第一章枯黄
dianhualingxiangqideshihou，wozhengfuzhechuangyankesou，xianhongcimudexuexiangshiyiduoduohongmeigui，zaicibaidizhuanhuranzhankai。
dianhuajietong，neiduanchuanlainanrenwenrunhaotingdeshengyin，hunzhesisidianliudezayin。
“程酥。”
我心颤了一下。
“嗯。”
“worengranbaochiwodexiangfa，ruguonineibianyoushenmekunnan，keyijishihewoshuo，ni......buyaoqingyifangqizhiliao。”
wokanzhedishangneitanxue，qingshengwen：“mudixuanhaolema？”
qiyanchenmolebanxiang，wotingdaoyifumocadeshengyin，haiyoumenbeiguanshangshiqingcuideshengxiang。
“nidaodiweishenmebuyuanyijixuzhiliaole？zhiqianbushihaohaodema？yiqiedouzaihaozhuan。”
weishenmeni？wocheqizuijiaoxiangxiao，yingjiewodeshigengjuliedekesou。
wowuzhezui，bashoujinayuanlexie，xuanyuncimudeguangcongchuangwaitoushejinlai，qiangliedeermingguanchuanzhenggeermohedanao。
woshuo：“feiaiwanqi......qiyisheng，woshifeiaiwanqi，womeiyoujitiankeyihuole。”
qiyanshigewenhederen，danwotingdaotadeshengyindaizhejifenjiqie。
“chengsu，nibuyuanyijieshouzhiliaodehua，wohuitongzhinidejianhuren......zheishiyiyuandeguiding。”
“qiyan。”wohanchutademingzi，daduantadehua，“niyaotongzhishei？chengyema？nishixianwoxianzairenrenhandadeshaole，haishijuede，chengyehuixintengwo？qiyisheng，wobuxiangziquqiru。”
wohechengyedefuqiguanxi，benjiumingcunshiwang。ruguobushichengmubawocaishichengjiaqianjindeshiqinggongzhiyuzhong，woxianzaidagaihuijiajiyigebanjieshenzidouyijingrutudelaonanren。
chengyeyebuhuizaichengjiarendebipoxia，hewojieweifuqi。gengbuhuidaorujin，xiangkanliangxiangyan。
“bijingfuqiyichang，cengjingyeliangxiaowucai，tabuhuizheimehenxinde，zuihouyicheng，nandaoniyaozijiyigerenzouma？”qiyandehuaxiangmimimamadezhangzhen，yixiayouyixiazhajinrou.ruandepizang。
wobishangyan，zaimanzhangdechenmozhong，wotingdaozijituoxiedeshengyin，qingqingde，xiangzhuobuzhudefeng。
“我会考虑的。”
dianhuabeiqingyiguaduan，zhangsaodeshengyincongwuwaiyinyinyueyuedechuanlai。
“susu，xiaochengdedianhuayizhizaixianglie，niyaobuyaonaqugongsijitaa？wodanxinyoushenmeyaojinshimeijishizhidao，neiyangkejiumafanle！”
程野的电话？
wodakaimen，kanjianzhangsaopengzhegeshouji，biaoqingdanyou。
shuoqilai，woyijingyoujiangjinbannianmeiyoukandaochengyele。
bannianqian，wobeiquezhenfeiaiwanqi，doushuoxinsiderenbuhuijupasiwang，danwohaoxianggaokanzijile，wohenhaipa，siwangdekongjuwushibukelongzhaozhewo，qiyishengshuohuijinlizhiliao，yaowoyidingxiangxinta。
woxiangnishuishizhuazhuleyigenjiumingdaocao，kuzherangqiyanyidingyaojiuwo，yizhidaoqianlianggeyue，qiyanshuobingqingehua，aixibaokuosanyanzhong，yaowuzhiliaoyijingmeiyouduodayongchule，zhinengzuoguchuanci。
woshuohao，yushiyouzuoleyigeduoyuedeguzhuanyizhen，meiyicidouhaotenghaoteng，woyigerenquyiyuan，youyigerentuozhechanruodeshentihuilai。
wojidegangzuoguchuancineihuier，haishiqiutian，yinxingyejincancandepuzaiyiyuandamenqiandeneitiaozhanglang，keshixianzaidouyijingdaochudongle，yinxingyexunsudeshuaibaikuhuang，sanfananwendeqiwei。
bannianshijian，wowushucixiangzhaojihuihechengyetanbai，ketabenlaijiubuaihuijiazhu，ouerpoyuyalihuilaijici，woyaomezaiyiyuanjieshouzhiliao，yaomezaichuangshanghunmibuxing。
huoxusiwangcaishijietuoni？wocongjieshouzhiliaoshijiuzaixiang。
yinweiguchuancishizaishitaitengle，tengdewobuxiangzaizuole，woyezaiyebuxiangyigerenzouneitiaozhangzhangde，yinxingshuzhijiandezhanglangle。
danqiyanshuodedui，fuqiyichang，wozongyaogaosuchengyezheijianshi，bunengzaituole。
wozhidaode，wozongshiduichengyehaibaoliuyisihuanxiang，huoxushiyinweinianshaoshi，tazongzitaiziyidangzaiwomianqian，dangzhuyiqiecaiyimanma，xiaoxinyiyideduiwoshuo，yaoyibeizibaohuwo。
wonaguozhangsaoshoulideshouji，xiaolexiao：“wolaixiangbanfa。”
dakaishouji，shoujisanfachengdeshangrouhedeyingyingguangmang，quejihucitongwoshuangyan，woxiayishibashoujiguanshang。
neiguxuanyundaoexindeganjuerutongfuguzhiqu，yidianyidiancanshijinshengdeqingxinghelizhi。
wocongweishewangguotadeshoujipingbaoshiwo。
danqimawoyecaibudao，shoujilitoukaozhetou，xiaodekaixindelianggeren，yigeshiwomingyishangdezhangfu，chengye，lingyigeshiwoyounianhaoyou，yusheng。
wopoqiedexiangwen，zheimexiangaineiweishenmebuhewolihunni？weishenmebubataquhuijiani？weishenmeyaohewohuxiangzhemoni？shiyinweifangbuxiachengshijiayema，haishihaishifangbuxiachengjiajinidezhuduoguanghuan？
chengyeachengye，wokuxiao，nizongzhangzhewoduinidexihuan，jiujiantawodezhenxin。
danshiyegongxini，wohuobujiule，wosile，nijiunengbanidexinshangrenquhuijiale，wozuoxiadezuinie，shibushiyenengliangqingni？
wobadishangdexuejishoushiganjing，ranhoubashoujizhuangjinbaoli，dasuanjitaqinshousongqu。
gongshihesishi，woxianglaifendeqingchu。