yemishuodaozuodao，neishanxiaoxiaodemenzaiyemeiyoudakai。
heianzhongqiulanshanshibuzhidaoshijiande，taqixianhainengzaitielianzhouweizouyizou，danshihoulailianzoudongyemeiyouliqile。kaozheqiang，zhenggerenheianzhonghunshuilexujiu。
她是被饿醒的。
dangyanjingzhangshijianshenmedoukanbudaodeshihou，tingjuehexiujuejiuhuigengjiadelingmin。qiulanshanqingxitingdaoerbianyouzhe“zhizhi”deshengyin，neiyinggaishiyizhilaoshu。
taedebudele，shouzhizaidixiamosuozhe，shiqileyizhixiaoxiaodechongzi。
tuoyezaizuilifengkuangdefenmi，danshiqiulanshanquehaibaochizhezuihoudeyisilixing，bunengchi，ningyuanesiyebunengchi——
tabachongziehenhenderenglechuqu，fangfoshiqulezuihouyisiliqi，tuirandedaozailedishang。
“昱东……”
qiulanshanshengyinqingdexiangshiyizhenfeng。
五年前。
fenlidekaishi，qiyuanyuyigerendebugaoerbie。
balifeiwangzhongguodefeijishang，youyigechengkehenguaiyi。qiushenggeyilianhaoqidekanzhechuanzhemianaodenanren，tadaizhehouhoudekouzhao，butingdecuicukongjiebawendudiaodi。
ranercishishiqibayuedeshengxia，shuozheirennaodaiyoubingba，danshishuohuayoutiaoyouli，yidiandoubuxiangshinaodaiyouwentideren。qiushenggeyizhizaizhuyizhe
neibenshushidewen。qiushenggekanguo，jiangdeshiyigebian-taisharenkuangdegushi。
qiushenggeyigejiling，zheigerenzheimeguiyi，gaibuhuishigebian-taiba？
tayouyuleyihuier，haishijuedinggaosukongjie。
“neigenanrenbuzhengchang，zhende。”qiushenggezaiweishengjianmenkoulazhukongjieyinqindingzhu，“nimenzuihaocaiqucuoshi，yibeibuce。daxiatianchuanmianao，shuobudinglimianjiuzangzhezhadanni！”
kongjiebiaoqinghenguiyi，tasihuzaibiezhexiao，xiangxiaoyouxiaobuxiaochulai。qiushenggeyishiyihuo：“nizenmele？”
yizhidashouanzhuletadejianbang，qiushenggeshentiyizhan。jinjiezhebiantingnanrendaomeicuideshengyinxiangleqilai：“niyaobuyaobakaiwodeyifu，kankanlimianyoumeiyouzhadan？”
“a！”qiushenggedajiaoyisheng，xianxiesanhundiuleqipo：“ni……ninini，sharenkuang！”
nanrentiaomei，lakailemianaolalian，limianshenmedoumeiyouchuan，bakuaijirouqiangzhuangjinghandebinglie，xiashenzechuanleyijianbaiserongku，shangmianyinzheyichuanyingwen，qiushenggemiyankanlekan，faxianshiyigejiudiandemingcheng。
“xiaojie，wogangcongbeijihuilai。”nanrenguohaoyifu，gouchunfengshenjunlangdexiaolexiao：“zaibulejieshiqingzhenxiangqianbuyaowangxiadinglun，suoxingwoshigeshanliangderen，jiubuyuniduojijiaole。”
——neishilianggerendechujian。shengmingxianhuo，xiangshixiweichenguanglidechaoyangyiyangpengbocanlan。shimianmuquanfeideqiulanshanyibeizizhidequjidiandehuiyi。
不，我要活下去。
qiulanshanzaiheianzhongmosuozhe，tashouzhiyongliniezheyouzhahoudechongzi，tunlekoutuomo。
huoxiaqucaiyouxiwang，huoxiaqucainengzaijiandaota。
一定要活下去！
qiulanshanbizheyan，jiangchongzifangjinlezuili……
huoyudongxiwanzaochulai，yemibuzhidaoshenmeshihouyoudaoletadefangjianli。tashencai**，chuanzheyijianheiseleisideshuiyi，shuangyanzhigougoudekanzhehuoyudong。
