第五章
xiayimiao，wojiubeiyizhidashoutuidaozailedishang，gujingzhounumudengzhewo：
“hanyu，niganshenme！”
wozhizhesuileyididezhuozi：“nimeikandaoma？tabawomamadeshouzhuozahuaile。”
“han**nizaishuoshenmeya，zheizhuozishiwolaogongsongjiwode，zenmejiuchengnimamadedongxile？zheishangmianyemeixiezhenimamademingzia。”
linxinyueyilianwugudizhalezhayan，shuochulaidehuaquemanshichaofeng。
“nigaibuhuishijihenwojiajilejingzhou，suoyiguyizhaowodemafanba，kenimenlihunshiyinweinichuguizaixian，shinimeihaohaozhenxijingzhou，zenmenengguaiwoni。”
shuozhe，tajiutaochuyitazhaopian，ranhousaxiangkongzhong。
youyizhangzhaopianluodaolewojiaoxia，zhaopianli，wozhengzaigenyigenanrenshuoshuoxiaoxiaodezuozaikafeitingli，huamianhenweimei。
kezheigenanrenshigenwozuojiaoyidemaijia，wogentazhijianguoyimian。
meixiangdaobeilinxinyuepailexialai，haizaoyaowochugui。
zheibiandongjingtaida，quanchangrendemuguangdouluodaowoleshenshang，duizhewozhizhidiandian。
“yuanlaitajiushiguzongdeqianqia，wojiushuoguzongneimeaita，weiletamingdoukeyibuyao，zenmejiugentalihunle，erqieerzidoumeiliujita，yuanlaishitabianxinlea，haizhenshishuixingyanghua！”
“takendingshikandaoguzongsonglin**zheimeguizhongdezhuozijidule，guyishangyanzheimeyichuxixianhailin**，zhenshiexinren，guzongdangchuzhenshixialeyancaihuikanshangta。”
“zhenbuyaolian，zuolezheizhongechoushi，haifanguolaiwuxianlin**shixiaosan，haihaowomenguzonghuqi，zhijiekaifabuhuihaijilin**yigeqingbai，buranhouguobuganxiangxiang。”
tamendeyilunshengjiuxiangjiancihenhencizaiwoxinshang，wocetou，kanxiangyizhichenmodegujingzhou。
“womeiyouchugui，zheizhangzhaopianlidenanrenzhishiwodeyigemaijia，suoyininengbunengweiwozuozheng，womenlihunbingbushiyinweizheijianshi。”
gujingzhoushenfengaogui，yongyougezhongjingyingzuoshouxia，zhiyaotaxiangchadeshidounengchadao，jiusuanwopiantayemeiyong。
tabirenherenqingchuzheiyidian，ziranbuhuihuaiyiwodehua，zhiyaotashuoyijuwomeiyouchugui，zaichangdemeirenganbuxintadehua。
keguolehaojiu，gujingzhoudoumeiyoukaikou，zhengdangwoyiweitahuibaochichenmodeshihou，taqueshuo：
“nishuobuchuguinandaojiushizhendema？zheizhonghuasheidouhuishuo。”
jiandanyijuhua，queqingyidizaiwoshenshangdinglechuguidezuiming，yishunjian，zhouweirenkaishiduiwotuomaqilai，yaoqiuwoxianglinxinyuedaoqian。
wosisidingzhegujingzhoudeyan，queyijuhuadoushuobuchulai。
daodishibianxinderen，youzenmekenenghuizhanzaiwozheibian。
jiuzaizheishi，dizhenlaixi。
dimianjuliehuangdong、liekai，zhenggeshangchangyirouyankejiandesudukaishitantaqilai。
suoyourendouhehuaile，pinlemingdewanganquantongdaolipao，woxiangyaogenshang，quebeirenbanleyijiao，henhenshuaizailedishang。
meidengwofanyingguolai，shangchangjiucheditanta，wobeimaizailefeixudixia，shenshangbeizachulejigechumujingxindexuekouzi。
zhengdangwoyiweijintianjiuyaosizaizheilideshihou，yizhijiuyuanduiganleguolai，ganghaotingzailewodefujin。
wopinmingchaotamenhanjiuming，zhongyuyinqiletamendezhuyili，zheicaizhidaozheizhijiuyuanduishigujingzhouheguchishengdailaide。
“yuer，nibiepa，wohenkuaijiuhuibanijiuchulai。”tingdaowoshengyindegujingzhouxinxiruokuang，lianmangjiaojiuyuanduijiuwo。
danjiuzaizheigeshihou，linxinyuexuruodeshengyincongbuyuanchuchuanleguolai。
“jingzhou、chisheng，jiuwo......”
gujingzhouzheicaifaxian，linxinyuegenwobeikunzaitongyikuaishibanxia，zhengdangtadasuanjiangwomendoujiuxiashi，jiuyuanduihenweinandegaosuta：
“baoqianxiansheng，zheikuaishibantaida，zhinengqiaoqiyibian，lingyibianzekenenghuibeishibanduzhuhuohuobeiyasi......”
yisihenmingxian，wohelinxinyuezhinenghuoyige。
gujingzhouheguchishengmingxianyouyule，haojiudoumeiyouchusheng，zuihouhaishijiuyuanduicuiculetamen。
“xiansheng，shijianbudengren，qingkuaidianzuojuedingba。”
又是漫长的沉默。
buzhiguoleduojiu，gujingzhoudeshengyinzaicixiangqi。
“neiwoxuanzejiuzheibian。”
youyugezheshiban，wobuzhidaotashuodezheibianshinabian，zhinengsisidingzheshibandedongjing。
kezhijuegaosuwo，tabuhuixuanwo。
meiyihuier，waimianguoranchuanlailelinxinyuejingxideshengyin：
“jingzhou，wojiuzhidaonihuijiuwo。”
woyileng，zichaogoulegouchun。
mingmingyijingyuliaodaolejieguo，kezhenzhengchengweibeifangqideneigerenshi，xinlihaishizhibuzhudenanshou。
danwolaibujinanguo，toudingshangfangdejudashibanzhongzhongluolexialai，henhenyazailewoshenshang。