xiaodushuideweidaoxiangwushugenxizhen，zhadewobiqiangfasuan。wofeilidixiankaiyanpi，
tianhuabanshangdeshuyeguanzaishixianlihuangchengmohudeguangdai。zuoshoubeichuanlaicitong，
toumingyetizhengshunzhesuliaoguanyidiandianzuanjinxueguan，bingliangdechuganshunzhexueyemanyandaoxinzang。“gu**，
ninxingle？”baidaguadeyingzilongzhaoxialai，yishengtuiletuihualuodeyanjing，jingpianfanshezhedingdengdeguang，
“ganjuezenmeyang？youmeiyoutouyunhuozheexin？”wozhanglezhangzui，
houlonggandexiangbeishazhimoguo：“shui……”hushihenkuaidilaiwenshui，xiguanpengdaozuichunshi，
wohuranzhuyidaozijizuoshouwumingzhineiceyoudaoqianqiandebahen，fensedexinrouhaizaiweiweifahong，
xiangshigangyuhebujiu。zheigeweizhi……woxiayishidiquanqishouzhi，zhijianchudaoyipianguanghuadejinshu。shijiezhi。
bojinjiezhilaolaoqianzaizhigen，bingliangdechuganrangwodalegehanzhan。
womingmingjidesangeyueqianzaidinghunyandexishoujian，woqinshoujiangzheimeijiezhizhaixialai，rengjinlelinshendexiangbinbeili。
“yisheng，”wozhuazhushuibeibianyuan，zhijieyinweiyonglierfanbai，“xianzaishi……nayinian？
”yishengfanbinglideshoudunledun，taiyankanxiangwoshi，
yanshenlidaizheyisitongqing：“2025nian3yue15ri。ninzaisantianqiandelingchenchulechehuo，
zhuangdaoletoubu，daozhinixingxingyiwang。”2025nian？wodehuximengdiyizhi。
wodejiyihaitingliuzai2023nian9yue17ri，neigebeibaoyuchongshuadeyewan。
neiwanwochuanzhedingzhidexiangbinselifu，zhanzaidinghunyandelutaishang，kanzheyanhuitinglineigewoailewuniandenanren，
qianzhetamishudeshouduibinkexuanbu：“suqingcaishiwoxianggongduyishengderen。”linshendeshengyintouguoyumuchuanlai，
meiyigezidouxiangcuilebing，“guwan，womendaociweizhi。”wojidezijidangshishuaisuilexiangbinta，
shuijingsuipianhunzhejiuyejianzaitaangguideshougongxizhuangshang，ertazhishizhoumeikanlewoyiyan，
jiuyongzheneigejiaosuqingdenvrenzhuanshenlikai。neizhihoufashengleshenme？woweishenmehuichuchehuo？
haiyou……yishengganggangshuodenianfen，zhengzhengchaleyinianban。“gu**？
”yishengdeshengyinlahuiwodezhuyili，“ninxianshengyijingzaiwaimiandenglesangexiaoshi，xuyaoxianzaiqingtajinlaima？
”xiansheng？woxiangbeidianliujizhong，mengditaitoukanxiangbingfangmen。moshaboliwaizhanzhegegaodadeshenying，
jiankuanyaozhaidelunkuozaichenguanglitouzheshuxideyapogan。xinzangturanchoutongqilai，
xiangshiyouzhiwuxingdeshouzuanzhuleta，lianhuxidoudaizheduntong。“womeiyouxiansheng。”woyazhesangzifanbo，
zhijianyinweiyonglierqiajinzhangxin，“wodinghunle，danzaiyinianbanqian……”“gu**，ninkenengjicuole。
”yishengfankaibingliben，zhizheqizhongyiye，“ruyuandengjishangxiezheyihun，peioulanshilinshenxiansheng。
erqiegenjunindesuishenwupin，zheishinindejiehunzheng。”tadiguolaiyigezhengwudai，hongsefengpidexiaobenzishang，
tiezhewoheneigenanrendehezhao。zhaopianlidewoxiaodemeiyanwanwan，yiweizaitahuaili，ertaditoukanzhewo，
yanshenwenroudenengnisiren。kewofenmingjide，zaidinghunyandedengguangxia，takanwodeyanshenzhiyoubinglengdeyane。
bingfangmenbeituikai，daizheyishenhanqidenanrenzoulejinlai。tachuanzheshenhuisexizhuang，lingdaidadeyisibugou，
xiukouluchudeshoubiaoshiwoqunianshejide**kuan“xinggui”，biaopanshangdesuizuanzaiguangxianxiashanzhexisuideguang。
