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｛yinweiyourenchongzhe，womencaifangrenzijijinqingcuiruo。ruguozhiyouzijiduziyiren，zaiyujianrenheshishi。
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jijieyiguolebailu，zhouduanyezhang，tianliangdeyewanle，qingchenliudianduo，zhengzuochengshihailongzhaozaiyipiandandandebaiwuli。
zhouzhizhidazhefangxiangpan，zhengzhunbeizhuanwanjiangchekaijinyiyuanshi，“shua”diyixiachongguolaiyiliangchuzuche，yinweishiqingchen，yiyuanmenkouhaihenlengqing，suoyineiliangchuzuchetingdetebiesuiyi，bajinchukoudeludouduledaban。
tazhoulezhoumei。tanadaojiazhaocaibangeyue，chejihaihenshengshu，zhidefanghuanchesudengdai，yibiandengzheneibiankan，yigechuanzhefengyideduanfanvrenzhenglinzheyizhixinglixiangwanghoubeixianglisai，paixiachegaishinvrendeliancelece，zhouzhizhiyileng，zhengdayanxiangyaokandezixidian，nvrenyijingzouxiangchexiang，henkuaichuzuchejiukaizoule。
zhouzhizhixiayishijiuxiangkaichequzhui，cheziqidong，tayoutingxialai，yaotoushixiao，yidingshizijiyanhuale。
她将车开进了医院。
talinzhebaowenpingwangzhuyuanbuzou，qiutiandezaochenyoudianliang，huayuanlidezhiwudouranlelushui。tajiangbaowenpingbaodaoxiongkouchu，jinjindiyongzhu，zhuannianyoujuedezijidexingweiyoudianhaoxiao，renbuzhuzichaodixiaoleyisheng，baowenpinglidedongxinalixuyaotadetiwenlaibaowenni。
zhuyuanbuhenanjing，yigerendoumeiyou，diantishangdaowulou，zhibandehushizhengpazaizhuozishangshuizhe。
“xiaomei。”tazouguoqu，qiaoleqiaozhuozi。
shuidehenqiandexiaomeilijidanqilai，yiweishibingrenjiashu，kanjianshita，songlekouqi：“zhizhijie，nizenmezheimezaojiulaile？”
xianzaicailiudianduoni，tajide，zhouzhizhizuowanshierdiancailikaiyiyuan，erqietajintianshizhongban。
“kundehuajiuhenongchahuozhepaobeikafei，zhibanshishuijuebeihushizhangzhuadao，nijiucanle。”zhouzhizhizhilezhizoulangyijiaodeshexiangtou。
xiaomeigangjinlaiyiyuanbujiu，haibutaishiyingtongxiaodewanban，tuletushetou，“woyihouhuizhuyide，qishiyemeiyoushuizhe，taikunle，jiupalehui。”
zhouzhizhixiaolexiao，xiangqizijigangjinyiyuanneihuier，diyicitongxiaozhiban，yeshizheiyang，napabaitianshuiguo，danhaishikundundebuxing。
“re，zaocan。”tajiangshouzhongdezhidaidijixiaomei。
xiaomeiyanjingyiliang，jieguozhidai，shenshenxiuzhe：“wa，wozuiaidexiehuangxiaolongbao！aisinile！”
“zuowanmeishenmeshiba？”tawen。
“wu，meishi。woqulejicibingfang，nijiafuxianshengshuidehenhao！”xiaomeichizhexiaolongbao，chongtazhazhayan。
zhouzhizhiqingshuyikouqi：“xiexieni，xiaomei。”
xiaomeizhidao，zijinengchishangtateyidaidezaocan，yeshituo507bingfangneiweifuxianshengdefu。zicong507fangdebingrenzhujinlaihou，zheibangeduoyueli，hushizhandehushimendouxiangshouguotazheiyangdedaiyu，jiwanbandehushidaizaocan，jizaozhongbandehushimaizhongwancan，shuiguolingshigengshimeiduanguo。
qishidajiadoushitongshi，zhiyaotashuoyisheng，douhuibangmangzhaokanzhe，meiyoubiyaozheiyanglongluorenxin，danzhouzhizhijianchirucibiaodaxieyi。
zhouzhizhizoujinbingfangshi，fuyunshenzhengshitufanshenxiachuang。
“yaozuoshenme？”tamangzouguoqu，jiangbaowenpingfangzaizhuozishang，shenshouqufuta。
taquetuikaita，quguoyipangdeguaizhang，zhichengzhezhanleqilai。
“yunshen，nishentihaihenxuruo，buyaomianqiang，wobangni，haobuhao？”tashangqian，bugutadezhengzha，jinjindichanzhutadeshoubei，danyoudiqingshengxunwen。
tadanjiaozhanlizhe，zuobiandekuguankongdangdangde，ganggangqichuang，haimeiyoudaishangjiazhi。tadeshentihaihenxuruo，ruobushiyizhangzheguaizhang，zhipadoubunengzhanwen。
“rangkai。”fuyunshenkanletayiyan，dandandikaikou，shengyinlitingbuchuyisiqingxu。
tabufang，yangtouguzhidikanzheta，“yaoqunali？”
fuyunshenxiangshuaikaita，wunaitazhuadetaijin，kanqilaijiaojiaorouroudeyigeren，liqidaoshihenda。tazhoulezhoumei，yizijixianzaidezhuangtai，jiangtatuikaiyebushizuobudao，zhishi，dagaizijiyehuishuaidao。
liangrenwushengdiduishizhe，liangjiu，fuyunshenzhuankaimuguang，zichaodixiaole：“zhouzhizhi，zainikanlai，womeiyongdaojiulianshanggecesuoyexuyaorenbangmanglema？”
jihushiliji，tafangkailetadeshoubei。
“wobushineigeyisi……”
tazhuzheguaizhang，danjiaotiaodong，huanmanerchilidizoujinlexishoujian。
她无力地叹了口气。
tazoudaomenbian，ceerlingtingzhelimiandedongjing，zaidanyoumianqian，zheiyangdechangjingdailaidexiuchigan，biandeneiyangweibuzudao。
zaitayaokaimenchulaishi，tamashanghuangluandizoukai。
