tadaidaidezoudaofangjianzhongjian，taitoujiangzhenggefangjiandoukanleyibian，meiyigejiaoluodoubuxiangfangguo。
zheigefangjianjianloudehen，linfeiluxianglaibushishenmezhuzhangshehuaderen，fangjianlichulechuang，shujiazheixiebixudepeizhi，jihumeiyoushenmezhuangshipin。
tahuanhuandezoudaotadeneizhangchuangpangbian，youyuzhezuoxiaqu，shunjianjuedebinglengdehen。
shenshouzaitabaisedebeidanshangfumo，zheishilinfeilugaiguodebeizi……
taxiangfafengleyiyang，tuolexie，zhijieshuizaizheizhangchuangshang，jiangzheichuangbeizijinjindegaizaishenshang，tameiyoukaikongdiao，zheiwuzibenjiumenre。
buguoyihuier，guchengsijiumanshendehan，danshiquerengranbukensongkai。
tabishangyanjing，yonglidehuxizhe，fangfoxiangjiquzheigefangjianneicengjingyouguodelinfeiludeqixi。
huran，tafandaochuangtoudeyibenrijiben。
应该是林非鹿的。
2017nian9yue12hao，womenzhongyujiehunle！
9yue13hao，taquyingguochuchale，qishiwozhiqianyejihuaquyingguodumiyue……buguomeiguanxi，babagaosuwoyaolijienanrendeshiyexin。meiguanxi，rangtahuilaideshihougaosuwoyingguodejingsejiuhaole。
10yue30hao，tacongyingguohuilai，zaijializhulesantian。wohenkaixin，zheihaoxiangtajiehunyilaizaijiazhudezuijiudeshihoule，wotediquhuojialaozhaigenyiqianjitazuofandebaomuxuezuofan，xianzaijiushiwodazhanshenshoudeshihoule！
11yue2hao，weishenmezheimekuaijiuyaozoule，weishenmewojuedetahaoxiangbushihenxihuanwo……
11yue15hao，huilaizhuleyiwan，jintiantahaoxianghenbukaixin，biyiqiandouzuidelihai。
12yue30hao，huilaile，youzoule，xinniankuaile。
……
tayizhangyizhangfanzhe，shangmiandemeigeriqidoushitahuijiahaiyoulikaiderizi，yuewanghoumianfanxiaqu，
tahuijiadecishu，queshiquzhikeshu。
马上就到了今年的。
2022nian9yue1ri，guchengsi，wobuhuizaichanzhenile，congjintianqi，wohuichedilikainideshijie，cengjingdeneixiekutong，jiuquandouliujiwoyigerenchengshouba。
yuanniyongyuanpinganxile，youpengyou，youxiongdi，youzhongcheng，yourenai，zaiyebuhuigudan。?
zheijuhuadezixiedehenqinghenqing。
guchengsiheimoujindingzheneiju，yizhishouwuzhuxiongkou，junlangdejianmeijincu，xintongdekuaiyaochuanbuguoqilai。
“ruoqi，duibuqi，wocuole，wohouhuile……”
wohouhuile，doudouzhuanzhuanzheimeduonian，zhidaonizhongyuchediliwoerqu，wocaizhongyuxingwu。
zaizheiyike，zaizheiwufahushiderucijuliedexintongganjuexia，guchengsizhongyuganzhishizijidexin。
======dishisizhang======
zheiyiyeguchengsijingranshuidejianwen，zailinfeilucengjingdechuangshang。
zhidaodiertiandaliang，tazhengkaishuangyan，yanzhongqingxingwubi。
tafanshencongchuangshangxialai，xixindejiangchuangpuzhenglihao。
yanzejiedaoguchengsidedianhuadeshihou，youxiejingya，kaikoujiuwen：“zenme，jiuxingle？”
guchengsishengyinqinglie，yigaiwangrideshenchen，“yanze，huoshi，wozanshijiaojini。”
“ha？”yanzechadianerjingdiaoxiaba，querendao：“guchengsi？nizaishuoyibian？”
“woshuo，wozanshibahuoshijiaojini，yanze，haohaotiwoguanli。”
yanzeduizheshoujibaohou：“jiuhaimeixingjiuzijiquxigelengshuizaoqingxingyixia，guchengsi，nidanghuoshishinaozhewanerma？jiwo？zenme，nikanpohongchenleyaochujia？”
