第1章
“xianzaidewojiaowuyou，wuyouwulvdewuyou。”
xiexiazuihouyigezi，tayonglidijiangbijianzheduan。
heshangrijiben，chuanzheshuiyidenianqingnvrenyangmiantangzaichuangshang，heiqiqidefangjianzhong，tamuguangyinchendidingzhetianhuabanchushen，fangzaixiongkoushangdeshuangshou，buyouzizhudijinwochengquan，xiangbudaoguolezheimejiu，tahaishihuiyinweineixiechennianjiushierxintongbuyi......
五年前，陆家别墅。
“shaoqing，woqiuqiuni，zaijiwosigeyue，dengwomendebaobaochusheng，wolikejiubanchuqu，haoma？”
zhuazhutadeyixiu，tazuozhezuihoudenuli，shuoshihua，ruobushiweileduzilidehaizi，dangqingyashiwulunruhedoubuhuizaixianglushaoqingditoude，yinweitamenyijinglihunle，erqietazailujiarenqitunshengdezheibannian，zaojiuxinlijiaocui，tahaiaizheta，dantasihuzaojiuyanjuanleta，shenzhi，lianduokantayiyandoujuededuoyu。
党清雅不明白。
tabumingbailushaoqingweihehuituranbianxin。
“dangqingya，niyaobuyaolianle？woyaoshinia，zaojiushiqudejuanpugaizourenle，liuxialai，zhihuishoudaogengduodewuruhejianta。”
shuohuaderenbushilushaoqing，ershitadexianrennvyousunyao，taheta，cengjingshizuihaodeguimi，jiaozhebeizhongdereniunai，taqingtiaodifengcidao：“nihebierendehaizi，pingshenmeyaorangqinggegebangzheyang？nibuyaowangle，shinibeipanqinggegezaixiande，tanengrongrennizaizheilizhuzheimejiu，yijingshirenzhiyijinle，xianzaitarangnigun，nihaibukuaidiangun？”
eyidewumie，sunyaodemudexianeryijian，kexiaodeshi，lushaoqingjuranzhendexiangxinleta，tajieshouletadetiaobo，huaiyidangqingyagenwuqimingyouran。
她感到十分的委屈。
“shaoqing，womeiyou，wogenqiminggegezhiyouxiongmeizhiqing，womenlianggeqingqingbaibai。”
“qingqingbaibai？biegaoxiaole。”sunyaojixushanfengdianhuo，tababudelushaoqingganjinbadangqingyanianzou，tadecunzaiyutaeryan，shigejidadeweixie：“niyigegueryuanlizhangdadeyehaizi，nalihuiyoushenmegegea？nizheimeshuo，buguoshiweileyugaimizhang，weilerangchuguigenglisuodangranyixieba？angzangdenvren。”
kanzhesunyao，dangqingyazhixianglengxiao。
guimi，tazhenzhenshixialeyan。
taqiangletadezhangfubushuo，zaidangqingyayulushaoqingzuihoudejiuchanzhong，sunyaochenzhetazhongxinbuwenxianghoudaodeshihou，shenchutuibanletayixia，jinjiezhe，tadexiaofubianjuliedetengtongqilai，zaixinglai，renyijingtangzailefukeyiyuandebingchuangshang。
zhouweijijingwusheng，youdezhishitaweiruodehuxi。
“songtaquyiyuan。jiaoleqianjiuhuilai。”
hunmiqian，dangqingyamimihuhuditingdaolushaoqingrucidifenfuzheshouxiaderen，tatianzhendiyiweitajiusuanzailengkuwuqing，yebuhuiwangenfuyi，zhidaokanjiantapailaidebaobiao，zhidaokanjianzijidexinglixiang，tacaifanranxingwu，xinhuiyileng......
“lutaitai，duibuzhule，zheishiluzongdemingling，tashuotashougouninle，rangninkuaidianbanzou，lingwailuzonghaishuo，jiranlianggerendoulihunle，jiumeiyoubiyaozaihuxiangdarao，lutaitai，qingninduobaozhong。”
多保重？
她何尝不想多保重？
ruguobushibaobiaobuxiaoxinshuoloulezui，tayouzenhuibengkuidexiangyaolikesiqu......
