【jiuwo……cuixi,jiuwo!】
wokanzheduanxinshangdexiaoxi,youxiexinjingdanzhan,faxiaoxiderenshiwoyiqianzaihuisuozuihaodejiemeiliyunxi,ershijianshiliugexiaoshiqian,danwomeikanjian。
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zicongjinzhubaoletahou,bianduanjueletasuoyoudebusanbusideguanxi,weidejiushirangtacongciyihouganganjingjingde,zheibusanbusideguanxiyebaokuowo。
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suansuanshijianyeyouliangnianle。
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“hu——”nanrendeyanwupenzaiwodelianshang,wobeimileyanjing,yishizhengbukaiyan。
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nanrendixiaoyisheng,weishadesangyinzaiwoerbiancaguo,“zaixiangshenme?”
我朦胧地睁开眼。
qinglengdedengguangxiazhaozheneizhanggongzigedelian,tahunshenshangxiachuanzhemingguidexizhuang,shuzhesanqicebei,meigugongzhang,yanmouqiheiqueqinzhesanfenqingyu,xiangxiaohaizhaozhelewanjuside,bawanzhewodeqiu。
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womenzheigexingyedenvren,bujiangjiuaiqing,zhijiangroutihejinqian,ruguonenggenyigezhangqibaozijidenanrenyebimeitiangenbutongdenanrenzhanzhuanyaohao,bijingwomenyepadebing,yexiangyaogewending,neipawumingwufen。
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“meishenme……”woyazheshenghui。
nanrenruoyousuosidedalianglewoyiyan,ranhouneishuangdashoujiuyanzhetuigenwangshangzou,tadeshoufajihao,buguosanliangxiajiuwandewoliuleyichuangdeshui。
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都说表子无情。
wochengrenwoshigexinyingderen,danliyunxibuyiyangde。
dengdaoliangxianshengzhunbeidandaozhirudeshihou,wobuyouzhuazhuleta。tamouguangbanmidekanzhewo,wohaishirenbuzhudao,“baoqian,liangxiansheng,wolinshichuledianshi,zheiciwojiubushouniqianle,nengbunengrangwoxianzou……”
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erminajieyeshuole,sihouhaolezheiyici,zheiweiliangxianshengdagailvhuibaoyangwole。wozheiyishuochukou,kongpayihouzheiweiliangxianshengbudanbubaoyangwo,kenengyihouyebuhuizaidianwole。
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danliyunxizhendebuyiyang。
liangxianshengshouzhiqingweipanfushanglewodelian,wojiemaofazhandekanzheta。
tadeyanjingxiangshidongrilihantan,dingdewofaliang。
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“nishibushimeinongqingzijideshenfen?”nanrensangyindaizheyayijineiruoyouruowudeboliang。
wozizhilikui,zhinenghulundidao,“duibuqi,shizaiduibuqi……”
liangxianshengkanlewoyiyan,neiyiyanjishen,wokanbutou。
“你走吧。”
tashuoxiazheisangezi,shenzhidoubuyuanyikanwoyiyan。womingbai,wohezheiweiliangxianshengkongpazaiyemeiyourenhedekeneng。
wolianmangchuanhaoyifu,chaotajuleyigong,yaxiaxinzhongdesuanzhang,jinliangchengkendao。“xiexieliangxianshengdelijie。”
tajiaqileyan,huifulewangchangdejinguilengmo,“gunba。”
淡淡的两个字。
wocaganleyanjiaodelei,zoulechuqu,kebuzhidaoweihe,zouchufangmendeneiyike,xinqueyouxiesuanse,xiangshishenmedongxibeichoukongyiyang。
xiangwozheizhongrengenbenmeizigeguanxinzijideqingxu,wohuangmangdenachushouji,daledianhuajiliyunxi,jiedianhuadeneitouqueshiyiyuan。
wobuzhidaohuailezenyangdexinqingquleyiyuan,dengwodaodeshihou,kanjianleyigemianmuquanfeideliyunxi。
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liyunxikanjianlewo,duishishangdeneiyiyan,wohaimeishuohua,tadeyanjingxianhongle。
tameiyouguaiwomeiyouzaodiankandaotadexiaoxi,ershidao,“cuixi,woxiangnile。”
neiyike,wodeyanleizhongyukezhibuzhudeluoxia,liangnianmeijiandejiemeijingranluoderujinzheifumoyang,yaoshiwonengzaodiankandaotadexiaoxi,huibuhuijiubuhuibianchengzheiyang?
wogenliyunxishuolehaojiudehua,lejietazheiliangniandexianzhuang,yuanlaitagendenanrenbushiyibandejinzhuershizhenggedongnandiquzuiyouquanshidezhoujia,xianrenzhoujiadeershaoye,zhouminsheng。
zhouminshengduitajihao,shenzhishinaduinvpengyoudebiaozhunyangzheta,jiulianneixieshangliuyanhuidouhuidaizhetachuxi。
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tafanlewomenxingyededaji,jiushijinzhudonglexin。
erjiuzaibangeyueqian,zhouminshengdeweihunqihuiguole,neijihushiheliyunxizhangdeqifenxiangdelian。erzhouminshengyetichuleheliyunxijieshuzheiduanguanxi。
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erhoumiandeshiqingliyunxibuyuanyihewoshuole,zhishizaiwozouzhiqian,tagenwoshuoleyijuhua,“cuixi,yongyuanbuyaoaishangjinzhu,yongyuanbuyao……”
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diertianwohuidaolehuisuo,minajiegaosuleyigexiaoxi。
liangxianshengbaoyangleyigenvren。
neigenvrenwoyerenshi,shichulewoyiwai,tadiandezuiduodenvren,jiaoqiangwei,zhenmingwoyebuzhidao。
danneiyikewozhidao,wogenliangxianshengshichedimeixile。