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taihaole，wobazheibizhangsuanzailexiayourandeshenshang。
wotangzaibingchuangshang，yanleizhibuzhudeliuchulai，kanzheshenhouyan，“duibuqi，shiwomeiyong，shiwowuneng，shiwomeinenghaohaobaohuhaowomendehaizi。”
wobuduandigenzhenanrendaoqian，ershenhouyanzhishishenchushoumoquwodeyanlei，“bieku，meishile。”
woyaoyaotou，“houyan，womendehaizimeile，wozhendehaonanguo。”
wodeyanleizhibuzhudiliuchulai，“wobuzhidaowohuaiyunle，wozhishiganjuezuijinyouxiepibei，wobenlaixiangqukanyishengde，quemeiyouxiangdaojintian……
wodehuayuyanyouzhi，danshiwoxiangxinshenzhixingyijingzhidaole，yourenhuibazhengjunajizheinanrenkande。
shenzhixingzhouleyixiameitou，“biekule，yishengshuonibunengkude，nixianzaishentihenxuruo，xuyaoanxindejingyang。”
wokanzheta，“nibuguaiwoma？houyan，niyinggaiguaiwode，shiwomeiyouyong，meinengbaohuhaowomendehaizi。”
“shagua，buguannideshi，nitinghua，guaiguaidexiuxi，haizimenyihouhaihuiyoude。”
wojinyaozhechun，“shima，shiwogennidehaizi？”
“dangran。”tashenchushoumomowodeyanlei，“tinghua，haohaodexiuxi，biexiangzheijianshile。”
wodiandiantou，dengwoshuizhezhihoushenhouyancailikai，ganjuedaoneinanrenlikaizhihouwozhengkaiyanjing。
womozhezijidexiaofu：haiziduibuqi，shiniwowuyuanbunengzuomunv，ruguohaiyoulaishengdeyuanfen，woyuanyizaibuchang。
weishenmeshimunv？yinweiwomengjianwodehaizishiyigenvhai，yigefeichangkeairoudududenvhai。
woliuxiayanleizaigenwodehaizigaobie。
wanshangdeshihouxiaotaolaizhaowo，xiaotaoshiwodezhuli，shiwojinianqianjiuguodeyigenvhai，duiwohenzhongxin。
“baijie，jinikankanzheige。”tanaguoshouji，boleshipinfangzaiwodemianqian，ranhouwojiukandaoleshenhouyanhexiayouran。
“houyan，wobushiguyide，neigenvren……tashiguyide，taguyicongloushangshuaixiaqude。”xiayouranyilianweiqudeshuozhe。
“guyi？taweishenmeyaoguyixianhaini？”
xiayouranjinjinyaozhechun，“wobuzhidaofanzhengneinvrenyidingshiguyide，yexutashiweileliuzhunini？”
shenhouyantingdaozheihuazhouleyixiameitou，“xianhaini，yongtazijihaishiyongtaduzilidehaizi？zhibuzhidaonineimetuitaxiaqutadehaizimeile。”
tingdaozheihuaxiayouranzhengdayanjing，“shenmeyisi？tahuaiyunle？nizenmerangtahuaiyunle，nijuranrangtahuaiyunle？nizenmekeyirangbiedenvrenhuainidehaizi，wocaiyouzigeshengxianidehaizi，tazenmekeyi……tabupei！”
xiayouranjihushibengkuizhe，tayizhikuzhebuting，yuanbenhaizainuqizhongdeshenhouyankandaotazheiyangzijiumeizhele，yushishenchushoujiangtalouzaihuaizhong，“nibieku，nizhibuzhidaokandaonikuwodexindousuile。”
xiayouranjiuzheimeyiweizaitadehuaizhong，“shibushiyinweiwobunenghuaiyunbunengshenghaizi，nicaiyaobiedenvrende？woyekeyide，wodexinzangyijinghenanquanle。houyan，rangwojinishengyigehaiziba。”
