宁宁,只愿你安宁第1章

wozaishibasuineinianjiuaishangleta,suoyiwobiaobaile。

tashuotaxihuanwodeyanjing,quewanzoulewodeyanjingjilelingyigeren。

houlaiwocaizhidao,wozheishuangyanjingxiangjileneigeren。

houlai,wosizaileneigeyangguangmingmeidechuntian,

taqueguizaiwodemuqiantongku。

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woxihuanzuozaitaixiakanzheneigecaihuahengyideshaoniandafangguangcai,

erwozhishichengqianshangwandeweitaguzhangzhongdeqizhongzhiyi。

tadeyanjingyizhikanzhetaixiadeyigeren,neigeyanshenshishenqingde,hanqingmaimaide,

wozhidaoneibushiwo,shiluxuejie。luxuejieshiwomenxuexiaoyoumingdecainv,yeshilujiadeda**。

erwo,zhishiyigeputongdexiaotouming,yigezhiganyangwangzhetadexiaotouming。

wohuitoutouhuahaoduotadexiaoxiang,tiemanwulipobaideqiangbishang,shenzhiweitazuoleyibenhuace。

zaiwodemengli,wohuizisidiyutagongbaitou,danwozhidao,zheizhishiyichangkong。

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daxueyaobiyele,wobuxiangrangzijideqingchunliuxiayihan,wonazheneibenhuacetoutoudizhaodaoleta,

「shenhuaizhixuezhang,woxihuanni!」wodizhetou,lianhonghongde,woshenzhibugantaitoukanta。

「nitaitou。」wotingdaoshaoniandanmodeshengyin,woyouyuzhetaiqitoulai。

wokandaotakanwodeyanshenmingxianzhenglengleyixia,takanzhewodeyanjingwenwo,「nijiaoshenmemingzi?」

woneixinyizhenjidong,tawenwojiaoshenmemingzile,shixiangyaorenshiwoma?shixihuanwolema?

woyizhizhuneixindeqiexi,hongzheliangaosuta,「wojiaozhouningning。」

「zhouningning……」tanannandao,「nideyanjinghenpiaoliang。」

takuajianglewoyiju,woyixiazihonglelian,wocongweixiangdaonenghetadashanghua。

neitian,tashoulewodehuace,liujilewotadelianxifangshi,wojidongdeyiwanshangmeiyourumeng。

3

womenhenkuaizhuiruleaihe,wohuihuaxiahenduowomenmeihaodeshunjian,yehuihuaxiatachichikanzhewodeshihoudeneiyike。

zhibuguowofaxian,tameicikanwo,zhishikanwodeneishuangyanjing,woyiweineishishenqingdebiaoxian,ranerworuogannianhouxiangqilai,wodangshizhenshitaishale,juranhuixiangxintadeyanlideneishuangyanjingzhendeshiwo。

wobugumuqindequanzudayingletadeqiuhun,

「ningning,shenjiashizanmengaopanbuqidejiating,niyaoshijialequ,wanghoushouqifumamayeshimeiyoubanfadea。erqiewokanzhe,huaizhineihaizizongshiduiniyouyizhongshuobuchulaideganjue,buxiangshiai。」

wocongxiaohemamazhangda,womeiyoubaba,mamashiwoweiyideqinren,woconglaimeiyoufanboguotadeyisi,kezaineiyici,wojuranyinweizheijianshihetachaoleqilai。

「ma!ninbuyaoshuole,woaishenhuaizhi,tayeaiwo,woshifeitabujiade。ninquanbulewo。」

「nizheihaizi……」meidangzheishi,wodouhuidaduanta。

takanzhewoyilianguzhi,yeshimeiyoubanfa,zhishibutingditanqi。

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woheshenhuaizhijiehunle,womenjiehunneitian,yangguangmingmei,hewodangshidexinqingyiyang。wozhongyujiajilewoaideren,womenyidinghuixiangbanyishengde。mamameiyoulai,tashizhongbutongyizheimenhunshi,woluomoditanlekouqi,dengmingtianba,woyidinghuidaizhehuaizhiqukanwangmama。

womenzhengjuxingzhehunliyishi,wodeshoujituranxiangleqilai,woyikanshiyigemoshenghaoma,xinliyizhenyihuo。

「wei?」「nihao,shizhouningning**ma?」「dui,woshizhouningning,qingwennishi?」

「nindemuqinchulechehuo,ninxianzaifangbianlaiyitangma?」

wozhengzhule,duancuerjingluandihuleyikouqi,woshibushitingcuole……

「wei?wei?ninhao,zhounvshihaizaima?」woliansecanbai,zhijuedehunshenmaozhelenghan。

「nageyiyuan?」「zaishiyiyuan。」

wolianmangguadiaodianhua,xiangwaichongchuqu。shenhuaizhikandaowohoulanzhelewo,

「ningning,hunlimashangjiuyaokaishile,niyaoquna?」

wogandaohoulongbeishenmedushangleyiyang,duanduanxuxudishuozhe,「yiyuan……yiyuan……womama…tachulechehuo…」

shenhuaizhiyeshiyileng,ranhouganmangkaichedaizhewoquleyiyuan。

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wochongdaoneigebingfangwai,kandaobingfanglineigehunshenshixuedenvrenjiangyaobeimengshangbaibu。

woxiangshibeidianjileyixia,sizhibiandemamu。mama,woyaomeiyoumamalema?