taningkaibaowenpingdegaizi，niaoniaoreqishengqi，yizhennongxiangpiaosanzaiwuzili。
“jiranxingle，ebue，hedianjitanghaobuhao？”taxiaozhewenta。“woaoleyizhengwande，fangleyixiezhongyaozailimian，woteyizhaozhongyifangdeyishengzhuadeyao，doushiduinishentidayouhaochude。”
fuyunshenkaozuozaichuangshang，jingjingdikanzhedunzaichajipangyangtouwangzhezijidenvzi，tadelianyinmeizaiguangyingdeanchu，kanbutaizhenqie，dantazhidao，tadaixiaodeyanzhongyidingyouzhenongliedeqipan，haiyouyidiandiantante。
tatankouqi，kaikoushiyuqizhongyubuzaixiangzhiqianneiyanglengdan，“zhizhi，nibushiwodekanhu。”
zhouzhizhishuo：“niwangla，wokeshizheigeyiyuandehushi，zhaoguni，shiwodezhize！”
tashuo：“nixianzaimeiyouchuangongzuofu。”
taweileng，henkuaishuo：“niguanwoya，woziyuanjiaban！youbuyongnijijiabanfei。”
“nizouba。”tatangxia，biyan，jujuedezitaishifenmingxian。
zhouzhizhibaochizhebandundezishi，jingjingdikanletaxujiu。
tajiangbaowenpingdegaizizhongxingaihao，ranhouzoudaobingchuangbian，bangtalalelaqishigaidehenyanshidebeizi，qingshengshuo：“neinihaohaoxiuxi，xinglaizaihetangba。youshenmeshiqingjiuanling，wojiuzaiwaimian。”
回应她的是沉默。
tashenshouguanletaideng，zhuanshenlikai，fangmenqingqingguanshang，jiaobushengjianyuan。
taidenghuranyoubeiningkai，fuyunshenzuoqishen，cetoukanlekanchajishangdebaowenping，dengyingxiagulinglingdeyangzi，henxiangtazhurenliqudebeiying。
taweibukewenditanlekouqi。
qishibukun，hunshuishijitianle，zaishuixiaqu，tazhenpazijifanyingdoubiandechidun。tacongchuangtoujudechoutilitaochuyigewenjianjia，fankanqilai。zheishitarangmishutoutoudaiguolaide，zangzailechoutili，bunengbeizhuzhiyishengfaxian，fouzeyouyaobeihenmayidun。
jiangshuningzoujinbingfangdeshihou，kandaofuyunshenzhengzhuanzhudimaishouzaiwenjianshang，buzhikandaoleshenme，meimaoweicu。
tazoudaochuangbian，“shua”diyisheng，houhoudechuanglianbeilakai，qiurishangwuminghuanghuangderiguangzhaojinlai，tayoujiangchuanghuquandakai，weifengguanru，bingfanglidekongqiyixiazitongtoulejifen。
fuyunshentaitouqukan，beihuruqilaideqiangguangcidemilemiyan，meitoucudegengshenle。
jiangshuninghenbumandishuodao：“zheiyiyuanlidehushizenmehuishi？dabaitiandechuanglianlazhe，chuanghuyebukai。”
“shiwoyaoqiude。”tafangxiawenjian，nieleniemeixin，yanjingkanjiule，youdianlei。“ma，nibachuanglianlashangba，ciyan。chuanghuyeguanshang，henchao。”
“yishengshuole，nixuyaoshaishaitaiyang，haiyou，zheizhuyuanbuanjingdehen，nalichaole？”jiangshuningzoudaochuangbian，jiangtaidengguanle，youjiangtaxigaishangdewenjianquzou，kanleyan，zhoumeidao：“kanlaichenmishushibuxiangganle！”
fuyunshenwangletayiyan，huranxiaole：“woyiweiwozheimenuli，niyingdanghenkaixinmanyicaidui，zheibushiniyizhisuoqiwangdeme。”
jiangshuningyizheng，lianseyoudianbuhaokan，danneiqingxuhenkuaijiuxiaoshile，xiaozheshuo：“erzi，woranglisaoaolenizuixihuandexiaomaizhou，haizhenglexiaolongbao，doushitaqinshouzuode，kuaichenrechi。”tazhuanshen，qunafangzaichajishangdeshiheshi，caikanjianneishangmiandebaowenping。
“yi，zheishizhizhidailaide？”taningkai，yigunongyudexiangweipumianerlai，zandao：“haoxianga，zheiyatoudechuyidaozhenshimeihuashuo，guanjianshi，zheifenxinyigengnande，xiangbizuowanyouaoyeleba。”tadaochuyizhongtang，duandaofuyunshendemianqian，“biechizhoule，hejitangba。”
fuyunshenbujie，shuo：“bazhoujiwo。”
“鸡汤更有营养。”
“我想喝粥。”
jiangshuningjiangwansongdaotazuibian：“tahaifanglezhongyaocai，duinishentihao。”
taxiayishishenshouyidang，tigaoshengyindao：“woshuowoxianghezhou！”
beitayitui，jiangshuningdeshouyiwai，tangzhisachulaiyixie，baisedebeidanshunjianranlese，tashoushangyezhandaole，jitanghaiyouxietang，ta“shua”dizhanqilai，nudao：“fuyunshen，nizenmezheimebuzhihaodai！”
fuyunshenditoukanzhenongzangdebeidan，huangsedetangzhimanmankuosan，taminzhechun，shenselengdan。
jiangshuningshenshenhuxi，quxishoujianxileshou，ranhouanlehujiaoling。
zhouzhizhijihushixiaopaozhezoujinlebingfang，zheicitayijinghuanshanglehushifu。
takanleyanzuozaishafashangchenzheliandejiangshuning，youkanleyandakaidebaowenpingyunongzangdebeidan，xinlileran，yisikuseyongshangxintou。
tahenkuaijiuhuanhaoleganjingdebeidan，baozhezangbeidanchuqushi，tadunzaijiangshuningshenbian，wozhetadeshouwenyanxiaoshuo：“bomu，yunshenzhengbingzheni，nirangzhetayidian，biegentashengqila！”
jiangshuningtieqingdeliansehuanlehuan，pailepaitadeshou，“zhizhia，bomuzuijingongsideshibijiaoduo，yiyuanzheibian，niduozhaoguzhedian。”
