全文 第1章 卑微的爱

lubanxiaquansuozaixuebaidedachuangshang,meitoujincuzhe,etouweiweichuhan,fangfobeiyigejudademengyanlongzhaozhe,shuimengzhongdetabuandejiaozhe:“qiuni,qiunibuyaolikaiwo,wobu,wobuxianglihun,nanfeng,buyao……”

lubanxiamengranjingxing,dakoudixiqi,yuanlaishiyigemenga。jiehunsannianle,weishenmehuituranmengjianjinanfengyaohezijilihunni?

lubanxiabuzijuedefumozhezijidexiaofu,neiliyouyigequanxindeshengming,shitahejinanfenglaizhibuyidehaizi。lubanxiaweiweixiaozhe,huranjuedeweilaijiangshichunguangmingmei。

jintianshilubanxiadeshengri,lubanxiafumozheduzi,xiangxiangzhejinanfengruguozhidaoletayouletamendehaizi,jinanfenghuibuhuiduizijihuixinzhuanyini,huibuhuijiubuhuiduizijizheimelengmoranhoukaishiguanxinzijileni?

zheisannianlai,lubanxiawushucihuanxiangzhejinanfengnengbaobaoziji,napashichongtaxiaoyixiao,keshijishishizheiyangdejinanfeng,lubanxiayebukenfangqia。

lubanxiaqishenhuanshangganjingliluodeyifu,jiangzhangfawanqi,kaishizheshouzhunbeijintianwanshangdefan。

“nanfengzuixihuanchiyule,jinwanjiuhaohaozuoyitiaoyuba,shuoqilai,nanfengzhendehaojiumeiyoupeiwochiguofanle。”lubanxiayibianxiangxiangzhejinanfengnengduitahuixinzhuanyi,yibianlisuodezhunbeishicai。

neijianshiyeguoquneimejiule,woxiangxinnanfengshiaiwode,zhishitainanguoleba,xianzaiwomenyouhaizile,yeyinggaikaishixindeshenghuoleba。xiangdaozheili,lubanxiadezuijiaokaishibuzijuedeshangyang,shenzhihengqilegelai。

tashizhendeaitaya,youyicijinanfengzaizixishishuizhele,beibaoansuozaijiaoshili,lubanxiayingshibanyeliuchulaidunzaijiaoshiwaipeitaliaodaotianliang。

shijianmanmanzailiushi,shenyedewenduyoudiandi,waimiandefengdaleqilai,chuideshuzhishashazuoxiang,heiyingshibushidazaibolichuanghushang。lubanxiakanzhefanzhuoshangyijingliangtouledefancai,tabujinkaishidanxinjinanfengshifouhuihuijia,keshidianhualidemangyinrangtayizhimeiyoudedaodaan。

jiudanglubanxiaqishenzhunbeiqureyibianshi,menbeituikai,jinanfenggaodatingbadeshenyingchuxianzaiketingli,liandaiwaimianyinlengdefeng。lubanxiaxichuwangwai,lianmangyingleguoqu。huranmenwaitiaochuyigejiaoqiaodeshenying——lubanxiadebiaomeishenyanran。

“biaojie,haihaoganshangle,woyizhicuinanfenggegehuilaipeiniguoshengrini。”shuowan,shenyanranxiaoxixidelazhejinanfengwanglizou,lubanxiajuedexinlikongluoluode,youxiekuse,jiehunsannian,chulemanzujinanfengdeshenglixuqiu,lubanxianapapengzhetadeyijiaotadouhuihaobuliuqingderengdiao。

lubanxiayoushihoujuede,zijikenenghaiburutashenbianyangdechongwuni,bieshuosajiaole,jiuliankaojindequanlidoumeiyou。

shenyanranlazhejinanfengzaifanzhuoqianzuoxia,qinredejiaozhenanfenggege,denglubanxiazuoguoqutacaijiazhuangjingyadeshuo:“ya,wozhenshibudonglimao,zheimeqinjinweizhiyinggairangjibiaojiezuocaiduia,nikanwo,zhenshide。”shuowanzuoshiyaoqishen,quezuozaiyuanweiyidongbudong。

“yanranzhendehaoxianmubiaojiee,jialezheimehaodelaogong,woyaoshinengyounanfenggegezheiyangdenanpengyou,zhendeshizuomengdounengxiaoxingni。”shuowan,haibuwanghanchongzhezhejinanfengzuochuyifuwanxideyangzi。

jinanfengzhudongshenshoulazhushenyanran,dichendeshengyinjiazazheqingmie:“rangshenme,tayepei?wojinanfengdenvrenyeyinggaixiangniyiyangyouxiu,talubanxiazheiyang,zenmehaoyisiganduanchujinanfengjitaitaideshenfen。”

shenyanranchenguaidao:“nanfenggegezhenaikaiwanxiao。”