shilinshen。wodemuguangbushoukongzhidiluozaitazuowanneice，neiliyoukuaiyingbidaxiaodehesebahen。
sannianqiantabeikunzaihuochang，shiwochongjinqubatazhuaichulai，guntangdehengliangzaxialaishi，
woxiayishidiyongshouwanqudang，caizaitashenshangliuxialezheigeyinji。neishitabaozhewo，zainongyanlishuo：“wanwan，
dengwochulihaojialideshi，jiuquni。”kehoulaidedinghunyanshang，tashuodequeshi：“womenbuheshi。
”“ganjuehaodianlema？”linshenzoudaochuangbian，shengyindichen，tingbuchuqingxu。tashenshouxiangpengwodeetou，
woquexiangbeitangdaoyiyangmengdipiantouduokai。tadeshoujiangzaibankong，suijiruowuqishidishouhuiqu，
**xizhuangkudaili。“yishengshuonixuyaojingyang，henduoshiqingkenengjibuqingle。”takanzhewo，
heichenchendeyanjingxiangshenbujiandidetanshui，“meiguanxi，wohuibangnixiangqilai。”“linshen，
”wodingzhetawumingzhishangdebojinjiezhi，hewoshoushangdeshitongkuan，“zheidaodishizenmehuishi？
women……shenmeshihoujiehunde？”tachenmolejimiao，wanyaotiwoyeleyebeijiao，
zhijianbujingyidicaguowodeshouwan。shuxidechuganrangwohunshenyizhen，
neixiebeiyiwangdesuipianturanchongpodiba——baoyuyedejietou，wolanzhutadeche，
zhiwentaweishenmeyaoquxiaohunyue。tazuozaicheli，celianlengying：“guwan，bienaole。
”woshenshouqulatadechemen，taquemengdicaixiayoumen，chelunjianqidenishuidalewoyishen。“nizaixiangshenme？
”linshendeshengyindaduanlewodehuiyi。womengdihuishen，faxianzijiyijingzuanjinlechuangdan，zhijiefanbai。
“wojidenishuoguo，womenbuheshi。”wokanzhetadeyanjing，yiziyijudishuo，“zaidinghunyanshang，
nishuoniaideshisuqing。”linshendelianseweibukechadibianlebian，kuaiderangwoyiweishicuojue。
“neidoushiguoqudeshile。”tabikaiwodemuguang，kanxiangchuangwai，“yishengshuonixuyaojingyang，biexiangtaiduo。
”“guoqudeshi？”wotigaoleyinliang，shoubeishangdezhentouyinweidongzuotaidaercitong，“yinianbandeshijian，
zenmejiubianchengleguoqudeshi？womenshenmeshihoulingdezheng？weishenmewoyidianyinxiangdoumeiyou？”tazhuanguoshen，
congxizhuangneidailitaochuyigesironghezi，dakaihou，limiantangzheyiduishejijianyuedeerding。
“zheishinishanggeyueshejide‘huisheng’xilie，shuoyaodengjiehunjinianrideshihoudai。”tabahezididaowomianqian，
“niwangle，womenshizaisannianqiandejintianlingdezheng。”sannianqian？wodenaozigengluanle。sannianqiandejintian，
woyinggaizaiyidalicanjiazhubaoshejidasai，zenmehuihetaqulingzheng？“wobuxin。”wotuikaihezi，
“bajiehunzhengjiwokan。”linshendeyanshenanlean，conggongwenbaolinachujiehunzhengdijiwo。fankaideneiyiye，
dengjiriqiqueshishisannianqiandejintian，minzhengjudegangyinqingxikejian。zhaopianshangdewoxiaodecanlan，
bozishangdaizhedexianglian，shilinshenzaiwoershiersuishengrishisongde，
jushuoshangmianxiangqiandelanbaoshilaizitamuqindeyiwu。kewoqingchudijide，
zheitiaoxianglianzaidinghunyanneitianbeiwocheduan，baoshigunluozaidi，beibinkemencaichenglesuipian。
“zheidaodishizenmehuishi……”wonannanziyu，xinzangxiangbeishenmedongxiduzhule，mendefateng。
linshenshenshoufuzaiwodeshoubeishang，tadezhangxinwenre，hetashenshangdehanqijieranbutong。“biebizijixiangqilai，
”tademuzhiqingqingmosuozhewowumingzhishangdejiezhi，“dengnihaole，wodainihuijia，womenzhongxinkaishi，