shenhouyanxintengdemuguangmozaitadelianshang，“wobuhuirangnichuyidianchachi，wobuhuirangnimaozhezheiyangdefengxianquzuozheijianshiqing。”
“keshiwoxianga，woxiangjinishengyigehaizi，nizhibuzhidaowoyouduomejiduneigenvren？zaozhidaozheiyangwodangchujiubulikaile，woyinggaizainishenbiancaishide。”
xiayouranyongyanleidadongleta，yuanbenhaizainuqidangzhongdeshenhouyankandaotazheifuyangzichedidetoujiangle，jinjindejiangtalouzaihuaizhong，“biekubieku，nideyanleihuijiaowoxinteng。”
“keshihouyan，wozhendehaonanguo，woyehaoxiangjinishenghaizi。”
“womenhuiyouhaizide，yidinghuide。”
“zhendema？”xiayourantaiqiyanmoukanzheta。
沈厚言点点头。
kanzhetamenbaozaiyiqidehuamian，wobuyoudelengxiao，zheixiehuamianshizaixiayourandexiuxishi，worangrentoutoufanglejiankong，wocaikeyikanjianzheichuxi。
xiayouranzaijuzuqifuyigenvzhulibeimashangresou，yebuzhidaozenmebeipailexialaibeifangdaowangshang，dajiamatashuadapai，butitiegongzuoren，lianzheshenhouyanyiqima。
shuozhende，ruguobushixiayouranzijibuzuosi，zhendemeirennengbangwo。
meicitadoubazijisongshangresou，wozhendeyaoxiexietanaozibuhao。
keshiwozenmedoumeiyouxiangdaoxiayigeresou，juranshixiayouranzaijuzuyundao。
woshibuzhidaotafashengleshenme，zhidaowoyigexingqizhihoujiandaoshenhouyan。
kanzhetadeyangzisihubuhuihenhao。
“guixin，bangwodaobeishui。”shenhouyandehualuoxia。
kanjianzheinanrendaozaishafashangli，yishenjiuwei，niezhemeixin，kanjiantazheiyangwobuyoudelengxiao，naqizhuomiandeshuijita。
shenhouyanjieguoshuibeiheleyikou，jieguofaxianshibing，zhouzhemeitou“weishenmezheimebingshui，woyaoherede，jiwodaoyibeireshui。”
kandaotazheifuyangzi，wojiujuedegenghaoxiaole。
wohuanleyibeireshuijita，nanrencaiheleyikou，tajiuzhijietuluchulai，“nixiangtangsiwoma？”
kanzhetawuyuanwugugenwofapiqi，woyelaijing，“shenhouyan，nizheishizaigenwofapiqima？”
shenhouyanzhengkaiyanjingkanzhewo，sihumeiliaodaowohuihendashengdigentashuohua。
“guixin，woxinqingbuhao，nibienao。”
“niyiweizhiyounixinqingbuhaoma？”
taniezhemeitou，“nizaigenwonaoshenme？”
“nao？woshenmeshihougenninaole？”
“shibushiyinweiwozuijinpeizheyourannibugaoxingle，wobushigennishuolema，wogentameishenmeshi。”
tingdaotadehuanghua，wobuyoudelenglengdexiaozhe，“shenhouyan，woyegennishuoguo，ruguoyouyitiannixiangyaolikai，xianggenxiayouranzaiyiqi，woyuanyichengquannimen，kenixianzaisuanshenme？nizhibuzhidaoxianzaiyouduoshaomeitizaibaodaotadeshiqing，nibangtaneixiemeitiliannidouyiqima。”
wokule，kudetebiedecan。
“nixintengxiayouran，kesheixintengni？”
“nizhibuzhidaokanjianneixierenmani，woduonanshou，woshoubulebierenmani。”
wodunzaidishangaoaodaku，kudetebiedecan。
zheishiwojihuadeyizhao，woyongwoxintengdeleishuidadongzheinanren。
xiayourannengzuodaodeshiqingwoyidingyenengzuodao。
shenhouyanbaozhewo，“bieku，nibieku。”
