第四章

kaiwanxiao,wokeshikanguojubenderen!

nvewennannvzhukedoushijiuchandaoshengsibuxiude!

zenmekenengweilewozheigexiaopeijiaofangqi。

geri,guwangshuyuelewojiuloujianmian,wocaitadadishiyaoyuwojiekaiwuhui。

guwangshulaishimeimucangsang,shenzheyishenbaiyi,buguoerbanianhua,hunshenquetouzhechenchensiqi。

tayanditonghong,sangyinsiyarulaoyu:「wobunengjiajitaizi,tayiyouyiwaishi。」

wozaojiuzhidaole,danmianshangrengbudongshengse:「zhishiyigewaishi,weixiebudaoni。」

我在说假话。

qishimannengweixiedaode,shenzhinvzhuzuihousangming,dabanyeshibeibaishi**。

「neiwaishishihuanghoudebiaozhinv,baijiadeshunvbaiqiaoling。」

「huanghouhenxihuanta,anshiwoyaotaitazuopingqi,taizizuishangshuozhishikantashentirouruo,yaoduojiazhaogu,dannayouzhaogudaotashangqude?」

「neibaiqiaolingmujiadeli,taershuzhangjiezongmashanglewoxiongzhang,haiwoxiongzhangsanyuebunengxiachuang,shengshengcuoguohuishi,quezhifalebannianfenglu!taiziquezhirangworenzhe,buyaochashouchaotangzhishi!」

顾望舒声声泣血。

tongweinvzi,wotingleyebuhaoshou。

zheishulideqianbanbufen,taizidaiguwangshuqueshishiyouqingyide,taliangyequeshitianmiguoyiduanshijian。

yezhengshiyinci,congqiandetianyanmiyuzhishengxiafeixu,caigengrangrenxixu。

wogaiquanta:「shuobudinghaorizihaizaihoutou。」

但我却说不出口。

zheibennvewenshibusibuxiude。

taizizaiguwangshushensizhihou,caifanranxingwu,renqingzijideneixin,heneibaishidezhenmianmu。

kanxiaoshuoshizhijuedeshigekelianren。

dangguwangshuzhenzhenzhanzaiwomianqianshi,wocaijingjue,zheiyeshiyigehuoshengshengderena。

yeyoufuxiongchongai,youxueyourou,beibeipanhuikuhuitong。

可是。

「nijiajilewo,ruoshijianglaiyouhouhuikejiunanle。」

「erqietaizixinlishiyounide,nijiajiwo,taizixiangbiyebuhuifangguowode。」

我阐述事实。

bijingshinvewennvzhu,santianliangtouyouyuanliangnanzhuyehenzhengchang,danwobujiubianchengtaliangdiaoqingdexiaopaohuilema?

cishiwohaibuzhidaotashizhongshengguilai。

只听她道:

「jiangjun,woyijingshuofufuxiongquanlixiangzhu,zhiyaojiangjunyuanyi,bianketumouzheijiangshan!」

哈?

nvzhujiaosuowotumounanzhudejiangshan?

keshiwoyijingshaqinglea!