tazhandouzheshouzhi,jianglimianzhediedexinzhichoulechulai。
展开。
yingruyanliande,shisunianneiyinweixuruoheshoudouerxiandegewainiuqu、queyibiyihuaxiedejiqirenzhendeziji:
爸、妈:
dangnimenkandaozheifengxindeshihou,niannianyinggaiyijingquzhaonimenle。duibuqi,haishimeinenghuochengnimenxiwangdeyangzi……
youxieshi,woyeshiganggangzhidao。yuanlaiwohaiyouyigejiejie,jiaolinwan。tahenhao,henwenrou。kexi,womeinengjiantayimian……
ba,wobuguainile。daizhewohemamalikai,niyidingyehentongkuba?xianzai,womendouquzhaojiejiele,yijiaren……shibushijiunengtuanjule?
ma,biedanxinwo。wozhishi……youdianlei,xianghaohaoshuiyijue……
bieweiwonanguo。zheili……tailengle。
信很短,字字泣血。
meiyoutifuchengyu。meiyoutineisanniandehunyin。meiyoutiweiai。meiyoutirenhetongkuheyuanhen。
zhiyouduicongweimoumiandejiejiechilaide、daizheyihandewenhou,duifuqinchilaide、daizhebeimindeyuanliang,duimuqinwujindesinian,heyizhong……chedifangqi、zhixiangguiqudepibeiyujietuo。
“zheili……tailengle。”
zuihouwugezi,xiangyibacuiledudebishou,henhentongjinlefuchengyudexinzang!shunjianxianxuelinli!
taniezhexinzhideshoujuliedizhandouqilai!zhiguanjieyinweiyonglierfachukepade“gege”sheng!yigumiedingdehanyi,congjiaodibanshunjiancuanbianquanshen,dongdetalinghundouzaizhanli!
太冷了……
shita!shitazheisannianlairifuyiridebingleng、moshi、xiuruheneiyuanyuzerende、haowuwendude“zhaogu”,jiangtadexin,jiangtadezhenggeshijie,doudongchenglebingku!
tayiweiwanchenglelinwandeyiyuan,tayiweijiletawuzhishangdebaozhangjiushi“zhaogu”。tachenjinzaishiquzhiaidetongkuheduita“paoqizhe”shenfendeyuanhenli,congweizhenzhengkanguotayiyan,congweishitulejieguotafenhao!tayongzuicanrendefangshi,jiantazhetadezhenxin,cuihuizhetadezunyan,jiangtayidiandianbirujuejing!
erdangtazhongyubeineikouxianxuejingxing,beineifengyishubandexinhenhencichuanxinzangshi,yiqie……sihudoutaiwanle。
talianhen,doulandehentale。tazhixianglikai,likaizheigeyoutaqinshoudazaode、binglengchegudeshijie。
“sunian……”fuchengyudeshengyinposuibukan,daizheyizhongbinsibandesiyahejudadekonghuang。tamengdipudaochuangbian,shuangshouzhandouzhexiangyaozhuazhutabinglengde、shoudezhishengxiagutoudeshou,queyoupazijidechupenghuijingxingta,huirangtagengjiayanehekangju。
“bieshui……niannian……bieshui……”tayuwulunci,congweiyouguodehuangluanrangtashiqulesuoyoudelengjinghezichi,xianggewuzhudehaizi,“nikankanwo……wocuole……wozhendecuole……wobugaineiyangduini……wo……”
bingchuangshangdesunian,yanjiejiqiweiruodizhandongleyixia,sihubeitadeshengyinjingrao。tajiqihuanmandi、jiqifeilidixiankaileyixianyanlian。
neishuangcengjingshengmanaiyi、houlaizhishengxiajuewanghekongdongdeyanjing,cikerutongmengchendeliuli,shixianmeiyoujiaojudiluozaifuchengyuneizhangxiemanletongku、huihenhejudakonghuangdelianshang。
tadezuichunjiqiqingweididongledong,sihuxiangshuoshenme。
fuchengyudexinshunjiantidaolesangziyan!tapingzhuhuxi,coudegengjin,shengpacuoguotarenheyigeweiruodeyinjie。
“冷……”
yigejiqiqingwei、jihubeihuxishengyangaideziyan,congtaganliecangbaidechunjianpiaolechulai。
xiangyipianxuehua,luozaiguntangdexinshang,shunjianronghua,zhiliuxiacigudebingliang。