxingdeditoumoyaochi,kongqizhongpiaolaiyiguqiangrendexiangwei,tarenbuzhu“ke”leyisheng,xiayimiaotaitou,chujineiyimorenying,jiaogenshenglegenyiyang,dongbule。

tajiamenqian,nanrenyishenheisedexizhuang,lingkoudakai,yishoulinzhehuisedelingdai,lingyizhishouliangzhijianjiazheyigenyan。

tamouguangrulangbanzhirededingzheta,zuilihuanhuantuchuyikouyan,yanwuxiaosanzaizoulangli。

xiayimiao,tadiuxiayan,jiaojianqingqingnianleliangxia,daizhejifenkezhizhiyi。

走廊鸦雀无声。

tazuijiaogouqi,butongshaonianshiqi,tadeshengyinxianjiazhecixing,“songnuan,haojiubujian。”

buyuanchudenvrenchuanzhexizhuangqun,yishuangbaixidetuiyouzhangyouzhi,jiaoshangshiyishuangheisedegaogenxie。

shixianshangyi,luozaitalianshang,baijingdeedanlian,xingmouganjingdaizhefangbei,wuheidetoufalongzaihoumian,zhachengdimawei。

没有任何的装饰。

十年……

她还是一样干净。

buzhongdeshengyinquemengdezadetahunshenfaruan。

songnuanqiangpozijilengjingxialai,zhuanshenandianti,zheihuidiantishangle30lou,taxintiaodaosangziyan,“duibuqi,woburenshini。”

“不认识?”

xiehuaidichileyisheng,pixieluozaicizhuanshangfachushengyin,jianjianbijin。

songnuanbennengdewanghoutui,huangdao:“xiehuai,zheiliyoushexiangtou,nixiangganshenme!”

dingdong,diantimendakaile。

tazhuanshenjiupao,xiayimiao,shouwanbeirenhenhenniezhe,jinjiezheluoruyingraozheyanjiuweidehuaili。

tazaiyezhendingbule,shijingtuita,danzenmeyetuibukai,tadeliqidadejingren,xiangsiyaoniesirenyiban,jinggaodao:“xiehuai,wobaojingle。”

“报吧。”

xiehuaidejunlianshensedandan,sihuyidianyebuhaipatabaojing。

tadashouqiazaitadeyaoshang,muguangluozaitalianshang,yuqidichendaizheweisheli,zichaodao:“woshuoguorangnipaoyuanyidian,zaiyujian,nipaobulele。”

takongzhizhuzijishinian,shinianbuquchatadexiaoxi,shitazijibuzhangyanjingyouchuangjinlaile。

不怪他不给机会。

他给过了。

“xiehuai,wojiehunle。”songnuanshenziyouxiefaruan,danhaiqiangchengzhemianduita。

“neijiulile,buli,wobangnili。”

xiehuailingzhishouqingqingniezhetadexiaba,mouguangbupianbuyiluozaitadezuichunshang。

tayiziyidun,wanrushoulieren,“woyaoni。”

“bieshuojiehun,nijiushishenglehaiziwoyebuhuifangguoni。”

hualuo,tayinzhiyixiao,xiayimiao,ditouhenhenwenlexialai,bujirenfanyingdejihuijiuqiangshijinru。

shiniankezhidetanxiangrutonghongshuibaofa,takezhibuzhu。

huailijiejieshishiderouruan,lengbudingxiangyaowanwanquanquanyongyou。

他要她。

要她心和人。

songnuanzuichunyiteng,xiayishiyaojin,burangtayoudechengdejihui,buduoshi,kouqiangmimanzhexuexingwei。

yebuzhidaoguoleduojiu,nanrencailikai,zuijiaodexuejiwangxialiu,tafeidanbujueteng,fanershuzhanyixiao,“songnuan,bieduowo,niduorenhedifang,wodounengzhaodaoni。”

yitadenengli,tagenbentaobule。

“谢淮,你有病。”

songnuanlianlianwanghoutui,naqishoujijiubaojing,limadao:“yourensaoraowo,nanchenglijingyidong8lou,mafankuaiyidian。”

tingjianbaojing,nanrenyemeiyoutaopao,fanerwanyaojianqitadiaoluodeyaochi,dijita,yuqituranwenrouqilai,“huiquba,haohaoxiuxi,mingtianjian。”

宋暖,来日方长。

songnuanhongzheyanjingkanzheta,furuandao:“xiehuai,zaijiwoyicijihui,wozaiyebuchuxianzainideyanqianle。”

shinianhoudexiehuaibigaozhongshihoudexiehuaigengheren。

tayanlidekuangrehuzhiyuchu。

“那谁给我机会?”

