1wosile。shangyimiao，wohaizaiweileyigexiangmufangan，genlaobanjulilizheng，xinzangmengdiyichou，yanqianyihei。
zaizhengyan，wofaxianzijipaozaiyigewenredeshuichili。sizhouyipianhunan，haihenji。wodongledong……shoujiao？
dengdeng，zheilianouyiyangyouduanyoufeidedongxishiwodeshoujiao？
yigewenroudenengqiachushuideshengyinzaiwo“waimian”xiangqi。“wangye，ninqingyixie，biejingzhewomendenver。
”“fuer，nifangxin。”yigedichencixingdenanshenghuiyingdao，“wojiushixiangtingtingzanmenbaobeidedongjing。
”jinjiezhe，wode“shuichi”waibibeiqingqingpailepai。wo：“……”wo，yigeershibasuidejuanwangshechu，
zailianxujiabanjiujiuliuyibaitianhou，chenggongcusi。ranhou，wochenglegehaimeichushengdetaier。tingzheiduihua，
wodieshigewangye？womashiwangfei？neiwoqibushi……yigejunzhu？wodetian。zheipotiandefugui，
zhongyulundaowole？！qianshileisileihuo，liantaofangdeshoufudoucoubuqi。zheiyishi，zhijieyibudaowei，
chushengjiuzailuoma，bu，biluomahailuoma！wodexinqing，shunjiancongmengbizhuanweikuangxi。qutadekpi！
qutadelaoban！laoniangbuganle！woyaotangping！woyaodangxianyu！jiexialaiderizi，
womeitiandouzai“shuichi”lipaozhe，tingzhewoneibianyidiemadetianyanmiyu。woneidie，nanlingwang，
dangchaoweiyideyixingwang，shouwozhongbing，weiminghehe。danzaiwoniangmianqian，jiushigechunchundelianainao。“fuer，
jinriyushanfangxindelexieyanwo，worangtamenjinidunle。”“fu.，wochuliwangongwule，
laipeizanmennvershuoshuohua。”erwoniang，wangfeisuzhifu，jiangnandiyicainv，wenrousishui。
tameitiandouhuijiwo“jianggushi”，congshicigefudaoshanchuandili。
suiranwoyigeqianshidelikeshengtingdehunhunyushui，danzheifenaiyi，wozhenzhenqieqiediganshoudaole。chuledieniang，
wohaiyoulianggeqinge。dagexiaojingchen，qisui，yijingbairudarumenxia，chenwenneilian。ergexiaojingyao，wusui，
chunchundehunshimowang，shangshutaoniaodan，xiahemoyuxia，meitabugangande。dantamenmeitianleidabudongdeshiqing，
jiushipazaiwoniangduzishang，genwozheigeweichushengdemeimeishuohua。dagehuishuo：“meimei，
jintianxianshengjiaolexindezi，wonianjiniting。”ergezehuitoutoumomodisaihaochide：“meimeimeimei，
zheishiwozangdetang，dengniangqinchile，jiudaoniduzilila！”wo：“……”xiexienia，zhenshigedacongming。
zaizheiyangjizhidechongaiheqidaizhong，wo“guashudiluo”le。shengchanneitian，zhenggenanlingwangfudenghuotongming，
renyangmafan。wodie，neigechuanshuozhongshafaguoduandezhanshenwangye，jidezaichanfangwaituantuanzhuan，liansebizhihaibai。
wolianggegegeyeshouzaiwaimian，xiaolianbengdejinjinde。dangchanpogaohanyisheng“shengle，shengle！shigexiaojunzhu”shi，
woganjuezhenggewangfudekongqidoufeitengle。wobeixiganjing，yongzuirouruandejinbeibaoguozhe，baodaolewodiemianqian。
taxiaoxinyiyidishenchushou，neishuangcenghuichifangqiu、zhanjiangshadideshou，cikequezaiweiweizhandou。taxiangbaowo，
youbugan。“wangye，ninbaobaoxiaojunzhuba。”chanpoxiaodao。wodieshenxiyikouqi，
xiangshijieguoleshenmejueshizhenbao。wozhengkaiyan，kanzhezheigechuanshuozhongdedie。jianmeixingmu，junmeiwuchou，
