xianglianqinian，nvyouzaidinghunyanshangdangzhonggengandidilikai。wopingjingdishouqijiezhi，shanchusuoyoulianxifangshi。
sangeyuehou，tahongzheyanwenwodaodiyaobuyaofuhe。shenhoudelaosilaisijiangxiachechuang，
nianqingnvhaitanchutoulai：“laogong，zheiayisheia？”jiezhicongzhijianhualuodechugan，bingliang。
linweiweizhuizhezhaolinpaochujiudiandatangdebeiying，beixuanzhuanmenqiege、tunmei，
zuihouzhishengxiamenwaiyishanerguodequnjiao。mantangdebinke，neixiehuotongqinghuokanxihuogangademuguang，
xiangwushuximidezhen，zhazaiwo**depifushang。siyinazhehuatong，zhangzhezui，fabuchuyigeyinfu。
beijingbanshang，wohelinweiweimingzisuoxiejiaozhideaixintuan，xianggebiejiaodelengxiaohua。wozhanzhe，meidong。
xinzangzaixiongqianglitiaodehenchen，yixia，youyixia，bingbukuai，zhishimeiyixiadoudaizhezhonghaojinliqideduntong。
qiniandeganqing，congxiaoyuandaoshehui，congqingsedaosuoweidechengshu，woyiweijianbukecuidedongxi，
yuanlaidibuguotaneige“gandidi”zhaolinyigedaizhekuqiangdedianhua——“jiejie，woweitengdelihai，
yigerenzaiyiyuanhaohaipa……”duokexiaodeliyou。pianpianlinweiweijiuchizheiyitao。tashenzhimeikanwo，
zhihuangluandizhuazhuwodegebo，zhijiajihuqiajinworouli：“shenmo，zhaolinta……wobixuqu，
tazhiyouyigeren，nilijieyixia，dinghunyan……womengaitianzaibu，haobuhao？”lijie。youshilijie。
zheiqinian，wolijieleduoshaoci？
lijietapeizhaolinguoshengrifangwogezi；lijietanawomenzandemaifangshoufujizhaolintiantachuangyedekulong，
neigesuoweidechaopaidian，zuihouzhijinleyipicuzhilanzaodetxu；lijietameiyicihaowuyuanzedipiantan，
meiyicizhaolinrehuohoukelianbabade“jiejiewozhidaocuole”，hetaneijuwannengde“tabijingshiwodidi，
congxiaoyiqizhangdade，jiugenqinrenyiyang”。woyiweishoudeyunkaijianyueming。yiweidinglehun，yiqiedouhuibutong。
jieguo，zaiworenshengzuizhongyaodeshikezhiyi，tazaiciweileta，bawobianchenglequanchangzuidadexiaohua。
womanmanwanyao，jianqineimeigulinglingtangzaihongtanshangdebojinjiezhi。shangmianhaicanliuzheyidiantazhijiandewendu。
ranhou，wobatafanghuisironghezi，koushang。“pa”yishengqingxiang，gaizhulemougebinkebuheshiyideqiexiao。
“gewei，baoqian，jintianchuxianleyixieyiwaiqingkuang，dinghunyanquxiao。zhaodaibuzhou，qingdajiahaihan。
”wodeshengyinpingjingdelianzijidougandaoyiwai。
meiyoulihuishenhouchuanlaidegezhongyilun、muqindechuoqi、fuqinyayidenuchi，wojingzhizouxianghoutai。nachushouji，
jiesuo。weixinzhidinghaishitadeliaotiankuang，zuihouyitiaoxinxishitayigexiaoshiqianfade：“momo，woyoudianjinzhang。
”houmiangenzhegehaixiudebiaoqing。zhijianzaipingmushangxuantingpianke，ranhouluoxia。lahei，shanchu。dianhuabu，
zhaodaoneigelanshuyuxindemingzi，tongyangcaozuo。zhifubao，**，weibo……suoyounengxiangdaodelianxifangshi，
