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dinghunneitian，jiangjingchuanlunweilequanjinghaidexiaobing。
yinweiweihunqijiangtapaozaitaishang，peizhehunjuedejiefuquleyiyuan。
tajuedezijiyinggailijieta，suoyiqiangchengzhezhaodaiwanbinke。
queyiwaizaiyiyuanguaijiao，tingdaoleshennianhehaoguimipeishuyaodetanhua。
“niyaojibaizeshenghaizi？nifengle!”
“shi，tashinidechulianmeicuo，dantazainishuangmushiming，beijiazuyiqideshihouhenijiegaodaoleyiqi！xianzainijiesile，nijichengshenshi，tayouyinverdelebaixuebingweiyou，guhuoniweitashenghaizi......”
“nibujuedehuangmiuma？peixingderenyoubushizhaobudao，tapianyaogennishenghaizi，wokanjiushiweilebaozhutaderonghuafugui！”
hunandeyinyingzhong，shennianlianshangshanguoyisizichao：“wozhidao，wohaizhidaotaxurongyouzisi。”
dunledun，tashishenninan：“danmeibanfa，wojiushiaita。”
“meicikandaotahewojieenai，woxinjiuxiangbeidaogeleyiyang。”
peishuyaolenglebanxiang，tanqiwen：“neijiangjingchuanni？ruguobushitazhaoguni，nixianzaihaishixiazia。”
shennianshengyindilexialai：“woshiguo，lianshangchuangdouzuobudao。wodexinyijingjilebaize，zhiyujingchuan——”
“wojibuletaaihehaizi，danwohuigentajiehun，bayibeizipeijita。”
“zheishi......woqiantade。”
haoguimipeishuyaonule，zhizhetadama：“hetajiehun，ranhoubatadiuzaijiali，kannihebaizeenaima？shennian，nizuihaoyoudianliangxin，tashiren！nibiedengtashiwanglikaicaizhidaohouhui！”
shenniantanlekouqi，sishiyouxiepibei：“tayigeguer，youcongxiaoaimuwo，libukaiwode。”
“daodishitalibukaini，haishinilibukaita？”peishuyaozhilezhizijicanfeidetui，jitazuihoudezhonggao：“nizaihaohaoxiangxiang，biedaoshihouzhuifudouzhuibudao，wojiushinideqianchezhijian。”
jiangjingchuanzhijuedewuleihongding。
tahoulongfajin，pinmingburangqingxuwailu，yanleiquehaishizhibuzhudewangxialiu。
jiangjingchuanbianzou，bianxiangqilediyicijianshenniandechangjing。
shiersuineinian，tadefumuyingongxunzhi，tabaozheyizhaoquansuozaijiaoluo，juedezijibeiquanshijiepaoqi，wuzhuganrangtajicixiangyaoqingsheng。
shennianjiushizheigeshihouchuxiande。
tarengdiaoshoulidetangguo，feisushangqian，shenshousisilouzhutadeyao，jiangtaconglanganshanglalexialai，“xiaopihai，nimeishiba？”
shaonvjiaohaodelianpangshangmanshijiaoji，zixijianchazhetadecashang。
tapeitashouleqitiandeling，ranhouchaotashenchuleshou，“wobahenibashiguomingzhijiao，anliniyejiaowoyishengjiejie，niyuanbuyuanyigenwozou？”
neiyike，tachengweitazaizheigeshishangweiyideyikao。
shennianjiangtadaihuilejia，wuweibuzhidizhaoguta，jiangtapengdeyaoyueliangbujixingxing。
18suichengrenlineitian，jiangjingchuanshenzhexizhuang，zaixiaoshuzishenjuandesongyongxia，xiangyaogaobai。
ketakandaodequeshishennianwanzhebaizegaodiaojinchang，xiaozherangtahanren“jiefu”。
jiangjingchuanbujidezijidangshidebiaoqingyouduomenankan，zhijidediertianbaizedaizheyiqunhunhunjiangtaduzaiqiangjiao，jinggaotalishennianyuandian。
suoyitadidangtianjiuchuguole，qijiancongweihuilaiguo。
zhidaota20sui，shennianyiwaishiming、youbeichachushishenfudesishengnv。
shenmujieshoubuleqinnverzaoyao，zijitixiaosanyanglezheimeduoniandehaizi，biangurenzhuangshangshennian、yongmuzushilibishenfujiangtadiuqidaojiaoqu。
shenfennizhuan，baizeyelimaqitaerqu，gaiqushenniandajie。
jiangjingchuancongguowaiganhuilaideshihou，shennianyisantianweijinmishui，huxiweiruo。
ketayiranfangqileguowaidexueye，liuzaijinghaihetaxiangyiweiming，yitiandasifengongzhuanqianyangta，yibuyikoushoudengsanqianjietiqiumingyichushanweitazhiyan。
tamenxiangyiweimingsinian，shennianrouqingdelouzhetadebozi，shuoyidinghuihetaguoshanghaorizi。
yinianqian，shenniandajiemingbujiuyi，zhongjianguangmingdeshennianzhanlutoujiao，yutadachenghezuo。
tadajietuiwei，zuoweijiaohuan，shennianbixuzaitasihouzhaokantadelaogongheerzi。
shennianneiwanzaishufangaoleyiye，diertianjiuchengleshenshishijizhangquanren。
jiangjingchuanzechengletadenanyoujianzhuli，danchichimeiyoulingzhengjiehun......