“shenhouyan，nizhenshiyigehundan，nixintengbiedenvren，kezhixintengni，wocaibuzaihuxiayouranzenmeyang，wozhizaihuni。”
wodetoumaizaitadehuaizhong，yanleizhibuzhudeliuzhe。
shenhouyanlouzhewodetou，jiuzheimeyixiayixiademozhe，“wozhidao，wozhendezhidao，wozhidaonixintengwo。”
woxixibizi，likaitadehuaizhong。
womozhetadelian，“nishoule，nizheijitianmeihaohaochidongxima？”
shenhouyanlouzhewokaozaishafashang，tadetoukaozaiwodejianshang，“guixin，woyaozenmeban……youranta……xinzangyouchulewenti。”
“nishuoshenme？”wojingyadekanzheshenhouyan。
xiayourandexinzangchuxianlewenti，neishigegedexinzang。
“xiayourandexinchuxianleshenmewenti？”
kandaowojinzhangdeyangzi，shenhouyanbingmeiyouduoxiang，takusedexiaolexiao，“nizhidaodexiayouranzhiqianzuoguoxinzangshoushu，keshidangshiyishengshuozheikexinzangzaitashentilizhangjiubule，yehuichuxianwenti，zhishimeiyouxiangdao，xianzaizhendechuxianlewenti。”
“zenmeban？woshangnalizaijitazhaoyikexin？”
kandaoshenhouyandeyangzi，wozhijiecongshafashangqilai，buyoudelenglengdexiaozhe。
wogegedexinchuxianlewenti，bukeyibukeyiyidingbukeyide……
woyibuyibubijinzheinanren，kanzhetabizheyanmouyanjiaoliuchudelei，wobuzhidaotashixintengneinvrenhaishishenme，wodichendeshengyinluoxia，“neinijiubatadexinwachulaijiwoya。”
woshuozheihuadeshihouyaoyaqiechi，danshenhouyanyijingchedishuiguoqu。
wozaishenhouyandeshoujilifaxianyigejingrendemimi，tazailianxiheishimaiyikexinzang，gaoexuanshang，weiyideyaoqiujiushirhyinxing。
zheihewogegedexuexingyiyang，jiushiyinweizheiyang，tadangnianwalezhaorenzhailewodexinzangjixiayouran。
jiuyinweineinvrenyeshixiyouxuexing。
zheigenanrenweileneinvrenjuranzuoweifadeshiqing，danshitazhibuzhidaozuitengaidemeimeijiushibeineinvrenhaiside。
tashizhendexiangxinneinvrendehuama？
wohuibasuoyoudezhengjudoutanjineinanrenkan。
xiayouranzhuyuanle，wozhidaoneinvrenshentibuhao，yizhizaiyiyuanlidiaoyang，danshixiaoxishifengbide，yinweimeitianshenhouyanhuilaidouxiandetebiedepibei。
wobingmeiyouyincishengqi，faneryuefadedongshizhaoguta，bingqiewohaizhudongshenqingxiangquyiyuankanxiayouran，yikaishizheinanrenbingmeiyoutongyi，woyezhidaotadanxinshenme。
yushiwoyuelaiyueguanxinzheinanren，meitianhaochihaohedesihoujibianshizainanren，shenyehuilaiwanwodoubatasihoudehaohaode。
nanrenma，youdeshihoushixuyaofaxiede，youqixiayouranshentibuhao，zheinanrenyouhenzhongyu，zaizheigeshihouwojiuchedichenjijiejinzhenanren。
youdeshihouzainanrentibuqixingqu，wojiuxiangbanfa……
dangchuweilejiejinzheinanren，wozhendemeishaoxiagongfu。。
wocongchuangshangxinglaideshihouyijingshilingchensidianduole，neinanrenhaizaihanrandedashui，woshenshangninidichulehenduodehan。
woquleyushixilezao，zhaozhejingzizijideshenzibozishangdoushineinanrenliuxiadehenji，wozuijiaobuyouzhegoulegouxiaorong，yinweishenhouyanzhongyutongyiwoquyiyuankanxiayouran。