yitiaoxian，zhanduan。dongzuogancuililuo，meiyouyisiyouyu。xinlineipiancengjingweitazhireranshaodehuangyuan，
zaineiju“gaitianzaibu”zhihou，zhongyuchediximielezuihouyidianhuoxing，zhishengxiabinglengde、sijidehui。
jiexialaidesantian，wobazijiguanzaizulaidegongyuli，shoujiguanji，gejuelewaijiedeyiqieshengyin。
wozhidaowaimianhuishishenmeyangzi——linweiweizhaobudaowohoudehuangluan，tafumukenengdalaidedianhua，
pengyoumendexunwen，haiyouzhaolinneijiaxingxingde、kansidaoqianshizexuanyaodeduanxin。wobuxiangting，yebuxiangkan。
qitianqian，woganggangjujueleneigelaizhibuyide、weiyuniuyuededingjianshejishiwusuodeoffer。
weilenengliuzaiguonei，weilenenghelinweiweizujianjiating，woqinshouqiaduanlezhiyeshengyakenengdeyicifeiyue。
dangshituanduifuzerenwanxideshengyinhaizaierbian：“shen，zheigejihuihenduorenmengmeiyiqiu，nizhendekaolvqingchule？
”wokaolvdetaiqingchule，qingchudaoyuchun。disitian，wodakailediannao，kaishifengkuangditoudijianli，
zhuyaomubiaozhongxinsuodingzaiguowai。guoneideshejiquanbuda，dinghunyanshangdenaojukongpazaoyirenjinjiezhi，
womeibiyaoliuzaizheilichengshouyiyangdeyanguang。menlingzaidiwutianbeianxiang，jicudexiangshiyaochaimen。touguomaoyan，
wokandaolinweiwei。tashoulexie，yanxiayipianqinghei，toufayeyouxielingluan，
cengjingmingliangdeyanjinglishengmanlejiaolvheyisi……weiqu？wolakailemen，danyongshentidangzhulerukou。“shenmo！
”takandaowo，yanjingshunjianhongle，shenshoujiuxiangzhuazhuwo，“niweishenmebujiedianhua？weishenmelaheiwo？
nizhidaowozhaolenihaojiuma？wokuaijisile！”woceshenbikaitadeshou，yuqipingdan：“youshi？
”taxiangshibeiwodelengdancishangle，shengyindaishanglekuqiang：“nihaizaishengqiduibudui？wozhidaoneitianshiwobudui，
wobugaizoude。keshizhaolintadangshizhendehenyanzhong，jixingweiyan，chadianchuankong！tayigerenzaiyidi，
jumuwuqin，zhiyouwonengyikaole……”youshizheitaoshuoci。wojihunengbeixialai。“suoyini？”wodaduanta，
“nixianzailaizhaowo，shixianggaosuwo，tadeweihaole，womenkeyijixudinghunle？”linweiweilengleyixia，
sihumeixiangdaowohuishizheigefanying。“wo……womenkeyihaohaotantan。shenmo，womenqiniandeganqing，
nandaojiuyinweizheiyiciyiwai，nijiubuyaowolema？”“yiciyiwai？”wokanzheta，juedeyouxiekexiao，
“linweiwei，nishuguozheishidijicilema？congdaxuedaoxianzai，
zhaolinyongyuanyougezhonggeyangde‘yiwai’xuyaonidiyishijianbenfu。womendeyuehui，womendejinianri，
shenzhiwomenshangliangmaifangjianjiazhangdezhongyaoshike，tazongnengqiadaohaochudichudianzhuangkuang。zheibushiyiwai，zheishichangtai。
”“nizenmenengzheimeshuota！”linweiweideshengyinbagao，“zhaolintazhishiyilaiwo，tabawodangqinjiejie！
tacongxiaofumubuzaishenbian，henkeliande。nijiubunengyoudiantongqingxinma？”kan，youlaile。wutiaojiandepiantan。
zaizhaolinde“kelian”mianqian，wosuoyoudeganshouhefuchudouxiandeweibuzudao，shenzhichengle“meiyoutongqingxin”。
