第三章

linzhuligualedianhua,kanxiangzhanzailuodichuangqiandezhoujinran。

suiranbutaimingbaizhoujinranweishenmeshiyitazheiyangshuo,

dantaquenengyinyinganjuechulai,

zhouxianshenghaoxiangbingmeiyouzijirenweideneiyangtaoyanxuxiaojie。

「药买了吗?」

「maihaole,douzaizheilile。」

linzhuliganjinbazhidaidileguoqu。

zhoujinrandiandiantou:「nichuquba。」

dayuesishifenzhonghou,qiantaixiaojiededianhuadadaolemishuban。

linzhuliqiaomenjinlai,xiaoxinyiyikaikou,

「zhouxiansheng,xuxiaojiejiletongchengkuaisongguolai……」

tahuayinhaiweiluoding,shuzhuoshangdeyushizhenzhihuranbeirenhenhenshuaizailedibanshang。

linzhulidizhetou,daqidoubuganchu。

piankehou,zhoujinranqueyouxiaoleyisheng:「xinga,jigeyuebujian,tahaizhenshizhangnengnaile。」

fangziguadaozhongjieneilihou,wojiuzanshizhaoleyijiabianyidejiudianzhulexialai。

zhoujinranmeiyouzaizhaoguowo。

queyifanchangtaiyichanggaodiaodehejiangruochushuangrudui。

shibushidejiuyourendadianhuajiwo,「niannian,nishibushihezhoujinrannaobieniule?」

「jiangnvshenshibushiyaojiajizhoujinranle?」

「tingshuotamenzuotianqukanleduijie……」

我一概没有回应。

zhishizaikanzhejingzilizijiweiweituqileyixiedexiaofushi。

youjizhongjiedaledianhua,jiangfangjiajianglewuwankuai。

woxiangyaozaoxielikaijingcheng,yongyuandelikaizheili,zaibuhuilai。

duzilidehaizi,shigeyiwaizhongdeyiwai,

dengwochajuedeshihou,tayijingsangeyueda。

yishengshuo,taieryichengxing,fayudetebiehao,zhangchulexiaoshouxiaojiao。

dangshiwotangzaineili,yanleihuranjiuyonglechulai。

danxianglehenjiu,haishijuedingnadiaota。

zhishiyexushitianyi,zhunbeizuoshoushudeshihou,

buzhinaliyouqiledongluan,yuanyuanchuanlaibaozhasheng,suihouzhenggeyiyuandouduanledian。

zheigehaizi,jiuzheiyangliulexialai。

woanweiziji,zhishaotadefuqinshigehenyingjundedongfangnanren,

zhoujinranbaworengzaineigedongluandeyiguo,

yigenianqingpiaoliangdedanshennvren,huizhaolaizenyangdezaihuo,buyaneryu。

shibeimaidaohongdengqudangzuidijiandezhanjienv,zuihouranyishenbingsidiao,

还是跟一个男人走。

zaiwodashengyongzhongwenxiangtaqiujiushi,jiuyijingjieshoulemingyunxiayibudeanpai。

erzaitaduiwoshenchuyuanshoushi,mingyundeguidaojiuyiranchedipianli。

woduzilibaobaodeqinshengfuqin,

shineigeliangzhiweimin,yingjunyouqiandaolingrenfazhidedongfangnanren,

总好过是周晋然。

zheiyouhechang,bushimingyunjiwodeyisilianminkuizeng。