haobuhao？”tadeyuqidaizheyisibuyichajuedekenqiu，zheirangwogengjiakunhuo。jiyizhongdelinshen，
yongyuanshijiaoaoerlengmode，congbuhuiyongzheiyangdeyuqiduiwoshuohua。jiuzaizheishi，
wozhuyidaotawumingzhishangdejiezhisihuyouxiesongdong，tataishouzhenglideshunjian，
wopiejianjiezhixiafangyouyiquanqianqiandebaihen，xiangshigangdaishangqubujiudeyangzi。erwodeshouzhishang，
neidaoxinyuhedebahen，zhenghaohuanraozaijiezhineice。yigekepadeniantouzaiwonaohailifuxian——zheimeijiezhi，
shibushizaiwoshiquyishideshihou，beirenqiangxingdaishangqude？linshensihuchajuedaowodemuguang，
budongshengsedishouhuishou，zhanqishen：“nigangxing，xuyaoxiuxi。worangzhulijinidunletang，denghuiersongguolai。
”tazhuanshenyaozou，woturanzhuazhutadeyixiu：“linshen，wochushineitian，daodifashengleshenme？
”linshendeshentijiangleyixia，beiduizhewodeshengyinyouxieshaya：“nikaichequjiaowaidegongzuoshi，
lushangchuledianyiwai。jutide，dengnihaolezaishuo。”jiaowaidegongzuoshi？woqueshiyougegongzuoshi，
danzaishizhongxindechuangyiyuanqu，conglaimeiquguojiaowai。haiyou，wogenbenbuhuikaiche。yinweisannianqian，
wojiushiweilexuekaichequjieta，caizaipanshanlushangchulechehuo，youtuifengleqizhen，
congneiyihoujiuzaiyebuganpengfangxiangpan。“linshen，”wodingzhetadebeiying，yiziyijudiwen，“nizaipianwo，
duibudui？”tameiyouhuitou，zhishibailebaishou，kuaibuzouchulebingfang。menguanshangdeshunjian，womengdixiankaibeizi，
buguhushidejinghu，diediezhuangzhuangdipaodaojingziqian。jingzilidenvrenliansecangbai，etoushangchanzheshabu，
yanjiaoxiafangyoukuaidandandeyuqing。zheizhanglianshiwode，keyouhaoxiangbushiwode。wotaishoumoxiangzijidebozi，
neiliguanghuayipian，meiyouxiangliandeyinji。woyoulakaibinghaofudelingkou，zuosuoguxiafang，
youyigejixiaodehudiexingzhuangdewenshen。zheigewenshen，shiwohesuqingyiqiquwende，
tashuozheishiwomenyouyidexiangzheng。kezaidinghunyanshang，zhengshizheigenvrenwanzhelinshendeshou，
duiwoluchushenglizhedeweixiao。jiyixiangyituanluanma，xianshiquexiangyibafenglidedao，
buduanqiegezhewohunluandeshenjing。wodaodishishei？linshenweishenmeyaopianwo？zheiyinianbandeshijianli，
daodifashengleshenme？chuangwaideyangguangtouguobolizhaojinlai，zaidishangtouxiabanbodeguangying。
wokanzhejingzilineigemoshengdeziji，turangandaoyizhenchegudehanyi。zheigeshijie，haoxianghewojiyizhongde，
wanquanbuyiyangle。......woliangqiangzhehuidaobingchuang，zhijianbushoukongzhidizhandou。hushidanyoudifuzhuwo，
quebeiwoyibazhuazhushouwan："nengjiewoshoujiyongyixiama？"hushiyouyudikanxiangmenkou，
yadishengyin："linxianshengjiaodaiguo......""qiunile，"wosisidingzhetaxiongqiandegongpai，
"zhouhushi，jiuwufenzhong。"tazuizhongtuoxiele，congkoudailimochuyibujiushoujisaijinwoshouli，
kuaibuzouxiangmenkoubafeng。wozhandouzheshuruzijideshoujihao——wurenjieting。youshurusuqingdehaoma，
quezaibochuqiantingzhuleshouzhi。ruguolinshenzaishuohuang，neisuqingni？tamenxianzaishishenmeguanxi？
wozhuanerdakailiulanqi，zaisousuokuangshuru"guwanzhubaoshejishi"。yemianjiazaidejimiaozhongli，
wodexintiaokuaidejihuyaochongpoxiongqiang。
sousuojieguodiyitiaoshibannianqiandexinwentonggao：《xingcanzhubaoshouxishejishiguwanronghuoguojidajiang》，