“takelian，suoyiwojiuhuogaiyicicibeipaoxia？”wokanzheta，yiziyijudiwen，“linweiwei，wodeganshou，
zainixinlidaodisuanshenme？”tabeiwowenzhu，zhanglezhangzui，meinenglikeshuochuhua。jiuzaizheishi，
yigelvedaixuruoheqianjiudeshengyincongtashenhouxiangqi：“jiejie，moge……nimenbiechaole，doushiwodecuo。
”zhaolin。taguoranlaile。tachuanzheyishenkuansongdechaopai，liansekeyiyingzaochuyizhongbingruodecangbai，
shoulihailinzheyigeyiyuandesuliaodai，limianzhuangzhejiheyao。tazoudaolinweiweishenbian，
yongyizhongjinhuyilaidezitaiqingqinglalelatadeyixiu，yanshenquetiaoxindisaolewoyiyan。“moge，duibuqi，
doushiwobuhao。”takaikou，shengyinruanmianmiande，daizhekeyidetaohao，“wobugaizaineitiandaraonimende。
zhishiwodangshizhendetengdekuaisiguoqule，naoziliyipiankongbai，
zhixiangdaojiejie……wozhidaowojinihejiejietianletaiduomafan，wojiushigeleizhui……”tashuozhe，
yanquanjingranyekaishifanhong，yanjijingzhan。linweiweilikexintengdifanwozhutadeshou，
yuqiwenroudenengdichushuilai：“xiaolin，biehushuo，nizenmehuishileizhui？jiejiebuzhaogunisheizhaoguni？
”ranhoutazhuanxiangwo，yanshenlidaishanglezebei，“shenmo，nikantadouzheiyangle，yegennidaoqianle，
nijiubunengdaduyidianma？”dadu。wotingzhezheigeci，weiliyizhenfanyong。zhaolinchenlinweiweibuzhuyi，
chaowoluchuyigejikuai、jiqingmiedexiaorong，zhuanshunjishi，youhuifuleneifuxiaobaitudeyangzi。“jiejie，
nibieguaimogele。mogeshengwodeqishiyinggaide。”tachayanchayudijixushanfengdianhuo，“doushiwotaimeiyongle，
zongshimafanjiejie。buxiangmoge，neimedulinenggan……kenengjiushiyinweizheiyang，jiejiecaigengfangxinbuxiawoba。
moge，niyaoshihaishengqi，jiudawojixiachuchuqihaole，zhiyaonibiegenjiejienaobieniu，wozenmeyangdouxing。
”tabazijifangzaiyigebeiweide、shouhaizhedeweizhi，balinweiweidelianxihebaohuyujifadaojizhi，
tongshibawotuixiangyigeduoduobiren、xiaodujichangdejingdi。linweiweiguorangengjidongle，tabazhaolinhuzaishenhou，
xiangshilaomujihuzaiyiyangdengzhewo：“shenmo！nitingjianmeiyou？xiaolintadouzheiyangle！niyigedananren，
genyigehaizijijiaoshenme？nijiubunengtiliangyixiatama？”haizi？zhaolinzhibilinweiweixiaoyisui，
daxuebiyedouliangnianle，youshouhaoxian，kaozhelinweiweihewo（zhuyaoshilinweiwei）jieji。zaiwozheili，
tazaojiubushihaizile，ershiyitiaoyinxiandedushe。wokanzheyanqianzheiyimu，
kanzhelinweiweihaobuchiyidixuanzezhanzaizhaolinneibian，
kanzhewoqiniandefuchuheganqingzaitayanlibibushangzhaolinjijuzhuangkeliandehua。xinlizuihouneidianbuganhetongchu，
yechedihuaweilebinglengdehuijin。wohoutuiyibu，chedirangkailemenneidekongjian，danwodeyanshen，
yijingshulidexiangzaikanmoshengren。“tiliang？”woqingqingzhongfuleyibian，ranhoukanxianglinweiwei，
yuqimeiyourenhebolan，“linweiwei，womenjieshule。zhendejieshule。yihounixiangzhaogushei，xintengshei，
