第一章畸形的关系
wozuoleyijianhuangtangshi,huaiyunqijianjuranbangwolaogongzhaonvren,wobeipanlezuzhimaiyinzui,erlaogonghexiaojie,quezaiwaimianxiaoyaozizai。
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tacongwojialikaizhihou,woliangyeyizhiyoulianxi,tazuodeneixieshiqingyebubihuiwo。
wozhidaotazaiyijiahuisuogongzuo,pingshibangkerensongsongjiu,ouerkerenjidexiaofeiduo,yeyuanyigenzhekerenchuqu。
yongtadehuashuo,jiushichenzhenianqingnengzhuanqianjinliangduozhuandian,dengzhuangouleqianjiuhuilaojia,zhaogelaoshirenjiale。
zheishiyigexihuanqian,youmeiyoushenmewenhuahejianshi,erqiebuzenmebihuinannvzhishidenvren,wozirenweinengkongzhizhuta,suoxingjiugancuitiaomingdao:“wojini6wankuai,nilaipeinigesangeyue!”
zhixuyaowangchuangshangyitang,sangeyuejiunengzhuan6wankuai,hutaodangranhenmanyi,genghekuangwolaogongzhangdehenshuai,tatangzaineiliyeshiyizhongxiangshou。
hutaojiuzheimezhujinlewojia,wanshangwoyigerenshuizaikefang,tamenlianggeshuizaizhuwo,womenjixingdeguanxijiucikaishile。
meitianyeli,wodounengtingdaolianggerendididejiaotansheng,xiangzhebenyinggaishishuyuwodelaogong,quegenbiedenvrenliaozhefenghuaxueyue,wodexinzhongjiuyizhensuanse。
haozaishijianjiule,woyejiumanmanshiyingle,bingqiezaixinzhongbutingdigaojieziji,zhiyaozaijianchijianchi,dengshenglehaizizhihou,jiuranghutaolikai,songzheyijiuhaishishuyuwode。
songzheyirujiwangdeneimeqiang,bayiqianduifuwodeshouduan,douzaihutaoshenshangyonglegebian。
gangkaishideshihou,hutaojiandaowohaibuhaoyisi,keshijianjiule,tayejiufangdekaile,shenzhidangzhewodemian,dougangenwolaogongqinre。
woshibuzenmexihuanzheiyangde,haozaihutaohaishitingyouyanlijiande,yebushizhizuochuangshangdeneidianshiqing,pingrilimianhaihuibangmangzuozuojiawu,shenzhihaihuibangmangzhaoguwo,peiwoliaotian。
tahaihuipeizhewoquchanjian,daizhewozuoyunqiyundong,houqiwodejiaogentuidouzhongle,tashenzhihuiqinzijiwotumoyaogaobangwoanmo。
yidanwoshentiyoushenmebushi,tashenzhiyaobiwolaogonggengjinzhang,zongzhitaneiduanshijianbawozhaogudefeichanghao,woshenzhidoujuede,meigeyuezhijirenjialiangwankuai,womenfuqiliangrenyiqizheimeyongrenjia,haoxiangyoudianbuhoudaole。
wolaogonggengshikaiwanxiaoshuo,dengyihouhaizishengchulaile,yidingyaorenhutaodangxiaoma。
zheiyangdehuawobingmeiyoufangzaixinshang,suiranhutaobawozhaogudehenhao,kewomenzhijiandeguanxizhongjiubuhaobaizaimingmianshang,suoyiwojuedingdengshengwanhaizizhihou,jiubahutaodafazou。
shijianguodehenkuai,yanchouzhewohuaiyunjiugeyuele,woyiweiyiqiedounenganzhaojihua,shunlidejinxingxiaqu,zhidaoyouyitian,jingfangdengmen,yizuzhimaizuijiangwojubu。
wobuqingchushisheijubaodewomen,gengbulijiewozhishibanglaogongzhaolegexieyudeduixiang,zenmejiugenzuzhimaiyinzuilianxizaiyiqile。
zuizhongjingguoyixiliedefalvchengxuhou,wodezuimingzuoshile,beipanchuyouqituxingwunian,huanxingwunian。
kanguanwodeyujinggaosuwo,wunianshizheigezuidezuidixingfa,zheiyijingshifaguankanzaiwohuailehaizidefenshangcaicongqingpanjuele,erqiehaishihuanxing。
“chuquzhihouhaohaobiaoxian,shenmedoubiexiang,xianbahaizishengxialai,batayangdaba。”
“rangwoshuonizheigenvrenyeshizhendesha,jiushizaizenmexihuannilaogong,yebunengbangzhetazuozheizhongshiqinga。”
“yihouduolejiedianfalvzhishi,renjiamaiyinhepiaochangchufandeshizhianguanlitiaoli,chengsijiushigexingzhengchufa。nishuyuzuzhimaiyin,shifanzui,yihouyaoliuandide。”
zaikanshousuodezheiduanshijian,fuzekanguanhezhaoguwodeyujingdajiebuzhiyicidezheiyangjiaoyuwo,yerangwoyishidaozijifandecuoyouduolipu。
haozaiyouhuanxingdecunzai,zhiyaowojiexialaidewunianbufanshenmeshiqing,jiubuyongdunjianyule。
panjuexialaidedisantian,wochuyule,laogonghehutaojiuzaijianyumenkoudengzhewo。
dengwoconglimianzouchulaihou,lianggerenjimangshangqianchanfuzhewo,hutaokanzhewogengshiyilianleishuidao:“jie,nishoukule!”
songzheyeyilianxintengdekanzhewodao:“laopo,rangnishoukule,nizailimianguodehaoma?”
qishiwoduizheilianggerenshiyouyuanyande,pingshenmesangerendeshiqing,zuizhongbeipanxingdezhiyouwoyige。
kerujinkanzhelianggerenneiyiliankuijiudebiaoqing,henduohuawodouwozaixinlimian,buzhidaogaizenmeshuochulaile。
youxiexinleidewobailebaishoudao:“suanle,xianhuijiaba,lingwaihutaonishoushiyixia,womenkongpameibanfajixuguyongnile。”
zheishiwozailimianjiuxianghaodeshiqing,jiranyijingbeirendingshangle,wojiubunengrangzheizhongguanxijixuxiaqu,fouzezaowanhaihuichushiqing。
kehutaoqueyilianjidongdeyaotoudao:“jie,nirangwoliuxiaba,zhishaoyeyaorangwozhaoguzhenichuleyuezi。nifangxinhaole,woyijingdatingqingchule,zhiyaowobushouqian,neizanmenjiubusuanshifanzui。yihounigendagexiangzenmeshihuanwodouxing,dengnichuleyuezi,wohuilikaide。”
shuowantayoubayizhangyinxingkasaijinlewodeshoulidao:“zheishizhiqianjiwodeliuwankuaiqian,woyifendoumeihua,liuzhejihaizimaidongxi!”