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lusuishiwomaerhunduixiangdeerzi,renshitadeneinian,woshisansui。

陆随只比我大半岁。

womahelusuitabaqingmeizhuma,huxiangxihuanlehenjiuhenjiu。

dannaibuguolujiagenbenbutongyitamendehunshi,tamenbizhelusuitabaqulelusuitama,erwomazaiyicishangxinyujuehezuijiudeshihouyujianlewoba。

然后有了我。

womadefumujuedezijidenverdiuletamendelian,bizhewomahewobajielehun。

womahenwo,youbunengnongsiwo,houlaitazhongyuaodaowobashentibuxinglesile,pobujidaidihelusuitabazhongxinyoulejiaoji。

bishilusuitabamahaimeiyoulihun。

lusuihenwomen,tajuedeshiwomuqinhaidetafumuliyi,haidetamabianchenglezhinengzhuzailiaoyangyuanderen。

takanzaitabademianzishangbuganbaofuwoma,suoyiduiwomeiyouhaolianseshenzhiqifuwo。

qichuwojuedeshiwomadecuo,suoyiyizhiqianjiuta。

houlaitajianwoqinmayebudaijianwo,yushijiabeidibaofuwo。

erwoconglaimeiyouxuanzefankang。

womeiyoutuilu,wuchukequ,womeiyourongshenzhisuoyemeiyouhaowuyuanzezhanzaiwozheibianderen。

我一无所有。

tazaixuexiaoliyihubaiying,tahuiranghenduorenhanwoxiaosandenver,huilelingwobangtamenpaotuixiezuoyedaolajiganxuduoshi,huipowoshui,sawoyishendefenbihui。

huirangsuoyourendoubuyaoliwo,buyaohewoshuohua。

ziconglaidaolucheng,womeiyoujiaodaoguoyigepengyou。

xiaohaiziqifuren,youshihouhuayangbidarenhaiduo。

woyecengxiangguobazheixieshigaosumuqin,danwomashuo:“niananjingjingdidaizailujia,hexiaosuihaohaoxiangchu,womeirangniesidongsizainineige**fuqinjiali,woyijingduinirenzhiyijinle,buyaojiwohenilushushutiandu。”

“shenshangliuzhe**dexue,jiuhuogaibeiqifu。”

wogangxiangkaikoushuohua:“keshi......”

womayijingzhuanshenlikaile。

keshi,woshenshanglingyiban,bushinijiyuwodema?

shuowofuqinshi**,keshiweishenmewoyinxiangli,fuqinhenhaoni?

duinihenhao,duiwoyehenhao。

zheiyangyizhidaowoshiliusui,kaoshanggaozhongneiyinian。

lusuiruyingsuixing,zaicihewoyiqishangleluchengyizhong。

kewomingmingwokandaotadegaozhongzhiyuanbushizheigexuexiao,womingmingxuanlehetajieranxiangfanlilujiahenyuandezhongxue。

tazaikaixueneitian,zhanzaixuexiaodamendelanganpangbian,duizhewoxiao:“qiaonian,niyiweikeyizanshibaituowolema?zuomeng。”

“qiaonian,wozhenshixihuankannibeiqifudeshihoubuganxinyoubunengbawozenmeyangdeyanshen,meileni,wogaozhongsannian,gaiduowuliaoa。”

“nijiuzhinengzaiwoshenbian,beiwoqifu。”

wokanzheyanqianlusuidechunbanyizhangyihe。

如坠冰窟。

woyiweihaiyaozaiguosannianhecongqianyiyangderizi,ruguomeiyouyujianjiangzhiyedehua。