neitoudeguchengsisihuxinqinghenbucuodeyangzi，“yanze，wozhishixiangchuqusansanxineryi，huoshiwozhishizanshixianjiaojinidali，niyaoshijiwowanbengleniyechibuledouzhezou。”
“niyaoqunaera？”yanzeyouyuzhewen，suiranguchengsishuohuatingzhetingzhengchangde，danshiyanzezhenpatazuochushenmefengkuangdeshiqinglai。
guchengsilijihuida：“yingguo。”
“quyingguoganma？guchengsi，ni……haimeihao？”
“ruoqixiangquyingguohenjiule，jiehundeshihoutajiuxiangqule，yizhimeiyoujihui，wobuxiangrangtadengle。”
“linfeilu？”yanzemeifanyingguolai，yuqixiangjianguiyiyang：“ni……nishenmeyisi？”
neibianchenmoleyiduanshijian，ranhouhuida：“wohuidaizhetadeguhuiqu，nizhaoguhaohuoshi。”
shuowanjiugualedianhua，youjiyiyaofaletiaoxinxi。
“yihoubuyaozaijianle，henduorencuoguojiushicuoguole，woxianzaixihuanderen，shilinfeilu，tahuozhedeshihou，womeiyouhaohaozhenxi，tasihou，wohuiyongyishengshuzui。”
fawanzhihou，buguyiyaofengkuangdalaidedianhua，tabaisuishoujika，dinglequyingguodehangban。
zouguomeiyigedifang，duguomeiyitian，douhuizairijilijixiayouji，shenzhiyoushihouhuiziguzidexiedexianggenlinfeilushuohuayiyang。
zaizheigebijibenshang，guchengsixiexiadeyiyeyiye，jiuxiangyifengfengjibuchuqudexin，limianxiemanletaduileneigezaiyebukenenghuilaiderendesinian。
ruoqi，jintianwoquletaiwushihepandesamosaitegong，wojuedeniyidinghuixihuanneili，niyiqianhaoxianghenxihuankanneixieqiqiguaiguaidehuazuo，monai、lubensi，ruguonizaidehua，niyidinghuihenkaixin。
……
ruoqi，zheilishiyou55zuoyinlepenquandetingyuan，wanshangjiushiyigelutiandianyingyuan，yingmujiujiazaiduimiandezhuloushang，nikandaolema？jushuozheilidaoledongtianhuibianchenghuabingchang，dengdaolundundongtiandeshihou，wozaidainilaiyicihaobuhao？
……
ruoqi，qiguaideansailemitaerguidao，zheigexiangtayiyangdejianzhu，jushuoshiguidaozhongdeyishupin，wocai，wanshangdeshihou，nizhanzaizheilipaizhao，yidinghuihenmei。
……
若柒，我好想你。
guchengsiwuguanyingtingjunlang，qizhizhuoran，jibianshizailundun，yecongbufazhuiqiuzhe。
yigeyouyigedeyingguoguniangpuzaitadeshenbian，danshiguchengsizongshibiaoqingdanran，duiyiqiederenhuoshiwudouxingzhiqueque，buguanguniangmenyouduoreqing，tazongshimorandejujue。
guniangmenzhizhidao，zheigelaiziyaoyuanguodudechenmoguayandenanren，zongshibaozheyigeheisedehouhoudehezi，chuanguolundunjietou，chuanguogezhonggeyangjingsebuyidejingse，yongyuanmeiyoutingliu。
======dishiwuzhang======
yitianyitian，chunxiaqiudong，zhuanyan，jiushiyinianyinian。
dangchugenyanzeshuode“zanshi”，yixiazijiubianchenglemeiyouqixiandedengdai，yanzeguranyebahuoshijingyingdehenhao，danshidajiaxindihaishiyizhidengzheneigenanren。
neigezaiyongzijidefangshi，shuzuidenanren。
tazailundunledaileyinianduo，bazheigequanqiuzhumudechengshiguanglegebian，meiyitiaoxiaojie，dantarengranbumanzu。
linfeiluxihuandeshiyingguo，bujinjinshilundun，zheicaizhishiyigekaishi。
guchengsilikailelundunzhihou，tajielianqulebominghan、niujin、aidingbao，youshiyinianduoguoqule。
