zhongtuxiuting,ningzixiapibeidizuozaixiuxishili。
心是空的。
tazhiyouyigexinnian,fourenyiqie。
tayaochengzhu,chengzhu,suirantameiyouleyikao,keshifuqinxuyaota。
gubeitingzhanzaiyuanchu,shensedanmodijiezhedianhua。
neizhangshenyulidebeiyingtaiguojuejuehenli,zhaobuchudingdianbaozhetahan“xiaxia”shiderouqingmiyi。
xiangdaozijizhengzhengshierniandeailian,qingkejianbianweilegou,neizhongfennutonghenbugan,jianzhinengrousuitawuzangliufu。
lvshizaitashenpangwunaitanqi,“ningxiaojie,yixianzaideqingxinglaikan,womenruozaimeiyouqitaxindezhengju,guansibishuwuyi。”
ningzixiadeshou,jinwochengquan,xujiuweixiujiandezhijiachuanpopifu,zhajinleshouxin。
gubeitingbuzhishenmeshihougualedianhua,muguangyinyihenladekanleguolai。
ningzixiajibeishangcuanqiyizhenhanyi。
gubeitingzoujin,“ningranshiwuzhongdu,zaochenglejixingshenshuaijie,xuyaohuanshen!”
ningzixiayonglengmoweizhuanglezijiyijiudefangbuxia,“suoyini?genwoyoushenmeguanxi?”
“nihuanyikeshenjita,wojiukaolvfangguoni。”
“pingshenme!”ningzixiashuranzhanqi,fennudexiangfanandeshizi,youbeishangdexianggewuzhudehaizi。
“congchuzhongkaishi,wozhengzhengailenishiernian。zheishiernian,weini,wohenbunengfuchushengming。jibianruci,doumeinenghandongnibinglengjueqingdexinfenhao。wobuxin,taningran,jiunengrangniaidebuguyiqie?shenzhibuxifangqinijingxinshexiabaofuwoju!”
mingmingshifenfenbupingdehua,ningzixiaqueyongpinghuandeyuqishuochu,zilixingjian,shenshenqianqianquanshitadetong!
“nishuodedui,tabuzhi!dansheirangtajileyikeshenwoni。”gubeitinggouchunyixiao,manshichaofeng。
ningzixiasibunengchengshouban,liangqiangleyixia,chadianshuaidao。
tafuzheyibei,yizhishouwuyishidigaizaiyaojianneidaoshangkoushang,lenglengdikanzhegubeiting。
“……nishuoshenme?”haobantian,ningzixiacaizhaohuizijideshengyin,qingpiaopiaodewen。
“ningrandangnianbuguyiqiediweiwojuanleyikeshen,suoyi,niruokenhuan,woshuodaozuodao,congcihou,fangguoni!”
ningzixiabuganzhixin,beishouwuzhudeyaojian,kongluoluoditongzhe。
tayuanbenzhunbeileyiduzidehua,chukouquechenglegansedizhiwen:“weishenmeshiwo?”
“yinweinimenshijiemei,pipeilvbiqitarendougao。”
“buhaoyisi,wojujue。yaoyongwodeqiguan,laihuanniduienrendeqingyi,niyiwei,nishishei?!”ningzixiajianjidechengsidexiaozhe,shuochudehuameinengshangdelegubeitingbanfen,quesidaosijian,henhendizhajinlezijixinkou。
gubeitinglenglengdikanzheta,shensemoran,bolanbuxing,“neijiubieguaiwole。”
ningzixiajuede,haosinalizaitong,queyouhaosi,nalidouzaitong。
shoujixiangqi,tamamudijietong。
yiyuanicukeshidedianhua:“ningzixiaxiaojiema?nindefuqinganggangxingleguolai,yaozhaoni。meikandaorenxintiaoturanjiuyichangqilai,womencaiqulejijiucuoshi,quewulihuitian。zhidaozuihouyike,tadoumeiheyan……”
ningzixiaerliwengwengdexiangzhe,tazhangzhezui,henyonglidixiqi,quehaoxiangshenmeyemeixidao。
shoujituranjiushoulihualuoxiaqu,“peng”deyisheng,shuaizaidishang,bianchengjiban。
xiangbijuewang,chedimeiyouxiwanggengrangrenweiju……
ningzixiakanzhegubeiting,mouzhonghuangliangyipian,“niyiwei,nizhendekeyinaniewo?gubeiting,nanieyigeyiwusuoyouderen?chuleming,nishenmedounabuzoule……”
yuanbenqiangshidegubeitingxinxiahenhenyizhen。