“ng，wohui。fangxinba。”tadiandiantou，chuqule。
jiangshuningqishen，jiangxiaomaizhou、xiaolongbaodouduandaochuangtoubian，youdaochuleyixiaodiecu，tajidede，fuyunshenchixiaolongbaoshixihuanzhancu。
fuyunshendelianseyehuanlehuan，maitouchenmodihezhezhou。
jiangshuningwenshengshuo：“zhizhiduohaoyinvhai，guaiqiao、dongshi、wenrou，nimencongxiaoyikuaierzhangda，zhigenzhidide，guanjianshitaduinizhenshihaodemeihuashuo，zhoujialaoyeziyesonglekou，wokan……”
“pa”deyisheng，fuyunshenjiangwanzhongzhongfangxia，caihuanhedeshenseyouzhuanleng：“hairangburangrenchifanle？”
tadeshentaiyuqizaicidianranlejiangshuningpingxidenuqi，“niyouzheiyang！nizongshizheiyang！zhizhinalibuhaole？”
fuyunshenchaofengdao：“ruguozhouzhizhizhishizheiyiyuanlideyigeputongxiaohushi，tadeguaiqiao、dongshi、wenrou，hairudelenideyanma？”
jiangshuningbeicitong，liansegengleng：“buguanniyuanbuyuanyi，nichuyuanhou，wohuiyuezhoujiaderenjianyimian，shangliangnimendehunshi，zheishiniyeyeyeshitongyide。”
fuyunshenchixiaoyisheng：“nijiusixinba！”
jiangshuningnudao：“fuyunshen！niyijingsanshiersuile！renjiazheimedasuishu，haizidoushangyoueryuanle。butizhouzhizhi，zheixienian，biedenvrenniyeyigemeikanshangyanguo。nibieyiweiwobuzhidaonizaixiangshenme，zheimeduonianguoqule，nizaidengsheini？woquanni，zuihaosilezheitiaoxin。”
他脸色微微一变。
tazhizheta，“nishentiweishenmehuibiandezheimecha？nizijixinlizuiqingchu！”xiangdaodangniandeneijianshi，taxiongtangqifuzhe，wojinshouzhi，sihuzaijilikezhizijidenuyi，“qianjinian，niniannianwanghaidebaopao，hao，woduizijishuo，niyimashentibuhao，nineishiqutanwangtani！kesannianqian，nipaodaofeizhouneiguidifangqu，bazijinongdelangbeibukan。zheiliangnian，nidongbudongjiufeimeiguo。wodehaoerzi，wokebujide，womenlingtianjituanyoushenmeyewuzaineibian！niyiweiyinmandehenhao，wozhishibushuoeryi，budaibiaowobuzhidao。”
fuyunshenyizhipingjingdeyanmouzhonghuranyongqilenuyi，shouzhizaibeizilihuanhuanwochengquan，yaoyadao：“nidiaochawo？”suijixiaole，henleng，“hehe，zheimeduonianlea，nizheixieandilideangzangshouduan，daozhenshiyidianyemeibianni！”
jiangshuningyiqiangdenuyi，zaikandaotaneiyanglengmoshenzhidailedianyanedeshenseshi，huranjiuzhuanbianchengshenshendebeiai。
taxiangshuo，woshiyinweidanxinni。tashentibubian，meicichucha，napajiuzailinjindechengshi，tadouxiangyaopeitayiqi。patayingchoutailei，patawangjitianyi，patawangjichifan。
kezaitayanli，neishixianzhi，neishijianshi，neishiganshe。
tabuzhidao，congshenmeshihoukaishi，tamenmuzijiandeguanxi，jiangdaolebingdian。meicixiangyaohaohaodishuohua，daozuihouzongshibuhuanersan。
zineinianhou，tamenzhijian，xingchengleyigesijie，tazenmenuli，yejiebukai。
tajuedewuliyoubeiai，zhuanshen，shuaimenliqu。
fuyunshenjingjingzuozhe，liangjiu。
tacetou，shixianzhuanxiangchuangtoujushangdeneipenbohe，shensemanmanhuanhexialai。
tacongchuangxiaquguoxiaoxiaodesashuihu，limianhaishengledabanhushui。shuiliuqingqingdisazaiboheyezishang，jingyingruluzhu，youhuanhuanliudaoturangli。
tajiaoshuidedongzuo，xizhiyouwenrou，fangfozaizhaoguyigexiaoyinghai。takanzhezuotianhaiweiweifanhuangdeyezi，yinweijiyulechongzudeshuifen，zhongyuhuifulecuilv。
tazuijiaoyangqidandandexiaoyi，lianshangbingxuexiaorong。
congmanzhangdehunshuizhongxinglaihou，tarangmishucongjialibazheipenbohedailelai。chenmishujianyezidouhuangle，jiushuo，fuxiansheng，nixihuanboheya，zheipensihuyaosile，woquhuadianbangnimaipengenghaodelaiba。
tazhoumeikanlechenmishuyiyan，shuo，buyong，tabuhuiside。
erqie，zaitaxinli，buhuiyoubizheipengenghaodele。
zheipenxiaoxiaodebohe，tayanglehaoduonianle，conghaidebaozhanzhuandaidaozhongguo，yizhifangzaiwoshidechuangtoujushang，youshihoutachucha，shijianjiule，huilaishiyezizongshiweiweifanhuang，danzhiyaojiaoyidianshui，talimayoushengjiangranqilai。
zheizhongzhiwu，meineimejiaoruo，shizuihaoyangde。
就像，那个人……
tayouxiangqilezuowandeneigemeng，zhenshide……haoxiangshizhende。
zhujiuzheiyijueshuidehentashi，lianmengdoumeiyouzuoyige。
zhengkaiyanshi，tianseyishihuanghun，xiyangcongmutouchuanglinglipujinlai，guangxianbeiqiegechengyitiaotiaoguangying，sazaichenjiudemudibanshang，wanfengqingqingchuidongchuangbianbaisedeshaman，youqingrouyouwennuan。
taweiweiyixiao，xinlibiandewubianning。
shuxidechangjinggaosuta，zheishizaijiali，zijidewoshi。
zicongshiqisuilikaijia，zhihouhuilaidecishuyequzhikeshu，kezheigefangjianlidebaishe，yirutashaonvshidai，shizhongweibian。