douyuwowuguan。zhunimen……jiediqingshen，bainianhaohe。”shuowan，wobuzaikantamenshunjiancuoedebiaoqing，
zhijieguanshanglemen。“shenmo！shenmonikaimen！nibahuashuoqingchu！”linweiweizaiwaimianyonglipaidazhemenban，
shengyindaizhekuhan。zhaolinjiaxingxingdequanzushengyeyinyuechuanlai：“jiejie，biezheiyang，mogezaiqitoushang，
womenzouba，bieretagengshengqile……”menwaidexuanxiaochixuleyihuier，zhongyujianjianyuanqu。
wobeikaozhebinglengdemenban，huanhuanhuazuozaidishang。gongyuliyipiansiji，yangguangtouguochuanghuzhaojinlai，
zaidibanshangtouxiabanbodeguangying，queganjuebudaoyisinuanyi。jieshule，zheicishizhendejieshule！
womeiyoutaiduoshijianchennizaiguoqudeshangtongli。xianshideyalijiezhongerzhi。jujueleniuyuedeoffer，
yuanbendegongzuoyeyinweizhunbeidinghunhehouxudehunluanercidiao，wojihuchuyushiyezhuangtai。
yinxingkalideyuezaitixingwo，bixujinkuaizhenzuo。wobasuoyoujinglidoutourudaoxunzhaoxingongzuozhong，
mubiaomingque——haiwaizhiwei。guoneidejigemianshiyaoqing，wodouwanjule。woxuyaoyigequanxindehuanjing，
yigemeiyoulinweiweihezhaolinhenjidedifang。jiuzaiwojihushanqiongshuijin，kaolvshifouyaoxiangfumuqiuzhushi，
yigeyixiangbudaodejihuichuxianle。
shangjifushengmingdeshejigongzuoshi“qiyue”zaiguoneidefenbuzhengzaiweiyigezhongyaodekuaguoxiangmuzhaomuhexinshejishi。
qiyuezhengshiwozhiqianmengmeiyiqiuxiangjindegongsizhiyi，qichuangshirenheshejilinianzaiquanqiudoubeishoutuichong。
wobaozheshiyishidexintai，toudilejianlihezuopinji。meixiangdao，diertianjiushoudaolemianshitongzhi。
mianshiguochengyichangshunli。fenbufuzerenduiwodezuopinzanbujuekou，
youqishiwoweiyigeguojijingsaisuozuode、rongheledongfangyuansuyuxiandaijijianzhuyidegainiansheji。“shenxiansheng，
nideshejilinianhewomenqiyue，youqishiwomenyiweihexintouzirendeshenmeiquxiangfeichangqihe。
”fuzerentuiletuiyanjing，yanzhongdaizhexinshang，“zheigexiangmuhenzhongyao，zongbuneibianyehuifeichangguanzhu。
womenhenxiwangninengjiaru。”xinzidaiyuyouhoudechaohuxiangxiang，jihushixingyedingjianshuiping，
bingqiexiangmuhouqiyoujidakenengdiaowangzongburenzhi。zheijianzhishiliuanhuamingyouyicun。
wojihushihuanghuzheqianxialehetong。zouchuqiyueqipaidebangonglou，kanzheyanqiancheshuimalong，woyouzhongbuzhenshigan。
shiquleyigeniuyue，queyinglaileyigegenghaode、zhitongqiyuezongbudejihui？zhidaowoanzhaohetongshangdezhishi，
quxiangmububaodao，jiandaoneiweichuanshuozhongde、shenmeiyuwo“jiduqihe”dehexintouzirenshi，wocaimingbai，
zheihuoxubuwanquanshiyunqi。xiangmubudulidebangongshili，yigenvhaizhengbeiduizhewo，
dianzhejiaoshitugoushujiadingcengdeyibenhouhoudeshejinianjian。tachuanzhexiangnaierdejingdiancuhuanitaozhuang，