yanjiaomeishaodoudaizhewufayanshidexiyue。bucuo，yanzhihengao，woxihuan。
weiletaohaowozheigexinrendezhangqifanpiao，wojuedingjitayigemianzi。yushi，woliekaimeiyadezui，
chongtaxiaolexiao。zheiyixiao，zhijiebawodiejixiaoshale。talengzaiyuandi，yanquanshunjianjiuhongle。
“ta……taduiwoxiaole！”taxiangshifaxianleshenmejingtianmimi，shengyindoubianlediao。“womenjiamingyue，
duiwoxiaole！”wodemingzi，xiaomingyue。yuanrumingyue，guanghuicuican。wodiebaozhewo，xianggeshaziyiyang，
chongjinneishi，jiwoneixuruodeniangkan。“fuer，nikan！nverduiwoxiaole！tayichushengjiuduiwoxiao！
takendingzuixihuanwo！”woniangwenroudikanzhewo，shenchushouzhi，qingqingdianledianwodebijian。“shishishi，
zuixihuannizheigediediele。”wo：“……”xingba，kanzainimenzheimeaiwodefenshang，zheigemianziwojile。
wodechusheng，rangzhenggenanlingwangfuchedibianchengleyige“nverchui”dejujidi。wodie，
henbudebawoshuanzaikuyaodaishang，shangchaodouxiangdaizhe。woniang，meitianjiwohuanbabaitaopiaoliangdexiaoyifu，
quanshidingjixiuniangyizhenyixianfengzhide。wodage，batasuoyouzhenzangdebaobeiwanyier，
quandouduizailewodeyaolanbian。woerge，zechenglewodetieshenhuwei，sheiganduokanwoyiyan，
tadoujuededuifangshixiangtoutameimei。jiulianfulidexiaren，kanwodeyanshendouchongmanleciai。wo，xiaomingyue，
chenglenanlingwangfumingfuqishidezhangshangmingzhu，xinjianbaobei。zheizhongganjue，zenmeshuoni？yigezi。shuang！
2wodemanyueyan，bandebitaizinafeihailongzhong。wodienanlingwang，zhijiebaoxialejingchengzuidadejiulou，
liushuixibailesantiansanye。wenwubaiguan，huangqinguoqi，doudelaijiwozheigexiaoyingerdaohe。
huangdiboboyepairensonglailehouli，jushuoshiyikeshuodadedonghaiyemingzhu，nengjiangwodeyingerfangzhaodeliangrubaizhou。
woquanchengtangzainainianghuaili，xianggemeiyouganqingdejixiangwu，jieshouzhezhongrendeweiguan。“aiya，
xiaojunzhuzhangdezhenxiangwangye，zheimeiyan，yigemozikechulaide。”“kebushima，yikanjiushigeyoufuqide！
”“wangyewangfeihaofuqia，ernvshuangquan！”wotingzhezheixiechuipeng，neixinhaowubolan，shenzhiyoudianxiangdahaqian。
renleidebenzhi，guoranshifuduji。yanhuijinxingdaoyiban，yigebuhexiedeshengyinxiangleqilai。
“nanlingwangzhenshihaodadepaichang，yigenvwademanyueyan，jingbidangnianshiziyedehaipuzhang。”shengyinjiansuankee，
chongmanlejidu。wolanyangyangdixianlexianyanpi。zhijianyigechuanzhehoujuefushidezhongniannanren，duanzhejiubei，
pixiaoroubuxiaodikanzhewodie。wodieshenbiandeguanjiadishengtixing：“wangye，shidingbeihou。”dingbeihou，
wodiezaichaotangshangdesiduitou。liangrenyigezhuzhan，yigezhuhe，xianglaibuduifu。wodienanlingwangwenyan，
zhishidandanyixiao，jiangwonianglanjinhuaili。“wonanlingwangdenver，zhidezheishishangzuihaodeyiqie。
”“dingbeihouruoshixianmu，buruyehuiqujiabajing，shuobudingyenengtiangeqianjin。”“ni！
”dingbeihoudelianshunjianzhangchenglezhuganse。sheibuzhidaotafuliyilianbagedoushidaibade，zuomengdouxiangyaogenver。
