第一章

yuzhongdacheshishubuyi,wozhihaochengzhesan,chaozheyiyuandefangxiangjiannanxingjin。

turan,yishengjingleirangwojiaoxiayihua,shuaidaozaileniningzhizhong,jinjiezhefubuchuanlaidejutongrangwonanyirenshou。

dangwobeihaoxinrensongdaoyiyuanshi,haiziyijingliwoerqu。

tangzaibingchuangshang,woliuzheleijijiangxudadianhua,ranertayigedoumeiyoujieting。

dangwan,woshuadaolewenlifabudepengyouquan。

【zuihaipadaleixiayudeyewan,xinghaoyoumourenzaishenbianpeiban,fouzejinwankendinghuibeihehuai!】

zhaopianzhong,jiangxudecelianqingxikebian。

yuanlaisuoweidegongsijinjishiwudoushijiekou,jiangxuturanlikaiwo,jinjinshiweilequpeibantadebaiyueguang!

woyinweihaizideshiquerkuqileyizhengye,erjiangxuzepeibanlewenliyizhengye。

diertian,jiangxudalailedianhua。

“wenlishentibushi,xuyaowodezhaogu。niyixiangjianqiang,nenggouzijichulihaoyiqie。”

“jiangxu,womenlihunba。”

xinglaihou,wopingjingdiduishoujishuochulezheijuhua。

wohejiangxucongxiaoyiqizhangda,shiqingmeizhuma。

womenxiangshiyiyoushiwunian,woyexihuanletashiwunian。woqingchunnianhualisuoyoude***,douyujiangxuyouguan。

jiangxuxinggelengmo,duiwodeaimujishaohuiying。

houlai,wojiazaoyupochan,suoyourendouquanjiangxuliwoyuanqu,dantaquedingzhejudadeyali,yuwojiehun,shenzhibangzhuwojiajiejuelezhaiwuwenti。

neiyike,wotianzhendiyiwei,shiwodeaiqingdadongleta,tahuichengweizhishuyuwodeneilunmingyue。

jiangxugongsideshiwufanmang,wowufachashou。hunhou,wobianjinliangbujitazengtianrenhemafan。

pingrili,jiazhongdesuoshidoushiwoyishoucaoban;ganmaofashao,woduziquyiyuankanbing;jiulianchezizhuiweibeirenqiaozhashi,yeshiwozijilianxibaoxiangongsi,baojing,yuduifangjiaoshe。

wocengyiwei,zhiyaowozugoujianqiang,bujijiangxutianmafan,bujitareshi,wodezhenchengzuizhongnengjiangtazheizuobingshanronghua。

ranerzuizhong,wodejianqiangquechengletayonglaishanghaiwodeliqi。

guaduandianhuahou,jiangxujiwofalaixuduoxiaoxi。

【songwanning,niyouzaihunaoshenme?】

【bujiushirangnizijiquchanjian,youbiyaozheiyangma?】

确实没有必要。

wokanzhepingmushangdezheiliangtiaoxiaoxi,shenzhikeyixiangxiangchutaneiyiliandebunaifan。

ruoshiyiqian,wohuixianditourencuo,ranhouxiangfangshefarangjiangxukaixin。

duoniandexiguanrangwozongshijiangtadeqingxufangzaishouwei,quehulvelezijideganshou。

fangxiashouji,woqishenqianwangqiantaibanlichuyuanshouxu,meixiangdaozaiyijianyiwushilitingdaoleyigeshuxideshengyin。

“wenli,biehunaole,rangyishenghaohaojinibamai。”

suihou,wenlineijiaochendeshengyinxiangqi:“jiangxu,wotingshuo,shengwanhaizijiubuhuizaitongjingle,buzhidaoshibushizhende?”jiangxuyiliandeniai:“huaiyunhenxinkude,nihaishilaolaoshishichiyaoba。”

tingdaozheihua,woxinzhongfangfobeidaogeyiban,tongdenanyihuxi。

huaiyunchuqi,woderenshenfanyingjiqiyanzhong。riyebutingdioutu,shenmedongxidouchibuxia,youshijiaozhongdelianxiedouchuanbujinqu,kanzhezijijijufeipangdeshenti,woyecengtoutoukuqi。

raner,jiangxucongweiguanxinguowo。

tazongshizuozaidiannaoqianshuo:“youayizhaoguni,nihaiyoushenmehaojiaoqingde?”

danwoxiangyaode,jinjinshitayigeguanxindeyansheneryi。

xianzai,wokandaojiangxuruciwenroudikanzhewenli,wocaimingbai,tabingfeitianshenglengmo。

他只是,不爱我。

zaizheiyike,woturanjuede,wozheishiduoniandejianchi,jianzhijiushiyichangxiaohua。

wobuzaikantamen,zhuanshenjiuyaolikai。

jiuzaizheishi,wenlijiaozhulewo。

“wanningjie,nizenmeyezaizheili?”