tazhidao，nainaimeitiandouhuidasaozheijianwuzi。
taqichuang，tuikaimenzoudaoyangtaishang，shenleshenlanyao，qieyidibiyanshenhuxi，dandandecaoyaoweizuanrubiqiang。
真好闻，家的味道。
ditou，biankanjianxiyangxia，nainaizhengzhanzaiyuanzijiaoluolidemujiaziqian，shouzheliangshaidezhongcaoyao。
taxialouqu，qingqingzoudaonainaibeihou，shenshouwuzhutadeyanjing，bianzheshengyindishengshuo：“caicaiwoshisheiya？”
“nizheiyatou！”nainaixiaodao，fanshouqingqialexiatadeyao，“zheimedaleni，zenmehaixihuanwanxiaoshihoudeyouxiya！”
“aiya，yang！”zhujiuceshenduozhe，shuangshoulouzhunainaideyaoshen，liantiezhelaorenkuanhoudebei，shenshenhuxizhetashenshangdandandezhongcaoyaoweier，gunongdao：“woshinainaiyibeizidexiaohaierya！”
sajiaodeyuqi，duzuideshenqing，zhenxianggexiaohaier。yezhiyouzainainaimianqian，tacaihuiyouzheiyangdeshentai。
“haohaohao，woyibeizidexiaohaier。”nainailehehedizhuanshen，jiangtalaqilaiqiaoleqiao，“ng，zongsuanqisehaoyidianle。”
zaoshangtahuijiadeshihou，liansehencha，yanzhouyipianqinghei，qiaocuidemoyangbanainaiheleyidatiao，butingzhuiwenshibushifashengleshenmeshi。taxinliyoudianneijiu，zaozhidaojiubugaineiyangcongyiyuanzhijiehuijia，yinggaizhaogejiudianbuhaomian，zaiqingshuangdizhanzainainaimianqiande。
“yihoukebuyaozaizuoyehangbanjile，duokuishentia！”nainainiantaozhe，nienietadelian，“zenmezheimeshou，shibushigongzuomang，meiyouhaohaochifan？”
zhujiudunangdao：“wochidekeduole，chibupangma！zhende，buxinwanshangniqiaozhe，wonengchiliangdawanni！”
“wanshangnainaijinizuohaochide！”nainaixiaozhe，huranxiangqishenme，“aiya，chufanglihaidunzhetangni，woqukankanhaolemeiyou。nibangwobazheixieyaocaodoushoudaoyaojuliqu。”
zhujiujiangjiazishangdeyaocaoyiyishoushihao，ranhouzouquchufang。luzishangdunzhetang，piaosandenongxianglihunxiaozhedandandezhongyaocaowei，zhujiuzhidao，nainaizuoletazuinashoudeyaoshan。meicihuijia，nainaidouhuixiangjinbanfajitabushenti，henbudebasuoyoudehaodongxidouzhujitachi。
tadunxialai，yaobangnainaiyiqizecaiye，nainaiquegantaquxiangkouchaoshimaishengchou。
tiansejianwan，zheipianquchengshilianchengzuilaodeyigejuminqule，loufangchenjiu，duoshiliangsancengdeminju，xiangzilidegonggongsheshiyejiule，ludenghunan，haiyoudehuaidiaoleyemeirenlaixiu。xiangziliangpanglinlizhehenduoxiaodian，wujinzahuodian、shuiguodian、shucaitanzi、xiaomaibu、chaohuodiandengdeng，renshengzaluan，danzhujiuquejuedeqinqieyouwennuan。
zheishitacongxiaoshenghuozhangdadedifang，zheizuochengshirixinyueyi，danzheitiaowutongxiang，sihudoumeiyouzenmebianguo，yijiuruchu。
wutongxiang，wutong……titazouzhe，tayoudianfazheng，erpanhuranjiuhuixiangqilejiuyuandeyiduanduihua。
“zheigexiangzijiaoshenme？”
“wutongxianga，wutongshudeneigewutong。”
neirendandandechaoxiao，“zheipoxiangziyikewutongshudoumeiyou。”
tahenbufuqidishuo：“qie，sheiguidingyouwutongshucainengjiaowutongxianga！”
“zheimingzibucuo，zhengyongle。yihou，tajiujiaowutongle。lai，wutong，jiaoliangsheng。”tahuailipazhedexiaogouxiangshitingdonglexinzhurendehua，zhende“wangwang”jiaoleliangsheng，tahahaxiaozhe，deyidipaizhegougoudetou，zantazhencongming。
neiyitian，haoxiangyeshizheiyangdeyigeyewan，yemuchujiang，ludengganggangliangqilai，zaluanderenshengli，tayutabingpaizouzaizheitiaoxiangzili。
neishitamendechujian，haoduonianguoqule，yiqiequehuangruzuori。
chiwancanshi，zhujiukanzhebutingjitajiacaidenainai，dengguangxialaorendexiaolianshangbumanzhouwen，baifaruyinsi，cidetayankuangfasuan。suiyuecuirenlao，zheishitazuiqinzuiqindejiarena，tayitiantianlaoqu，kezijinengpeitaxiangzheiyangzuoxialaiyiqichifandeshijian，queshaozhiyoushao。napashizhongguorenzuizaihudechunjie，tayequexilehaoduoci。
wanshangtabaozhezhentougennainaijizaiyizhangchuangshangshui。
“zheicidaijitiana？”nainaideyuqiliyijingyoulebushe。
“qingleyigexingqidejia。”tadunledun，baozhunainaideshoubei，sajiaoshuo：“wobuqumeiguolehaobuhao，woliuxialaipeini。”
“shuoshenmeni！”nainaihuranyansuqilai：“yatou，nibujinshiwodesunnv，nihaishihenduorendeyisheng。nijizhua，meigerendouyouzijideweizhi，youzijibixuyaoquzuodeshiqing。”
“haola，wokaiwanxiaodeni！”zhujiuyouxinsuanyoujiaoao，zheijiushitadenainai，chongaita，dancongbujiaoguanta。tacongxiaojiuyanchuanshenjiao，jiaotazuoyigezhengzhi、shanliang、duli、jianqiang、youzeren、youdanrenderen。