baitian，woguyichuanlelubozideyifulaidaoyiyuan。
xiayourankanjianwodeshihouyoudianjingya，woxiaoyingyingdezoushanglai。
xiayouranmirenyanjingdingzhewo，“nilaizuoshenme？”
wonaleyizhangyizizuozaichuangqian，“houyanshuonishengbingle，woguolaikankanni。”
“baiguixin，wobuxuyaonidexuqingjiayi，nixianzaijiwolikai。”
wosongsongjian，“wohuilikai，wobuguojiulaikankannizenmeyang，shentiyidinghennanguoba，neikexinzainixinlihaishiyingma？”
tazhengdayanjing，“nishuoshenme？”
“womeishuoshenmeya。”woxiayishimolemowodebozi。
xiayouranhenkuaidijiuzhuyidao，tazhengdayanjing，“baiguixin，nibozishangshishenme？”
woxiaole，“zheigea，wenhena，houyanliuxialaide。”
kanzhetashengqideyangzi，wodehuazaiciluoxia，“xiaxiaojieshengbinglejiuhaohaodexiuxi，bieluanshengqi，bijingnidebingshigenxinzangyouguan。haiyounibuyongdanxinhouyan，wohuibangnihaohaozhaogutade，youqizheijitiantasuiranmeitianwanshanghuilaihenwan，tayizhichaozheyaowo。nanrenma，yalidakendingshixuyaofaxiede。”
“baiguixin，nibuyaolian。”xiayouranqifendimazhewo。
wolianshangshizhongdaizheyisiweixiao，naguoyigejuziqingqingdebozhe，“woyejuedeshi，zaichuangshangdeshihouhouyanjiushuowoshiyigexiaoyaojing。”
dengwobowanjuzidijita，tazhijiehuikai，juzijiuzheiyangdiaozaidishang。
wotaizhidaozenmerenuxiayouranle！
wodaizhejifendeyidexiao，“xiaxiaojie，nihaishigankuaihaoqilaiba，buranhouyanyizhizhetengwo，wozhendechibuxiao。buguowowenleyisheng，yishengshuoxiangnizheizhongyouxinzangbingderenbushihenanhuannvai，zhenshikexile……”
“nijiwogun，nizheigejianren，woyaoshaleni……”
kanjiantazheimejidongdeyangzi，wobuyoudexiaole，“xiaxiaojie，nihaishibiejidongdebijiaohao，nizheifuyangzikanzhezhendehenheren，houyanzhidaonirucima？zheimexinhenshoula，nideyanjikezhenhao，wozhenpeifuni。”
xiayouranehenhendingzhewo，“baiguixin，biejiwodeyi，wogaosuni，tabuaini，nijiwodengzhe，woyidingbuhuifangguonide。”
“kanlainizhendehenaishenhou，neimerangnanneirenzhidaonizaiguowaizheiliangnianfashengdeshiqing，nigenduoshaonanrenfashengguoguanxitazhidaoma？”
xiayouranzhengdayanjingkanzhewo，zhenggeshenqingfeichangdehaipa，“baiguixin，nihushuoshenme？”
wolenglengdexiao，“nijuedewoshizaihushuoma？yaobuyaowobaneixiezhengjunajishenhouyankan，rangtakankantaxinzhongdebailianhuadaodishiyigeshenmeyangdenvren。”
“baiguixin，woyaoshaleni。”zheihuierxiayouranzhijienaqiyibashuiguodaochaoguopulai。
woyijingzuohaozhunbeile，zheijiushiwojinuxiayourandedaijia，rangtashalewo！
wowozhuxiayourandeshou，biqiliqi，zheinvrenkendingbudiwode。
wojiuzheimedingzheta，“xiayouran，nizhidaonidezheikexinshisheidema？”
xiayouranzhengdayanjingkanzhewo。
“wogaosuni，nidezheigexinshiwogede，shiwozuiaideren，zhidaowoweishenmejiejinshenhouyanma？jiushixiangrangtaqinshouwalezheikexinjiwo。”