wodiezheihua，jianzhishiwangtaxinwozishangtongdaozi。woxinlimomojiwodiedianlesanshiergezan。duidehao！
dingbeihouqideshuobuchuhua，zhinenglenghengyisheng，fuxiuerqu。yichangxiaofengbo，
jiuzheimebeiwodieyundanfengqingdihuajiele。danwodexinli，queliuxialeyisiyilv。dingbeihoudejidu，
buxiangshijiade。danyigehouye，zhendehuiyinweizheidianxiaoshi，jiugongrangenwodiejiaobanma？
zongjuedeshiqingmeineimejiandan。buguo，dangshidewo，haishigechuncuideyinger，meitianchileshuishuilechi，
henkuaijiubazheijianshipaozailenaohou。zhidaowobansuideshihou，fashengleyijianshi。neitian，wozhengtangzaiyaolanli，
sikaozherensheng。wonianghewozumu——fulidelaotaijun，zhengzuozaiyipangshuohua。zumushijialidedinghaishenzhen，
yeshiquanjiazuichongwoderen，meiyouzhiyi。takanwodeyanshen，biwodiehaiyaokuangre，fangfowobushigeren，
ershigexishizhenbao。“fuera，mingyuezheihaizi，zhenshiwomenjiadefuxing。”zumudeshengyindaizheyisigankai，
youyouyisibuyichajuede……jinzhang。“zitachusheng，jingchendekejihaole，yaoeryebiyiqiananshenglebushao。
”woniangwenroudixiaodao：“shia，muqin，xushimingyuedailailehaoyunqi。”zumuwozhuwoniangdeshou，
yuzhongxinzhang。“womenxiaojia，qianzhetiandidezhai，rujin，huoxujiushihaizhaideshihoule。”“mingyue，
jiushishangtiancijiwomenxiaojiade……jieyao。”woxinli“gedeng”yixia。shenmejiaoqianzhetiandidezhai？
shenmejiaojieyao？woyigeyinger，zenmejiuchengjieyaole？woshuqierduo，xiangtingdegengzixixie。
dantamendehuatihenkuaijiuzhuankaile，kaishitaolunyaojiwozuoshenmexinyifu。woxinzhongquefanqilejingtaohailang。
zhijuegaosuwo，zheilimianyoudawenti。wokaishiliuxinguancha。wofaxian，zumuduiwo，bujinjinshichongai。
tameitiandouhuiqinzijianduwodeyinshi，jingquedaomeiyikounai，meiyishaofushi。tahaiqinglejingchengzuiyoumingdedaoshi，
zaifulijianlegexiaoxiaodeqifutang，shuoshiweiwoqifu。danhaojici，wobeinainiangbaozheluguo，
douwendaolimianpiaochuyiguqiguaidexianghuowei。neiweidao，rangwozheigechengnianrendelinghungandaoyizhenmomingdexinji。
erqie，wodelianggegege，dagexiaojingchen，queshishentiyizhibutaihao，santianliangtouhuiranshangfenghan。
danzicongwochushenghou，tashengbingdecishurouyankejiandijianshaole。meicitagandaobushi，
zumujiuhuirangwoniangbaozhewo，qutafanglidaishangyihuier。shuoyeqiguai，zhiyaowozai，
dagedeliansejiuhuimanmanhaozhuan。quanjiarendoushuowoshigexiaofuxing。zhiyouwozijizhidao，zheibuduijing。
feichangbuduijing。woganjuezijifangfoxianruleyizhangyong“ai”bianzhide，judadewangzhong。zheizhangwang，wenrou，
shushi，queyoutouzheyigushuobuchudeguiyi。wo，xiaomingyue，haoxiangfaxianlenanlingwangfuyigetiandademimi。
3zhuanyan，woyisuile。zhuazhouyanshang，wodiehenbudebachuanguoyuxidoujiwobaishanglai。wenfangsibao，daoqiangjianji，
yanzhishuifen，jinyinzhubao……womianqiandehongbushang，linlangmanmu，yingyoujinyou。binkemendoushenzhanglebozi，
xiangkankanwozheigechuanshuozhongde“fuxingjunzhu”huizhuashenme。
