diyizhangyiyueshiwan，zuowoshenghuozhuli
shitangdamadouzhidao，woshixiaohuadetiangou。
tushuguanwoyi**zuoliangzuo，shangxiakedouchengsantiexinhusong，yirisancandousongdaoxiaohuasushelouxia，jiuchaweitazuilile。
danxiaohuazongshiduiwolengmeilengliande，bujiuhou，dajiadoushuowoshixiaocaodetishen。
shirenxiaowomeizunyan，woxiaotarenkan**。
meirenzhidao，xiaohuasidixia......ng，naqianzawoa！
“jiniyigeyue10w，zuowodeshenghuozhuli。”
houlai，taxiaoxinyiyidiwenwo：“wanglin，niyaozuowonanpengyouma？”
woyibatuikaita：“neishilingwaidejiaqian。”
......
我准备退学了。
guizusilidaxue，yiniansanshiwan。
shengxiadetian，woshoushixinglixiang，yuanbendelvbeiwogualexianyu，shoulideshibashikuaipinxixichanwu。
sushelidesanren，xiongdizhang，xiongdiduandesongwodaosushelouxia，niutoujiupobujidaitouxiao。
genlaiweiguandejigerenjiaotoujieer——
“nimenhaibuzhidao？tajiatale！gaoshenmejinrongtouzi，beihuaerjieshouge，xianzaiqiongdekuchadoubusheng！”
“kebuma？zuotianwomenzaishitangchifan，tatoutouzaisushekenmantou，hansuandeyo，wodouxiangjitadabaodianshengcai。”
wodunledunjiaobu，xianglinqixinglixiangbazheixiehuosedegoutouzagexibalan。
danfanshixianggehouguo，dashangzheixiefuerdai，wonayouyiyaofeikeyipei。
wozhihaomomoditanleyikouqi，tuozhexinglixiangjixuwangqianzou。
anweiziji，renshengnayouyifanfengshui，nanmianyougouyoukan。
dangchuzheixierentieshanglai，songyansongjiu，**niejiao，bachanmeigoutuimingmingbaibaixiezailianshang，xianzailailuojingxiashile。
他妈的！
woyijiaochuaifeilegenqiandeyikeeluanshi，yuexiangyueqi，yueqiyuexiang，chunfengdeyiershiniandewo，nashouguozheizhongwonangqi，jianzhijiuxiangsangjiazhiquan！
“嘭——”
cangtianwuyan，zhijianwochuaifeideneikeshitouchengpaowuxian，pacazazaileyiliangbinlitianyuedecheshenshang。
wonaoguaziwengwengde，xinzanggenchemenyiyangaoxianxiaqu。
“噗——”
“wuloupianfenglianyeyua？wanglin！”
“youjiwankuaipeima？yaobuyaoxiongdijienia？”
beihoude“xuhanwennuan”rangworumangzaibei。
yourentuikailefujiadechemen，shigebaobiaomoyang，raodaohouzuo。yishouyazhexizhuang，yishoulakaichemen，bigongbijingdewanxiayao。
yishuangtoumingpucailiaodegaogenliangxie，guozheqianqianyuzu，qingqingcaizaileshuinidishang。
suizhenvhailuchulushanzhenmianmu，zhanqilaishi，duanmiandequnbaizhuizhelei.sibian，chuizailejiaohuaichu。
wocongtaxianchenburandequnziwangshangkan，kandaodeshixiaohuatongjiaoyubai.xidelianpang。
bazhangdademianrong，genlvfenmingdemei，yishuangchengchedeshuangmou。
dangtakanxiangwoshi，fangfoshinvwangzaipinitianxia。
beihouchuanlailexusheng，wonaozilizhengfengkuangzhuomozhe，zenmepeilidaoqian，rangzheigetianzhijiaonvfangwoyima。
taxinggandehongchunqihe，zhishuoleyiju，“yiyueshiwan，zuowoshenghuozhuli。”
what？
wohuaiyiwoerduochuleshenmemaobing！
穷到产生幻听了？
woxiangwocikedebiaoqingyidingshijiqijiujiede，dantongjiaoyuxiangzhewozoulai，meixinningqi，zuijiaoyepiexiaqu，“gennishuohuani，nidaodiyuanbuyuanyi？”
yigeyueshiwan，yinianyibaiershiwan，xuefeiyouzheluolebushuo，hainengbangchenjialihaizhai。
sheinengxiangdao，wohaimeimianxiangshehui，jiushinianxinbaiwanderenwule？
“zhishizuozhuli？”woyouxiehuaiyi，jingtidehouchebanbu。
dangwofangbeideyanshenjidaotongjiaoyu，tadelianseyibian，niutoujiuzou，“buyuanyijiusuanle。”
算了！
怎么能算了！
woyingzhenvrenmiliuxiadedandanqingxiang，zhuishangqu，“biea！zhulishenmede，wozuizaixingle！”
zaisushelouxia，wotangerhuangzhidishangletongjiadezuojia，chechuangwaideren，xiabadoukuaituojiule。
suiranwoyouxinlijianshe，danhaishimeixiangdao，zheigexiaoxizhiyongbantianshijianjiuchuanbianlexiaoyuandejiaojiaoluoluo。