dangniantachuguonianshu，tazhidaoyikenannian，youyinweijingjijieju，jiusuanyoujiaqigujiyehennanhuijiayitang。suoyihenbufangxinnainai，talikaihoujialijiushengxiatayigerenle。linxingqiantaqingxuhendiluo，shenzhizailikaiqianyiwanhuranrenxingdigennainaishuo，buqule，jiuzaiguoneiniandaxueyetinghao。zuihouyexiangzheiciyiyang，beinainaiyanlijiaoxunleyifan。
zusunliangyouxixisuisuidishuolehenduohua。
夜一点点深了。
“yatou，youmeiyouyushang……xihuanderen？”nainaideshengyinhuranfangdehenqing。
zhujiutingchutahualidexiaoxinyiyi，xinlihuranfanqikuse，zheixienian，meicigennainaitongdianhua，taqiandingningwanzhufude，danconglaibuwentadeganqingshenghuo。
tachenmolehaoyihuier，caiqingqingda：“meiyou。”
nainaishenshouqingqingpailepaitadebei，buzaizhuiwen。
tabuxiangbiedejiazhang，napayouxintadezhongshendashi，danyecongbuhuibita。taconglaidoujiyutawuxiandadeziyouyuzunzhong。
neiyinian，tayingxialefuyunshendeqiuhunhoujinainaidadianhua，zheiyangdadeshi，nainaihenjingyaquemeiyouzeguaita，zhiwenletayiju，yatou，nikaixinma？tahaijidezijidehuida，nainai，wohenkaixinhenkaixina。nainaijiuxiaole，gengyanzheshuo，neinainaizhufuni，choukongdaitahuijia，nainainianghaonizuixihuandebohejiu，dengnimenhuilaihe。
meiyoutaiduohuashaodeshuoci，neishitazuizhendezhufu。
zhishi，tazuizhongyemeiyoujihuidaineigerenyiqihuijia，henainaiqinshouniangdebohejiu。
zhujiuzaicizoujinzhuyuanbushi，jiaobumeiyouyisichiyi。
taditoukanleyanshoujixiangcelileofajitadeneiliangzhangzhaopian，taxinlideyiwenxuyaodedaoyigejieshi。
qishitaxinlimingbai，yexuneiliangzhangzhaopianzhishigejiekou，rangneinianhandongyeselineikahelijuewangdeziji，youyidiandianyongqiyuliyou，zaicizoudaotamianqian。
她轻轻推开病房门。
“chuqu！”lenglengdebunaifandeshengyinyingmianzalai。
talenglexia，ranhouzoujinqu。
“wobushishuolewobuhe……”
声音戛然而止。
shijianhuranjingzhileyiban，talianshangbunaifandeshensebeidongzhu，tayangtouwangzhejibuzhiyaowaideshenying，zhengzhengde。
良久。
tahuranbilebiyan，zaizhengkai。shouzhihenhendiqialexiazhangxin，yisitongyichuanlai。
chuangwaishiminghuanghuangdeyangguang，putiangaididisajinlai，guangyingzhong，neishenyingyijiuzhulizhe，chenmodiwangzheta。
yuanlai，neiwanzaibingchuangbiansuojiandeshenying，bushimeng。
zheixienianlai，tacengxiangguoshuci，zaijiandaotashi，kaikoudiyijuhuahuishuoshenmeni？
ranercike，qianyanwanyu，zhenshibanjuyeshuobuchulaile。
zuihouhaishitaxiankaidekou。
“sannianqian，niweishenmequsahala？”tayiweizhishiyijujiandandeyiweneryi，kezhendeshuochukou，zijideshengyinhaishibunengpingjing，xinlijiyadeqingxuneiyangxiongyong，xiangshixiayikejiuyaoqingxieerchu。
tahuanhuanwojinleshouzhi，lianhuxiyefangdegewaiqinghuan，tantesuizhierlai。
tawangzheta，tadeyanmouzhong，siyouqianyanwanyu，yousishenmedoumeiyou。
她看不明白。
liangrenduiwangzhe，jiujiudi。
fangjianliyishibiandetebiejijing，shiguangfangfojingzhileyiban。
huran，tazoujintashenbian，jiangshoujishangdezhaopiandidaotayanqian，huanhuanfushenningshizhetadeyanjing，shengyindidiqueguzhi：“nigaosuwo，weishenme？weishenme？”
tayijiuchenmozhe，weichuizheyan，jingjingkanzhezhaopianshangdeziji。
tazhuankaiyan，kanxiangchuangtoujushangneipenbohe。
“niweishenmehaiyangzheta，weishenme？”tadeshengyinlifangfozhanranlewuqi，shilulude。
zaizhibohedebaisecipen，shizuiputongdeneizhong，yexuzairenhehuadianlidoukeyikandao，danzhujiuzhidao，zheijiushidangniantasongjitadejiehunliwu。penditayongxiaodaokelezi，gentasongjitadeneikuaiwanbiaobeimiandezijiyiyang。
f&z。2003。
tacengxixuedishuoguo，wodeliwusuimeiyounideguizhong，danshi，nikana，mint，wokeshibazijisongjileni，niyidingyaoshandaita！
yanyouzaier，erwushirenfei。
tahuranpengzhutadetou，rangtazhimianzheziji，“dangnian，niweishenmebugaoerbie？weishenme？”
takezhidepingjingyudandingtongtongbujianle，shengyinliyouyidianzhandou，yidianhenyi。
neinian，tayanyanyixidibeirencongneikahelilaoqi，zaiyiyuanlizhulehaozhangshijian，tameitiandouzaidengtalai，congqingchendaorimu，congshenyedaoliming，xinlideqipanyisisidengchenglejuewang。zuihoudengdaode，queshitaqianzidelihunxieyishu，haishilvshisonglaide。
tazheiduanzandeyishengli，yudaoguowushudadaxiaoxiaodebujiezhiti，ertadebugaoerbie，shizuidademiti，tabumingbai，shuoaitaderen，duitaxuxiayishengzhinuoderen，zenmehuibianchengzheiyang。
takanzheta，shitucongtachenmodeyanshenlikanchuyidianqingxulai，kemeiyou，shenmedoumeiyou，bolanbujing，neiyanglengdan。