zuihou，taqichengqulewenchesite，guchengsiyilaidaozheili，jiujuedezheigecangsanggulaodechengshishihetajile。
zaizheilizhuleyiduanshijianzhihou，taxinzhongdehouhuigengshen。
weishenmexianzaicailaizheili？weishenmemingbaizijidexinyineimewan？weishenmetabunenggenlinfeiluyiqizaizheigechengshishenghuo。
meimeixiangwan，queyouchangranruoshi，yinwei，zheiyiqie，doushitadejiuyouziqu……
tashichangzuozaizijizudexiaoyuanyangtaishang，baozheneigeheiseguhuihe，ziyanziyu。
“dangchujiehundeshihou，woyinggaidainilaizheili，ruoqi，woxiangzheilibilundungengshihewomen。”
“ruoqi，wozongshijuedenihaimeiyoulikai。”
“若柒，若柒。”
buxiangzailundundeweilelinfeiluerzoubiandajiexiaoxiang，guchengsizhenzhengkaishiaishangzheilideshenghuo。
tianqiyouxielengle，xianzaihuiqiutian，guchengsichuanzheyijianheisedeoushizhanggezifengyi，quleyitangchaoshi。
xianzaishiyijingshixiabanshijian，chaoshilizhengshirenduodeshihou。
guchengsizhijiandandemaileyixiezuofanyongdeshicaidiaoliao，tazhengzaixuexizuoliaoli，yiqianlinfeiluzaideshihou，tazuodedongxibuguanyouduoxiang，taqueliangeyanshendoulinyujiyu。
xianzaixiangchiyechibudaole，guchengsiqueduibeirenzuodefancaiyemeilexingqu，yushijiukaishizijizuo。
tayizhishoutuizhegouwuche，yizhishounazhebijiben，jigezhongxueshengyizhizaihoumiandanao，tadehoubeituranbeimengdituileyixia，shoulidebijibenjiudiaozaile。
shoulidegouwucheyebeiyiyonglichuanguorenqun，tuixiangyuanchu。
“ohsorry!”
jigenanhaizilijidaoqian，danshiguchengsibingmeiyouli。
bijiben“pa”deyishengdiaozaidishang，talijiliansedabian，dunxiashenqujian，ranhoushouzhongxiangzhenbaoyiyangpengzaishouli，xixincaquhuichen，shenzhimeiyoulijizhanqilai。
zairenqunyongjidechaoshili，zheilipingkongkongchuyidakuai，rangrenmenhenbujie。
buguogengbujiedeshi，zheigebeijigezhongxueshengzhuangleyixiadedongfangnanren，weishenmeyaokanshangquzheiyangnanguodedunzaidishang？haipengzheyigekanshangqubingbumingguideheisebijiben。
“dudeyouareintheway.”
yigeliuzhezangbianerdeheirennanrenbukeqideshuo。
guchengsimeiyoulita，danshishouzhongbaozheneigebijiben，haishimeiyoulijizhanqilai，renmengengjiananyilijie。
ranhoushiyizhenguluguludetuichedeshengyin，yourenbangtabagouwuchetuilehuilai，neijiaobushenghenqing，zoudaotashenceshi，guchengsizhenghaoweiweitaimou，kandaoleyishuangxiumeidetui，shigenvhaizi，chuanzherouse**。
dandandebaihehuaxiang，haoshuxideweidao……
neigenvhaizibingmeiyouduozuotingliu，bagouwuchetuizaitapangbian，ranhoujiuzhuanshenlikaile。
jiuzaizheishi，guchengsiqueturanmengdiqishen，yanlisihushanzhejingxideguangmang。
======dishiliuzhang======
taqishenhou，lijichaonvhailikaidefangxiangwangqu，danshitayizhanqilai，yuanbenkongchulaidedifangyelikeyongmanlerenqun，nvhaideshenyingshunjianbeiyanmei……
guchengsiliangouwuchedoumeitui，jinjinzhuazhebijiben，muguangjiaojidebokairenqunxunzhao。
danshiyiyanwangqu，quanshijinfabiyandewaiguoren，tazuilijidongdenianzhe：“ruoqi，ruoqi……”
ranhouyicicibokaiyicengcengrenqun，queshizhongmeiyoujiandaoneigeshuxideshenying。
