wobuzhidaozijishizenmehuidaofangjiande。wodeshentihelinghunxiangshibeiqiangxingbolizhishengxiayijukongdongdequqiaopingjiezhejiroujiyimamudiyidong。
wobazijisuozaifangjianlirenyoutongshizaiwaimianqiaomenwoyemeiyouhuiying。woquansuozaibinglengdedibanshanghunshenshitouqueganjuebudaoyisihanleng。
wodenaohailifanfubofangzhewenquanchilideneiyimu。chenmoneizhangmoshengdelianneigechongmanyuwangdewenhaiyoutamenzhijiandeduihua……“yaliceshi”、“linjiedian”、“guaiwu”……
meiyigecidouxiangyibashaohongdeluotiehenhenditangzaiwodexinshang。
yuanlaiwozaigongsilisuochengshoudeyiqiedoubushiyiwaiershiyichangjingxinshejidepianju。yichangyouwodezhangfuhewodeshangsilianshoudaoyandezhenduiwoyigerendecanrendexiju。
tamenbawodanghoushuakanzhewozaitongkuzhongzhengzhakanzhewoweileyigexujiade“jia”erpinmingfendoushenzhihaizaiwozuijuewangdeshihoujiyuwozuixuweide“anwei”he“guli”。
haiyoubizheigengedudeshiqingma？
judadebeitongguohoushishenrugusuidehanyi。
wokaishifengkuangdihuiyiguoqudeyiqie。neixiebeiwohulvedexijiecikedouxiangyoulingyiyangcongjiyideshenchufuxianchulaipincouchuyigerangwobuhanerlidezhenxiang。
woxiangqimeiciwobaoyuanjiangyingchenmosuiranbiaoxiandehenqifendantacongweizhenzhengdiweiwochuguorenhezhuyitazhihuiquanwo“ren”huozhegancuirangwo“cizhi”。xianzaixianglaizheiliangzhongxuanzebuzhengshitamenzuixiwangkandaodema？yaomewomomorenshoujixudangtamendewanwu；yaomewozhudonglikaiweijiangyingchedisaoqingzhangaiyerangtachenmokeyishunlichengzhangdihewolihun。
woxiangqiyouyiciwowuyizhongtiqigongsixitonglijiangyingdejinjilianxirendianhuahewoshoujilicundechenmodehaomazhichayigeweishu。dangshiwohaikaiwanxiaoshuozhenqiaochenmozhishixiaolexiaolikejiuchakailehuati。xianzaixianglaineihuoxugenbenjiubushiqiaohe！
woxiangqichenmozongshiduiwojiabanbiaoshixintengdantacongweizhenzhengdizuzhiguo。wojiabanyuewanbujiuyiweizhetayongyouyueduodeziyoushijianquhetadeqingrensihuima？
neigewoailewunianjiehunsanniandenanren。neigewoyiweishishijieshangzuijiandan、zuichuncuidenanren。
他到底是谁？
tadaodihaiyouduoshaoshimanzhewo？
taweishenmeyaozheimeduiwo？jinjinshiweileheyigegengpiaoliangde、gengyouquanshidenvrenzaiyiqima？buruguozhishizheiyangtawanquankeyihewolihun。tamenweishenmeyaorucidafeizhouzhangyongzheizhongjinhunvedaidefangshilaizhemowo？
“yaliceshi”……zheigecibuxiangshiputongqinglvjianhuiyongdaodeci。tagengxiangshiyigexiangmuyigeshiyan。
nandaowosuqingzaiwodezhangfuyanlizhishiyigeshiyanpin？
zheigeniantouxiangyitiaodushesisidichanzhulewodexinzangrangwojihuzhixi。
lingchenshifenwozhongyuxiangyijuxingshizouroubanhuidaoletuanjiandedabashang。wodaizhemojinghekouzhaozuozaizuihouyipaidejiaoluoli。jiangyingzaicheshangshencaifeiyangdizuozhehuodongzongjietashenzhihaiyiyousuozhidikanlewoyiyanyanshenlidaizheyisishenglizhedelianmin。
womeiyoulita。wodemuguangchuanguosuoyourensisididingzhechechuangwaifeisudaotuidefengjing。
wozaixiangdengwohuidaoneigesuoweide“jia”wogairuhemianduineigezhenbianren？neigedaizhe“laoshiren”mianjudemoshengdeguaiwu。
yihuidaojiawohaimeilaidejihuanxiechenmojiuyingleshanglai。tachuanzhewojitamaidegeziweiqunshoulihainazheyibaqingcailianshangguazheyirujiwangde、hanhouwennuandexiaorong。
“laopohuilaila？wandekaixinma？kanniliansebutaihaoshibushileizhele？kuaiquxigezaowofanmashangjiuzuohaole。”
tashenshouxianglaijiewodebaoxiangxiangwangchangyiyangjiwoyigewennuandeyongbao。
jiuzaitakaojinwodeneiyishunjianwowendaole。
wowendaoletashenshangchuleshuxidefeizaoweizhiwaihaicanliuzheyisijidande、shuyulingyigenvrendexiangshuiwei。
shijiangyingzuixihuanyongdeneikuan“hei**”。
wodeweiliyizhenfanjiangdaohai。
womengdihoutuiyibubikailetadechupeng。
talengleyixiayanshenlishanguoyisiyihuo：“zenmelexiaoqing？”
wokanzhetakanzhetaneizhangxiemanle“wugu”yu“guanqie”deliankanzhetaneishuangwocengjingjuedewubizhenchengdeyanjing。woturanjuedezheigerenbiwoxiangxiangzhongyaokepayibaibeiyiqianbei。
yigenengjianghuangyanyanyiderucitianyiwufengnengzaiwomianqianbanyanshenqingzhangfuzhuantoujiuhelingyigenvrenfengkuangqinwenhainengmianbugaisedihuidaojialiweiwoxishouzuogengtangdenanren。
他不是人。
他是魔鬼。
woqiangrenzheoutudeyuwangchechuleyigebikuhainankandexiaorong。
“meishikenengyoudianyunche。wo……woquxigezao。”
wobunengdaoxiagengbunengzaitamianqianbaolu。
youxicaiganggangkaishi。jirannimenxihuanyanxineimecongjintianqiwoyejiaru。woyaoqinshouyicengyicengdisixianineizhangwanmeide、laoshirendehuapi。