(jianghuguiju,jiaonaozibusha。)
“jiege,nishuowodagetamenbuhuiyoushierba?”wangjianguomanliandanyou,kelianbabadiwangzhelinzongjie,yanshenzhongmanshijiaozhuoyubuan。
linzongjiekanzheyanqianzheifumoyangdewangjianguo,xinlitouneijiaoyigeyumen。
tazenmeyexiangbudao,buguojiushiheledianerxiaojiu,shuileyijue,xinglaizhihoujingmomingqimiaodichuanyuele。yuanshenyeshizaishidaomei,pingbaiwugu,shamaobingmeiyou,jiubeizijizhanjulezheifushenzi。
linzongjierenbuzhuhusiluanxiang,shuobudingyuanshenchuanyuedao21shijiquleni?yaoshiguoquzhihou,zaijiehelezijidejiyi,kandaoneilianbendailigaoda60wandefangdai,yezhinengxiwangtanengzugoujianqiang,chengshoudezhuzheituruqilaide“jingxi”le。
fangcai,linzongjieyijingwanquanxishouleyuanzhudejiyi。
yuanzhulinzongjie,1958nianchushengyutazhaicunlinshijiazu。
meicuo,jiushineigeshengmingyuanyangdetazhaicun,neigedongshulinyaodongsuozaidetazhai。
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keyuanzhujiyiliyemeigesuoyiran,linzongjiesilaixiangqu,bianyebuzaijiujie,xinxiangzhegujishiyuanlaibianjudeshulou,zijixinlimingbaijiuxing。bijing,chulebeifangyixiemeiyouzibeichuantongdejiazu,qiyuzhiyaoshitongyibeide,mingzilidaduohuiyouyigexiangtongdezi,yunianjidaxiaobingwuguanxi。
yuanshenlinzongjie,keshitazhailinshijiazuliduyiwuerdedaxuesheng。
dangshijiazuzaidangdishidanlibo,haowubeijingkeyan。weilenengrangjiazuyouchaoyirijueqi,daxuebiyehou,tayiranjuerandifangqiledanweifenpeidegongzuo,xuanzetoushenjunlv。
yaozhidao,zaineigeniandai,daxueshengqudangbing,neikeshirutongfengmaolinjiaobandecunzai。suoyi,wulunshiliandui,haishiyingli、tuanli,douduilinzongjiegewaikanzhong,zhijiejiujiletayige**paizhangdezhiwei。
linzongjieyemeiyougufuzhongrendeqiwang,pingjiezishenzhashidexueshi,yijineiguzibufushudewanqiangpinge,kekuxunlian,lianjiuleyishenguoyingdebenling。suishuohaidabudaobingwangneibandengfengzaojidechengdu,danzailianduidegexiangkaohezhong,tadouwenjuqianlie,chengjishifenyouyi。
zaitamenlianduili,youyiduixiongdi,wangjianguohewangjianjun。
yuanzhuduitamenbingmeiyoutebieshenkedeyinxiang,weiduduiwangjianjundenengliqinpeiyoujia。
jiunakaohelaishuo,chulewenhuakaohe,linzongjieganghuiyidaozheierdeshihou,zheshichileyijing——zheigeshiqijuranhaiyouwenhuakaohe。zaiwanghoukanjiyicaimingbai,suoweidewenhuakaohe,qishijiuleisisaomangbandeneizhongkaoshi。
erchulewenhuakaohezheiyixiang,qitasuoyoukemu,bulunshigerentineng,neiyaoqiuliliangyunailijianjudegaoqiangduxunlianxiangmu;haishijinshengedou,kaoyanshizhanjiqiaoyuyingbiannenglideduikangkemu;yihuoshiyundongsheji,xuyaojingzhunduyusuduwanmeijiehedeshejixiangmu;shenzhishibuzhi、chaijiedilei,guanhushengsiqiejishuhanliangjigaodezhuanyekemu,wangjianjunwuyibushidiyiming,kanchengquannengxingdezhandourencai。
danduiyurujinchuanyueguolaidelinzongjieeryan,zheilianggemingziyiyifeifan。
wangjianjun,neikeshichuanshuozhongdedikonga,duididiwangjianguodeaihuneishiwuweibuzhi。erwangjianguo,linzongjieyinxiangli,zaiqianshisihuchulemingzi,jiuzaimeishenmexifen,haoxiangdoumeiyouchuchangguo。