tayanlideguangshunjianandanxiaqu，zhidaobachaoshizhaolegebian，neigushuxideweidao，tayemeiyouzaiwendao。
likaichaoshideshihou，tiandouyijingheile，tatuirandezuozailubiandezhangyishang，yanshenbuzhizaikanxianghechu。
zuolehenjiu，zuihouzichaoyixiao，guchengsi，nishizhenderumole……
shizhendetaixiangtalema？zhibuguoshiyoujifenxiangsideweidaoeryi，nijiuzhendeyiweishitahuilailema？
“hehe……”tashenshoufuzaiyanjingshang，kuxiaoyisheng。
yuanlai，sinianyigerenjiule，zhendehuikanshenmedouxiangta，guchengsidakairijiben，congkoudaizhongnachuheisedegangbi，zaikongbaiyeshangxiezheshenme。
10yue24riwanshang，zuozaiwenqiesiteyigechaoshipangbiandegongjiaozhangyishang，wohenxiangni。
guchengsijuedezijizuijinkenengzhendeyouxiechikuangle，zicongneicizaichaoshizhihou，tazhiyaochuqu，zaijiekouzhuanjiao，zaimoujiakafeixiaodian，zaijiaotangzhouwei，tasihuzongnengkandaolinfeiludeyingzi。
kandaoyimoshuxidebeiying，yizhenshuxideweidao，yidaoshuxideshengyin……
mingmingshiyigeyingguonvrendebeiying，tajingyenengkanchujifenshuxi，ranhouchushenhaobantian。
guchengsizijidoujuedezaizijiyanli，haoxiangquanshijiederen，doubianchenglelinfeiludetidaipin。
tajuedezijizhendemozhengle。
youshihoutazijidouhuijuedeqiguai，zheiliangnianyilai，taduilinfeiludeganqing，bujinmeiyouyinweitianrenxianggeyousihaodexiaojian，xiangfan，tasiniantadecishuyuelaiyueduo。
yibianhuanxiangzhetahaizaizijishenbian，yibianzaiwuyemenghuishi，yinweineixindejudakongdongerdudejihuwufahuxi，ranhouzhengyezhengyedeshimian。
zheiyangzaiwairenkanlaijiushifafengleyiyangdeshenghuo，guchengsiqueganzhiruyi。
zaoshangqidian，tacongchuangshangxinglai。
dingzhezijiyoushouxiaozhishangdeneimeijiezhi，meitianzaoshangxinglaihoulixingqinwen，kanzhewaimiandeyangguang，shiwenchesitexianzaizheigeshihounandedehaotianqi。
yinganggangerhaiyouxiemenglongshuiyidelianshang，zhankaiyigedandandexiaorong。
ruguoyanzemeiyougaosutaneixiehua，guchengsihuolinzhendehuixuanzeyibeizishenghuozaizheigedifang。
danshi，mingyunzongshinanyizhuomo，dangnizhongyushuofuziji，jieshouguolingyizhongshenghuodeshihou，taquepianpianyaocubujifangdejiniyigejingxi。
yanzedeshengyinlidoushiyanshibuledezhandou，“guchengsi，niyoumeiyouxiangguo，ruguolinfeiluhaihuozhe……”
dianhuazheitouderenmeiyoushuohua，danshijimiaozhihou，yanzejiutingdaoduanhualichuanlaiyishengciqisuiliedeshengyin，guchengsideshoulihainazhemobu，tazhengzaicashijialidehuaping。
jiujiudechenmozhihou，taxiaoxinyiyidewendao：“yanze，nishenmeyisi？”
======dishiqizhang======
bugan，buganwenneijuhua，buganbaoyourenhexiwang。
bijing，shishicengjingneime**luodebaizaitademianqian。
danshibieshuoguchengsi，jiushiyanzewozheshoujideshouyeshijihubaochuqingjin，bantiancaishuo：“woyebuzhidao，danshi……guchengsi，woxiang，nihaishihuiguoyitangba。”
tatongyangbuganshuodetaijuedui，shengpajiguchengsiyichangkonghuanxi。
tazhidaoguchengsizheibeizinsbukenengzaiwangjilinfeilu，jiusuanshidangnianyiyaozoulezhihou，tadoumeiyouxiangxianzaizheiyangweiletayuanzoutaxiangguo。