zhangjiudeduizhihou，tazhongyuyouledongzuo，shenshoubokaitadeshou，shengyinlitingbuchuyisiqingxu。
“zhujiu，douguoqule。”
tahuranjuedezijiyoudiankexiao，yezhendexiaochushenglai，“douguoqule？douguoqule？”
傅云深微微垂下头。
tazhendemeiyoubanfakezhiziji，tigaoleshengyin，jinhuxiesidili：“fuyunshen，douguoqule？nizenmekeyishuodezheimeyundanfengqing……”
“nizaiganshenme！”yigeshengyinhuran**lai，yourenkuaibuzouleguolai，nudao：“xiaojie，zheishibingfang，sheiyunxunizaizheidahoudajiaode！”
zhujiuzhuantoukanxianglairen，chuanzhebaidaguadezhongniannanrenyezhengdengzheta，liansehenchou。
“buguannishishei，nijiwochuqu！liji！mashang！”tazhizhemenkou。
zhujiuxiangshicaifanyingguolaizijishenzaihechu，tashenshenhuxi，dui“baidagua”shuo：“baoqian。”
takanleyanweichuizhetoudefuyunshen，zhuanshenzouchubingfang。
tazaimenkouhuranyoutingxialai，jingjingzhanlepianke，zuihou，zichaodiyixiao。
wozouleyibanyoutingzhu，dengni，dengniqingshenghuanwo，xiangcongqianwushuciniqingshenghanwodemingzineiyang。
可是你没有。
tazoujinxishoujian，yonglengshuixilebalian，wangzhejingzizhongdeziji，tanlekouqi。
shenweiyisheng，cengwushucidingzhuguobierendehua，zijidaoweibeile。
zheixienianlai，taxiulianchudelengjingzichi，beirenzanshangzijiyemanyideneibufendongxi，pengdaota，yixiajiubengkuile。
tahuranxiangqijinianqian，tagenjisilangyiqicanjialewuguojieyishengzuzhizaifeizhoudejiuyuanxiangmu，liangrenfenzaitongyigezu，zhanzhuanlefeizhoudalushudi，chulejiankudehuanjing，ouerhaihuizaoyukongbufenzidexiji，zuiweixiandeyici，tazaiyingdiliweiyigeduanzhidenvtongzuoshoushu，shoushujinxingdaoyiban，yingdizaoyudaoxiji，yishengyubingrenyiqichetui，zaijibendejiuhucheshang，waimianfashengdeyiqietahaoxiangdoukanbujian，zhiditouzhuanzhudiweinvtongzhixue。
houlaijisilangduitajiang，mint，wozhenmeijianguonizheiyangdenvren，doudaoleneidibu，niyebuhuangbuluan。wozhenbuzhidao，zheigeshijieshang，youshenmeshihuirangnidongrong。
qishiyiqiantabingbushizheiyangde，yiqiana，takanbushaoweibeishangdiandedianyingxinqingdoudiluo。haiyouyici，zhushuijiaodeshihoutabuxiaoxintangshangleshou，tengdeyanleizhidiao，rangtahonglexujiu。
yinweiyourenchongzhe，suoyicaifangrenzijijinqingcuiruo。houlaidesuiyue，zhishengxiazijiyigeren，zaiyujianrenheshishi，kuyeshikujizijikan，meirenweinicayanlei，yemeiyourenhongni。weiyoubiandejianrenqiangda，cainengaoguoneixienanguodeshike。
zheijiniantajuedezijizuodehenhao，kezhizhizhanzaitamianqian，caizhidaozijiyijiuwufazuodaoyundanfengqingdishuoyiju，haojiubujian。gengmeiyoubanfaduita，yeduizijishuo，douguoqule。
duitalaishuo，yiqiedoumeiyouguoqu，neixiejiyi，yizhiyizhizaixindi。neigemitihaizai，neixieshanghaimeiyuhe，neifenai，yeweicengsiqu。
ketazhidao，yezhishitayirenjizheeryi。
zhujiuzailouxiahuayuanyurencajianerguo，chuanzhehushifudenvzicongtashenbianzouguoquhuranyouzhehuilai。
“zhu……jiu？”jingyachiyideshengyinzaitashenhouxiangqi。
tazhuanshen，wangzheneiren，yizhangmoshengyouyinyinshuxidemiankong。
zhouzhizhiyijingzouleguolai，tawangzhezhujiu，rulindadiban，jiangtahunshenshangxiadaliangleyifan。
zheiyang**erdaizhediyidemuguang，yuzhujiujiyizhongyimoshenyingzhongdieqilai。
“yuanlaiqianliangtianzaiyiyuanmenkoukanjianderen，zhendeshini。”zhouzhizhisiduitashuo，yousinannanziyu。
zhujiuweiweihanshou，zhuanshenjiuzou。
tagenzhouzhizhizhiyouyimianzhiyuan，liandazhaohudebiyaodoumeiyou，tacikeyemeishenmexinsigentahanxuan。
zhouzhizhiqueyibazhuaizhuta，zhizhidiwangzheta，yuqiyoudianleng：“niweishenmeyaohuilai？”
zhujiutingdaozheige“weishenme”，huranjiuyoudianxiangxiao。jintianshizenmele，renrendoushihaoqibaobao？
tabokaitadeshou，dandandishuo：“zhouxiaojie，zheihaoxianggennimeiyouguanxi。”
tayuzou，zhouzhizhiquemeiwanmeile，dangzailetashenqian。
“niweishenmehaiyaozaichuxianzaitamianqian？”
zhujiushensebunaifandishuo：“rangkai！”
tashengaoyimiliuba，zhouzhizhibitaaihenduo，liangrenduizhishizhouzhizhiweiyangzhetou，qingxiuwenwandelianshang，cikequeluchuhenbudadiaodefennu，tayaozhechun：“dangniannihaidetaneiyangcan，nizenmehaiyoulianzaijiuchanta？”
zhujiulianseyibian，huanhuanwojinleshouzhi。
“zheishiwogentadeshiqing，yegennimeiguanxi。”taehenhendibokaizhouzhizhi，likaidebufamaidefeikuai，haoxiangshenhouyoushenmekepadedongxizaizhuizhuta。
“zhujiu，nibuyaozailai！nilitayuanyuande，wobuyunxunizaicishanghaita！”
zhouzhizhilishengdejinggaoyuanyuandipiaolai。
