第一章
1983nian，beichengjunqujiashuyuan，beiyigejingtiandongdidexiaoxizhakaileguo。
霍薇薇团长自杀了。
jiuzaitachulianbaizhitingdezanglizhihou。
tingshuo，baizhitingsiqiantuorenjitadaileyijuhua：“weiwei，ruguorenyouxiabeizi，woxiwangwonengchengweinidezhangfu。”
ranhou，neigezairenqianyongyuanqinglengzichi、rushandianbaixuebandehuotuanzhang，jiuzhendegenzhequle。
liuxiadeyishuzhiyouyiju：“hao，woxianzaijiulaizhaoni，womenxiabeiziyongyuanzaiyiqi。”
jiangyuechuanzuoweihuoweiweidezhangfu，hunhuneedicaochiwanleliangchangzangli。
taxianggebeichoukonglelinghundemuou，jixiediwanchengzheyiqieliucheng，zhidaokanzheneijubinglengdeguanmubeihuangtuchediyanmai。
xin，haoxiangyijingbuhuitongle，zhishengxiamamudekongdong。
zanglijieshu，tashihunluopodiwanghuizou，meikanqinglu，yiliangjichidekacheyingmianerlai。
“砰！”
juliedezhuangjiganzhihou，shiwubiandeheian。
……
zaizhengkaiyan，yingruyanliandeshiyipiancimudehong。
shuangxizitiezaichuangshang，zhanxindetangcipen，yinzheyuanyangdehongmaojin……haiyou，zhanzaitamianqian，chuanzhezhanxinjunzhuang，shenzitingtingyuli，quemianchenrushuidenvren，huoweiwei。
jiangyuechuanmengdizuoqishen，nanyizhixindikanzheyanqiandeyiqie。
zheibushi……tadexinhunyema？
他重生了？
zhongshenghuileshinianqian，tahehuoweiweidexinhunzhiye？
huoweiweikanzhetajingyibudingdeshense，weiweicumei，kaikou，shengyinshiyirujiwangdeqingleng：“jiangyuechuantongzhi，womenjiranyijingjiehun，youxiehua，woxiangzaikaishiqianshuoqingchu。”
tadunledun，muguangchenjingquebinglengdikanzheta：“woxinliyoubieren，zheinishizhidaode。zaiwomeiyoubaxincheditengganjingzhiqian，nibukeyipengwo。zheishiduiwodefuze。”
yiziyiju，heshangbeiziyimoyiyang。
jiangyuechuandexinkouxiangshibeizhenhenhenzhaleyixia，fanqijianruidetengtong。
shangbeizi，tajiushizheimeshuode。
ranhou，taxinle，tadengle，tapanle，tayongjinleshinianguangyinquwutaneikebinglengdexin，jieguoni？
jieguodengdaodeshitaweilelingyigenanrenxunqingzisha！
tadexin，conglaijiumeiyounapayisiyihaodejiaoluoshiliujitade，youhetan“tengganjing”？
真是天大的讽刺。
tagangyaokaikou，menwaijiuchuanlailejicudeqiaomenshenghetongxunyuanxiaozhangjiaojideshengyin：“tuanzhang！tuanzhang！buhaole！baizhitingtongzhizaiwaimianhexijiuheduole，naodelihai，qingxuhenjidong，kanzhebutaiduijing，nin……ninyaobuyaoqukankan？”
huoweiweilianseshunjianyibian，xiayishijiuyaomaibu，queyouxiangshituranxiangqishenme，yingshengshengdunzhujiaobu，daizheyisibuyichajuedeyouyukanxiangjiangyuechuan。
shangbeizi，jiangyuechuanbianshizaizheigeshihoukouzhuletadeshouwan，yuqidaizhejifenyinrendeqiangying：“weiwei，jintianshiwomenxinhunye，niyaoshizoule，wojiangyuechuanmingtianzaijiashuyuanzenmetaitouzuoren？wozhidaonixinlizhuangzheta，danjiuzheiyitian，ninengbunengjiwoliujifennanrendelianmian？”
ranhou，huoweiweiyouyu，zuizhongliuxia。
danzhihoubaizhitinghuiyinweizuijiushizuluoshuizhuyuansanyue。
erzheibizhang，tahuisuanzaitajiangyuechuantoushang，congciduitagengjialengdan。
所以，这一世……
jiangyuechuanhoujiedongledong，jiangxintoudemenyiyaxiaqu，lianshangmeishenmebiaoqing，zhikaikoudao：“niqukankanba，wozheibianmeishenmeshi。”
huoweiweichedilengzhule，zhangjiexiadeyanmoulimanshicuoe。
tayuanyiwei，jiusuantabuzhibaizulan，zhishaoyehuiliuluchujifenbukuai。
kejiangyuechuanjiuneiyangzhanzhe，shenzitingba，shensepingjingderangtayouxiemosheng。
“你……不生气？”
taxiayishiwen，shengyinbipingshiruanlexie。
“youshenmehaoqide？”jiangyuechuandandanfanwen，“bijingshirenmingyaojin，niganjinguoqu，biedanwule。”
huoweiweikanzhetalengjingshenzhiyouxieshulidemianrong，xintouneiguyiyanggangengzhongle。
