第1章

“gufuren,runisuoyuan,wohuihegujinyanlihun。”

hualuodeshunjian,gumuzuijiaoyangqiyimoqingmiedeweixiao。

tajianglihunxieyiheyizhangyiqianwandezhipiaotuidaowomianqian,yuqigaogaozaishang:

“yiqianwan,suannishixiang。”

sannianqian,gumuyeshizheiyangnazheyiqianwandezhipiaorangwolikai。

neishidewozhihuihongzheyan,fanfuqiangdiaowoheayanzaiyiqi,bushiweileqian。

kexianzaiwozhishipingjingdizailihunxieyishangqianshangmingzi,erhouzhanqishen。

“qitianhou,nadaolihunzhengwojiulikai。”

“wozhidaoniyoubanfa。”

lihunlengjingqiyaosanshitian。

可我等不了了。

wodenggujinyan,yijingdenglesannianle。

sannianqian,taweilebaohuwoshoushang。

xinglaihoutajiqilesuoyoudeyiqie,queweiduwanglewo。

yishenggaosuwo:“ruguoshoudaotedingde**,guxianshengyouhendakenenghuifujiyi。”

suoyijiehunsannian,zongshitaduiwolengmo、wushi,wodoujianxinaiwodeayanyidinghuihuilai。

tashebudewoliulei,shebudeliuwoyigeren。

kesannianguoqu,wodenglewushugeriye,neigeshuoyaogenwoyishengyishidenanren,quewenshanglebiedenvrendechun。

wozhongyumingbai,neigehuiweiwolinyizhengyeyudeayan,manxinmanyandoushiwodeayan,zaojiusizailesannianqian。

likailaozhai,woqulezuijindecantingchifan。

pingshichuxinjilvyigeyuedoujianbudaomiandenanren,zaiwozuibuxiangjiandaotadeshihou,jiuzheimeyujianle。

zhishinanrenkandaowo,neishuangcengjingduiwoshengmanaiyideyanjing,rujinxiangshijiebingdeshentan。

gujinyanzhouqimei:“wenyining,nigenzongwo?”

tashenbiandeqiaojiajiaxiaodewenroudeti:

“wen**shibushiwuhuishenmele?wohejinyanzhishishangyehezuoguanxi,buyaoduoxiang。”

tazuishangshuozhewuhui,keqinmidewanshouzishi,qinnidechenghuyigebuluo。

womeishuohua,gujinyanqueyiweiwozainaopiqi。

ruguoshiwodeayan,tacishihuijinzhangdebawobaozaihuaili,benzhuodihongwoshuo:

“ningning,doushiwodecuo,bieshengqile……”

kexianzaidegujinyanzhishitaochuyizhangheika,bunaifandikanzhewo:

“够了吗?”

tabuzaihuwodeqingxu,bijingzaitakanlaineixiefangziheqian,yijingzugouduiwodebuchang。

yiqianwobudong,weishenmeshileyidetahuixiangshiwanquanbianleyigeren。

weishenmetahuijuedeqianwodeqing,keyiyongwuzhilaihai。

wohetaxiesidili,dachaodanao。

tadelengjingbawochentuodixianggefengzi。

tashuo:“wenyining,nidoushigutaitaile,haiyoushenmebumanzu?”

xianzaiwoyijiubudong,kewobuzaiyile。

wopingjingdinaqibao,shuoleju:

“woxianzoule,zhunimenyongcanyukuai。”

shuowan,wokanyemeikangujinyan,zhuanshenlikai。

haochidecantingbushizhiyouzheiyige。

wodeweilai,yetongyangbushizhiyougujinyanyigexuanze。

现在,我不要他了。