huoyudongshenseruchang，tacazhetoufa：“nizenmeyoulaile？”
yemideshengyindiadefani：“yudong，renjiaxihuanni。”
huoyudongzhijieledang：“wobuxihuanni。”
yemimeipimeiliandepazailehuoyudongdeshenshang，yizhishouhuanhuanchaotadeyupaoxiatanqu。
“啪！”
huoyudongyitaijian，haobulianxiangxiyudebayemishuaidaoledishang。
“aiyo，tengsiwole！”
yemiwuzhe**，yaoyaqiechidezhiwen：“huoyudong，wodaodinadianbuhao，niweishenmejiukanbushangwo？！”
“ninadiandouhao。”huoyudongnaqichuangtoudeyibendewenxiaoshuofanlefan，mianwubiaoqingdao：“danshiwojiushikanbushangni。”
叶宓摔门而去。
huoyudongshenseruchang，tangdaolechuangshang。zheigenvrenzaitachuangshanggunleyiquan，xiangshuiweizhandemanchuangdoushi。tazhoumei，tangzaichuangshangchiyileyihuier，qishenbachuangdanbeizhaoquanbuchaixialairengdaolexiyijili。
tayoujiepi，bingqiehaishizhongdujiepi。piruwoshibunengyouyigentoufa，fangjianlibunengyouyisiyiwei，tadechuangbixuganjingzhengqidaomeiyouyisizhezhou，shenzhitaliantangzheshuijuedeyangzidoushitingshiyiyanggonggongzhengzhengde。
zheitianwanshanghuoyudongjiuweidemengdaoleqiushengge。
congfeijishangxialaizhihou，meigejitian，yishenluopodeqiushenggequtadegongsimianshi。liangrenjiandaodeshihouhaiheleyitiao，huoyudongrengranjidedangshiwenguotayijuhua：“zenmejitianbujian，jiuchengzheiyangle？”
qiushenggechuizhetou，shengyinshaya：“wohaokelian，womamabeifuqinbisile，babazaiwaimiandejigesishengzizhanlewodejiachan，tamenzhongnanqingnv，wobabaxiangyaowogechuyikeshenqujiuniaoduzhengdegege……wolijiachuzou，yijingsantianmeichifanle……”
huoyudongnianshaowuzhi，yexushiqiushenggedeyanjitaihao，jiuzheimexilihutudeyingpinshangle。gujizheichanghuangdandemianshihuimingchuihrmianshiguandeshice，biaotijiushi“yigefuyoutongqingxindeshangsiheyigemaicanyanjijiaokeshudenvren……dexiangaixiangsha。”
zheimezhangshiyouyuanyinde，yinweizaiyihoudehenzhangyiduanshijianli，zheiliangzhongrenshezaihuoshiqiyedaloulikeweishihuojiyishi。suoyoudeyuangongdoubiaoshixianshihenmohuan，ershierlouneigeyidongdebingshanshuaigezongcai，juranlianaile。
qiulanshanzuoweiyiduoshengjiedexiaobailianhua，zailengkuwuqingyingjunshuaiqidehuozongcaishenbianzuolemishu，zheizhongnanrennvrenlianaizhiwaidisanzhongfeizhengdangdejinjiguanxi，henkuaijiuganchailiehuo，liaoqilexiaochunanduonianlaiganhedeqinggancaoyuan。
shiyouhenduojiyuanqiaohede。
shenmedaokafeishishouzhichupeng，nawenjianshibeizhuoyibandao，haoqiaobuqiaodepuzaiduifangshenshang，shuangshuangdaodi，kenzaiyiqi。zhujiudianshizhishengxiayijianfang，tongchuanggongzhendeshihouwangdai**，weizheyujinbuxiaoxinbeichediao。chuchaganshangqingpendayu，xiaobailianhuazaidianshanleimingzhongkukutiti，dazongcaiwuzhetadeerduoshengyinwenroudeshuo：
“别怕，我在呢。”
一切真的只是巧合。
danyezhendeshiyiduannieyuan。