第1章

1983nian,shanghaigangkou。

“呜呜——”

mingdibuduanzuoxiang,liuxueguilaidelunchuantingkaozaigangkou。

xixirangrangderenquncongchuancangyongchu,sisankailai。

ningqinyaochuanzhebaichenyi,dalabaku,linzheyikouhesepixiang,duzizhulizaidukou。

她重生了。

zhongshengzaishangbeiziganggangliuyangguilaideershiliusui。

takanzhezhouzaoshuxiyoumoshengdeyiqie,xinqingfuza。

zuoweiyiminggongchengshi,taxinzhongyouyiguyouranershengdezihao。

yinweiershiduonianhou,tadezuguohuigengjiadefuqiangminzhu。

“宁沁瑶。”

yishengqingliedeshengyinchuanguocaoza,chuanjinerduo。

ningqinyaokanguoqu,jiujianyigechuanzhebanzhengjunzhuang,shencaigaotiaodenanren,zhanzaijiefangca-10kacheqian。

zhengshitadezhangfu,tangyanjun,xianrenhongjianlvtuanzhang。

zheishi,yuningqinyaojiebantongxingdetongchuangbujindaqu:“ningtongzhi,neibushininanrenma?zhidaonihuilaijiulaijieni,nimenzhenenaia!”

爱吗?

ningqinyaochuilechuiyanmou,meiyoushuohua,zhishikanzhenanrenchaozijizoulai。

shangbeizihetangyanjunjiehunliushiduonian,tayizhiweizhetazhuan,weitayunyulesangehaizi,taduizijiyeyizhijingzhongyoujia,shijunqudemofanfuqi。

kehoulaitatitazhengliyiwushi,jingfanchuletaduonianlaixiejichulianmengwanqueyizhimeijichuqudemianhuaixin,caizhidaotangyanjunyizhimeiyoufangxiatadechulian。

dangchuzhishiyinweimengwanchengfenbuhao,zhengshenmeiguo,tamencaimeinengjiehun。

ertahetangyanjundejianmianhejiehun,zhishiweiletadeqiantu……

“在想什么?”

tangyanjunwenzhe,zirandejieguoleningqinyaoshoulidepixiang。

zhangxinyikong,ningqinyaodexinyegenzheqifulexia。

takanzhetangyanjunyaoleyaotou:“xianshangcheba。”

shuowan,bianlvxianshangleche。

tangyanjunshenmehuadoumeishuo。

cheshang,ningqinyaowangzhetangyanjunlengyingdecelian,qianshifaxianzhenxiangshidesuanseheweiqudouyongleshanglai。

henkuai,tashouhuishixian,naodailideniantouyeyuelaiyueqingxi。

taxiangnongmingbaishangbeizishibushilindaosi,tangyanjundoumeiyouaiguoziji?

shishenjian,chetinglexialai。

shuxidehongzhuanfangyingruyanlian。

zheilibushijunqujiashuyuan,ershigongchengshisushe。

qianshitajiuyizhizhuzaizheili,zhidaohuaiyun,caibanjinjunqujiashuyuan。

jiantangyanjundakaichemenyaoxiache,ningqinyaokaikou:“woshinidejiashu,nandaowobuyongsuijunma?”

tangyanjunlengleyixiashuo:“jiashuyuantiaojianchaxie,yebufangbian。”

宁沁瑶没说话。

qianshitaganghuiguoshihetangyanjunyouxieshengshu,buxiangretayanqi,bianshenmedoumeiwen,quantingtadeanpai。

kexianzai,tabuxiangzuoyigeshenmedoubuzhidao,beimengzaigulideshazi。

“但我想去。”

duishizhong,tangyanjunshenshenkanletayiyan,chenmodiguanshangchemenjiangchekailechuqu。

ershifenzhonghou,jiefangca-10shirulejunqujiashuyuan。

tangyanjunnaleyaochidakaimen。

ningqinyaogenzaitashenhou,haimeijinmen。

jiujianwunei,mengwanyinglechulai:“yanjun,nihuilaile?”

jiandaotadeneiyike,ningqinyaodexintouxiangshibeizhongzhongchuileyixia。

neicengzhexiubuhaoxiangyixiabeijiekai。

tataitoukanzhetangyanjun,shengyinseran:“ta……jiushinishuobufangbiandeyuanyinma?”