jiaoshangshimou**bandeyundongxie，shenliangjiaoxiao，kanqilaixianggetouchuandarenyifudeweichengnian。“xuyaobangmangma？
”wochusheng。taheleyitiao，zhuanguoshenlai。neishiyizhangfeichangjingzhipiaoliangdeliandan，jiaoyuandanbaichongpei，
kanqilainianjihenxiao，kenenggangchengnianbujiu。yanjinghenda，tongrenshipiaoliangdeqianhese，
cikeyinweijingyaweiweizhengyuan，xiangzhishoujingdexiaolu。dantadeyanshenhenliang，
daizheyizhongbuanshishideqingchehe……yizhongnanyiyanyudediqi。“a，xiexieni！”tapaipaixiongkou，
zhilezhineibennianjian，“jiushineiben，yinsefengmiande。”woqingsongdibangtanalexialai。tajieguo，
yangtoukanzhewo，yanjingwanchengleyueya：“nijiushishenmoba？wojiaosunian，shiqiyuedetouzirenzhiyi，
yeshizheigexiangmudelianhefuzeren。”sunian。zheigemingziwoyoudianyinxiang，
sihushimougedingjifuhaojiazudeqianjin，xinwenshangouerhuitijiqijiazuchanye，danbenrenfeichangdidiao。
woyouxieeran。wozhidaoqiyueyouqiangdadezibenbeijing，
danmeixiangdaosuoweide“hexintouziren”shizheiyangyiwei……nianqingdexiaoguniang。erqie，
tashuoshitakanzhonglewodezuopin？“bieneimejingyama。”suniansihukanchulewodexiangfa，xiaoxixidishuo，
“wosuiranbuxiangnimenkebanchushen，danwoyanguangkedule！nideneigejingsaizuopin，‘zhuyun’，
wokanlehaoduobian，tebiexihuan！neizhonganjingyouyouliliangdeganjue，genwoshouzangdeyikuaigudongyupeitebiepei！
”tashuohuayusuhenkuai，daizhedianjiaohan，yanshenchuncui，meiyourenheshangchangdeyuanhuashigu。taxihuanwodesheji，
liyoutingqilaishenzhiyouxie……haiziqi？jinjinshiyinweiganjuegentashouzangdeyupeihenpei？“xiexienindeshangshi。
”woyaxiaxinzhongdeyihuo，baochizhezhiyehuadelimao。“aiya，bieninaninde，jiaowoniannianjiuhao。
”tabaibaishou，hunbuzaiyi，“yihouwomenjiushidadangla！zheigexiangmuwohenzhongshide，nikeyaohaohaogane！
”taxiaoqilaideshihou，lianjiayoulianggeqianqiandeliwo，kanqilaihaowugongjixing，shenzhiyouxietianzhenlanman。
danwomeiyouhulvetatidao“dadang”shi，yandiyishanerguode、yutanianlingbufudejingmingyududing。
jiexialaidegongzuojiechu，rangwoduisunianyoulegengfuzaderenzhi。tazaizhuanyeshejixijieshangqueshibudong，
congbuzhishouhuajiao，wanquanfangshourangwofuze。danzaixiangmufangxiang、ziyuandiaopei、shenzhishiyixieshangwutanpanshang，
taquezhanxianchujingrendeminruihepoli。tafangfotianshengjiuzhidaoruheyongzuixiaodedaijiahuoquzuidadeliyi，
neizhonglaizizibenhejiazudiyundezixinyuqiangshi，zaitajiaoxiaodeshentilihunrantiancheng。taduiwo，
sihuyegewai……zhaogu？zheizhongzhaogubingfeigongzuoshangdeteshuyoudai，ershiyizhongxiweichudeguanzhu。biru，
tahui“shunbian”jiwodaiyibeifuhewokouweidekafei；zaiwojiabanshi，hui“ganghao”dianduolehaohuawaimai，
qiangxingfenwoyiban；youyiciwosuikoutilejumougepinpaidehuitugongjuhaoyong，
diertianyitaoquanxinde、**bandeneipinpaigongjujiuchuxianzailewodebangongzhuoshang。tazuozheixiedeshihou，