xiehuaijiantabushou,wozhetadeshouwan,qiangzhixingdebayaochisaijintashouli。

“wozhijiniyicijihui,yijingjile。”

tashouhuishou,gujiefenmingdedashouanledianti,henkuai,tazoujindiantili,suizhediantimendeheshang,tazhiredeshixiancaixiaoshi。

songnuanruanruankaozaiqiangshang,dakoudechuanqi,guolejifenzhong,tacainayaochijinmen。

meiguoduojiu,jingchajiulaiqiaomenle,tagenjingchashuolexiangxideqingkuanghou,tamendiaolejiankongjiuzoule。

youjingchadebaozhenghou,songnuanxinlishaoweianleyixie,fansuomenzuozaishafashangjilinroudadianhua,shengyinweizhandao:“rourou,woyujianxiehuaile。”

dianhuaneitoudenvrenyijing,“xiehuai?gaozhongneigefengpixiehuai?”

“nizenmegentayujianle,niyoumeiyoushenmeshi?taduinizuoshenmemeiyou?”

“meishenmeshi,wobaojingle,wojintianjitongshisongyaochiqujiuba,zhenghaozhuangzaitashenshang,woyiweitameirenchulai,jieguoyihuijiajiukanjiantazhanzaimenkou。”songnuandaoxianzaiyijiuxinyouyuji。

xiehuai……tagaozhongsannianduobibujideren。

“wocao,xiehuaitafengpia!shinianlehaizheiyang,sibiantai,nizenmeban?yaobuchuguoduoyixiaba。”

linrouyoujidao:“xiehuaizaiashizheibiandeshilihenda,nizaiguoneitakendingnengzhaodaoni。”

“woduobule,yijinghaoduonianmeiyouhuijiale。”songnuanyuqiyouxiewuzhu。

linrouqidao:“xiehuaizheigegoudongxi!yousheizhuirenzhuichengzheiyang!made,zhenxiangkansita。”

“nuannuan,nixianbiepa,xianzaishifazhishehui,tabukenengduinizuoshenme,nishilvshi,yaoshitazailaisaoraoni,nijiubaoliuzhengju,songtaquzuolao。”

“wozhendexiangbutong,nigentayemeijiechushenme,tajiusisidianjishangni,fengpia。”

songnuanzanshiyexiangbudaogenghaodebanfa,yezhinengzheiyangzuo,“hao。”

“nuannuan,yaobuniganjinxiangqinjiehunba。”linrouchuzhuyidao。

songnuanwojinshouji,“woshuowojiehunle,tarangwolile,burantabangwoli。”

linrouchenmole,xiehuaiqishipingshitingzhengchangde,danyidanpengdaosongnuandebian,meirennengzhidaotafengchengshenmeyangzi。

dangnianyougenanshengbuzhisihuodediaoxisongnuan,jiuchayikouqijiubeixiehuaidasile。

“nengbunenglianxitaba?zongbunengerzifafengbuguanba?”

songnuanbushimeixiangguo,danxiejiabushitamenjiunenglianxishang,chufeixiehuaijita,“wochangshiyixia。”

……

曼城一中,操场

“nuannuan,jiayou,biejinzhang,nishizuibangde。”linrouchuanzhelansexiaofuweijijiangshangtaiyanjiangdesongnuanjiayou。

songnuanmeiyanwanwan,xiaoqilailianshangyoulianggeliwo,“xiexie。”

xiaozhangjiangwan,tajiuxiaopaoshangqu,diaozhenghuatongdeshihou,caochangjiti“wa”leyisheng,tebiexingfen。

songnuanrenruqiming,xingmudepiaoliang,yishenxiaofuyeyangaibuzhutadepiaoliang,meiyourenheliuhaixiushi,edanlianbaomanyourouhe,wuguanjingzhi。

yishuangyanjinglingdongqingche,zuijiaoshangyangxianchulianggehaokandeliwo。

zheihuilianyangguangdoupianaita,luozaitadeshenshang,toufasitouzheguangse。

“zunjingdexiaozhang,geweilingdao,tongxuemenxiawuhao,woshixinshenggaoyiyibandesongnuan,henrongxingdaibiaoxinshengfayan……”

gaoyibanmoweidejigenansheng,daiyanjingdejinmopailepangbianmingmuzhangdanwanshoujidenansheng,“wocao,ye,kuaikan,wofashinimeijianguozheimepiaoliangdenvsheng。”