suoyicaihuizheimepobujidaidegenguchengsishuo，jibianzheijianshi，tingshangqurucihuangmiu。
yanzemeizaitingdaoguchengsishuohua，tazhitingdaoleyisheng“pada”dexiangsheng。
是手机落地的声音。
guchengsizhenggerenlengzaiyuandilinjiu，mannaozidoushiyanzedeneiju“niyoumeiyouxiangguo，ruguolinfeiluhaihuozhe……”
ruguolinfeiluhaihuozhe……
活着……
taturantouguochuangzikanxiangwaimian，yanshenxiangzaiqiqiuyiyang。
ruguolinfeiluhaihuozhe，takeyifangqiyiqie！
haishiqingchen，guchengsizouchufeijichang，shoulibaozheheisebijiben，youshouxiaozhishangdejiezhishanshanfaguang。
tazhanzaiwaimiandemalushang，kanzhezheilishuxideyiqie，bishangyanjingshenshenhuxileyixia。
C市，好久不见。
likailezheigechengshijinsannian，guchengsiquemeiyouduitachanshengrenhemoshenggan，tashilianyeganhuilaide，xianzaixinlizhixiangzheyijianshi——linfeilu。
yanzecaiganggangdaogongsi，dazhehaqianzoujinbangongshi，mengdikanjianneisannianweijianderen，buyoudeheleyitiao。
guchengsichuanzheyishenheiyi，yizhizuozaishafashang，wangzheqiang，yanshenxiangshifangkongleyiyang。
kandaoyanzedeshunjian，tajidongdezhanqilai，liangbuzoudaoyanzeshenbian。
“yanyuelingdaodigennishuoleshenme，genwoshuoqingchu。”
tawendeji，yanlideqipanbiaoxiandetaimingxian，yanzexinliyemeidi，buganjichukendingdedaan：“tashuodehenyinhui，danshidagaiyisishixiangrangnibiezaizheimefafengxiaqule。”
guchengsimilemiyan，xialou，kaishangyanzedechezhijiechaoyanyuelingjiaqu。
buguanzenmeyang，tajintianyidingyaozheijianshiqingwenqingchu，guanyudangnianlinfeiludesi，daodishizenmehuishier，tayidingzhidaodeqingqingchuchu！
“啊！”
guchengsimengdicaizhuchache，takaichedeshihouyizhizaifenshen，yemeizhuyikanqianmian，yigebuxiaoxinjiuzhuangshangleqianmiandezouluderen。
taganjinxiachechakan，quezaikandaoneigemoshengyoushuxideshenyingdeshihou，chedidedaizhi。
nvhaiershenzhimeiyoutaiqitou，zhangfapijiansanluozaixiongqian，yizhishourouzhezijideyao，zuilihenghengjijidejiaozhe。
huolinshijianzhuangzijidezheigerenbantianmeiyouguolai，lianjuhuayemeiyou，nvhaieryixiazitaitou，wuguandouzhouzaiyiqi。
“我说你……”
houmiandehuazaikandaoguchengsidelianshichedibeisaihuiduzili，tayishuangxingyanyuanzheng，bukezhixindeshuo：“nibushizai……”
xiayimiaozhenggeshenzijiubeirenjinjindequanzai，talengleleng，jiechuhoubanju：“yingguoma？”
linfeilunengganjuedao，zheigenanrenzaibutingdefadou。
guchengsijingxideshuo：“ruoqi，ruoqi，nizhendemeisi，nizhendemeisi！”
======dishibazhang======
huaizhongdenvhaierquepinjinquanlizhengkaitadehuaibao，yanshenmosheng，“zheiweixiansheng，woxiangnirencuorenle。”
guchengsiyizheng，zaiwushugeyewanli，tabaozhebukenengshixiandexiwang，huanxiangguotamenzaicixiangyudechangjing。
xianzaizhongyuyujianle，danshiyanqianzheigegenlinfeiluzhangzheyimoyiyangdelianderen，quexianrandangtashiyigemoshengren。
tajiqiedezhuazhelinfeiludeshouwan，manyanshenqing：“linfeilu，wozhidaonishengwodeqi，wozhidaocuole，niyuanliangwohaobuhao？”