huixiangqimeicitongfangshishenniandetaobi，haiyoutakanxiangbaizeshidekezhi，jiangjingchuanyufajuedezijixianggexiaohua。
“xiaoai，kuaiguixiaqiujingchuangege！rangtajiujiuni！”
haizidekunaoshengbajiangjingchuanconghuiyilizhuailechulai，yingmianquepengshanglezuibuxiangjianderen。
baizezhuaizhetadenverguidaotamianqian，butingdiketou。
“jingchuan，wogenanianshiyouguoyiduan，danwozhendemeixianggenniqiang，wozhishixianggentashenggehaizijiuxiaoai，qiuqiunichengquanwoba！”
jiangjingchuanhaimeikaikou，jiuyouyigeshenyingchongshangqian，jiangtamenfunvhuzaishenhou。
shennianyanlimanshixinteng，youxiezebeidekanzheta：“xiaoaidelebaixuebing，jiefushentixuruo，nizenmenengrangtaguinini？”
zheimeduonian，shennianhaishidiyiciyongzebeideyuqigentashuohua。
tayouxiehuangran，houlongfase，quejianbaizexuruodelaqishenniandequnjiao。
“anian，wobuganshewangnideai。”tachuimou，shiluodeshuo：“xiaoaishinidajiedunv，wozhixianghenishenggehaizijiuta，ke......”
shuowan，tayuyanyouzhidikanxiangjiangjingchuan。
langqingqieyidemoyangshenshencitonglejiangjingchuandexin。
zheiyangxuweideai，tabuxiangyaole。
jiangjingchuandongledongchun，xiangzuogejueduan：“shenshihaiwaigongsixiayueshangshi，womengangdinghun，ruguoyourennashenghaizideshizuowenzhang，duishangshibuli。”
baizemianseyibian，gangxiangkaikounao，jiujianjiangjingchuanbilebiyan，xiangshixiadingshenmejuexinyiban：
“buruwomenquxiaohunyue，nimenjiehun，mingzhengyanshunshenggehaizi，zheiyangbujinbuhuiyingxianggongsi，hainengjiuming。”
ketagangshuowan，shennianjiumengdishangqianzhuaizhutadeshou，yanzhongmanshibukezhixin：
“jiangjingchuan，nibawodangshenmele？yigeshuobuyaojiubuyaodewupinma？nishiwodeweihunfu，jintianwomencaijuxingdedinghunyan！”
tazhongyuxiangqizijipeizhebaize，jiangtadiuzaidinghunyanshangdeshi，yuqibiandeyouxiejiangying。
“jintianshiwobudui，danhaizidemingzuizhongyao，womenyihouzaibuyigegengshengdadedinghunyan，bienaole，haobuhao？”
“xianzaishiguanjishuhenfada，wohejiefubuhuiyoujifuzhiqin，wodangchuqianlexieyi，baozhengyaozhaoguhaoxiaoaide。”
ruguojiangjingchuangangcaimeiyoutingdaoneixieshangrendehua，takenenghaizhenhuixianggeshaziyiyang，pinmingquanzijilijieta。
kexianzai，tabuyuanyile。
tazuobudaoshouzhekongfang，kantamenweilegongtongdehaizibenboenai，beitashanghaiyibeizi。
errenjiangchishi，baizeturanbaozhehaizichongxiangyangtai，zuoshiyaotiao：“xiaoai，jirantamenbujiuni，neibabajiupeiniyiqisi！”
“不要！阿泽——”
shennianfenlishangqianjiangfunvliangzhuailehuilai，sisilouzhubaizedeyao，houpadeninan：“bietiao......biezailikaiwole。”
shengsiguantou，tashikongdibiaoshulezijideaiyi。
pingshineijukeyishulide“jiefu”buhanle，guzuozitaideshuliyebuyanle。
huiguoshenlai，shenniandelianseyouxienankan。
tayibatuikaibaize，xunsulianxigongguan，duiwaixuanbuquxiaohejiangjingchuandehunshi。
kanzhetaguoduandemoyang，jiangjingchuandexiongqiangfangfobeihanlengdebingcitianman，tongdaobunenghuxi。
weiboredubuduanshangsheng，tataitoushoulei，duitachengqiangyixiao：“neizhunimenxingfu。”
kexiayimiao，tajiubeiheizheliandeshennianladaolemenwai：
“buyaonaolehaobuhao？wobuhuijiajitade，womenquxiaohunyueyeshizanshide，wohuimibuni，xiayuegongsishangshihouwomenjiulingzheng。”
“zhiziwugu，jiurenyaojin，nilijiewo，duibudui？”
理解？
姜敬川苦笑。
既要又要。
shennian，zuorenzenmenengzheimetanxinni？
kanzhenanrencanbaidelianjia，shennianxintouweiweiyidong，guishishenchadidianqijiao，coudaotadechunbian。
jiuzaikuaipengshangshi，bingfanglituranchuanlaileyishengbaizedejinghu：“ya——”
shennianrumengchuxing，xunsuchongjinbingfang，liujiangjingchuandailengzaiyuandi。
“xiaoyi，tongxuemendouxiaowomeimama，ninengdangwodemamama？”
wusuidehaizibuzhicongnaerxuede，jiuzheshenniandequnjiaobufang。
kanzhehaiziaiqiudeyan，“buneng”zheilianggeziduzaihoulong，shennianlenglepianke，qingqingdiantou。
“haoye！mama，neininengbaobaowohebabama？”
jiangjingchuanmeikantamenyijiasankouxiangyongdehuamian，huanhuantuchuyikouzhuoqi。
没什么好哭的。
bujiushiaicuolerenma？budiurende。
zouchuyiyuanhou，talimakaichelaidaoshenjialaozhai，zhaodaozishakanghundexiaoshuzishenjuan。
“xingle，gennidexiaoqingmeisibenquba，yigeyuehou，wotiniruzhuihejia。”