"wojidehenqingchu！"wodashengshuodao，"dangnianlimingxuantamenbalingwo，shinibaohulewo！niweilejiuwohaibeitamendashangle！nizenmenengshuowobujide？"
jiangmucitingdaowodehua，zhenggerendouzhandouqilai。tajuzhedaodeshoukaishifadou，yanleibushoukongzhidiliulexialai。
"bu...bushizheiyangde...bushizheiyangde..."tayibiankuyibianyaotou，"weishenmeniyaozheiyangshuo？weishenmeniyaoniuqushishi？mingming...mingmingshi..."
"mingmingshishenme？"wokandaotaqingxubengkuideyangzi，xinzhongjihaipayoukunhuo，"jiangmuci，nilengjingyidian，womenhaohaotantan，nixianbadaofangxia。"
"wolengjing？"taturantingzhilekuqi，yongyizhongkepadeyanshenkanzhewo，"shinianlaiwomeitiandouzainulirangzijilengjing，meitiandouzaigaosuzijiyaoyuanliangni，yaowangjineixieshiqing。danshiwozuobudao，wozhendezuobudao。"
tacongsuliaodailiyounachulejiyangdongxi：yigepojiudebijiben，jizhangzhaopian，haiyouyigeluyinbi。
"nizhidaozheixieshishenmema？"tabazheixiedongxibaizaidishang，"zheishiwozheishinianlaishoujidezhengju。guanyuneigeqiutian，guanyuneixieniwangjiledeshiqing。"
wokanzhedishangdedongxi，xintiaoyuelaiyuekuai。"shenmezhengju？"
"nibujide2014nian11yue15rineitianxiawufashengdeshiqingma？"tanaqineigebijiben，"jiuzaizheijianshiyanshili。"
2014nian11yue15ri？wonulihuiyizhe，neishigaoershangxueqideshihou，danjutineitianfashengleshenme，wozhendexiangbuqilaile。
"wo...wobujidejutimouyitianfashengleshenme。"
"dangran，duinilaishuoneikenengzhishiputongdeyitian。"tafankaibijiben，"danduiwolaishuo，neishiworenshengdefenshuiling。"
takaishinianbijibenshangdeneirong："11yue15ri，qing。linxiaoyuyuewoxiawufangxuehoudaohuaxueshiyanshi，shuoyoudongxiyaojiwokan。woyiwei...woyiweitazhongyuyuanyihewozuopengyoule。"
tingdaozheili，wolengzhule。woyuetadaoshiyanshi？woshenmeshihouyueguota？
"nijixuzhuangbujidema？"jiangmucikanzhewodebiaoqing，kuxiaoyisheng，"neiwojixunian。xiawusandian，wolaidaohuaxueshiyanshi，linxiaoyuyijingzaineilidengwole。tashuotazhidaowoxihuanta，tayeyuanyijiwoyigejihui。wodangshigaoxinghuaile，yiweimeimengchengzhenle。"
wodejiyizhongwanquanmeiyouzheiduanchangjing。woshenmeshihoushuoguozheiyangdehua？
"ranhoutarangwobishangyanjing，shuoyaojiwoyigejingxi。wozhendebishangleyanjing，xianggeshaguayiyangxiangxinleta。ranhou..."
他的声音开始颤抖。
"ranhouwoganjuedaoyizhenjutong，shitayongdaozihuapolewodeshoubei。wozhengkaiyanjing，kandaotazhengxiaozhekanwoliuxue。tashuo，'jiangmuci，niyiweiwohuixihuannizheizhongfeiwuma？'"
"bu！"wodashengfouren，"womeiyouzuoguozheizhongshi！nizaihushuo！"
"hushuo？"tanaqiyizhangzhaopian，"neizheizhangzhaopianzenmejieshi？"
zhaopianshangshiyizhishoubei，shangmianyousandaoxuelinlindeshangkou，shangkoudexingzhuangheweizhi...hewoshoubeishangdebahenyimoyiyang。
wokanzhezhaopian，naoziliyipianhunluan。"zhei...zheishinideshoubei？danweishenmebahenhewodeyiyang？"
"yinweineishitongyibadaozaochengdeshangkou。"tanaqidierzhangzhaopian，"zheishinidangshideyangzi。"
zhaopianshangdenvhaiqueshishiwo，shinianqiandewo。danzhaopianzhongdewozhengzhanzaishiyantaiqian，shoulinazheyibadao，lianshangdaizheyizhongcanrendexiaorong。zhaopiandejiaoduhenqiaomiao，wanzhengdijiluledangshidechangjing。
wokanzhezhaopianzhongdeziji，ganjuexiangshizaikanyigemoshengren。"zheibukeneng...wobujideyouzheiyangdezhaopian...wobujidezuoguozheizhongshi..."