“gun,biedanwulaoziwanyouxi。”shaonianshuaiqideliandaizhebunaifan。

“快看,快看。”

xiehuaiyinzhidemouguangdingzheta,jinmosuolesuobozi,danhaishiqianglietuijiandao:“zhendehenpiaoliang。”

xiehuaitaiqitou,shixiandunzhu,henjiumeiyoushouhuishixian,jinmozaipangbiandiaokandao:“shibushihenxindong?nishuowoquzhuitashizenmeyang?”

xiayimiao,xiehuaipiantoudingzheta,jinggaodao:“wode。”

jinmo“a?”leyisheng,cuoedao:“ye,nibushiduinvshengbuganxingquma?”

xiehuaimeiyouduoshuoshenme,**jiesanhou,huidaobanji,tatiqishubao,zoudaosongnuandetongzhuomianqian,“zheigeweizhiwode。”

linrouziranburang,xinggehuobao,“zheishiwodeweizhi,niyoubingba。”

songnuanyekanxiangta,nanshengsuiranshuaiqi,dankanqilaibutaihaore,talazhulinrou,duoyishiburushaoyishi,“rourou,womenrangtaba。”

xiehuaibashubaoshuaizaizhuozishang,qiangshidao:“woshirangtazou。”

jinmopaoguolai,quanlinroudao:“tongxue,nirangyixiabei,meikanchulaizheiweitaiziyekanshangnitongzhuole?”

“nimenyoubing,woburang。”linroucaibuhuifuqi。

xiayimiao,xiehuaijiuyijiaochuaifanletadedengzi,turanlengzheliandao:“zaibuzouworangrensongni。”

songnuanzhanqishendangzailinrouqianmiandao:“tongxue,wobuxihuangennidangtongzhuo。”

“meiyaonixihuan。”xiehuaibuzaiyidao。

jinmoshenshouqulalinrou,haoshengquandao:“nibieretaa,tashengqiqilaibufennannvyikuaizou。”

“ranggeweizhieryi,songnuantongxue,nibieshengqi,taiziyejiuzheipiqi,nirenren。”

zheishi,banzhurenjinlaile,hechidao:“naoshenme,haibukuaizuohao。”

linroulimagaozhuangdao:“laoshi,taqiangwozuowei。”

banzhurenkanlexiehuaiyiyan,zheiweizuzongsheizhaoredeqi,bieshuotale,jiushixiaozhangyedekantalianse,“tayaozuoneijiuzuoneiba,ganjinzuohao。”

banzhurenzheiyangshuole,linrouweiqudetizheshubaozuozailingyibian,xiehuaimantiaosilidezuoxialai,piantoukanzheshengqidesongnuan。

taziwojieshaodao:“xiehuai。”

songnuanpianhuitou,nachubizaixinshushangxiemingzi,budalita。

turanyizhishou,naguotadebi,xiyintakanguolai,nanshengdanshoutuozhexiaba,yanweishangyang,yuguangxiexie,youpiyouyaonie,“woxihuanni。”

songnuancongxiaodaodabeirenbiaobaibuzaishaoshu,bengzhelianjujuedao:“wobuxihuanni,liwoyuandian。”

“buxihuanjiuqiangxingxihuan。”

xiehuainazhetadebizaishushangxiemingzi,shaoniandezifengliyouxing,guangkanzijiuzhidaozheirenbuhaozhaore。

songnuanmeiquyaobi,zhongxinnaleyizhi,yixiaketajiuqubangongshizhaobanzhuren,“laoshi,woxianghuanzuowei。”

banzhurentoutengdao:“bushilaoshibubangni,shixiehuaijialishilihenda,zaiachengmeirenzhaoredeleta。”

“nibudalitajiuxing,ananjingjingxuexi。”

“tayijingyingxiangdaowoxuexile。”songnuanzhengqudao。

yaoshiyiqianbanzhurenkendingguzhehaoxuesheng,danzheihuiquemeibanfa,taxiaoshengdao:“nibuyaodezuita,buranhuibeikaichu。”

songnuanzhinenghuidaojiaoshi,ananjingjingdebashutuidaoyoubian,zudangliangrenjiechu。

xiehuaixiabagezaitashushang,jinggaodao:“jiniyifenzhongshijian,butuihuiquwojiubangnidiuzailajitongli。”

songnuanqideyanjinghongle,“nibieguofen。”

“daoshu,60,59……”xiehuaitaiqishou,kanzheshoubiaoyimiaoyimiaodeshu。

songnuanxiangdaolaoshidehuabashutuilehuiqu,xiehuaitingzhishumiao,dechengyixiao,“bangeyueqianwomenjianguo,nijilewoshiyuanzuoche。”