wochongguoqubaneigebaibuxiankai,mozhemamadelianpang,「ma…nizhengyankankanwoama,nikannideningning,jintianhaokanma?wohaidengzhenizhufuwomenni!nizhengkaiyanjingama,nizhengkaiyanba!」

woganjuewoyaokudaodanaoqueyangle,yishengkanzhewoshuo,「nijiushizhouningning**ba,duibuqi,laiwanleyibu,zheishinimuqinqushiqianliujinideshouzhuo,tarangwomenzhuanjiaojini。」

yishengbaneigeshouzhuonachulai,worendeneigeshouzhuo,neishimamaweiyidejiazhuang,tashuoguo,zaiwojiehunneitianyaoqinshoudaizaiwodeshoushang,kanzhewojiaren。

keshi,wojiarenle,mamaquebuzaile……

shenhuaizhijiwodemamabanleyichangfengfengguangguangdezangli,tagaosuwoshuo,「ningning,yihouwojiushinideqinren。」

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womenxingfudiguoleyinianshenghuo,shenhuaizhihuipeizhewoyiqihuahua,yiqikanzhechuangwaifadai。

tahuizaiwohuahuahualeideshihoujiworourouyanjing,「kebiebawomenningningleihuaile。」

wogandaohentianmi,woyiweiwoyudaoleyishengdezhiai。

youyitianwomenzaichifanshi,tajiwobolexiafangzaiwanli。qishiwobuxihuanchixiade,buguotameicidoujiwobo,wodouhuichidejinjinyouwei,ranhougaosutahaohaochi。tameicidoushiyilianwenroudikanzhewo。

erzheici,wogangxiangbaxiachidaozuili,tingdaoshenhuaizhidedianhua**xiangqilai,wokanshangmiandebeizhu——luyao。

luyao,shiworenshideneigeluyaoma?wobenlaihaizaihuaiyi,kedangwokandaotalianseyibian,miaojiedianhuadeneiyike,wojiuzhidao,wocaiduile。

wokandaotahuangluandijieqidianhuaranhouzouxiangwaimian,zaitajiedianhuadeneiyike,wotingdaolimianneijuhenwenroudeshengyin,「huaizhi……」shiluxuejiedeshengyin,worendetadeshengyin。

woluomodidixiatou,manmanchizhewanlitajiwobohaodexia。luxuejiehuilaile……

guoran,dangshenhuaizhijieledianhuachulainaqilezijidedayi,wohenshaojiantazheimezhejiguoyijianshi。

「ningning,woyoushichuquyitang,nixianchifan。」

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shenhuaizhizouhou,zhiyouwoyigerenzaikongdangdangdefangjianli,

womomodichiwanlexia,xiangzheweizhideweilai,zhigandaomimangeryouwucuo。

mamazoule,wozaizheigeshijieshangyijingmeiyouqinrenle,ershenhuaizhijiushiwoweiyideqinren,

danshiruguotapaoqilewo……woniejinleshoulidekuaizi,wobuganxiangxiangwohuizenmeban。

shenhuaizhihuilaideshihouyijingshiwanshangle,takandaowodaidaidizuozaishafashang,guolaianweiwo,

「ningning,wozhidaoluyaohuilailenikenenghuinanshou,danshinixiangxinwo,wohuiduinihaode,nishiwodeqizi。」

wokanzhetadeyanjing,「zhendema?nibuhuipaoqiwo?」

shenhuaizhipengzhewodelian,zhenchengdishuozhe,「buhuide,ningning,wobuhuipaoqini。」

wolouzhuyanqiandezheigenanren,woduoxiwangtashuodeshizhende!

danshiwozhendebuqueding,woheluyao,zaitaxinli,sheiqingsheizhong……

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wokuaiyaoguoshengrile,shenhuaizhishuohaojintiangongzuohuilaiyaopeiwoyiqiguoshengri,

wozaichufangzuoleyixiawucai,baimanlezhuozi,xinlixiangzheshenhuaizhikandaohouhuiduomegaoxing。

wotianmidixiaozhe,ananjingjingdizuozaiyizishangdengzheshenhuaizhihuilai。

wodedianhuaturanxiangqilaile,womashangjieqilai,

「淮之……」

「wobushihuaizhi,woshiluyao。」wotingdaozheigeshuxideshengyin,shiluxuejie。

「luxuejie,nihao……」

「nijiushizhouningningba,huaizhixinqudeqizi。」

「dui,woshizhouningning,huaizhideqizi,luxuejieyoushenmeshima?」wozuanzheshoulideweiqun,shouxinliyijingmaolelenghan。