"dangran，yinweiduinilaishuo，shanghaibierengenbenbusuanshenmedashi。"jiangmucideshengyinzhongchongmanlehenyi，"danduiwolaishuo，neishiemengdekaishi。"
tayounaqileluyinbi。"zheilimianhaiyoudangshideluyin。nixiangtingtingma？tingtingnizijidangnianshizenmeshuode？"
woxiangjujue，danyourenbuzhuxiangzhidaozhenxiang。wodianlediantou。
jiangmucianxialebofangjian。
luyinbilichuanchuleyizhenzayin，ranhoushiyigenianqingnanhaideshengyin，shengyinzhongdaizhetongkuhekongju："linxiaoyu，qiunile，biezaizheiyangle...wozhidaocuole..."
ranhoushiyigenvhaidexiaosheng，qingcuiercanren："cuole？nicuozainalile？cuozaixihuanwoma？haishicuozaiyiweiwohuixihuannizheizhongloser？"
neigenvhaideshengyin...shiwodeshengyin。suiranbixianzaizhinenyixie，danqueshishiwodeshengyin。
"qiunile，woyihouzaiyebuganle...zaiyebugankannile..."nanhaideshengyinyuelaiyuejuewang。
"bugankanwo？neinideyanjinghaiyoushenmeyong？"nvhaideshengyinbiandegengjiabingleng，"huoxuwoyinggaibangnijiejuezheigewenti？"
录音到这里停止了。
wotanzuozaidishang，naoziliyipiankongbai。neiqueshishiwodeshengyin，neixiecanrendehuaqueshishicongwozuilishuochulaide。danwozhendewanquanbujideyouguozheiyangdeduihua。
"xianzainihaiyaoshuonibujidema？"jiangmucikanzhewo，"haiyaoshuonishishouhaizhema？"
"wo...wozhendebujide..."wodeshengyinbiandehenxiao，"danruguozhendeshiwozuode，neiwo...woweishenmehuizheiyangzuo？"
"yinweinijuedehaowan。"tadeshengyinzhongchongmanlejuewang，"yinweizhemoyigexihuanniderenduinilaishuojiushiyule。"
wonulihuiyizhegaoerneiduanshijiandejiyi，danyuehuiyiyuefaxianyouxiedifangduibushang。wojidezijiqueshibeibalingle，jidezijishouleshang，danjutidexijiequemohubuqing。
"jiangmuci，"wotaitoukanzheta，"ruguo...ruguozhendeshiwoshanghaileni，neiwoxiangnidaoqian。danwozhendebujidele，wodejiyikeneng...kenengchuleshenmewenti。"
"daoqian？"tabeishangdixiaole，"shinianle，wodengdejiushinideyijudaoqian。danxianzaitingdaole，wofaxiantagenbenmeiyong。"
tajuqidao，zaiciduizhunlezijideshouwan。
"jiangmuci，buyao！"woxiangshangqianzuzhita。
"bieguolai！"tadashenghandao，"niyijingshanghaiwogouduole！"
"wobuhuizaishanghainile，wofashi！"
"nideshiyanmeiyourenheyiyi。"takanzhewo，yanzhongdeguangmangyuelaiyueandan，"nizhidaozheishinianwoshizenmeguodema？meitianwanshangdouzuoemeng，meitiandouzaihouhuiweishenmeyaoxiangxinni，weishenmeyaoquneigegaisideshiyanshi。"
"neiniweishenmeyaoyuewolaizheili？"woyishidaoshenme，"weishenmeyaoyuewolaitongyigedifang？"
"yinweiwoxiangrangnikankan，"tadeshengyinbiandehenqing，"kankanyigerenjuewangdaojidianshishenmeyangzide。"
daorenzaitadeshouwanshanghuaxialediyidaoxuehen。