第1章 是药亦是毒

shenye,dapingcengshiyekaikuodeluodichuangnei,heianyipian。

chedengnihongshibushishanguo,yingzaikaozuonvzitongkucangbaidelianshang。

tapinmingwuzheerduo,xiangzuzhigebizhuwochuanlaidemimizhiyin。

keshimeiyong,neixieshengyinfaneryinweiheianergengqingxi。

yinchushuofuzijiyaoxiguan,zheibushidiyici,yebushizuihouyici。

congxinhunyekaishijiushiruci。

“woxingqi,qijide‘qi’。”

“gennijiehundangranshiweilerangnishengburusi。”

“woduini,meiyouyifenyimiaoshizhende,yinweinibupei。”

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yixiangdaoneigecongtiantangzhuirudiyudeyewan,yinchujiujuedeguzilidouqinchuleng,xuyaoyixierededongxinuannuan。

tadouzheshou,congchoutilinachumeigongdao,wanqiyixiu。

jiebaideshoubeishang,bahenjiaocuo。

kanzhexianhongliuchulai,yinchulianshangluchudejiubandefangsong。

gebideshengyinyougaojiandi,yinchuyijingshuliandijizijishangyaobaozhahao,jiangzhuangzhexueyedebolipingfangdaojuzili。

neilimianyijingyoujishigezheiyangdepingzi,zhengzhengqiqibaifangzhe。

gebizhongyumeiledongjing,yinchuqishen,chulefangjian。

tameiyoukaideng,manmanyizhebuzi。

“tinggoule?ganxiangruhe?”

modi,heianzhongxiangqichongmanjichaodeliangbozhiyu。

yinchuyijing,“peng”deyisheng,xigaizhuangdaolechajijiao,renbuzhutonghuchusheng。

qimorongyizaimenkuangshang,danmodemuguangsaoguolai,zhoumeidao:“bizui,biechaodaoxiaoman,tamingtianhaiyaozouxiu。”

“renjiahaimeishuini!”hemansuiyidipizheshuiyi,wojinqimorongdehuaili。

liangrenzhijiandewenqing,xiangzhenyiyangcitongyinchudeyan。

tapiekailian,jiuyaozoukai。

qimorongchidao:“jinqu,buyaoguanzheizhongsaoxingdenvren。”

“renjiazhendebujieyila!”

字字句句都是挑衅。

“yeshi,tadoubujieyi,nijieyishenme?”

qimorongxiaodeqingtiao,yanshenqingshi。

他老婆?笑话。

hemanshouzhijuanzhenanrenshuipaodeyaodai,dunangdao:“duile,wodezhulibingle,yishibanhuizhaobudaoheshide,mingtianzouxiukendingshoumangjiaoluan……”

“zheiliyougexianchengde。”qimorongbochunyixian,kanxiangyanzangbuzhutongsedeyinchu。

eryinchuzaiyetingbuxiaqu,kuaibuzouxiangxishoujian。

beitawushi,qimorongbuyouxintouhuoqi,chongshangqianyibazuanzhuta。

“yinchu,nilonglehaishiyale?”

yinchushudiyaochun,taganghaozhuazhuletadeshangkou。

“tingdaolema?mingtianjihemandangzhuli。”

“pingshenme?xiangwosihouta,zuomengquba!”

“nibaichuzheifuyizhengyancidezuilian,bujuedekexiaoma?”qimoronglengxiao,shoushangyuefayongli,“wannongganqingderen,beirenxishuayeshihuogai!”

yinchulianseyibai,meixinjincu,huposedeyanzhuzhanlezhan。

ganjuedaoshouxiachuanlaideyiyang,qimorongyileng,huanhuanfangsonglidao。

“你的手……”

ganjuexueyejiuyaojintouyixiu,yinchumangchouhuishou。

“hao,ruguohexiaojiebupawogaozanidexiu。”

tawuzheshoubei,touyebuhuizouruxishoujian。

qimoronghuixiangzhegangcaizhijiandechugan,youyishunjianzhengzhong。

yinchujiangxishoujiandemenfansuo,yonglichekaishabu。

xuedididadadiliuruxishuchi。

tayouxieshenjingzhibanchichidixiaole。

zaihendian,bazheizhishouzheduanle,goubugou?

不,当然不够。

lidangchuqijishuaidesifenwuliedeshenti,haichadeyuan……

yinchukanzhejingzilineizhangcangbaiqingshoudemianrong,huangrugeshi。

cengjingdetasiyi、jiaozong,zoudaonalidoushirenqunzhongzuicuicandecunzai。

erjingziliderenandanwuguang,moshengdedoukuaiyaoburenshi。

yigeduyue,shudiaoyigeshaonian,nianshaowuzhifandecuo,lingtacongcixianruemeng。

yudaoqimoronghou,yinchuzhendeyiwei,zijiyoujihuibeijiushu。

“qimorong,nishiwodeyao,yishiguozhetangyidedu……”