wodieyilianqidai：“womenmingyuekendinghuizhuaneibaxiaomujian！xiangwo！”woniangwenroufanbo：“nverjia，
shuobudinghuixihuanbimo。”woergerangrangzhe：“meimeihuizhuaneigedajitui！genwoyiyang！
”wo：“……”zaiquanjiarendezhushixia，womaizhexiaoduantui，yibusanhuangdiwangqianzou。wodemubiaohenmingque。
zaisuoyouwupindezuibianyuan，fangzheyigexiaoxiaode、haobuqiyandesuanpan。neishiguanjiaweilecoushufangshanglaide。
zaisuoyourenjingedemuguangzhong，woyibazhuazhuleneigesuanpan。ranhou，wobatajuleqilai，duizhewodie，
luchuleyige“facai”dexiaorong。quanchangjijinglesanmiaozhong。suihou，baofachuyizhenhongtangdaxiao。
wodiexiaodezuidasheng，yanleidouchulaile。“hao！hao！bukuishiwonanlingwangdenver！wenwushuangquan，
haidongdechijia！zheishiwomenxiaojiadecaishenyea！”congci，wo“fuxingjunzhu”demingtou，
youduoleyige“xiaocaishen”dechenghao。danwozhidao，wozhuasuanpan，bushiweileshenmechijia。woshixianggaosutamen。
biexinshenmexuwupiaomiaodeyunqi。ren，yaokaozijisuanji，cainenghuodehao。kexi，
meirennengdongwoyigeyisuinaiwawadeshenyi。zhuazhouyanhoubujiu，gonglijubanleyichangbaihuayan。
wozuoweiwangfudejixiangwu，ziranyebeidaishangle。yanhuishang，woyoujiandaoledingbeihouyijia。dingbeihoudeerzi，
yigebiwoergehaixiongdexionghaizi，jiaozhaokang。takandaowoerge，jiuyinyangguaiqidizouleguolai。“yo，
zheibushinanlingwangfudexiaoergongzima？tingshuonimenjiaxintianlegemeimei，baobeidegenyanzhuziside？
”woergexiaojingyaosuiranhunshi，danzaiwaimianhenhuduan。tabawodangzaishenhou，tingzhexiaoxiongtang：“yaoniguan！
”zhaokangchixiaoyisheng，zhizhewo：“bujiushigenaiwawama？youshenmelebuqide。wogaosuni，wodieshuole，
nanlingwangfujiushiwaiqiangzhonggan，chizaoyaowandan！”zheihuayichu，zhouweidekongqidoulengle。
wodiehewoniangdelianseshunjianchenlexialai。woergegengshiqidemanliantonghong，huizhexiaoquantoujiuyaochongshangqu。
“nihushuo！wodasini！”jiuzaizheishi，wozuoleyigechuhusuoyourenyiliaodejudong。wo“wa”deyisheng，
kulechulai。kudejingtiandongdi，sixinliefei。doudadeyanleigenbuyaoqiansidewangxiadiao。woyibianku，
yibianshenchuxiaoshouzhizhezhaokang。neiweiqudexiaomoyang，rensheikanledouxinteng。suoyourendemuguang，
shunjiandoujujiaozailezhaokangshenshang。yigeqibasuidenanhai，bayigeyisuidexiaojunzhujimakule。zheichuanchuqu，
dingbeihoufudelianhaiyaobuyaole？dingbeihoudeliandoulvle。taganjinzhuaizhezijideerziguolaidaoqian。
“xiaohaizijiajiabudongshi，xiaojunzhumoku，wangyewangfeijianliang。”wodielengzhelian，yiyanbufa。woniangbaozhewo，
qingqingdipaizhewodebei，yanquanyehongle。qifenjiangchibuxia。jiuzaizheishi，wodalegekuge，ranhou，
jingzhundi……tule。yikounai，bupianbuyi，quandoutuzailezhaokangneishenzhanxindejinpaoshang。
“……”zhaokangdaizhule。dingbeihouyedaizhule。zhouweidebinkemen，xiangxiaoyoubuganxiao，
yigegebiedeliandouhongle。wodiedezuijiao，zhongyugouqileyimoruoyouruowudehudu。taqingleqingsangzi，
duiwoniangshuo：“fuer，kanlaimingyueshihezhele，yeleile，womendaitahuiquba。”shuowan，
