第6章 肺癌晚期

“nihao,suxiaojieshima?”

menwai,turanchuanlaileyishengdeshengyin。

“nidejianchajieguobaogaochulaile……”

yishengdeshensesihuyouxiefuza,shoulinazhebaogaozoulejinlai。

“yisheng,tadaodishishenmebing?weishenmehuiturankexueyundao?”

qinzijunxinliyijin,likechongdaoyishengmianqianxunwen。

“这个……”

yishengkanleyiyanchuangshangdesuzhiman,qingshengshuodao,“nishibingrendejiashume?buruwomenxianchuqushuoba。”

“不用出去。”

suzhimanturankailekou,yanzhongshanguoyisitanran。

kesoukelesannian,chishenmeyaodouhaobule。

tadebing,tazijixinliyoushu。

“yisheng,jiuzaizheishuoba。”

suzhimanshuozhe,juliedekesouleliangsheng。

sisixianxuecongshouzhiyichu,dizaixuebaidechuangdanshang,rangrenxinjingdanzhan。

“yisheng,tadaodishishenmebing!”

qinzijundexinzanghenhenjiujin,youyizhongbuhaodeyugan。

“……肺癌。”

lianggezicongyishengzuilituchu,bingfanglidunshibiandeyipiansiji!

anjingdelianyigenyinzhenluodideshengyindounengtingdeyiqingerchu!

“咳咳……”

suzhimanzaicikesouleqilai,dapolezheipiansiji。

kechulaidexue,yuelaiyueduo。

“erqie……yijingshizhongwanqile。kongpa……”

yishengkanzhesuzhimanrucinianqingdemoyang,lianshangshanguoyisibeiqie。

“zhongwanqi?zenmekeneng!”

qinzijunlikebaonuleqilai,tabujieshouzheigeshishi!

“nimenshibushijianchacuole?woyaoqiunimenzhongxinjiancha!tabuchouyanbuhejiuzenmekenenghuifeiaini?yidingshigaocuole!”

qinzijundepaoxiaoshengxiangchelezhenggebingfang!

“buchouyanbuhejiubudaibiaobuhuiyoufeiai!”yishengjiangbaogaodandijileqinzijun,shangmianzhongwanqizheijigezishenshendecitongletadeshuangyan!

tashenaidenvren……juranhaiyouyinianbudaodeshouming?

“dangran,ruguoyongzuihaodeyaowubaoshouzhiliao,shouminghaishikeyiyanzhangde。buguoxiangyaoconggenbenjiejue,weiyidebanfajiushizaiyinianzhineizhaodaoheshidefeiyuan……”

“bu,bukeneng……zheibushizhende,bushi!”

qinzijunganjuezijidedanaoyipiankongbai,fengleyiyangdezhuazhuyishengdeyilinghoudao,“worangnimenzhongxinjiancha,tingjianmeiyou?zhongxinjiwochaqingchu!”

suzhimanbukenengshifeiaiwanqi!

他无法接受!

“秦子君!”

yidaoxuruodeshengyinzaibingfanglixiangqi。

suzhimanjiannandecongchuangshangchengleqilai,shuodao,“nifangkaiyisheng,buyaonaole!”

qinzijunzheicaijingjuezijijuranrucishikong!

suzhimanshouzhizhandoudejieguoleneizhangbaogaodan,shenxiyikouqi,guzuozhendingdewendao,“yisheng,ruguozhaobudaoheshidefeiyuangenghuan,wozhiyouyiniankehuoleshima?”

taduguoleershiduogeyinian,denglegutingshensannian。

zhongyuzaizheiyinian,dengdaoletahuilai。

danshitameixiangguo,zheiyinian……

shizijidezuihouyinianle。

“ruguoyongzuihaodeyaowu……haishiyoujihuiyanzhangde。”yishengyuyanyouzhi。

“yong!yongzuihaodeyao!”

qinzijunlikemingling,danshishenziquebushoukongzhidezhanlileqilai,zuihouyiquanhenhendezazaileqiangshang!

“谢谢你,医生。”

qinzhimankanzhezheizhangbaogaodan,turanjiangqisichenglesuipian,diujinlelajitong。