第四章

xuejijianzaixuezhong,zhankaileyiduoxianhongdehua。

wokanzheneixue,shenxinjuleng。

xitongdeshengyinzaiduxiangqi:“suzhuxingweiruojixuyingxiangjuqing,jianghuijinxingxiaohui。”

wobumingbaixiaohuishishenmeyisi,dandagaijiushisiwang。

我怔在原地。

tinglezheihua,wobengaihaipacaidui,keqiguaideshixinlizhiyoukongluoluodeyipian。

jinghainengxiaochusheng:“xitong,nibushishuowoshi‘paohuijiaose’?paohuijiaoseyouzenmehuiyingxiangjuqingni?”

xitongyakouwuyan,wowuzhechoutongdexinkou,queyouzhongqiguaidetongkuai。

第二日,将军府外。

jinrishishangyuanjie,gongzhongjubanyanxi。

fuqinzhunbeilemache,rangmengyanansongsitumingjiaohuigong。

linzouqian,situmingjiaolazhewodeshouxiaodao:“gongzhongshangyuanjieyanhuimeimeihaiweijianguoba,burudaimeimeiyitongqianquruhe?”

wokanxiangmengyanan,takanzheqianfang,liangeyanshendoubuyuanyijiwo。

“随意。”

womurandibeisitumingjiaolajinmache,jinlegong。

wocongweiruguogong,situmingjiaobianqianzhewodeshoubianzhuanbianlezheigefulitanghuangdegongdian。

ermengyananjingjingdegenzaiwomenshenhou,woouerxiaoxindequkanta,nengbuzhuodaodejinshitakanxiangsitumingjiaoshiwenrouchongnideyanshen。

tameiyoupianwo,tazhendehenaisitumingjiao。

wozhengzhengshouhuimuguang,zhijuexinkoubeirenjiujinleyiyangdezhixihetengtong。

wujian,situmingjiaokanlekantianseshuodao:“wujianbianzaiwomufeinaliyongwushanba,wanxieyiqiqufuyan。”

wolenglengdeyingxia,hetajinlehuangguifeidediannei。

yijinmen,wogangyaoguixiaxingli,quebeiyizhidaizhejinsehujiadeshoulanxiale。

“nibianshimengjiangjundemeimei?”

woyitaitoubiankanjianguifeiwenroudekanzhewo,lenglengyingdao:“shi。”

guifeixiaolexiao,yandiyipianrouruan:“nijiaojiaoer,youjiulewodemingjiao,burubengongrennizuoyinvruhe?”

zheiwenlaidedoutaikuai,wokanzhetabusiwanxiaodeshenqing,doubuzhigairuhezuoda。

zheishi,mengyananturanshangqiankaikoudao:“mengjiaowucaiwude,peibushanggongzhudechengwei,haiqingguifeiniangniangshouhuichengming。”

womengranzhengzhu,bukezhixindekanxiangmengyanan。

……wocongbuzhimengyananxinzhongjingshizheiyangkanwo。

taneidanmodeyanshenruyibabinglengdelirenhenhencharuwodexinkou,tengdewobanjuhuadoushuobuchu。

dianneidegezhongyiyangdemuguangshunjianjujizaiwodeshenshang。

bei‘gege’zaiguifeimianqianrucizherude‘guinv’,wojianzhishijingchengliduyifen。

我只觉无地自容。

zhinengcanbaizheyizhanglian,fushenxiangguifeixiagui:“chennv,peibushang。”

jingshisitumingjiaolvxianhuiguoshen,qiangchechuxiaodayuanchang:“yananzhenshikaibuqiwanxiao,mufeibuguosuibianshuoshuobale。”

tayoujiangwofuqilai,kanxiangzhongrendashengdao:“ruobushijiaoerduiwosheshenxiangjiu,rujinwozhipazaomeileming,tadepindewozuiqingchu!”

wokanzhetaweiwodeyangzi,bijianyisuan,moranchuixialetoubugankanta。

woxiangyaoqiangzoutaxihuanderen,ertaqueduiworucihao。

zheiyike,woturanjuedezijiwuchi……

ruotashigehuairen,yexuwobianhainenghaoshouyixie,ketapianpianneiyanghao。

haodaowoliankanyiyantakuanweideyanshen,doubugan。

宴席匆匆而过。

huichengdemachechuanguojiedao,chewaifengshenghuxiao,cheneiqueyipianjijing。

wohemengyananxiangduierzuo,quexiangguwuyan。

xujiu,woxiankailekou:“gege,nixianzaishitaoyanwolema?”

mengyananmeiyouyouyudidadao:“shi。”

woxinkoulengdegenzhishenbingkuyiyang。

tadelianshangmeiyourenhebiaoqing,kaozhechexiangyiziyijudao:“renguiyouzizhizhiming,xiwangnibuyaozaiduiwozaochengkunrao。”

zheishiwodiyicikanjiantaduiwoluchuzheiyangdeshenqing——pijuan、yanfan,xiangshizaikanshenmezangdongxi。

wodanaoyipiankongbai,houlongxiangshibeishenmedongxiezhuyiban,shenmedoushuobuchulaile。

chejiuzaizheishitingxia,mengyanansuijidabuxiache。

wokanzhetadebeiying,xiayishixiangyaoquzhuatadexiuzi,caishenchushouqueyoudunzhu,zhijianyigenyigenquansuowojinle。

woturanmingbaile,wohetaqishizaojiujieshule,zaitadiyicihanwomeimeideshihou,zaitajiangsitumingjiaodaihuilaideshihou……

shenmeyezuobule,shenmeyeliubuzhu……

woconghoujianjichuturanercangbaidejigezi:“……womingbaile,gege。”

mengyananweiweiyidun,quezhongjiumeizaihuitoukanwoyiyan,dabuzourufuzhong。

zoujinjiangjunfu,yipiandenghuotongming。

我莫名心头一跳。

yirudating,yijunuhebianchaowozalai:“hunzhang!guixia!”

wohaiweifanyingguolai,yitaxinjianbianbeishuaizaiwolianshang。

woditoukanqu,lianseshunjiancanbaile。

neishiwoxiejimengyanandeqingshi,diyixingbianshi——

“xiangsiyiyemeihuafa,hudaochuangqianyishijun。”