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huidaowuli，wozaichuangshangzuoleyihuier。
piankehou，wodakaideng，jiekailingkoudekouzi。
suoguchuzhengjingjingdiguazheyizhizhidixirunbainidehetiandiaozhui。
zheishinainailiujiwo，weiyideyijiandongxi。
womazaiwochushengshijiugenrenpaole，wobashigedugui，zheixienianyagenermeizenmezhaoguguowo。
woshinainaiyishoulachedade。
dangnianqishiwokaoshangdaxuedeshihou，nainaixiangguoyaobadiaozhuimailejiwonianshuyong。
keshineishihouwobaqianleyipiguduzhairengxiawomenliangbuzhidaoduodaonaerqule，yaozhaidetiantianduzaiwojiamenkou。
jishimailediaozhuiqianwoyeliubuzhu，kendinghuibeineixierenqiangzou。
zaishuo……nainaizhongbingnaeryequbule，woyebunengbatayigerenliuxia。
wohaijidenainailinsideshihou，yongzaojiukushoudezhishengxiayicengpideshoujinjinzhuaizhuwo，wushengdileiliuguotalianshangdegouhe。
guolexujiu，tacaiyongjinzuihoudeliqibadiaozhuigezaiwoshoushang：
“nannan……nainaiyihou，jiubunengpeinile。”
“zheigezhuizini、liuzhebangshen，bieku……kanjianta，jiuxiangkanjianwo、nainaiyongyuandoupeizheni……”
tamingmingdouzaozuichengneiyangle，linsizhiqianquehaizhiguzheguanianwo。
wonazheshoulidezhuizi，sisiyaozhuzuichunburangzijikuchushengerlai。
zheishinainaiweiyideyiwu，yeshitaliujiwozuibaobeidedongxi。
zheimeduonianlai，zainandeshihouwoyemeixiangguodongzheigediaozhui，meiciganjuezijiyaokangbuguoqudeshihou，wojiunachudiaozhuilaikanyikan。
wenrundeguangze，jiuhaoxiangnainaihaiwenroudizhushizhewoyiyang。
tashuo：“nannan，biepa。”
“奶奶还在呢。”
keshirujin，woqueyaobazheizhidiaozhuimaidiaole。
yeseli，wobalianmaijinquansuoqidexigaili，wushengsixinliefei。
nainai，duibuqi，shiwomeichuxi。
keshiwozhendebunengranglumiaozeguozhehewoyiyangderensheng。
……
我哭了不知多久。
banmengbanxingjian，wosihuganjuedaoyouyishuangcucaoerwenroudeshoucadiaolewolianshangdeleihen。
nainaideshengyinyirujiwang。
“meishidenannan，nainaibuguaini。”