anjingdedixiatingchechang，canbaiciyandedengguangxia，quandajiaotisheng、zhoumasheng、chaoxiaosheng，tayinrencangbaidelian，zuijiaoyubiqianglibuduanyongchudedapianxianhongdexue，taleishuixiongyongdeyanyubeiqiangwuzhudeshengsilijie……
“啊！”
zhujiumengdifanshenzuoqi，tadakouchuanzheqi，eshanglenghanlianlian。
“zenmele，yatou？”nainaijijidizoulejinlai，jiantamimangdemoyang，yibianjitacalecaejiaodehan，yibianqingpaitadebei，“zuoemengla？bupaa，nainaizaini。”
zhujiuyanzhuzhuanlezhuan，faxianzijizaiyaofangdetangyishangshuizhele。
chuangwai，xiyangchenchenzhuixia，heiyejijiangjianglin，youshiyitian。
huilaidediwutianle，yexuzijiyinggaidingfanchengdejipiaole。zheimexiangzhe，jiujiedaolejisilangdedianhua。
“huilaidepiaodinglemeiyou？”jiujinshanshiqingchen，tadagaiganggangqichuang，shengyinlihaiyouyisiweishuixingdemimeng，jixuxinggan。
“haimeiyou，huitoudinghaolefanixinxi。”
youliaolejiju，zhujiushuo：“ai，wozhengbangnainaixiwanni，gualea！”
guaduandianhua，piantoujiukanjiannainaixiaoyinyindiwangzheziji，yanshenliangliangde。lidejin，nainaikendingtingdaodianhuaneitoushigenansheng，erqietagenjisilangshuohuahensuiyiqinni，yenanguainainaizheigebiaoqing。
“haopengyoueryi。”taxiaoxiao，zuzhinainaijinyibudexunwen。
nainaidaoyemeizhuiwen，zhishizhilezhichuangwainongheideyese：“yatoua，nikan，tianheile，henkuaijiuyouhuiliangqilai。fanguoqu，youshixindeyitian。”
nainaideyanxiazhiyi，tazenmebudong。keshi，zhiyixingnan。
tachenmozhe，wuyanyidui。
huran，nainaidisheng“aiyo”lexia。
“zenmele？”tajiwen。
“meishi，meishi。”zhengwanyaozhengliwandiedenainaifuzhefubuzhanqishen，baibaishou。
zhujiujiantaqishenshishenselifenmingyouyishanerguodetongchu，tashenshouanzainainaixianqiananguodedifang，“zheilitong？”
奶奶摇了摇头。
tawangshangyileyi，zaizhongzhonganleyixia，nainailiji“heng”lesheng。
“这里？”
nainaichiyididianlediantou。
talianseweiweiyibian，zheigedifang，yinggaishi……youjileibu。
tawen：“nainai，nizuijinfuzhangma？”
nainaixianglexiang，shuo：“zuijinchangyou，yinggaishixiaohuabuliangba，buyaojinde，wozijiyoupeiyaochi。nianjidalema，shentiyougezheiyangneiyangdexiaomaobing，henzhengchang，biedanxina。”taxiaodao，“nikebiewangle，ninainaiwokeshilaozhongyileni！erqiehenlihaide！”
zhujiucikequemeiyouxinsigenzhekuajiju，tanulirangzijideshengyintingqilairuchangyidian，“nainai，mingtianwodainiquyiyuanjianchaxiashenti，haobuhao？”
nainairangdao：“jianchashenmeya，wozijijiushidafu，zijideshentizijiyezuiqingchu，haozheni！xianzaideyiyuankeguisile，suibianquyitangjiushihaojibaini！langfeineigeqianganma！”
zhujiuhongta：“nizijishidafu，neiniyinggaizhidaoya，meiniandouyaozuoyicijiankangtijiancaihao！”
“不去。”
zhujiusuoxingshualai：“nibuqu，neiwoyebuhuiqushangbanle！”
nainaidengta：“nizheiyatou……”jiantashenserenzhen，wunaidiyaotou，chuochuotadeetou，“niyani，zheiguzhipiqi，xiangsheini！haola，woqu，woquhaibuchengma！”
getianyidazao，zhujiudainainaiquleyiyuan。
nainaibenlaijianyiqulijiazuijindedibayiyuan，kezhujiujianjuedaitaqulelianchengzhongxinyiyuan，neilidewaikeshiquanshinaizhiquanshengzuihaode。
zaicizhanzaizheigeyiyuanmenkou，zhujiuweiweitanlekouqi。
guahaoshi，nainaihaizaidunang，jiuzuogechangguitijianhaole，zenmehaiguawaikezhuanjiahao？
zhujiuhuadaozuibian，zuizhonghaishirenbuzhule，zaixinliduizijishuo，yexushizijixiangduole。zhiduinainaishuo，zheigejianchagengquanmian。
keshizuozaikeshiwaidengdainainaishi，xinlidekonghuangyuelaiyuenong，tajiaowodeshouzhiweiweichulehan。
zheiyangdehuangkonghaipa，henduonianmeiyouguole。
如果……如果……
takaozaiyibeishang，bilebiyan。
“朱旧？”
tazhengkaiyan，yangtouwangzheshenqianzhanzhedenanren，chuanzhebaidagua，shoulinazheyizhangpianzi。
“zhendeshinia？haiyiweikancuoleni！”nanrenshensejingxi。
tazhanqilai，jingxidao：“lujiangchuan！”
lujiangchuanshenchushou，weixiao：“haojiubujianle，zhujiu。”
zhendeshi，haojiubujianle。zhujiuxianglexiang，yousiwunianleba。tamenrenshineihuier，tahaizaihaidebaodaxueyixueyuannianyanjiusheng。erlujiangchuanzaimeiguojiazhoudaxueyixueyuanduyan，zhuxiuxinwaike，neinianzuoweijiaohuanshengzaihaidebaodaxueyixueyuandaileyinian。tongweihuaren，youbicixinshang，ziranjiuzoudejin。houlaitaboshibiyehou，huiguogongzuo，bicidoumang，lianxijiujianjianshaole。
guyouzhongfeng，shiyijiankaixindeshi。
liangrenliaolejiju，lujiangchuanhuranwentayoumeiyouyixianghuiguogongzuo，zhongxinyiyuanxindewaikelougangluocheng，yingjiansheshigengshangleyicenglou，muqianzhengzaizhongjinpinqingwaikeyisheng，xiangzujianyizhixindewaiketuandui，mubiaoshidazaoquanshengzuihaodewaike。tazijiyeshigangconghaichengyijiayiyuanzhuanguolaide。
