第1章
aiqingxiangciqi。henmei，queyisui。
wohechenlancongdaerkaishijiuzaiyiqi，yijingwunianle。shuangfangdejiazhangyeyijingjuedingyaojianmian，shangdingwoliangdehunshi。
wuniandeaiqingzhongyuyaoxiuchengzhengguo。
zheitianxiaban，womailecai，huidaowoliangzuzhudejiazhong。yijinmen，jiujianchenlanyilianmorandezuozaishafashang。liangongzhuangdouhaimeihuan。
jialideqifensuiranbudui，danwohaishixiaoxixidezouleguoqu，louzhetadejianbang，zaitalianshangqinlexia，wentazenmele，shibushigongzuobukaixin。
wohechenlanzaiyiqizheijinian，jibenmeichaoguojia。meicijiantabukaixin，wodoushifeijinxinsidehongzheta，rangtagaoxing。
yinweiwomingbai，xiangwozheiyangdenanren。wuquanwuqian，weiyinengduinvyouzuode，jiushiduitahao。bingqiewoyerenweiwozuodaole。
chenlantaitoukanlewoyiyan，tabawodeshounakai。zhizheduimiandeyizi，rangwozuoguoqu。wosuiranyouxieyihuo，danhaishianzhaotashuodezuole。
chenmolehaoyihuier，chenlanhurankaikoushuo。
“wohuaiyunle......”
woxinligedengyixia，yiliancuoedekanzhechenlan。
womenliangrentongjuleliangnian，yinweimeijiehun，payouyiwai，suoyimeicidouzuohaobiyuncuoshi。ercishi，tajurangaosuwotahuaiyunle。
wonaozikaishifeizhuan，huiyishibushizhiqiannacishuhu，daozhileyiwaidehuaiyun。xianglehaoyihuier，woyemeixiangqilaidaodichuxianleyiwai。
“对不起！”
chenlanhuayichukou。woxinlilikezhenzhayiyangdetong！
chenlanchuguile，haizibushiwode！
wosisidedingzheta。henbudeshangqianjitayigeerguang，huozhetongmatajiju。kekanzhetademuguangzhongyefanzheleihua，wohaishiburenxin。
wunian！woailetazhengzhengwunian！
womochuyan，dianshangyizhi。rangzijijinliangdelengjingxialai。
“他是谁？”
wozijidounengganshoudaowodeshengyinzaizhandou。
chenlanmeiyousihaoyouyudehuida，“zhoutiancheng！”
“操！”
womaleyijuzanghua。zheigezhoutianchengwojianguoliangci，sishiduosui，shichenlansuozaigongsidefuzong。
wohenhendechouleyikouyan，youwenta，“xingzhoudebushiyoujiama？”
chenlanweiweidetanlekouqi，danlianshangmeiyourenhedeneijiu，takanzhewo，tanranhuida，“shi，dantayijingdayingwo，tahuiheqizilihunde......”
woxianshikuxiao，jiezhejiushilengxiao！
taningyuanquzuoyigepohuaibierenjiatingdexiaosan，yebuyuanyihewozaiyiqi。
“duibuqi！wozoule。niduobaozhongba......”
chenlanshuowan，tabianzhanleqilai。erzaishafapangbian，shitayijingshoushihaodexinglixiang。
wowanquancuoluanle。kanzhechenlanyiranjuerandebeiying，haishirenbuzhuyouzhuiwenleju，“weishenmehuizheiyang？”
qishiwozhidaowulunshishenmeyangdedaan，jiwodailaidedoushiquru。danwohaishirenbuzhuwen。
chenlanzhanzaimenkou，danmeihuitou。taweiweilenglexia，caimantuntundehuida，“wobuxiangzaiguozheiyangderizile。yigeyueliandajicichedouyaojisuanzhe。woxiangyaoyigewonengkandejiandeweilai......”
我的心又是一疼。
weilai！wodequebuzhidaowonengjitashenmeyangdeweilai！zuoweiyigeputongdegongxinjieceng，wonengzuode，yezhishijiejuewenbaoeryi。
wobingbuhenchenlan。womeibanfajitaxiangyaodeshenghuo。wozhishiyouxiebuganxin，wuniandeganqing，jurandibuguoyigeyoujiashidenanren。
chenlanyiranjuerandezoule。tajiwoliuxiadezuihouyijuhuashi，gaosuwohaohaogongzuo，jiyihoudenvyouyigeanwendejia。
hechenlanfenshouhou，wolikecizhile。kaishilejiulvdenghong，zuishengmengsiderizi。
zheibannianduodeshijianli，wojiangliangniangongzuoxinkuzanxiadesanwankuaiqianhuihuoyikong。zhidaofangdongcuizu，wocaiyishidao，woyijingmeiqianjiaozule。zaibugongzuo，wokongpalianzhudedifangdoumeiyoule。
zheitianbangwan，linyoujiwodadianhua，yuewochuquchifan。linyoushiwodaxuetongxue，wohechenlandeshiqing，tashijianzhengrenzhiyi。tazhidaowozheiduanshijianxinqingbuhao，zhiyaoyiyoukong，jiuhuizhaowochuquhejiuliaotian。
woliangzaiyijiakaoyangtuiheleyipingerguotou，waijiashiduopingpijiuhou。zhunbeihuangedifangjixuhe。
waimianbuzhishenmeshihouxiaqilexiaoyu。suiranhelebushaodejiu，danwodexinlishizhonghaishikongluoluode。banniandeshijian，woyiweiwohuiwangjizheiduanwuniandeganqing。kekanzhejiebianshuxideyiqie，wohaishibuyoudexiangqi，wocenghechenlanyicicidezaizheililuguo。zhishirujin，yiranwushirenfei。
meizouduoyuan，wodemuguangjiutingliuzaibuyuanchudeyijiajiudian。menqianzhanzheyinanyinvlianggeren。yikandaozheinanrenshi，wodexingedengyixia。
zheibannianduodeshijian，woyiweiwonengfanpianerle。kedangwokandaotadeshihou，xinlihaishifanjiangdaohai。
zheinandejiushizhoutiancheng，chenlandechuguiduixiang，jiwodailvmaodenanren。