第一章 回到八十年代自杀?

yangmenglanroulerouyituanjianghudenaodai,zhengkaishuangyan,daidaidedengzhetoudingbaisedefangding。zaizheijiandandefangdingshang,zhigulinglingdixiangzheyige,tashiduoniandoumeiyoukanguodedaduzidengpao。

呃……

tajidezijishizuozaibalidebataclandeyinleting,tingzhemeimiaodeyinle。zenmejiutangzailezheigemomingqimiaodedifang?

mutoudechuanghu,bolibeimutouchuangkuanggechenglesankuai。zheizhongchuanghu,haoxiangshizijixiaoshihoucaiyoude。chuanghuxiamianfangzheyizhangmosundeyouxiefaheidemuzhuozi,shangmianfangzhebashiniandaiteyoudebaisetangcichagang……

茶缸?

八十年代?

yangmenglanmengdezuoleqilai。

tamanmandezhuandonglejixiayanzhu,kanzhesizhou。ranhou,shifenhuanmandetaiqileshouzhang。

啊……

yishengcanjiao,xiangchefangneifangwai。

yangmenglanyouzhongzhongdeshuaizailechuangshang,buchuyiwai,youyinqichuangbandeyizhenhuangdong。

danshi,ganggangtangxia,yangmenglanyouzuoleqilai。

“zheishishenmeweia?”taxiulexiu,zaicipaleqilai,tuikaifangmen。nanwen、xinladeweidaopumianerlai。

“buhao,shimeiqi!”yangmenglanmeitoujinsuo,yishouwuzhukoubi,pingzhuhuxi。tahenshunlidezhaodaolechufang,guanshangmeiqi,ranhoubachufangsuoyoudechuanghudoudakai。taxianglexiang,youbaketingdechuanghuhewofangdechuanghu,yedoudakaile。

chuchundelengkongqi,youchuangwailiutangjinlai,chuisanlemeiqidexinlaweidao,dailaileqingxindekongqi,ertadetounao,yezhujianqingxiqilai。

yinxiangzhong,tazhengzaibalidebataclandeyinletingtingyinle,ranhouzaoyulekongbuxiji。

tagenshubaimingwaiguorenbeixiechichenglerenzhi,zhouweidoushiyayidekuqisheng,yuanyiweineixiekongburenyuanzhishaohuiyuzhengfurenyuanjiaosheyixia,meixiangdaoneibanggaisidekongburenyuan,juranzhijiexiangtamenrenglejigezhadan。

ertahaosibusidejiuzaineibaozhadefanweizhinei,zhouweideshengyinsihuyishunjiandouxiaoshengnijile,tazhigandaoyizhencimudeqiangguang……

zaicixinglai,bianyijingzaizheigemoshengdedifangle。

yangmenglantanzuozaidi,kankanzijideshou,youchouchouzijineidielesancengdedaduzi,haiyouneiyongzhongdeshuangtui。zheizhishaodeshi170jinyishangleba?

这是她?

自己不会是做梦吧?

yangmenglanturanjianxiangdaoleshenme,ganmangpaqishenlai,paoxiangxishoujian,zhanzailejingzimianqian。

呃……