houlai,bianjingjushijinzhang,houziwuduantiaoxin,linzongjietamensuozaidebuduizuoweidiyipicanzhanliliang,yiwufangudikaifuzhanchang。
zaiyichangjiliedezhandouzhong,jushibenyijianjianwending,yiqundirenyijingjubaiqitoujiangle。
kesheinengxiangdao,qizhongyigehouzi”jingruciyinxianjiaozha,chenzhongrenbubei,turantaochushouqiang,miaozhunlewangjianguojiushiyiqiang。
shuoshichineishikuai,zhenghaozaiwangjianguoshenpangdelinzongjie,yanjiaopiejianzheiyimu,xiangdoumeixiang,fenlizongshenyiyue,jinjinbaozhuta,zaidishangjielianfangunlehaojiquan。zheiyifanjingxiandedongzuo,zongsuanshirangwangjianguokankanduoguolezheizhimingdeyiqiang。
haimeidenglinzongjiezhanqishenlai,buyuanchudewangjianjunkandaodidixianxianghuansheng,dunshishuangyantonghong,nuhuozhongshao,haobuyouyuditaishoujiushiyiqiang。bansuizheyishengqingcuideqiangxiang,neigetouxidehouzishunjiannaodaikaihua,yimingwuhu。
linzongjiexinliqingchu,zhanchangshangzheizhongqingkuang,mianduiyijingtoujiangdefulu,sizikaiqiangkeshidaji。bijing,youdaifulushiwomenyiguandezhengce。suiranzheigehouzitouxizaixian,danshiwangjianjunzhijiebaotou,haishiweifanlejilvde。
weilebaohuwangjianjun,yuanzhudangjiliduan,likezaineihouzishenshangyoubuleyiqiang。
suihou,taxunsusaoshileyiquanzaichangdesuoyouren,ruanyingjianshi,weibiliyou,rangzaichangdesuoyouren“xiangxin”shizijixiankaideqiang,wangjianjunshikandaozijikaiqianghou,chuyubaohuzijidemudecaigenzhekaiqiangde。
zheiyangdehua,yuanzhubawangjianjundezerenjiujidanguolaile。bijinglinzongjieshidaxuesheng,shi**paizhang,shizheigexiaoduidezhihuiguan,shangjiduidailinzongjiehaishihuiyouxieyoudaide。
jiexialaijiujiandanle,linzongjieyinweizhanchangzhihuibudang,daitouduifulukaiqiang,beidangchangtuiyi。
shouzhangmenyelijielinzongjiedezuofa,tamenyenengdiaochadaodangchudaodishisheixiankaideqiang,yaoshitamenzaichang,gujijiubuhuiyoufulule。
danshishiqingjiranyijingdaolezheigedibu,zhinengduilinzongjietamenjinxingchuli。
buguozaishouzhangmendezhouxuanxia,linzongjietamenduiwaishiyinweizhanhouxinlizonghezheng,yejiushichuangshanghouyingjizhangai(ptsd)demingyituiwude。
wangjianguoyikanpaizhanghaiyougegedoutuile,zijiyejiumeiyoushenmekeyiliuliandele,genghekuangtamenhaishiyinweizijicaibeituiyide。yushiyejiugenzhetuiyile。
haiyoujigedangshizaichangdezhanyou,juedebuduizheimezuoyouxielingrenshiwang,yegenzhetuile。
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shihou,lianzhangsixialicaiduilinzongjieshuodao,dangtian,zaineiminghouzibeiwangjianjunbaotouhou,tamenyinggaizhijiehenxiaxinlai,zheiyangdehua,jiumeiyourenzhidaotoujiangdeshiqingle。
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“nifangxinba,nigedeshenshounihaibuqingchu?budongqiangdeqingkuangxia,zanmen5gerenyiqishangdounabuxiata,genghekuanghaiyouxiaomatamensanxiongdigenzheni。”
linzongjie,chuanyueguolaidelinzongjiekanzhekelianbabadewangjianguoshuodao。