第1章
2016nian，sanyuewuhao。
惊蛰。
那年，我二十四岁。
sidajiazubuzhidaocongnalidedaowoguiyinlaojiadexiaoxi，jingranzaitongyitianlianyepairenkongjiangqingshan。
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~紫袍道士！
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kewozuomengyemeiyouxiangdao，rujindesunjiazaojiubushidangchudepoluohu。