takandoumeikandingbeihouyiyan，daizhewomenyangzhangerqu。huidaowangfu，wodiebaozhewo，henhendiqinleyikou。
“bukuishiwodehaonver！gandepiaoliang！”woergeyexingfendiweizhewozhuanquan。“meimeinitailihaile！
nitunaideyangzishuaidaile！”wo：“……”xiexie，zheibeizimeitingguozheimelipudekuajiang。tongguozheijianshi，
woduidingbeihoufude“diyi”，gengjiaquedingle。tamenjiushineigebaizaimingmianshangdebazi。xiaozhang，bahu，
chuchuyuwomenjiazuodui。suoyourendourenwei，nanlingwangfuzuidadeweixie，jiulaizidingbeihou。
woyecengjingzheimeyiwei。woyiwei，zhiyaojiejueledingbeihou，womenjiajiunenggaozhenwuyou。suoyi，
wokaishiyouyiwuyidi，liyongwode“yingerzhihui”，jiwodietigongyixie“xiansuo”。biru，
wohuizaiwodiekanbianfangditudeshihou，“buxiaoxin”dafanyibeishui，zhenghaosazaidingbeihoufuzedefangqushang。
biru，wohuizaiwodieniantaomougegendingbeihouguanximiqiedeguanyuanshi，turandakudanao。wodieshigenvernu，
duiwoyantingjicong。takaishianzhongdiaochadingbeihou。henkuai，jiudaolewoliangsuishengchen。shengchenyandeqianyitianwanshang，
wodieyilianningzhongdizoujinleshufang。erwo，zhengbeidagebaozhe，zaishufangli“wan”taneixiezhenguideguji。
wo“wuyijian”，jiangyibenshuzhuangdaoledishang。shuyesankai，zhenghaoluchuleyizhangjiazailimiandezhitiao。
dagejianqizhitiao，haoqidikanleyiyan，shunjianliansedabian。“die！nikanzheige！”wodiejieguozhitiao，
tongkongzhouranyisuo。neishangmian，heranshidingbeihoudebiji，xiezheyixietongdipanguodeyanlun！4“nizei！
”wodiekanwanzhitiao，yizhangpaizaizhuoshang，jianyingdezitanmuzhuoshunjianliekaiyidaofengxi。tadeyanzhong，
manshibinglengdeshayi。“wozaojiuliaodaotadingbeihouxinhuaibugui，meixiangdaojinggantongdi！
”dagexiaojingchenyexiaolianshabai：“die，zhei……zheishizhendema？”“bajiubulishi。”wodiejiangzhitiaoshouhao，
“zheibiji，worende。erqie，taxinzhongtidaodejigebianfangyaosai，queshishiwonanlingjunbufangdeboruozhichu。
”wobeizheituruqilaidebianguhede“wawa”jiaoleliangsheng，qiadaohaochudibiaoxianchuleyigeyingergaiyoudefanying。
neixinshenchu，woquezhangzhangdishuleyikouqi。chengle！zheizhangzhitiao，shiwomouhualexujiudechengguo。
woliyongqianshiduihuaxuedeyidianpimaozhishi，yindaowoniangshenbiandeqiaoshoushinv，
**chuleyizhongteshude“xiaoshimoshui”。ranhou，youzaiwoergede“bangzhu”xia，
nadaoledingbeihoufudiuqidefeizhi。neishangmian，youdingbeihoudeqinbi。wozaimofangtadebiji，
xiexiazheifeng“zuizheng”，bingyongxiaoshimoshuifugaizhuguanjianbufen。zuihou，chenzhedagebuzhuyi，
saijintachangkandeshuli。wodiekandaode，ziranjiushiwo“sheji”haodeneirong。wozhidaozheihenmaoxian。
danwobiewuxuanze。neigeguanyu“jieyao”he“zuzhou”demimi，xiangyibadaoyiyangxuanzaiwodetoushang。
wobixuweizheigejia，qingchudiaosuoyouqianzaideweixie。erdingbeihou，jiushineigezuida、zuimingxiandeweixie。
wodiedangyejiujinlegong，jiangzhengjuchengjilehuangdi。longyandanu。huangdizuijidande，