zongshiyongneizhong“woqianduoshaodehuang，nibiejieyi”delisuodangrandetaidu，rangwolianjujuedouxiandejiaoqing。
wobingfeichidunzhiren。suniankanwodeyanshen，congyikaishidexinshang，jianjianduoleyixiebiede、liangjingjingdedongxi。
neishiyizhonghaobuyanshidexihuanhezhanyouyu，xiangxiaohaizikandaolexinaidewanju，xiangyaopengzaishouxinli。
wogandaokunhuo，shenzhiyouxiebuan。woheta，genbenshilianggeshijiederen。tashiyunduanshangdexiaogongzhu，erwo，
zhishiyigeganggangcongganqingfeixulipachulaide、yiwusuoyoudeshejishi。zhidaoneitian，xiangmuqinggongyanjieshu。
woyinweichuliyixieshouweigongzuo，zuihoulikaijiudian。zaimenkou，
kandaoleneiliangshuxide、xiantiaoyouyabangbodelaosilaisihuanying。chechuangjiangxia，luchusunianweihongdexiaolian，
tadagaishiheledianjiu，yanjingbipingshigengliang，xiangjinleshuidexingxing。“shenmo！”tachongwozhaoshou，“shangche，
songni！”woyouyuleyixia，kanzheyeshenrenjing，haishilakaichemenzuolejinqu。cheneikongjiankuanchang，
mimanzheyizhongqingtiandeguoxiang，hetashenshangdeweidaoyiyang。chezipingwenqidong。tawaizhetoukanwo，
huranwen：“nizheijitian，shibushixinqingbuhao？”woyizheng。woyijingjiliyanshi，
meixiangdaohaishibeitakanlechulai。“meiyou，zhishiyoudianlei。”wobizhongjiuqing。“pianren。”taduqizui，
“nigangcaizaiyanhuishang，kandaoneiduinannvdeshihou，biaoqingkenankanle。”woxinliyichen。takandaole？
yanhuishang，linweiweihezhaolinjuranyelaile，dagaishicenglenagehezuofangdeyaoqinghan。zhaolinxizhuanggelv，
renmogouyangdigenzailinweiweishenbian，fengrenbianjieshaozheishitade“jiejie”。linweiweikandaowoshi，yanshenfuza，
youkuijiu，youyuyanyouzhi，erzhaolin，zehaobuyiwaidiyoudijiwoyigechongmantiaoxinhedeyideyanshen。
wodangshizhishimorandiyikaileshixian，meixiangdaozheixiweidefanyingbeisunianbuzhuodaole。“tamenshisheia？
neigenvdeyizhizaikanni，neigenande，yikanjiubushihaodongxi，chalichaqide。”sunianzhouzhebizi，
yuqilidaizhehaobuyanshidexianqi。kanzhetayifuyaoweiwodabaobupingdeyangzi，
woxinlimougebinglengjianyingdedifang，sihubeiqingqingqiaokaileyisifengxi。zheisangeyuelai，
woduzichengshouzhebeipanhoudehuanglianghezhongjianshenghuodeyali，
congweiyourenrucizhibaidi、buwenyuanyoudizhanzaiwozheibian。guishishenchadi，wojiandanshuolejiju。
meiyouxiangshuqiniandezhongzhong，zhishuoledinghunyanshang，nvyougenzhesuoweide“gandidi”likai，
yijizheisangeyuedejiuchan。suniantingwan，yanjingdengdeliuyuan，xiaoquantouwodejinjinde：“shenme？！
zaidinghunyanshanggenbiedenanrenpaole？haishineizhonglvchanan？！zheininengren？shenmoniyetaihaoqifuleba！
”taqigugudeyangzi，xiangzhizhamaodemaomi：“neizhongnvren，genbenbuzhideninanguo！haiyouneigelvchadidi，
yikanjiushigehuohai，chizaozaobaoying！”tadehuajiandanzhijie，shenzhiyouxieyouzhi，