“congcihou，womenliangqingle！guoqudeshinian，dangwoconglaimeiyouyujianguoni……”songsimanyanzhongleishuijuedi，zhuantoukanxiangfaguan，gengyanquekengqiangjiandingdeshuodao，“worenzui！”
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我认罪！
suoyoudeyiqie，fuqinde，zijide。
tayuanxiangzheigeguansihaiyaodahenduoci，yisongsimandexingzi，tabudamudeshibuhuibaxiude。
dangsongsimanshuochu“worenzui”sangezideshihou，gushaotingyizhenhuanghu，tuitinghou，tazuolehenjiuzaizhanqilai。
脑子里嗡嗡乱叫。
“congcihou，womenliangqingle。”
两清？
十年，两清？
“guoqushinian，woconglaimeiyouyujianguoni……”
没有遇见过？
zaitafuqinjinicuneitianzhiqian，tameiyoukanjiantakuguo，xianzaimannaozidoushitalianshangdeleishui。
gushaotingshuaileshuaitou，“liangqingle！”
tataibulikaiyuangaoxi，zhiyibu，chadiantakongzhanbuwen。
“liangqingle！”taxiangqitashuochuzheisangezishidejuejue，haoxiangshinazhexiangmubiaoshuaizaihuiyizhuoshang，“zheigexiangmubixushiwode！”
势在必得！
songsiman，meiyoutazuobudaodeshiqing。
gushaotingchelechelingdai，zouchufating，tayihoudeshenghuozhong，buhuizaiyousongsiman。
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监狱
songsimanzuijiaoliuxueqizaiyigenvfanrendeshenshang，shouzhongdexiebazhangpapashuaizainvfanrendelianshang：“yihouhaiganbugankaojinwo！”
“buganle！buganle！”
“yihouhaiganbuganbachibuxiadedongxidaowocanpan？”shuowan，youshi“papa”liangxiebazhang。
“buganle！buganle！”nvfanlianlianqiurao。
songsimantaiquandao，chuledabuguogushaoting，yibanrenbushitadeduishou。
zaijianyuzheizhongdifang，nanmianhuibeirenqifu，tabenxiangxishiningren，quebuxiangzheixiegouniangyangdeqirentaishen！
zheigeweixin，tabixuliqilai，buranyihousheidoukeyipadaotadetoushanglai。
zheigeshijieshang，zhiyougushaotingkeyiqifuta，bingqierangtahaowufankangdenengli。
dantayezhinengbeitashangzheiyici！
仅此一次！
suoyoudenvyuyou，douhaipasongsiman，tajiuxianggemuyechayiyangxionghan。
songsimandezhizijihuaiyunshi，shouzuwucuo，tabuzhidaogaizenmeban。
dangxiaomingtanshisongsimanshi，songsimanzhongyukandaolexiwang，tagezhehouhoudeboli，qiqiudekanzhexiaoming，“xiaoming，bangwoyigemangba。”
xiaomingyanzhongdesongsimanshoudebuxiangyangzi，zuichunqidezhandou，“gushaotingweishenmehuizheiyangduini？tatugeshenme？dangchutajinggaowobuzhunkaojinni，woyiweitashizhendeaini，woshikannineimeaitawocaifangshoude，niweishenmemeiyoudedaoxingfu！”
xiaomingyankuangfahong，“songsiman！nizheigeshabi！niguoqushiniandeaiqingdouweigoulema？”
songsimanjinjinminzhezuichun，“ruguomeiyoujingliguo，wozenmehuizhidaozijishishabi？yiqiedoushiyinguo，guoqudejiubutile。”
“butile？pingshenmebutile？taqinshoubanisongjinjianyu！pingshenmebutile？”
“woqiantade，gaihai。”songsimanshenhuxi，tajinliangburangzijineibuzhengqideleishuiliuchulai，“xianzaihaiqingle。”
xiaominghaixiangshuoshenme，renleren，daozuidehuayandaoleduzili。
songsimandao，“bangwoxianggebanfa，niyidingkeyi，wohuaiyunle，bierangwohuaiyundeshiqingrangwaimianderenchadao，jiusuanchadaole，yeyaobangwoxiangbanfazhengmingzheihaizishibierende。”
“顾少霆的孩子？”
“是。”
“为什么不打掉？”
“不能？”
“为什么？”
“woyihou，buhuizaiaishangrenheyigeren，nanren，zheibeiziwodoubuganpengle，dan，haizishiwode。”songsimankanzhexiaomingdeyanjing，yanzhongdeleishuizhongyuguanbuzhu，gunluoleyilian。
xiaomingdequantou，henhenzazaishitaishang，“nijingranweiletayigerenfoudinglesuoyourenma？”
“zhishaoxianzaixinlidexiangfashi，buganzaiyaoaiqingle。”
xiaomingzhidaosongsimanshishangtoule，ertaxianzaibixuyaohaohaodiaozhengziji，fouzehuichushi，tabunengbita。
“我答应你。”
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songsimanshengchanneitian，yishengzhouzhemeitoujiyijingquanshenmazuidesongsimanzuopoufuchanshoushu，“ai，jingjifanzui，qishidouhencongmingderen，donglewaixinsieryi，yaoshibazheixinsiyongzaizhengdaoshang，zenmekenengzoudaozheiyibu？”
“ai，nianjiqingqingde，zhiyouyigeshenle。”
只有一个肾了。
songsimanmihuzhongtingdaoyishengdetanhua。
fatingshang，takongsuzhe，“wohenbudebamingdoujini，haibugouma？”
gushaoting，nizenmenengduiwozheiyanghen？
还好，我们两清了。