「tingshuonijintianguoshengri,womenlaidageduba。」wotingdaodianhualideluyaochuanlaiyizhenqingkuaideshengyin。

woyizhenjinzhang,「shenme……shenmedu?」

「wojiudu,nicaihuaizhijintianhuipeishei?」

wokuxiaoleyixia,danwoxinliyeshimeidi,「luxuejiezheijiushuoxiaole,jintianshiwodeshengri,woshihuaizhideqizi,huaizhidangranshipeiwole……」

「neixiaoxuemei,jiuzouzheqiaoba。」dianhuachuanlaiyizhenmangyin。

wotingdaokaimendeshengyin,shihuaizhihuilaile,tashoulitizheyigejiwomaidedangao。

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tazoujinlaikanjianwozuolezheimeyizhuozicai,xiangwangchangyiyangkuajiangwo,

「ningninghaobanga,juranzuolezheimeduocai………nizenmele,kanzheliansezheimebuhao。」

kanzhetazheiyangmingmeidexiaorong,woxinliturangandaowennuan,tayinggai,huipeiwodeba……

「meiyouhuaizhi,zheishinijiwomaidedangaoma?haohaokana!」

「duia,ningningchaikaixugeyuanwangba!」kanzheshenhuaizhiminglangdexiaorong,woyonglididiandiantou,「ngng!」

wogangchaikaibaozhuanghe,tingdaoshenhuaizhidedianhuaxiangqilaile,shenhuaizhinaqishouji,wokandaoshoujishangheranyoulianggezi——ayao。

tamenzheimeqinqiema?doubeizhuzhezheiyangdemingzi。woturanxiangqilaiwoheluxuejiedeneigedu,xinliyizhenhuang……

wokandaoshenhuaizhibianlebianlianse,ranhouzoudaoyangtai。

worenbuzhuyaozhexiachun,shouzhimosuozheyijiao。wobabaozhuangchaikai,chashanglazhu。

shenhuaizhichulaile,wokantadebiaoqinghenhuangzhang,wozhidaotaxianglikaile。wokuxiaoleyixia,

「huaizhi,wobadangaochashanglazhule,nipeiwoxugeyuanwanghaoma?」

shenhuaizhikanzhewoxiaodeyanjingwanwande,youyuzhedayingwo,「haoa……」

keshitameikandao,woyankuanglixumanlelei。

wokaishixuyuan,xiwangshenhuaizhihezhouningningyongyuanzaiyiqi。wozhidaozheigeyuanwanghenyoukenengbuhuishixian,danshi,danshiwozhiyouzheimeyigeyuanwang。

wozhengkaiyanjing,kanjianshenhuaizhiyizhijinzhangdikanzheqiangshangdezhongbiao。zhigandaoneixinyipianhuangliang,

shenhuaizhi,zaiwoxuyuandesanshimiaoli,nishizaipanzhewodeyuanwangnenggoushixian,haishizaidanxinzheweizhideluxuejie……

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shenhuaizhikanjianwozhengkaiyanjing,「ningning,wo……」

「nizouba。」womeiyoukanta,zhishimanyouyoudiqiezhedangao。

tayouyuzhe,zuizhonghaishizoule……woshude,haochedia。

wonachumamaliujiwodeneigezhuozi,caleyibianyouyibian,

wopingchangshibushededaide,pasunhuai。zheishimamaliujiwodeweiyidedongxile。

mama,wohaoxiangni,wohaoxiang…meiyourenpeiwole…

wodeleidizailezhengzaicashidezhuozishang。

zheijiexialaidejigeyueli,shenhuaizhijingchangchuqu,

wozhidaotashiquganshenme,woyebingbuxiangguoduoganshe。

zhiyaotanengpeizhewoba,woxinxiang,bijingwozaizheigeshijieshangyijingmeiyoukeyiyikaoderenle。

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woneitianxiabanhuijiadeshihou,kandaoluyaozuozaiwojiadeshafashang,

「你怎么来了?」

luyaokanjianwo,yifudachiyijingdeyangzi,「ya,ningningxuemeihuilaile。wobuxiaoxinbatuinongshangle,zhenghaozaizheifujin,jiuhehuaizhishuoleyixia,tajiudaiwohuilaichulichulishangkou。」

shenhuaizhizhengqiaozheihuierguolaile,shoulinazhedianfuhechuangkoutie。

「ningning,ni……nihuilaile。luyaoshoushangle,wojitajiandanchuliyixia。」

wodiandiantou,wusuoweile,wobuxiangguoduoganshe,tamenyihouzenyangwoyebuxiangguanle。

keshiwohuitoudeshihou,kandaowoneigeshouzhuodehezirengzaichajishang,woxinlidunganbumiao,

wodakaihezi,faxianlimiandeshouzhuobujianle!neishimamaliujiwoweiyideyiwua!

wojinwozheneigehezi,wodezhijianfanbai,sisididingzheluyao,

「luyao,wodezhuozini?!」wogandaowodelizhikuaiyaobeishaojinle。

「e,neigehezilidezhuozia,wobuxiaoxindasuile,wokanzheneigezhuoziyebuzhiqian,duoshaoqianwopeijinijiushile。」luyaoyundanfengqingdishuozhe,fangfoshitazhendebuxiaoxinyiyang。