第四章忌日
tuikaimentaiyanbianpiedaoleshafashangzuozhedeguyanli，shunzhetademuguangwodeshixianluozaileyangtaishanghaowuxingxiangpazaichajishangwanzhejimudegumu。
wojidemamazaishideshihou，tidaolinyideshihouzongshiyanxiaoyanyandeshuotawenwanzhixing，chulishiqingjintuiyoudu。
keyanqiandelinyi，quexianggehaitongyiyang，huiyinweijimudediejiapaishoujiaohao，yehuiyinweijimudetanta，fangshengtongku。
xiangdaozheili，wodexinyouyinyinzuotongqilai。
keshizuinanguozuitongkuderen，yinggaiguyanliba。
cikedetaxianggeyoulingyiyang，yinchenchendizuozaineili，xiuzhangdeshouzhijiazheyigenyan，tunyuntuwuzhijiyingjundelianshangjinxianyinmai。
linyiyouxiantianxingdebiyan，wenbudeyanwei，suoyiguyanlijibenbuzaijiachouyan。
zhiyouzaitaxinqingtebiechadeshihoucaihuirenbuzhu。
“wohaiyiweinidasuanlaizaiyiyuanbuhuilaile。”tataimoukanzhewo，yandishishuobujindechaofeng。
wochaozhegumudefangxiangkanleyan，haoxintixing，“linyiwenbudeyanwei，niyaobuyaoxianbayanxile？”
“shaozaiwomianqianzhuangmozuoyang。”guyanliqishenzoudaowomianqian，danshouqiazhuwodebozi，xiazhangdemouziweimi，guyiduizhewotulekouyanqi。
wobeinongliedeyanweixunleyouxienanshou，renbuzhukelejisheng。
sangzichuanlaidejuteng，rangworenbuzhuningleningmei。
“zheijiushoubuzhule？”guyanlilengxiaoyisheng，jiangyantouminmiezaiyanhuigang，ranhouqiangshidibawoanzaishafashang，“haijidejintianshishenmerizima？”
yingzhetashensuideyanmou，woweiweiyizheng。
难道......
budengwoduoxiang，taqiazhewobozideshougengjiayongli。
“shinidebajiri。”tasangyindichen，jihushiyaoyaozheyashuo：“yeshiwobadejiri。”
zaiyiyuanhunshuilesantian，wodaoshiwanglezheigerizi。
nanguaiguyanlihuiyifanchangtai，mingmingmeihejiu，liqiqueneimezhong。
“wobasile，womafengle，doushiyinweini，yeweiwei，wohenni，wohenbudeqinshoushaleni。”
guyanliyinchenzhelian，etouqingjintu-qi。
shuzhewobozishangdeliyuelaiyueda，sihuxiayimiaojiuyaobeitaningduan。
wodehuxiyuelaiyuekunnan，xiongqiangzhaliebandezhixiganjiangwobaowei。
“shalewoba。”wobiehongzhelian，jiannankaikou，“zheiyangnibuyongzaitongku，woyekeyijietuole。”
guyanlishengzaiyouwodejiating，youzhechenggongdebaba，wenroudemama，yijiasankouxingfuqiehexie。
kewohebabadedaolai，huidiaolezheiyangyigewennuandejiating。
linyihewomamacengjingshiyaohaodexiaojiemei，lianggerenyuedingguo，ruguoyihoujiehunshenghaizi，shilianggenverjiuzuojiemei，ruguoshiyinanyinvjiudingwawaqin。
houlaigujiamanmanfadale，womamayeyinweiyiciyiwaishiguqushile。
linyidangshidezhilezheijianshihou，feiyaobawojiedaogujiazhaogu。
weilegenghaodebawolacheda，wobabajiutongyile，daizhewotoukaolegujia，chengletamenjiadesiji。
suizhegujiadeshengyiyuezuoyueda，jianjianchengleyunchengshouquyizhidelongtouqiye，gubobojiukaishibutongyizheimenwawaqin，shuoshixiyan，bunengdangzhenzuoshu。
linyizechifanduiyijian，shuoshirenzhunlewozuogujiadeerxifu，yeyinweizheijianshi，lianggerenjingchangchaojia。