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lusuishiwomaerhunduixiangdeerzi,renshitadeneinian,woshisansui。
陆随只比我大半岁。
womahelusuitabaqingmeizhuma,huxiangxihuanlehenjiuhenjiu。
dannaibuguolujiagenbenbutongyitamendehunshi,tamenbizhelusuitabaqulelusuitama,erwomazaiyicishangxinyujuehezuijiudeshihouyujianlewoba。
然后有了我。
womadefumujuedezijidenverdiuletamendelian,bizhewomahewobajielehun。
womahenwo,youbunengnongsiwo,houlaitazhongyuaodaowobashentibuxinglesile,pobujidaidihelusuitabazhongxinyoulejiaoji。
bishilusuitabamahaimeiyoulihun。
lusuihenwomen,tajuedeshiwomuqinhaidetafumuliyi,haidetamabianchenglezhinengzhuzailiaoyangyuanderen。
takanzaitabademianzishangbuganbaofuwoma,suoyiduiwomeiyouhaolianseshenzhiqifuwo。
qichuwojuedeshiwomadecuo,suoyiyizhiqianjiuta。
houlaitajianwoqinmayebudaijianwo,yushijiabeidibaofuwo。
erwoconglaimeiyouxuanzefankang。
womeiyoutuilu,wuchukequ,womeiyourongshenzhisuoyemeiyouhaowuyuanzezhanzaiwozheibianderen。
我一无所有。
tazaixuexiaoliyihubaiying,tahuiranghenduorenhanwoxiaosandenver,huilelingwobangtamenpaotuixiezuoyedaolajiganxuduoshi,huipowoshui,sawoyishendefenbihui。
huirangsuoyourendoubuyaoliwo,buyaohewoshuohua。
ziconglaidaolucheng,womeiyoujiaodaoguoyigepengyou。
xiaohaiziqifuren,youshihouhuayangbidarenhaiduo。
woyecengxiangguobazheixieshigaosumuqin,danwomashuo:“niananjingjingdidaizailujia,hexiaosuihaohaoxiangchu,womeirangniesidongsizainineige**fuqinjiali,woyijingduinirenzhiyijinle,buyaojiwohenilushushutiandu。”
“shenshangliuzhe**dexue,jiuhuogaibeiqifu。”
wogangxiangkaikoushuohua:“keshi......”
womayijingzhuanshenlikaile。
keshi,woshenshanglingyiban,bushinijiyuwodema?
shuowofuqinshi**,keshiweishenmewoyinxiangli,fuqinhenhaoni?
duinihenhao,duiwoyehenhao。
zheiyangyizhidaowoshiliusui,kaoshanggaozhongneiyinian。
lusuiruyingsuixing,zaicihewoyiqishangleluchengyizhong。
kewomingmingwokandaotadegaozhongzhiyuanbushizheigexuexiao,womingmingxuanlehetajieranxiangfanlilujiahenyuandezhongxue。
tazaikaixueneitian,zhanzaixuexiaodamendelanganpangbian,duizhewoxiao:“qiaonian,niyiweikeyizanshibaituowolema?zuomeng。”
“qiaonian,wozhenshixihuankannibeiqifudeshihoubuganxinyoubunengbawozenmeyangdeyanshen,meileni,wogaozhongsannian,gaiduowuliaoa。”
“nijiuzhinengzaiwoshenbian,beiwoqifu。”
wokanzheyanqianlusuidechunbanyizhangyihe。
如坠冰窟。
woyiweihaiyaozaiguosannianhecongqianyiyangderizi,ruguomeiyouyujianjiangzhiyedehua。