dantaguaxinbaizhiting，laibujixixiang，zhicongcongdiuxiayiju：“woququjiuhui。”
biandabuliuxingdilikailexinfang。
kanzhetahaobuyouyuxiaoshizaiyesezhongdebeiying，jiangyuechuanlianshangneidianqiangchengdepinghezhongyutunqu，yandizhishengxiazangbuzhudechenyu
shangbeizi，tazaihebianyouyongshiwuyizhongjiuxialeshizuhualuodehuomu。
huomuhenxihuanta，yinglazhetahuijia，feiyaorangtazuonvxu，hainachulehuoweiweidezhaopian。
tabenlaishixiangwanjude，keyiyankandaozhaopianshangneigemeiyanjuanxiuquetouzheguliluoyingqi，hunshensashuangdenvren，tadexinjiuloutiaoleyipai。
jiuneimeyiyan，talunxianle，guishishenchadidayingle。
taneishibingbuzhidao，huoweiweizaoyihebaizhitingziyoulianailehaojinian。
shihuomuyisixiangbi，jianjuebutongyitamenzaiyiqi，huoweiweizuizhongaobuguomuqin，cairentonghebaizhitingfenshou，jialetazheigemuqinrendingdezhangfu。
yinweizheicengyuangu，huoweiweicongjiehundiyitianqijiuduitajiweilengdan。
tasuiranyexixutahebaizhitingdeaiqing，danmuyichengzhou，tajichengletadezhangfu，jiuyixinyiyixiangduitahao，shewangzhenengyongzhenqingwuretadexin。
keshinian，zhengzhengshinian，tahuanlaidequeshitajuejuedexunqing。
huoxu，zheicizhongsheng，jiushilaotianyekanbuguoyan，jitayigejihui，rangtachediqingxing，chengquantamenneiduikumingyuanyang，yefangguotaziji。
zheiyiwan，huoweiweimeiyouhuilai。
jiangyuechuanyemeiyoupairenquzhao，tashenzhishuidechuhuyiliaodeanwen。
diertianyizao，tiangangmengmengliang，tajiuqishen，zhijiequlequminzhengju。
gongzuorenyuankanzhejiehunzhengshangzuotianderiqi，youkankanyanqianzheigemianrongqiaocuiqueyanshenjiandingdexinlangguan，manlianzhenjing：“jiangyuechuantongzhi？ni……nizuotiancaihehuotuanzhangjiehun，zenmejintianjiulaishenqingqiangzhilihun？”
jiangyuechuanzhidao，putongdeliyougenbenwufazaicishilihun，youqiduifanghaishiweigaoquanzhongdetuanzhang。
taxinyiheng，chuixiayanjie，yongyizhongnanyiqichideyuqidishengdao：“tongzhi……wo……wobunengrendao……”
gongzuorenyuanshunjiandengdaleyanjing，lianshangshanguotongqing、leranheyisiganga，taidulikeruanhuale：“yuan……yuanlaishizheiyang……ai，zhenshi……womingbaile。”
zheigeliyou，zuyirangrenhezuzhichuyu“baohunvxing”dekaolverpizhunlihun。
baogaohenkuaibeishouli，gongzuorenyuangaosutaxuyaodengdaiyiduanshijianshenpi。
nazheshoulihuizhi，jiangyuechuanxintouneikuaijushizongsuanluoxialeyiban。
zouchuminzhengju，tagandaoyizhenxutuo，bianzaifujindeyigezaodiantanzuolexialai，xianghewanrezhouhuanyihuan。
gangzuoxiameiduojiu，lianggeshuxideshenyingjiuchuxianzailezaodiantanqian。
是霍薇薇和白致廷。
huoweiweixizhidigenlaobanbaozhebaizhitingdexihao：“yiwandoujiangbuyaotang，lianggenyoutiaoyaoxianzhade，taweibuhao，lianglebuchi。”
neishurentitiedemoyang，shijiangyuechuanshangbeizikeqiuleshiniandouweicengdedaoguode。
tayizhuantou，kandaolezuozaineilidejiangyuechuan，lengleyixia，suijimeitouweicu：“nizenmezaizhei？”
jiangyuechuanchuixiayanmou，bikaitadeshixian，qingshengdao：“chulaibandianshi，shunbianchigezaofan。”
huoweiweikanzhetapingjingdeyangzi，youkanleyiyanshenpangliansehaiyouxiecangbaidebaizhiting，xiangshijieshibankaikoudao：“zuowanmeihuilai，shiyinweizhitingjiujingzhongdusongyiyuanle，tashenbianmeirenzhaogu，wozaiyiyuanpeileyiwan。”
baizhitingyeshishiluchuyifuqianjiudemoyang，yuqiquedaizhejifenkeyidewenhe：“jiangtongzhi，shizaiduibuzhu，raolenidexinhunye……”
“meiguanxi。”jiangyuechuandaduanta，yuqiyijiupingdanwubo。
huoweiweidemeitoucudegengjinle。
tayuanyiwei，jiangyuechuanjiusuanbunao，yegaiyoujifennanrenyingyoudezhanyouyuhezaiyi。
jiangyuechuandezheizhongguofendadu，rangtaxinlimomingdiyouxiebushufu，shenzhiyouyisi……buman。