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buyongkan，wojiuzhidaozheirenyouzenyangdepifu，zenyangdeyanmou，zenyangdebiaoqing。
woxinliyijing，bingbudasuantaitouyutaduishi，xiangtuichudiantidengxiayiban。
keshenhouyixingrenqishenghanwo，“saozihao！”
wozhijieyigedantiaotuihou，jiazhuanggenzheyigetongshidasuanzoulouti。
zouwan11lou，haimeilaidejichuanwanqi，jiubeijiaoqujilinshianpaidecaifangduixiangzuozhuangzaoqule。
daizhebuhaodeyugan，lazheyigejidongdexinrenxiaoguniangwendaodizenmehuishi，zuotianyemeitinglingdaoshuoshangwuyoucaifangya。
“jiejienibuzhidao？shichaohuodegyfleduilaijieshoucaifangya，tingshuowuzongjianzaiheleduitanhezuojiemu，taizhangyijinggaoxingdehebulongzuila。”xiaoguniangliuzhehalazichaozheyigefangxiangwangqu，haibuwangcuicuwokuaiquhuazhuangshi。
worenmingdinazhezaoxingyaoqiujinlehuazhuangshi，zuilimonianzhe，“liangtiaotuidenanrenrongyizhao，tiefanwangaogongzibuhaozhao......”
toukepo，xuekeliu，shoukefen，fanwanbukediu！
zhuangwandan，wojiuzhuandonglemenbashoukaimenjinqule。
里面，鸦雀无声。
wodizhetouyeganshoudaozheqiyabuduijing。
“saozihao！”youshiqishengdebijunxunxunliandihaizhengqidelimaochenghu。
meishijianjieshi，wodiantouxiangtamenshiyilexia。
huoqingzhigaoaodizuozaihuazhuangjingqian，tazaiquanzilishichulemingdegaolingzhihua，pingshi，yigeyanshenjiunenghetuijingyanbuzudegongzuorenyuan，wokandaotashenpangzhengzhanzhewodexiaozhulizhuzhu，yilianhuangzhang。
wowenqingyuanyou，yuanlaihuoqingzhishuoyaodengwozuozhuangzao，buxiangyaoxiaozhulijitanongtoufa。
wolakaihuazhuangbao，jiuzhijieshangkaishizhengqilai。
tademeimaoyouyiduanshijianmeixiule，wonazhedaopianzaitademeifengshangguadeshihou，xiangdaowocengshuotazheigerenjueqiangdigentademeimaoside，lingliyoubufutie。
huoqingzhiqingqingtiaolemei，youmashangshoulianlemuguang，chuixiayanmou，neiqinglengyipierangpangbiankanzhehuoqingzhifadaidezhuzhuyixiajingxing，zhandouzhebangwodigongju。
huoqingzhideyangmaonaqingguoqingchengxingrongyebuweiguo。
lianaichuqi，wozonghuaiyitaweishenmeduiputongdewodongxin？kexianglexiarenjiayemeishahaotuwode，jiujuedezijiyibeizideyunqidagaijiushiyujianhuoqingzhileba。
huoqingzhitingdaowoxiangfahoukaixinlehenjiu，haishuowoyouzuihuashe，buzhidaoshibushizhenxin。
wodexindangranshibizhenzhuhaizhen！
yushi，woweilezhengmingziji，chuchubaorong，shishiyitaweixian，zhidaowofaxianmeiciwodouhuisheqizijideganshou，qianjiutadeyiqie......
想想我也挺渣的。
kanzhehuoqingzhibukeyishidelian，qinglengyoududaodeqizhi，tazhanzainali，jiuhuichengweinalidejiaodian。
wofashiwoyaoaita、chongtayibeizi。neixindexiangfabuzhidaozenmehuishijiuzheimeshuochulezui。
“neijiejieyidingyaoshuodaozuodao，buranwokeshiyaoshouhuiwodeaidee。”huoqingzhijiaoaodihuiying。
neiduanshijian，wohaizaiherenjingzhengzhuangzaoshigangwei，jingranjuedeneijuanyeshiyijianqingsongdeshi。
keshijianyuejiu，huoqingzhidemaobingqueyuelaiyueduo。
gongzuoshang，huoqingzhiyijuhua、yigeyanshendoubuyuanfenjiren，ruguoyiqieshuntadeyi，tahuijizhubanfanghuohezuofangdailaijudadeliyi，ruguobushuntadeyi，tahuiyongjiujujueyuduifanghezuo，shuoyibuer。
kezailianaizhong，tayouzhejiqiangdekongzhiyuhezhanyouyu，haijingchangsajiao、shualai，bujinjiaorouzaozuo，haishifenbujiangli。