peitulidenvrenchuanzhemolvselifuzhanzailingjiangtaishang，xiaorongmingmei——neiqueshishiwodelian，
danfaxinghezhuangrongquemoshengdekepa。wocong**lvse，linshenshuoguoneichendewoliansefaqing。jixuwangxiafan，
sangeyueqiandeshangyexinwen：《linshijituanshaofurenguwanchuxicishanwanyan》，zhaopianshangwowanzhelinshendeshoubei，
wumingzhishangdejiezhizaishanguangdengxiayiyishenghui。
erzuirangwohunshenfalengdeshijiaoluolimohuderenying——duanzhexiangbindesuqingzhengwangzhewomen，
zuijiaodaizheguiyideweixiao。"gu**！"hushituranyadishengyinjinghu。womengdisuoping，
kanjiantahuangzhangdizhixiangmenwai。jiaobushengyouyuanjijin，shilinshenteyoudeneizhongbujinbumandejiezou。
shoujihuajinbeiwodeshunjian，bingfangmenbeituikai。linshenshoulitizhebaowentong，
muguangqueluozaihushizhanghongdelianshang："zhouhushi，12chuangdebingrengaihuanyaole。"denghushitaoyesidilikai，
tafangxiabaowentongdedongzuohenqing，xiangaishizhengtengdereqimohuletadebiaoqing："chenrehe，
nizuixihuandesongrongjitang。"wodingzhetangmianshangfudongdeyouxing，turankaikou："wotaoyanjunguleishiwu。
"linshenyaotangdeshoudunledun："yishengshuonizuijinkouweihuibian。""shime？"wotaiqizuoshou，
rangjiezhifanshedeguangbantiaodaotalianshang，"neiyishengyoumeiyoushuo，woweishenmehuidaizhezheimeirengdiaodejiezhi？
"baowentongturankezaizhuomianshang，fachuqingcuidexiangsheng。linshenchouchushoupamantiaosilidicashou，
zheigedongzuowotaishuxile——meidangtaxuyaoshijianbianzhihuangyanshijiuhuizheiyang。"wanwan，
"tahurandanxiguizaibingchuangbian，zheigecongweiyouguodezishirangwohunshenjinbeng，"youxieshiqingxianzaijieshibuqing，
danniyaoxiangxin，wosuozuodeyiqiedoushiweilebaohuni。"tadeshouzhangfushangwozuoshoubahendeweizhi，
tiwenzhuoren："zheigeshangkou，shinizhiyiyaoxidiaowenshenshiliuxiade。nishuobuxiangzaikanjianrenheguanyutadehenji。
"woxiayishimoxiangsuoguchudehudiewenshen，quefaxianlinshendemuguangzhengsisidingzheneili。dianguanghuoshijian，
wohuranmingbaiguolai——tazaikandebushiwosuogu，ershibinghaofulingkouruoyinruoxiandediaozhui。
chentashenshoudeshunjian，womengdichechuxianglian。yinlianshangguazhedebushiwoyiweidehunjie，ershiyimeiweixingupan，
zhengzaichenguangzhongfanzhelengliedejinshuguangze。linshendelianseshunjianbiandecanbai。zoulangturanchuanlaicaozadejiaobusheng，
jiazazhehushijiaojidezulan。bingfangmenbeibaolituikaishi，wokandaosuqingjuzhejingguanzhengchongjinlai，
tashenhougenzhesangechuanzhifuderen。"gu**！"tayibazhuazhuwodejianbang，
"qianwanbierangtaxiaohuineigeupan！"linshenturanbaoqi，baowentongzazaiqiangshangfachujuxiang。
tapuxiangwodedongzuobeizuiqianmiandejingchalanzhu，niudajianwotingjiantaxiesidilidehoujiao："tayoubing！
tayouyanzhongdewangxiangzheng！"suqingchenjijiangwozhuaidaoshenhou，
wowendaotashenshangdandandexiaodushuiwei——heyiyuanzoulanglideyimoyiyang。"tingzhe，
"tayusufeikuaidizaiwoerbianshuo，"nigenbenbushichuchehuo，shitazainibangongshizhushelezhihuanji。
upanliyoutanuoyonggongkuanhezousidezhengju，shinitoutoukaobeide。"ditoukanshouzhongdeupan，
jinshubiaomianfanshechuzijiniuqudelian。jiyidesuipianturanruchaoshuibanyonglai：shenyejiabanshifaxiandezhangmuyichang，