zhujiudanxinnainaidejianchajieguo，xinliyoudianluan，meiyouxinsitanzheixie。zhishuo，huihaohaokaolvtadetiyi。
lujiangchuanliuleshoujihaojita，haiyoushimang，jiucongcongzoule。
yinweiyoulujiangchuandebangmang，jianchajieguodiertianjiuchulaile。
tajiedaoyiyuandedianhuashi，nainaizhengzaibangtazhenglixingli，butingdiwangbudadexiangzilisaidongxi，youbohaodehuashengmi，shaigandehongshukuai，taaichidexiaolingshi，haiyoubuxuedezhongyaocaidengdeng，tamadezhengzhengqiqide，haibutingniantaozhetadexiangzitaixiaole，fouzekeyiduozhuangdiandongxi。
zhujiuwangzhelaorenweigongdebei，mantouyinsi，tingzhetasuisuiniandewenrouzhufu，erbianshidianhualiyishengdichendeshengyin：“zhuxiaojie，ninainaideganzangqingkuanghen……zaogao，jutide，niguolaiyiyuanwomenzaixiangtan……”
tayaojinzuichun，jilirenzhu，caimeiyourangzijiquanshenfadou。
taguadiaodianhua，zouguoqu，huranjinjinbaozhunainai。
“zenmele，nizheiyatou，shebudenainaileya？”nainaixiaodao。
tajianglianmaijinnainaiwenhoudebeishang，pinminghuxizhetashenshangdandandeyaocaoweier，jiujiumeiyoushuohua。
tashiyigeyouzhefengfulinchuangjingyandewaikeyisheng，congyanjiushengjinruyixueyuanfushuyiyuanshixikaishi，tingyishengyijihoulaizijishuochuguowushuzhuangfeichangzaogaodezhenduanjieguo，xinqingyouguochenzhong，yeyouguoduicuiruoshengmingdelianmin，danzhidaocikecaishenkedimingbai，zuozaiyishengmianqianqingtingdeneiyifang，zhenzhengshishenmeyangdexinqing。
天旋地转。
shide，jiushizheisigezi。dangtingdaoyishengshuochu“ganaiwanqi”shi，tajihubunengsikao，zhijuedeyanqiansuojianyiqie，doushixuanzhuande、daolide、hunande。
yishenghaizaishuozhe：“ninainaizheigeqingkuanghenshaojian，ganbudebingzaochengmimanxingaizuzhizaiganneimimanfenbu，wumingxianjiejiehuojiejiejixiao。”tadunledun，shuo：“suoyi，meiyoubanfashoushuqiechu，zhinengfang、hualiao，huozhe，ganyizhi。”
tazuozaiyiyuanhuayuanyigeyinmidejiaoluoli，zuolexujiuxujiu，kanzhechuanzhebingfanghaodebingrenzaiqinrenhuozhekanhudechanfuxia，zaihuayuanlisanbu，lailaiwangwangzouleyiboyouyiboren，tahaidaidaidizuozaineili。
riguangmanmanbiandan，xiyangluoxiaqu，tianyouheile。
yishengdehuawushucidihuixiangzaierbian。
tabisheidoumingbai，ganaiwanqiyiweizheshenme，youqishinainaidebingqingzhuangkuang，fangliao、hualiao，yagenjiubunengchedigenzhibingqing，erzheishigemanzhangdeguocheng，bingrenfeichangnanaofeichangtongku，zuihouhuibeizhetengdebuchengrenxing。zhiyuganyizhi，peixingshineimedenan，yourudahailaozhen，erjiusuanhaoyundiyizhichenggong，shuhouyixiliedehouyizheng，yerudingshizhadan。
tashuangshouyanmian，jiangshentigongchengyituan，manmanhuazuozaidishang，jianglianfuzaixishang，jiujiudi，budong。
yesejiannong，ludengliangqilai。yinyinchuochuodizhaozaitadeshenshang，neimegaodeyigeren，quansuodemoyang，kanqilaiquexianggezaiwaimileluzhaobudaohuijiadefangxiangdexiaohaier，zaishenqiuhanliangdeyeseli，leideshuizhele。
youjiaobushengqingqingdixiangqilai，youyuanjijin，zoudehenman，quesihuyouyoudianjicu，haiyoushenmedongxiqiaojizhedimianfachudeqingcuisheng。neijiaobushengzuihoutingliuzaitadeshenqian，meiyouzaiqianjin。
neirenwanyaodunxialai，yizhishoufushangtadejianbang。
“fashengshenmeshile，zhujiu？”dandandeshengyinliqueyouyanshibuzhudejiaojiyuguanqie。
tahuanhuanditaitou，shensemangrandikanzhelairen，ranhou，tadeyanleihualalajiuluolexialai。
zaiyishengshensechenzhongdigentajiangsunainaidebingqingduomeyanzhongshi，tameiyouku；danglujiangchuananweitashi，tameiyouku；zaidianhualigenjisilangshuonainaibingle，zanshibuhuijiujinshanshi，tingzhetaneiyangwenroudeguanqieshengyin，tameiyouku；zaijiedaonainaidianhuawentahuibuhuiquchiwanfanshi，tayangzhetou，sisiyaozhuzuichun，zuizhongyemeiyourangyanleiluoxialai。
ercike，yeselanshanli，guangyingmingmingmiemie，tayangtoukanzhetashensebumingdelian，taqingqingwentayiju，fashengshenmeshile，zhujiu。tasuoyoudeyinren、kezhi、jianqiang，tongtongbengtale。
tabuguanbugudi，shenshoujinjindibaozhuta，tongkuchusheng：“wonainaibingle，yunshen，wonainaibingle，henyanzhonghenyanzhong，zenmebana，yunshen，zenmeban。”
tadeyanleiliujinletadebojingli，shirunyouguntang，cidetadexinzheleyouzhe，fangfojuanqiyipianpianmaoci。
tahuanhuandi、huanhuandi，shenshou，jiangtayongruhuaizhong。
tabishangyan，qingqingtanlekouqi。