“taisifuzhong，woquedingle。”tuiletuijiazaibiliangshangdejinshiyanjing，yishengwunaiditanxi，zuozaiyizishang，dangqingyananyiyizhidizhandou，guoleyiye，tarengranwufaxiangxinzheigejieguo，zhunquedishuo，shitawufajieshouzheigeshishi：“weishenme？nandaojiushiwoshuaileyijiaoma？weishenmehuitaisifuzhong？weishenme......”
为什么不是流产？
这有点不符合逻辑。
“dangxiaojie，jujianchabaogaolaikan，haizisiyubanyueqian，siyinshiyouyuninzhangqishiyongshengjiang，dangxiaojieqingjieai，kaolvzuoyinliushoushuba。”
手术？生姜？
shudi，dangqingyaxiangqizijihuaiyunqijian，poposhenyueyingjingchangwangfancailifangshengjiang，shuoshiweileshajunxiaodu，ermeicichifanshi，sunyaodouhuihentiexindiweitajiacaishengfan，mangqianmanghou，feichangdeyinqin。
ershenyueyingzheigexiguan，sihushisunyaoyangchengde。
yuanlai，zheijiushisuoweidesuliaojiemeiqing。
yuanlai，zheijiushixuweidepoxiguanxi。
dangqingyahuangrandawu，tongshitayewannianjuhui。
xujiumeifandeyiyuzheng，yezaicikefufa。
loudingshang，tayusunyao，shiyonglezuihoudeyidianjixu，dangqingyacehualeyichangbangjiaan，kanzhebeilianggezhongniannanrenkongzhizhedenvren，tadechunbianyangqilemojuemeidelengxiao——renyaomeren，yaomecanren。
tahaidetajiaporenwang，tayebuhuifangguota。
tongguiyujinqian，dangqingyayousuogulv，tashebudelushaoqing，yeshebudezheigemeilideshijie，yushitayisunyaoweiyouer，xiangjiantazuihouyimian，tadequeshilaile，daizheshenshendediyigushenqianlai。
dangqingyajidelushaoqingdebiaoqing，shenetongjue，tayejidetadeshengyin，lengruhandonglayuedexue。
“fangkaita，nizheigejiannvren！”
renzhewanjianchuanxinbandetongchu，taqiangyanhuanxiaodirouyudao：“shaoqing，woyaozoule，nihuixiangwoma？huiwanliuwoma？huozheshuo，niyaobuyaogenwohebaobaogaobieni？shijuebiee，yongyuandoubuhuizaijianmiandeneizhong。”
生离死别！
wenyan，lushaoqingdejunmeicuqi，dengzhezhanzaiduimiandenvren，tachenshengdao：“dangqingya，nizaigaoshenmemingtang？weizhuangbuxiaqule？xiangdaizheduzilidexiaoyezhongqutoukaoqingren？wogaosuni，biechixinwangxiangle，niyiweiyunonglewodeganqinghou，hainengzheimeqingyidetaotuoma？buyaozuomengle，woyaorangniliuzaiwoshenbianhenhendezhemoni，xianglikai，chufeinisi。”
chufei......wosi？
dangqingyazichaodixiao，yanshenbiandejueranbingleng：“lushaoqingniguoranwuqing，nijingranshuozijidehaizishiyezhong，wogaosuni，tasile，nizheibeizi，doubukenengzaijiandaotale，dangran，yebukenengzaijiandaowo。”
“你什么意思？！”
meilaiyoude，lushaoqingkaishijinzhangjiaolv，chentabubei，dangqingyapuguoquzhuaiqisesefadoudesunyaoyiqitiaoxialouqu，shijimidegaodu，zuyizhiming。
erpandefeng，linliecigu......
“mama......mama......wohaoteng......haotenga！”
“不要！”
yishengjinghu，wuyoumengranqishen，miansecanbai，tadeeshangguamanximidehanzhu，cheguobeizibaoguozhujiangyingfadoudeshenti，tabiyanchenzhongdechuanqi。
又是这个梦！
恐怖绝望的梦。
menglineigetikudexueying，shitabuxingyaozhedeerzi，xinzangjiaotong，wuyouyaochunyayizhechuoqi，chuangwaitianjipoxiao，chenfengxixi......
她好恨，恨之入骨。