jiushishouwobingquandewujiangyuwaidigoujie。diertian，wodeliangsuishengchenyan，chengledingbeihoufudemori。
shengzhidangchangxuandu，dingbeihoutongdipanguo，zhengjuquezao，xuequjuewei，quanjialiufangsanqianli。
dingbeihoudangchangjiumengle，guizaidishang，dahanyuanwang。“bixia！yuanwanga！chenduidaxiazhongxingenggeng，juewuerxin！
”dan“tiezhengrushan”，youbudetabianbo。jinjunchongrudingbeihoufu，jiangkutianhandidezhaojiarenquanbudaizou。
wokanjianneigecengjingmawo“naiwawa”dezhaokang，beishibingtuisangzhe，manliandejingkonghebujie。takandaolewo，
yanshenlichongmanleyuandu。womianwubiaoqingdikanzhezheiyiqie。xinzhong，meiyouyisishenglidexiyue，
faneryongqiyiguqiangliedebuan。taishunlile。shunlide……jiuxiangshiyourenzaibeihoutuibozhulanyiyang。dingbeihou，
zhendezheimechunma？huibazheimezhongyaodexinjian，suisuibianbiandijiazaishuli？haishishuo，zheifengxin，
genbenjiubushitaxiede？wokanzhewodie。tazaijiejuelexinfudahuanhou，lianshangquebingmeiyourushizhongfudebiaoqing。
tademeitou，fanersuodegengjinle。yanhuijieshuhou，wodiebawonianghewozumudoujiaodaoleshufang。
taqiantuilesuoyouxiaren。woyinwei“nianjixiao，tingbudong”，beiliulexialai。wodiechenmolexujiu，
caihuanhuankaikou。“muqin，fuer，dingbeihouzheijianshi，wojuedeyouxiqi。”woniangdanyoudiwen：“wangye，
keshineizhengjuyoujia？”“zhengjubujia，bijibujia，shangmiantidaodejunqingyebujia。”wodieyaoleyaotou，
“dan……taiqiaole。”takanxiangwo。“qiaodao，jiuxiangshimingyuezheigexiaofuxing，yiciyouyicidi，
zaibangwomenfaxianxiansuoyiyang。”wodexin，mengdiyichen。tahuaiyile？zumulikeshuodao：“jingtian，
nizheishishenmehua？mingyueshiwomendefuxing，shishangtianpailaibangzhuwomenxiaojiade！
zheizhengshitafuzeshenhoudebiaoxiana！”zumudeyuqi，youxieguoyujidongle。wodiekanletayiyan，yanshenfuza。
“muqin，wobushizheigeyisi。wozhishijuede，dingbei-houdaotai，womenkansiyingle，danbeihouneizhishou，
womenhaimeizhaodao。”“huoxu……”tadunledun，shengyinyadejidi，“dingbeihou，yezhishiyikeqizi。
”yikeqizi！zheisigezi，xiangyidaoshandian，pizhonglewodetianlinggai。woshunjianxiangtongle。
wosuoyiweide“qingchuweixie”，qishizhishibangleneigemuhouheishouyigedamang！woqinshou，
bandaolenanlingwangfuzaimingmianshangdezuihouyigediren。congciyihou，zaiyourenhefengchuicaodong，
maotoudouhuidiyigezhixiangwomen！haoyizhao“jiedaosharen”！haoyizhao“jinchantuoqiao”！wohunshenbingleng。
woyiweiwozaidiwuceng，caokongyiqie。meixiangdao，zhenzhengdewanjia，zaidishiceng。erwo，
yebuguoshiduifangqipanshang，yikebeiliyonglede……qizi。5dingbeihoufudaotaihou，
nanlingwangfudeshengweidadaoledingfeng。chaotangzhishang，zaiwurenganyuwodiegongranzuodui。raner，funeideqifen，
quebiandeyuelaiyueningzhong。wodiebiandegengjiajinshen，churudouyoushuangbeidehuwei。woniangzeriyeyouxin，
changchangkanzhewodiedebeiyingfadai。zhiyouwozumu，yijiuchenjinzai“fuxingjianglin”dexiyuezhong。
taduiwode“peiyang”，yebiandegengjia……kuangre。tasouluolaigezhongzhenxiyaocai，shenmeqiannianrencan，