第6章 放手

zhaoyuanzhaolesijiazhentangenzongsongshaohua,henkuaifaxiantadeyichang,bingzaisongshaohuaquyiyuankanyishengzhihou,xiangfangshefanongdaobingli。

kandaozhenduan,taxianshiyijing,jiezhejiushixiyue,suihouzaiduzhaoshanglesongshaohua。

“nidouzheiyanglehaixianglaizaixiangzheshenbianduojiu?niduitadeshiyemeiyoubangzhu,xianzaijiulianshenghuoyezhaogubudao,nizhihuishitadeleizhui!”zhaoyuanyebuluosuo,jiangfuyindebinglidiuzaisongshaohuamianqian,kaimenjianshan。

songshaohuazheiduanshijianyehenzheji,zijidejianxiexingshiyiyuelaiyuepinfan,jidetazhinengtongguogezhongfangshilaijiaqiangjiyi。

ketameiyouxiangdaozijidebinghuibeizhaoyuanzhidao,anyazhuxintoudezhenzhan,songshaohuahuidao:“wojiusuanshitadeleizhui,yeleibuzhezhaoxiaojieni。”

“xiangzhehaibuzhidaoba?ruguowoxianzaijiugaosuta,nikantahuibuhuimashangshuaileni!”zhaoyuannaqishoujizuoshiboda。

“niquedinggaosuleazhe,tajiuyidinghuigenwolihunma?fanzhengwozheibingyehuobuleduojiu,ninianjiqingqing,xiangbidengdeqi,bushima?”songshaohuamianshangbujianyisihuangzhang,suolesuoshenceweiweifadoudeshou。

zhaoyuanshouxinyijin,tahaizhenbuqueding,danyounaohensongshaohuayanzhongdeduding:“songshaohua,woquannizaibeixiangzhefaxianzhiqian,ganjinzhaogedifangzishengzimie,shuobudinghainengzaixiangzhemianqianliuzhuzuihouyisitimian。”

“neishiwohetadeshi,jiubulaozhaoxiaojiecaoxinle。”songshaohuamailedan,zhuangsiqingsongdedaobie。

shenhoudezhaoyuanbeiqideyaoyaqiechi,kesongshaohuaquebingmeiyouyisiyukuaideganjue。

深夜。

chuxiangzheyiduanshijianmeihuilai,faxianjialigechutiemanlebianlitie。

tameizaiyi,danmodikaikou,“jiaowohuilaiyoushenmeshi?”

songshaohuayandishanguoyisiandan,zheiyangderiziyijinghenjiule,pingdanrushuidexiangchu,xiyiweichangdewanguihebugui,cengjingtabudanghuishi,jiusuanzheimeguoyibeiziyeganzhiruyi。

kexixianshibuyunxutajianchixiaqule。

“woxianglehenjiu,bazheigeqianleba。”songshaohuajiangyizhangzhididaochuxiangzhemianqian。

chuxiangzhemeitouyizhou,yinweishangmianminghuanghuangde“lihunxieyi”,youqishizheinvrenhaiqianhaolezi。

“niyouzaiwanshenmebaxi?”

zhiqianbeitasuanjiguoyici,chuxiangzhexiayishidikaikou。

“wonengwanshenmebaxi?”songshaohuakuxiao。

“为什么?”

chuxiangzhezhidaozijiyinggaishunshuituizhou,kemeiyouxiangdaodeshi,tilihundehuishita。

songshaohuaxinzhongyipiankuse,congxiaodaoda,zhiyaoshiazhexiangde,tadouhuidaying。

dantafeiyaoyigerangtaxinfude、buqiyideliyou,neijiujiba。

“wobuxiangyaoyigechuguidezhangfu。”

chuxiangzheyanmoushanleshan,tabingmeiyoukeyiyangaizheizhongshi,jiudengzhetarenbuzhudeshihoutichulihun。

zheimezuoqueshiyouyisibeilie,ketabunengzuo“paoqi”deneiyifang。

yimushixingdesaoguoneifenlihunxieyi,caichanfengefangmianyaolewubaiwan。

jiantakanlebanshangdouchenmobuyu,songshaohuaxishengdao:“haikeyizaishaodian。”

ruguokeyi,tabingbuxiangyaotadeqian。

danzijizheigeqingkuangbunenggongzuo,weilehaiziyede……

“nibawodangchengshenmerenle?zheidongfangzinizhuxiguanle,liujini。wohaihuihuafenyixiechanyedaonimingxia,jiaodailvshidali,rangniyibeiziyishiwuyou。”

wubaiwanduichuxiangzherujindeshenjialaishuo,suanshixiangdangshaodeyibufen。

songshaohuazuichunzhanglezhang,zhongjiushimeiyoujujue。

tachenmodikanzhechuxiangzhekuaisudiqianlezi,shoushilejiandandexingli,genzijidaobie。

damen“peng”deguanshang,zheiyicizhuanshendayuejiushiyongyuandebuhuitou。

songshaohuazaicikudebunengziyi。

yibeizi,ruguotahaiyouyibeizi,zenmehuilikaita?

zhiyousiwang,cainengjiangtadaili……